Day 333 "Sing for Me"

11/29/2025

 "He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of

praise to our God. Many will see and fear the LORD

and put their trust in Him."

Psalm 40:3 

 

For the past two days I have been drifting off to sleep, unable to read for any period of time, or write, which distresses me, as I am I love reading my Bible. Each time I read new life rises from the crinkled pages of my new Bible, already showing the wear and tear of love. I cried out to the Lord for help to wake me up, as I desperately needed time alone with Him. I opened my email and began to pray over the needs. It always brings great sadness to my heart reading the news, especially from trusted sources or directly from the ministries. The news is a great source for prayer lists, as much intercession is necessary for our nation and this world's affairs. Our world desperately needs Jesus.

TBN was announcing a special showing of the documentary The Journey with Andrea Bocelli as he makes a 200 mile pilgrimage on horseback with his wife, Veronica, and friends traveling from St Peter's Square to his home in Lajatico. Andrea said that his father had given him a horse when he was young, as he wanted him to ride before he went completely blind. He was born with congenital glaucoma, and at age 12 he sustained an injury playing football that caused a brain hemorrhage that led to total blindness. I love to hear him sing along with his very musically talented family. As he rides across Italy he is sharing with his guests about his and their musical call from God and the spiritual significance of music. He questions some of his guests about their musical journeys. Journeying with him are Tori Kelly, Michael W. Smith, Tauren Wells, Taya, Clara Barbier Serrano, Katherine Jenkins, his daughter, Virginia and son Matteo. Not all rode horses, but some he met along the way.

Andrea speaks of his earlier years when he was trying to begin his musical career at age 35. He said he was always told he had a beautiful voice, but...! I can't imagine that, as his voice is so pure and celestial, and he always lifts me to a higher place when he sings. He said he loved to sing and for him it had to be not that he tell people he wanted to sing, but rather for someone to ask him to "sing for me."

This calls to my memory how I sang early in life. My grandmother and mama were always singing hymns, and I have wonderful memories of waking up to the sound of sweet music and whistling. As a child when I was at home, I'd go to the basement and put on movie soundtracks or listened to the older sounds. I have always loved music and singing, and I'd perform to my imaginary audience in the basement. In the 60's there was a music group of young people called Sing Out South that was formed to bridge the racial divide. They came to my school, and at the end they asked for anyone who wanted to join them to come forward. Well, I hurriedly ran up on that stage. When I told my mother about it, she said I couldn't join. I don't remember why now, but I was so disappointed. When I was young I always sang in church, so for me this was another step forward. This is not the first or last time I was told "no" to my dreams. As an adult in my mid 30's my mother was visiting New Mexico, and she heard me sing a solo. As we walked home, she told me "I didn't know that you could sing like that!" As a church member I went from full choir, to a small quartet, then I began singing solos. One memory I have as a five year old is singing in a play at Walnut Hill Elementary School. That's all I remember except that it was a play, and I was in the first grade. When I attended Southside Church of the Nazarene and Colonial Heights Assembly of God I sang in the choir and solos. I loved to sing, and I hoped it was a pleasant melody unto the Lord. Otherwise it's just noise. Singing must always be for Him, a sweet-smelling aroma, pleasant to Him and for His glory. That's how Andrea Bocelli sings, because he sings as unto the Lord. I don't really know if I'll ever sing in public again, but I do so enjoy singing at home. My son doesn't seem to be bothered by it, so that's a good thing. 

When the pilgrims arrived home, Andrea Bocelli shared:

"My favorite place is not on stage, surrounded by the crowds, but, rather, at home, surrounded by the people I love. Every time I am away, I hope I return a better man, a man of compassion, faith, and devotion. That is the journey that never ends."

He also said that one "hasn't experienced great joy without experiencing great pain." His son, Matteo, wrote his father a note that spoke of the importance of faith, family, love, forgiveness, hope, prayer, and serenity. How beautiful, as these virtues are exemplified in the life of Andrea Bocelli. He moves in mercy, kindness, and grace which he says are free gifts from God and are meant to be shared. He closes the documentary by singing a song he wrote called I Believe:

"One day I'll hear
The laugh of children
In a world where war has been banned.
One day I'll see
Men of all colours
Sharing words of love and devotion. 

Stand up and feel
The Holy Spirit
Find the power of your faith.
Open your heart
To those who need you.
In the name of love and devotion." 

chorus

"I believe in the people

Of all nations

To join and to care

For love.

 

I believe in a world

Where light will guide us

And giving our love

We′ll make heaven on earth.

 

I believe in the people

Of all nations

To join and to care

For love.

 

I believe in a world

Where light will guide us

And giving our love

We'll make heaven on earth."

Beautiful song by a brilliant man given to much kindness and love which he shares with his community and his precious family. It's a wonderful thing to see and experience in a family greatly blessed by God.

  

Day 332 The Day After

 

11/28/2025

"Bless the LORD, O my soul; and all that is within me,

bless His holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul,

and forget not all His benefits; who forgives all your iniquities,

who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction,

who crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies, 

who satisfies your mouth with good things,

so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's."  

 Psalm 103:1-5

 

All has been quiet around the neighborhood today, but it has been a bit colder. My cat, Alex must be snuggling up somewhere, as I haven't seen him all day. Usually he's hanging in the screen early in the morning waiting for his breakfast, but he hasn't been home except to snatch a snack and leave again.  He's so independent, or so he wants me to believe.

My son was off visiting his friend this afternoon, so I was home alone for several hours, just like the old days when I lived in New Mexico. The phone was silent, as I imagine most folks were either taking it easy after feasting on turkey and the fixings yesterday, or they were out taking advantage of Black Friday sales. I'm not one for shopping and standing in lines or fighting over bargains, most of which are not necessities, so I prefer to miss out on bargaining for much of what I don't need. Instead I experienced a creative burst of energy and thought about possible useful handmade items for a few friends as Christmas gifts. There again it takes me awhile to get out and about, as I try to make it a habit to celebrate the spirit of Christmas and gift-giving all year around. I think it's more fun and rather enjoyable doing things that way. Ever hear the old saying to "buy me flowers while I'm living?" I'd rather spoil some people when it's not expected, or hoped for, or needed. Life seems to be getting tougher for some every day, but with the promise of better days. 

As usual, during Thanksgiving, I have been enjoying my Star Wars marathon. At this writing I am on the final episode - The Rise of Skywalker - including prequels or sequels, but I know that there are more spin-offs, but those don't interest me really. I enjoy the older and original movies. It's hard for me to believe that one of the main characters, Carrie Fisher who played Princess Leia, and possibly more have passed away, but the series dates back to when my children were young, so the actors are much older. Carrie Fisher's mother is Debbie Reynolds who died the day after Carrie passed away. Carrie died on December 27, 2016 from cardiac arrest, and Debbie died on December 28, 2016 from a stroke. I remember Debbie Reynolds from old movies, especially when she played in the musicals Singin' in the Rain and Tammy and the Bachelor. I have always preferred older movies, as they seem cleaner and contain tasteful humor, or what used to be called "good clean fun." Revisiting better days when it comes to entertainment can be a blessing. But my heartfelt prayer is that they both knew Jesus and are resting with Him today and for eternal life.

Today I've been revisiting the Psalms. Actually, I have been making it a practice to read through the Psalms and Proverbs monthly again, but I've gotten a little behind, so I'm catching up. Today I'm meditating on Psalms 27, which is one of my favorites since childhood. I often wonder how much I really understood back then, but I do know that God has had His hand on me, protecting and instructing since early childhood. Jesus often instructed the disciples about the importance of allowing little children to come to Him, and He would bless them, love them, and let them feel accepted. I'm so thankful that He calls us His own.

Psalm 27 is identified as "An Exuberant Declaration of Faith," in my Bible, and it begins:

"The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked came against me to eat up my flesh, my enemies and foes, they stumbled and fell. Though an army may encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war may rise against me, in this I will be confident" (verses 1-3).

"One thing I have desired of the LORD, that will I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in His temple. For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion; in the secret place of His tabernacle. He shall hide me; He shall set me high upon a rock" (verses 4-5).

"And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me; therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the LORD" (verse 6).

The Word of God is powerful, as Hebrews 4:12-13 says: "For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are naked and open to the eyes of Him to whom we must give account." This verse reassures us that nothing is hidden from the God - He sees and knows every thing, and as Psalm 27 says we  have no reason to be afraid. The psalm also speaks to us about being hidden in the "secret place" where we are safe from our enemies. God's words are words of life and healing, and when we learn our position in Christ as believers, we can stand firm against any attack the enemy attempts to thrown our way. Maybe that's why I love watching Star Wars, because it is the story of good versus extreme evil, and that is what we face each day. So, we must learn to stand strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. We do that by arming ourself daily with His words.

In Psalms 27:11-14 the psalmist, David says:

"Teach me Your way, O LORD, and lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies. Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and such as breathe out violence. I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; wait, I say, on the LORD!" 

Spending time with our Father in quietness, in our secret place or prayer room, each day helps us gain strength and perspective from Him before we have to go into the world in our daily work. Wherever we are and wherever we go, they can be challenges. We must be strong in His strength, and stand on the words that He teaches us. 

As I close out my day I do sing praises to the Lord, my God and my King! And I thank Him for all the blessings He brings to me. Wherever I go and whatever I do, He is always with me, leading and guiding me and protecting me from the evil in this present age. I remember all He has done for me and continues to do to make me His own. And as the opening Psalm 103 says He forgives our iniquities and he heals us and soon He will be coming back again for us where we will dwell with Him for eternity. Hallelujah! 

Day 331 Give Thanks

 

11/27/2025

  "Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ, His Son"

 

At last Thanksgiving Day has arrived, and we give thanks for the goodness of our God! I am particularly grateful for His loving care today. I had a wonderful quiet time before having to focus on preparing our holiday meal. Holidays are very difficult for me, because I am not able to be with my family, whom I have not seen in many years, plus I have recently lost another close friend. Holidays are very difficult for many people due to loss or traumatic situations, but I enjoy the company of the Lord, and I am always content whether alone or with a friend or loved one. Of course having my younger son living here has been an adjustment, after living so many years alone, but we do laugh and enjoy our time together. I've been trying to cook nutritious meals, as he has a medical diagnosis of diabetes, but although I'm a good cook, according to my friends and family, I really don't enjoy it. Baking is another thing, though. That I enjoy. I made two pumpkin pies today, but when I went to put one into the oven, I touched the side of the oven and burned my finger, jerked and spilled the contents into the hot oven. I was so discouraged. I had to shut off the oven and clean up the mess, which was not easy since the oven was at 425 degrees. I muddled through in God's grace, but I admit that I did become upset. I hadn't eaten anything, so my hands were shaking, and I was weak from low blood sugar, so it was my clumsiness. Fortunately, I was able to bake the pies and finish the rest of the meal, and we have leftovers! So I do praise God for His much-needed assistance. He cares about everything that concerns us!

This is our final day of our study with CBN, 9 Days of Gratitude and Thanksgiving, and today we are looking at Jesus is the Ultimate Gift-Giver. A couple of days ago we discussed God's righteousness as it relates to Jesus in the following Scripture:

"For our sake He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God" (2 Corinthians 5:21).

Because of Jesus' death on the cross, substituting his life for ours, He who knew no sin, we are able to have fellowship with God. We are the righteousness of God only through Jesus Christ our Lord. When God looks at us, He sees Jesus. As we grow in the grace and knowledge of Jesus Christ, we are transformed into His likeness, adapting His character as our own. What a glorious gift. The devotional writer explains his sacrifice as follows.

"When sin entered the world in Genesis 3, the human race was eternally separated from being in community with God. Through God’s goodness, mercy, and grace, He provided the Jewish people with strict laws to help put them in the right position temporarily with Himself as they awaited the Messiah. No matter how faithfully the Jewish people followed the laws, they had to continue making different sacrifices to atone for their sins as they waited for the Messiah to come to make the ultimate sacrifice. This would be a one-time, for all-time sacrifice." 

As believers in Christ we have passed from death to life through the death, burial, and his resurrection from the dead. The Scriptures tell us that if we believe in our hearts and confess with our mouths that Jesus Christ is Lord, we are saved and will inherit eternal life (Romans 10:9). This is indeed the best news one can have - to inherit eternal life. Not only that, but according to John 15 and Romans 11 we are grafted into the vine and share in the inheritance of God's chosen people. We have a responsibility to walk in this newness of life, living our lives to bring Him glory. 

As we continue to live our lives in gratitude and with thanksgiving in our hearts, we are careful to obey the commands that Jesus instructed His disciples to do before He ascended into heaven. Jesus told His disciples that they would be known as His followers by their love for one another (John 13:35). Jesus also said that they would be known by the fruit they bore (Matthew 7:16-20). His followers were upset about His words when He spoke of leaving them, but He reassured them they would not be abandoned, as He was sending the Comforter, Holy Spirit. 

Acts 1:8 says, “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere—in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” 

As Jesus was preparing to ascend into heaven, He instructed His disciples in Mark 16:15-18:

"And He said to the, 'Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. He who believes and is baptized will be saved, but he who does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will follow those who believe: in My name they will cast out demons, they will speak with new tongues; they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.'"  

And in Matthew 28:19-20 Jesus instructed them: "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." 

These commands apply also to all who have received Jesus as Savior and Lord. We have been given the gift of salvation, and we are told to go into the world, beginning with our own families, extending into our neighborhoods or spheres of influence - work, school, community - and then into the world, teaching them the good news of Jesus Christ. The wonderful gift of eternal life through salvation!

This Thanksgiving think about what you are most thankful for and think about Jesus as the ultimate gift-giver. How will you use the gifts He has given you? To whom will you share the good news? 

Day 330 Only True God

 

11/26/2025

"Jesus answered him, 'The first of all the commandments is: Hear, O Israel, the

LORD our God, the LORD is one. And you shall love the LORD your God 

with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all 

your strength. This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this:

you shall love your neighbor as yourself. There is not other

commandment greater than these.'"

Mark 11:29-31 

 

One more day before Thanksgiving, and I think I've received so many emails and text messages relating the story of our first Thanksgiving celebrated by the Pilgrims at Plymouth Rock this year than in several years running. Also, I noticed that the story of Squanto is now being shared, and I don't think I have heard a story mentioning Squanto since I studied American history in my elementary school days. That was a long time ago, but I am glad that people are becoming more interested in our nation's history. Perhaps it's because this year will mark our 250th anniversary of our independence. I was thinking back about my school days when we were taught basic studies of reading, writing, and arithmetic, in addition to history - American and our individual State history - and other core subjects. We were given textbooks that we could take home, even purchase so we could underline or highlight important dates or other subject matter. So many things have changed under the guise of progress, but I question their ideas of so called advancement. Perhaps things may change, and our children will learn the truth about our country's history  and how government actually works. I admit I could use a refresher course on certain facts, and there are so many resources available if you know where to look and which sources are factual.

Today is Day 8 of the devotional, and the characteristic of God is The Lord is the Only True God.  The verses noted above from Mark 11:29-31 are taken from the Shema which is a prayer spoken twice daily by the Jewish people beginning with the words, "Shema Yisrael, Adonai Eloheinu, Adonai Echad," meaning "Hear, O Israel: the Lord our God, the Lord is One," from Deuteronomy 6:4. It speaks of the singularity of God as the One True God. The first commandment given by God to Moses was "You shall have no other gods before you," and the second "You shall make no graven images" (Numbers 20:3-4), so God's oneness was established from the beginning. When Jesus was speaking with the disciples and crowd on the Sermon on the Mount, found in the Gospel of Matthew, He instructed them not to worry about what to eat or drink or wear, as most people put their focus on earthly matters and the superficial things of this earth. Jesus told them rather than concern themselves with temporal matters or things there was a better way: "But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added unto you" (Matthew 6:33). Jesus always taught others to put God first. He shared with disciples that His purpose for being with them was to fulfill the will of His Father, and He told them that He didn't do anything except what the Father said do. God's will should always have preeminence in our lives.

As we anticipate Thanksgiving may we be mindful of all the blessings God has given us and focus on sharing this great gift with others. Let us remove any idols in our lives that distract or draw us away from putting Him first - like children, relationships, careers, education, money, hobbies - anything that takes us away from putting God first each day. May each day begin with laughter and a smile, entering into our hiding place, alone with Him, drawing close to the throne room of God.

Day 329 Righeous God

 

11/25/2025 

"Fear not, for I am with you; be not

dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen

you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with 

My righteous right hand."

Isaiah 41:10

 

Today was the beginning of the wild dash to the grocery store for last week's sales before the real rush with this week's Thanksgiving Day sales bargains and bogos. I've never been a last minute shopper, and I am definitely not a Black Friday or Cyber Monday shopper. I'm not even sure what that means, but everyone gets into it, even ministries. They seem to be the worse. My emails were explosive today with all these reminders of Giving Tuesday. When did that begin? I guess I'm outdated, and I prefer snail mail, and it seems to find its way to my mail box without delay. When I moved from New Mexico here to Virginia I neglected to update my address with most of the places, because I wanted to limit my mail. I stay in touch with many ministries online, and it is much easier, but regardless of my efforts, everyone found me here in Virginia. Over the years it has gotten out of control. If these non-profits stopped sending me unsolicited mail, they would save on postage. They would also save on cards, address labels, note pads and tote bags. I'm sure they have many of these items donated free of charge, but I will never be able to use up all the labels I receive. I am grateful, and I try to reciprocate, but it's too much. So forgive me. I really wish I could respond. Perhaps God is hinting that I need to go back to work! 

Today is Day 7 of our study, and CBN is highlighting God's righteousness. Righteousness is defined as "morally right" or "just." I love the verse found in Romans 3 in which Paul the Apostle defines God's righteousness through faith:

"But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed, being witnessed by the Law and the Prophets, even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus" (Romans 3:21-26). 

God is perfect, and in Him is no unrighteousness, because He is a Holy God. This is why He cannot dwell with sinful man. In Genesis, as we discussed previously, God created a perfect world in creation, so when Adam and Eve sinned, He could no longer allow them to dwell with Him. Jesus, being God in the flesh, took our sins on Himself in order to ransom sinful man from death. It is only through Jesus that we, as believers in Christ, have become the righteousness of God according to the Scripture in 2 Corinthians 5:21:

"For our sake He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God."

1 John 2:29 says: "If you know that He is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of Him."  

God desires that we live righteous lives, walking in integrity and honesty before all men. Many times Jesus spoke about the importance of caring for the needs of orphans, widows, and the homeless, and Jesus even used the Parable of the Good Samaritan to demonstrate the act of a righteous man. In the book of Hebrews, chapter 11, Abraham was accounted as righteous for his faith. The entire chapter is a record of the men and women of the Old Testament whose faith was accounted as righteousness by God. His desire is to live in relationship with us, and as we walk according to His ways, our lives are being transformed by the renewing of our minds, conforming to the likeness of Christ.

I have so much to be thankful for beginning with my salvation, and the life I now have in Christ Jesus. The most important thing in my life is my personal relationship with Jesus, and I get to dwell in the presence of my Abba Father each day through the power of His indwelling Holy Spirit. As we anticipate Thanksgiving this year, what are you most thankful to God for in your life? How has He set you free and made you righteous through faith in Jesus Christ?  

Day 328 Gratitude

 

11/24/2025 

 "I have learned to be content whatever

the circumstances."

Philippians 4:11 

 

The past few days have been an unending assembly of things that went wrong and needed fixing. I must say that "when it rains, it pours," about sums up the way I was feeling. Last week I was considering replacing the windows in this old, somewhat dilapidated house, until I found out how much they cost! So then I thought perhaps I'd begin with a few at a time, so I was going to opt for four. The decision of how to pay for the project was making me so ill, that I had to put it on the back burner of my mind to simmer for a while until at least I had time to pray about it. I try to be very intentional about how I spend money, because it's not mine, but God's really, and we are called to be good stewards. Before I had time to mull over the possibilities, however, I was presented with a somewhat larger project requiring attention - my roof needed repair, and there is possible water damage. I think a new roof takes precedence over a set of windows. By this time the weekend was here, so I had to wait to get in touch with a roofer, who was recommended highly by my sister. Sunday rolled around, and I wasn't feeling well again, so I was unable to attend church locally, but my son, who had gone to the gas station before church, told me that the function panel on the dash was not working. It had to be reset the day before after it had not returned to the proper setting after alerting him of low air pressure in the tires, so my son planned to visit the mechanic Monday. Monday came, and the car was functioning just fine again. I thanked God for giving me a miracle. The excitement was short-lived, nonetheless, as the toilet decided to overflow at a most inopportune moment. Fortunately, I was quick to keep the water from seeping downstairs into the basement, except for a small amount. I couldn't believe the series of events happening, so I did what I do best - I laughed. What else could I do? I told the devil that if that was the best he could do, it wouldn't work, so I laughed a bit more as I cleaned up the water and scrubbed the floor with Dr. Bronner's Peppermint Soap. Great stuff for almost everything!

So, you may be asking yourself, what does all that have to do with Gratitude and the character of God, as we are continuing on our overview of the CBN devotional "9 Days of Gratitude and Thankfulness?" 

Let's consider what Max Lucado shares from his book Six Hours One Friday:

"Gratitude. More aware of what you have than what you don't. Recognizing the treasure in the simple - a child's hug, fertile soil, a golden sunset. Relishing in the comfort of the common - a warm bed, a hot meal, a clean shirt."  

And, I might add, a toilet that flushes every time! Things that work electronically, no leaks, and no drafty windows. But in truth, I am grateful to have a roof over my head whether it leaks or not, whether the windows don't hold in the heat as well, and I have a plunger! While I am looking at things through my eyes, living in a country that is not at war with anyone, and I don't have to have a bomb shelter in my home or close by, there are many reasons to be thankful for all the blessings. Or, consider living in far away places like the remote jungle villages of Nigeria or Mozambique or the Congo where homes and churches are pillaged and burned down, villagers are murdered, raped, kidnapped or sent to refugee camps for safety. Americans and Europeans have so many blessings, and we are spoiled, and we are teaching our children the wrong lessons, but that's a discussion for another day.

For today, we are looking at another characteristic of God - God is Loving. It brings to memory Billy Graham's crusades that always began with "God loves you!" His message was always simple and straight forward, providing the most obvious characteristic of all that God is love. The most memorized Scripture verse is found in the book of John in verses 16 and 17: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved."

In John's first epistle in verses 7-11 we read:

"Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. In this the love of God was manifested toward us, that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we night live through Him. In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another."

The Apostle Paul further persuades us with his words in Romans 5:8: "But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."  All throughout the Scriptures God makes His love clear beginning with the Old Testament for His chosen people, the Jews, and continuing into the New Testament for Jews and Gentiles, all who believe on the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Salvation comes to the Jews first, and then to the Gentiles, who include everyone other than the Jewish people who have received Christ as Savior. In Romans, chapters 9 - 11 this truth is further explained that believers in Christ received a part in the inheritance as a son and daughter of Abraham. We have been grafted into the olive tree, and our role is to provoke the unbelieving Jews to jealousy so that they will accept Jesus Christ as Messiah and understand the full counsel of God's word from the beginning of time. So exciting to be part of that plan!

The devotional includes the thought that there are many who look at God as cruel and unloving, because so many bad things are happening here on earth, especially the things that happen to innocent children. They fail to realize that when we go back to Genesis when Adam and Eve sinned in the Garden of Eden by talking to the enemy pictured as a serpent, sin came into the world destroying the perfect world God had created. He gave them a choice from the beginning, and they listened to the devil rather than trusting a God of love, a God who walked with them in the evening. But God gave them another chance, and another after that, and so many times God has had mercy on His people. If you doubt His love, become a student of the Bible and read through the Old Testament. Because sin entered the world, everyone born passes on the inherent pattern. But by drawing close to Him, our lives can become transformed by the renewing of our minds (Romans 12:1-2). Proverbs 3:5-6 says:

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take."

 “We know how much God loves us, and we have put our trust in his love. God is love, and all who live in love live in God, and God lives in them” (1John 4:16).

Have there ever been a time when you doubted God's love for you? Or perhaps, you've listened to someone else who persuaded you that the Bible is just one big lie. What Scriptures do you remember that proves that God has the best plan for your life? How can you share your understanding of God's faithfulness with someone who is struggling? Do you believe that God is love? 

Day 327 The Wonder of It All

 

11/23/2025 

"What is man, that You are mindful of him, or

the son of man, that You care for him?"

Psalm 8:4  

 

During the 9 days preceding and up to Thanksgiving, the Christian Broadcasting Network (CBN) invites participation in a short devotional study. This year the study is about the Character of God, and each day we are considering an attribute of God and exploring how we are to interact with Him. At the end of the devotional there are questions as to how we identify with the lesson and how we grow closer in our relationship with our Father. We have so many reasons to be thankful, and concentrating on God's character is a great way to show our thanks and share with others in the group what gratitude looks like. This journey began on the 19th of November, so I am late in sharing this walk with my readers, and it will not end until Thanksgiving Day. Sometimes I think it is good to look in retrospect, stop and think, putting things into perspective - God's perspective, not my own. And yet, some of my own, as there are questions with many mysteries within the Word of God.

On Day 1 we were asked what we were looking most forward to in this adventure. What are my expectations? Am I struggling in my understanding or relationship with God, the Father, or who He is? One response is that I feel challenged to look more closely at the persona of God, Yahweh or YAH. Recently I was asked to read a short book based on an experience a woman had where she visited heaven and hell. Reading about what she saw and references to the appearance of God, as He is not in a bodily form, but He is Spirit, I became more thoughtful concerning the appearance of God and the intermingling colors of light surrounding His being. It's hard to explain, except to say that in God's greatness, in His creation of the galaxy and the entire universe, of which we are only aware of a small fragment, even with our advanced space exploration and technology, I gained a greater insight into how He reflects His creations in the colors around and within His form. We are so limited in our concepts and ideas, and my imagination, although it is beyond, beyond HUGE, still what I envisioned when I read her account was mind-blowing. As for any struggle I may have with God personally or our relationship, all I can say is that I am humbled that He would even consider me. And yet, I know that this is only because of Jesus. I know He loves me, and I know I am made in His image, but I also know that the only way I became His daughter is through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, His Son, on the cross when He gave His life for mine. Because I believe, and because I accept this wonderful gift of salvation, I will spend eternity in the presence of Abba, my Father in Heaven. With this time on our hands, in place where there is only forever, I will see a great many things my finite mind never imagined or even dreamed.

On Days 2 - 4 the Omnipotent, Omnipresent, and Omniscient character of our Father was consider as we walk through the Scriptures. God Almighty is an all-powerful God, and there is nothing He cannot do. The folks at CBN quoted from A.W. Tozer's book, The Knowledge of the Holy, and being a Tozer fan, I feel that he puts things nicely into perspective regarding God's Omnipotence:

“To reign, God must have power, and to reign sovereignly, He must have all power. And that is what omnipotent means, having all power.”

and the Scriptural reference given:

“Yours, O Lord, is the greatness, the power, the glory, the victory, and the majesty. Everything in the heavens and on earth is yours, O Lord, and this is your kingdom. We adore you as the one who is over all things” (1 Chronicles 29:11).

In considering that God is all-powerful, so nothing is beyond His reach or scope, I was asked if there is any great challenge in my life right now that I need to surrender into His hands, knowing that He IS all-powerful, so I will not feel defeated. Naturally, my thoughts always run to my children who all are facing great burdens with illness, finances, and the concerns of life. They have experienced great brokenness, and they each are dealing with their feelings in their own way, often without seeking the Lord's support. Knowing that they have been taught the truth gives me confidence that God is in control. My children all belong to Him, and I know that they will be okay, because He said they would. So, I trust His way of bringing all things to pass.

God is Omnipresent meaning He walks beside us, and He never leaves us or forsakes us. Many times in Scripture the psalmist will ask God "Where are You?" although perhaps not in those exact words. We can see this characteristic so often spoken of in Scripture:

"Where can I go from Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? If I go up to the heavens, You are there; if I make my bed in the depths, You are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast." (Psalm 139:7-10)

"'Am I only a God nearby,' declares the LORD, 'and not a God far away? Who can hide in secret places so that I cannot see them?' declares the LORD. 'Do not I fill heaven and earth?' declares the LORD" (Jeremiah 23:23-24)

Borrowing from A.W. Tozer again, he says,  “The word present, of course, means here, close to, next to, and the prefix omni gives it universality. God is everywhere here, close to everything, next to everyone." And we see from Jeremiah, God makes the declaration of the same, so who can debate with the veracity of God's word! He is who He says He is, and that settles it! Psalm 119:89 states that His word is "forever settled in heaven."

Have you ever felt a time in your life when you felt God was absent from your life or not listening? or distant? Do you have memories of feeling His presence?

I've been privileged to experience His presence on so many occasions, as I was sharing with my younger son today. I reminded him of times when our life was in danger, and God divinely and miraculously intervened. There's no imaginable explanation for it. All I know is that I experienced it, and my children as well. I am always asking Abba to remind them of these times, and I ask for Him to make His presence manifest in their lives when I know the struggles are at their peak. I pray this same prayer for leaders in government, church, community and for individuals and groups. I want everyone to experience the greatness of His all-consuming, loving presence that brings one to their knees in awe and fear of the Lord. I pray it now for whomever may read this blog and need a touch from Abba, a reassurance of His mercy, grace, and unconditional, all-embracing love. He wants you to ask Him to draw near to you and you to draw near to Him.

God is Omniscient declaring that He is all-knowing! Remember I just shared the scripture from Psalm 139, which emphatically stresses the point that He knows all and sees all. He is the God of all creation, Lord of life, who breathed His Spirit into ours. Although hearing these words, or even reading them, does not always give understanding, as there are many people who think God does not see them, when we read right here that He most definitely does. That is one reason people question the need to repent if God already knows, but it has been said that "Confession is good for the soul," and I would voice a healthy "AMEN" to that truth.  

I remember when my mama told me that I was not going to be able to go to a ball game with my high school friends, because one of my friend's boyfriend was going to drive, and it was an "away" game, meaning in another area of the State. Well I was persuaded to go, with the belief that my mama would never find out. Well, things happened with the car while traveling. Nothing major, but I felt such conviction of Holy Spirit that I ran to the clothesline where she was hanging up clothes and spilled my guts. I was crying and truly sorry for deceiving her. I was so tender in those days. She didn't punish me, because I think she realized I had suffered enough. Back in the day I wasn't allowed to date until I was 15 and then only a double date. My daddy had to meet and talk to everyone I went anywhere with, and that's a good thing. I knew where my children were supposed to be and with whom they hung out with, or so I thought. I have learned since that deceptions runs in families, or perhaps, it's just part of the human fall from creation. But knowing where our children are and with whom is so important, especially in this cyber-age in which we live. 

I thank God for His wisdom in teaching us His Word and how to properly discern the truth from studying and growing in our personal relationship with Him. There are so many times in my life that I wish I had talked to Him more and listening a lot more than I did. I pray for parents and children today, and the list grows longer as the days go on. Please, Abba, open the eyes of those who think they know, but who in truth know so very little. According to Your Word we see through a glass darkly, and we need Your guidance. Praise God for Holy Spirit dwelling within us.

Until tomorrow, share this information with others who may be in need of reassurance today. I'll continue tomorrow. Until then ... Selah ... and Shalom. 

Day 326 Sweet-Smelling Aroma

 

11/22/2025

"Indeed I have all and abound. I am full,

having received from Epaphroditus the things sent

from you, a sweet-smelling aroma, an

acceptable sacrifice, well pleasing to God. "

Philippians 4:18

 

It's the "little things" we do that often speak more loudly to someone who may be having a not-so-easy time of it, or perhaps someone who is lonely even though she spends her free time helping others. She knows what it's like living alone, never receiving visitors, not even family. Many people who have been living independently for years, now in their later years, are learning that being able to get around is getting harder, and they are now in need of assistance for daily support for groceries, errands, and transportation. Paul, who was in prison, found himself in need of support and assistance, and he wrote the letter to the Philippians thanking them for their support in sending the items that he needed. Paul described their gift as "an acceptable sacrifice" and "a sweet-smelling aroma." In the Old Testament God considered burnt sacrifices that were acceptable to Him as sweet-smelling aromas rising to Him as incense. The animal sacrifices were offered by the people as worshipers showing their loyalty and relationship with God. In the New Testament spiritual sacrifices are offered to God as prayer, worship, and generous giving. The difference is that Jesus Christ made Himself the once and for all sacrifice.

"Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma." (Ephesians 5:1-2)

In Psalm 51 King David cries out to God in repentance after the prophet Nathan confronts him of his sin with Bathsheba. As David prays he speaks of the kind of sacrifice that is acceptable to God:

"Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God, the God of my salvation, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness. O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Your praise. For You do not desire sacrifice, or else I would give it; You do not delight in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart - these, O God, You will not despise." (Psalm 51:14-17

Throughout scripture God is more concerned with the condition of one's heart than with any act of sacrifice or what a man looked liked physically, or any superficial or external characteristic man considered important. Scripture says that a man's heart is deceitfully wicked, and that we are conceived in sin. While this is true, we are born in the sinful flesh, but when we receive Christ as Savior and Lord, and as we grow in our personal relationship with the Lord, we are transformed by the renewing of our minds, and we are changed into his character, as the verse in Ephesians above states. To God that is a sweet-smelling aroma, a sacrifice that is worthy.

When I consider pleasant aromas, I think of a pot of steaming coffee brewing in the kitchen, ready when I wake up in the morning. Autumn is my favorite season of the year when camp fires glow, as we roast marshmallows over the burning coals, or seasoned pinon in the fireplace warming the chill of the nippy autumn nights. But my absolute favorite smell is that of green chili roasting on the grill in late summer. Each year I order my box of fresh green chili from Hatch, New Mexico so I can roast and freeze it for my foods all year long. The smell is incredible, and I know God must love it also! If the smell of food arouses our senses, imagine what a life of prayer, worship or sacrifice means to God.

In Revelation 5:8 when The Lamb (Jesus) takes the scroll, as He is the only one worthy, and the writer speaks of prayers presented to God as incense:

"Now when He had taken the scroll, the four living creatures and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb, each having a harp, and golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of the saints." 

Revelation 8:3-4 further describes:

"Then another angel, having a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. He was given much incense, that he should offer it with the prayers of all the saints upon the golden altar which was before the throne. And the smoke of the incense, with the prayers of the saints, ascended before God from the angel's hand." 

Both of these scriptures represent the response God feels from the prayers of His saints. Our prayers are offered up to Him as sacrifices of praise, forgiveness, supplication, surrender, salvation, thanksgiving, and worship. When we come to Him in humility, seeking His presence, our prayers arise as sweet-smelling fragrances - the aroma of prayer and intercession.

In the book of Leviticus we read about the offerings to be presented to the Lord - the burnt offering from the flock, the grain offering, the peace offering, the sin offering, and the guilt offering. These sacrifices were presented to the Lord to express thanksgiving, to repent for sins, and to maintain a relationship with the Lord. Each time the priest would present the offering burning it before the Lord, it was to Him a sweet-smelling aroma. When Jesus became the propitiation for our sins, and He paid our sins in full, the need for other sacrifices was no longer required. He became the Passover Lamb who died for all our sins, and who rose again to bring newness of life to all who love and serve Him. 

I pray that my life, surrendered to His will, and my prayers offered up to Him in humility and repentance, seeking His face, His presence, rise to Him and are accepted as sweet-smelling aromas thanking Him for His love and amazing grace.  

Day 325 Resting

 

11/21/2025

"It is a sign between Me and the children of Israel for ever;

for in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, and on

the seventh day He rested and was refreshed."

Exodus 31:17

 

My favorite time of the week is on Friday afternoon as I eagerly await sunset and the beginning of my day of rest! Promptly at six o'clock I sit down for Shabbat in our Home services and a time of quiet reflection and worship with my online family and friends. This time with the Wilbur family, followed by time with Marty and Jennie Goetz, jump-starts my Saturday morning worship with friends at Jacob's Tent and a day of rest and relaxation as we worship, dance, and study the scriptures. Now that may not be the highlight of your week, but it is definitely something I look forward to doing each week. Plus, I get to do it all over again on Sunday in the local church! No shopping, no grocery store, no yard or house work, no paying bills or figuring how to fix the roof or paint the kitchen - no such worries or concerns allowed. It's time to rest and be refreshed in the presence of the LORD! 

In Jerusalem everything closes down on Friday afternoon in anticipation of the Sabbath. Businesses close early while women are working at home busily preparing the Sabbath meal, because even the stoves are not turned on once Sabbath begins. Electronic devices are put aside, and not even sports events on television are allowed in Jerusalem for the devout worshiper. For the most part entire areas of the city shut down, except for secular businesses that cater to tourists or other citizens who may not observe Shabbat. I think the blue laws in America imposed when I was growing up may have had greater restrictions on Sundays, but they no longer exist to my knowledge. It's a shame, as I think it would do a world of good for all cities to shut down on Saturday and Sunday. It certainly would be different, and quite possibly, bring a new revelation of what is truly important.

When God created the world I doubt that He needed to rest as we understand the word rest. He's God, and according to His Word, He neither slumbers nor sleeps (Psalm 121:4). He watches over us, so we can get the rest and relaxation we need to continue the work He has for us to do here on earth during the other six days. All through the Bible we are told not to work late, because it accomplishes very little except adds stress and worry. 

 "It is in vain for you to rise early, to retire late, to eat the bread of anxious toil; for He gives to His beloved sleep." (Psalm 127:2)

He tells us not to worry but to trust Him. 

"Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." (Matthew 6:25-34)

I must follow Jesus' words to the letter, as I am still wearing clothes I sewed together myself over forty years ago. Who says that things don't last! Rayon is good stuff! I did have to replace the elastic in one or two, as it loses its elasticity, much like our older sagging flesh. But yet, it just proves an important truth, that is if we take care of the things God has given us, even our health, then it endures, not forever, but it serves us well.  

God also instructs us in the Proverbs to think less about we want or what someone else says and learn to depend on His wisdom and discernment. His wisdom is greater, and it can mean the difference between life and death.

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh, and strength to your bones." (Proverbs 3:5-8)

"My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will never be shaken." (Psalm 61:1-2)

By taking advantage of all that God has provided, following His command to honor the Sabbath day and keep it holy, finding rest and relaxation from the worries of this crazy, mixed-up, and chaotic world of good versus evil, will allow us to relax and reconstruct as opposed to deconstruct. I think my son uses the word "implode" to explain how the work world does a number on his head. He would do well to follow God's plan and learn to "let it go!"

"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in (wait on) the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." (Isaiah 40:28-31)  

 

Day 324 True Friends Needed! Apply Within.

 

11/20/2025

"The LORD places the lonely in families; He sets

the prisoners free and gives them joy."

Psalm 68:6

 

How do I begin to speak about cries of my heart? So many times I have silently screamed about my desperate longing for true friendships. Not necessarily for myself, but for those I love or for those who are lost in this world, seeking friendship in destructive ways. I just read an update from a friend who has been going through health issues expressing the overwhelming support of dear friends who have reached out in  support. This warms my heart so much, because it is as it should be. Long ago this sentiment, this rich balance of genuine concern and Christian friendship surrounded our home at a time when my then husband really needed to tangibly to see and feel the love of close friends. As a wife watching him crumble under the weight of his burden, it was a great relief and reassurance that people did care for one another. After things calmed down, the support remained, until he decided that he needed a fresh start two thousand miles away, closer to his family. Eventually, after about ten years, in spite of family presence, but without a strong Christian support, his faith faltered, and our marriage ended. At times it appeared as if we had true friends, but the truth is always revealed in times of desperation. 

I still cry out to the Lord on behalf of my ex-husband and his wife. People need the Lord. He lives far away, but he remains in a place of solitary confinement in his heart, imprisoned in memories unresolved, shunned by his children. O how I pray for true friends, those who follow Christ with their whole hearts, lives surrendered to His will. But there are others lost in that decision to run away rather than confront fear. There are always consequences to disobedience, not following God's plan, persisting in doing things our way. For all who suffer from missing the mark, I pray for resolution, repentance, forgiveness, and reconciliation. This condition of the soul is universal, as is the need for a Savior. Jesus is the Best Friend a person can have, completely trustworthy, and He is always there, walking alongside of us, holding our hands.

It is not only for these I pray, but for one in particular, someone very close to me who has suffered  repeatedly from rejection and who has been unwilling to try the church again. The only friend he had is in many ways lost without realizing he has strayed off the path. The only church that reaches out is the Jehovah Witness who are extremely faithful, but thankfully, his faith is solid, so he has not been swayed. He is also challenged health-wise, and the medications he takes are a hindrance in many ways. He needs friends, but not just anyone; he needs real friends who will hold him accountable, walk beside him during the hard times, and challenge him to be free from harmful habits. He needs Christian brothers for fellowship and discipleship. He needs Jesus to manifest His presence in his life.

But his need is not the only one. There are so many young people looking for acceptance in ways that I cannot believe actually exist. I was just reading the prayer updates about the young people who label themselves as transgender, and who are involved in some strange habit referred to as "furry." After reading about it, my mind could not understand the depth of depravity that has overtaken our youth. I don't know who is behind the origin of such vile sickness, but I know that this is masterminded by the devil himself who wants to steal, kill, and destroy our young minds. The lies, deceptions, misinformation, and on and on. We read this garbage daily. I protect myself from as much as I can, because scripture tells us not to even think about such things, and I can't. As a former case manager I had to educate myself on many things, and I have had to assist others in certain situations, but this extends to a whole new level, and it has even invaded the school system. These kids need Jesus, and they need friends, true friends who will guide them. They need teachers, pastors, shepherds, parents, and lawmakers who say NO MORE! My heart is broken, but I cry out to the True Friend who sticks closer than a brother. One who lays down His life for a friend. One who watches over His sheep who know His voice, and who will not follow the voice of the stranger. Only Jesus can solve this problem, and only Jesus can destroy the works of the enemy. But He needs our surrender, our repentance, and our true devotion to Him. Genuine friendship with our God who longs to live in relationship with us. Only Jesus! 

Day 323 Full Throttle!

 

11/19/2025

 "Prayer imparts the power to walk and not faint."

Oswald Chambers

"They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength....

they shall walk, and not faint."

Isaiah 40:31  

 

Rainy days tend to dampen plans, and things get turned around. Today provoked a monumental change in my peaceful state of mind all because I made a decision to dream. Actually, yesterday while out paying my real estate taxes for the house, I made a stop, met a nice sales lady, and I agreed to have someone come to my home to give me an estimate for windows. The appointment was scheduled for today, in the afternoon, so I had plenty of time to finish my morning quiet time and finish my previous day's blog. The only thing is that waiting is not my strong point, especially when I am waiting for someone to come to the house, not knowing what to expect. The gentleman arrived earlier than scheduled, but that was fine by me, as I am not one to adhere to strict guidelines. He was nice, respectful, and very personable. We sat for awhile as he asked what was important to me regarding the windows. No one has ever done that, and I've never really thought about it quite that way. I knew that I wanted one that functioned well - meaning it moved up and down, didn't stick, and didn't have to be held open by a stick. I also realized that I wanted one that was energy efficient in winter and summer. So, I had to think about what I actually "wanted" in a window. It's all about business generally, in and out, no small talk, of sorts, so this was a pleasant addition to our meeting. He explained the product very well, as well as the process of window replacement. He brought along samples of their work, and he had a sample of the popular choice of competitors. I must say that the other solution was very poor workmanship, had a much shorter warranty, but was priced relatively cheaper. My parents always told us to buy quality, as it lasts, even if you have to wait longer. This house is about 77 years old, and I think it still has all the original parts, except for some additions made by my daddy, who was in his right a jack of all trades. But then back in the day, we were taught to make do with what ya had on hand, and my daddy did that in later life. Ever see anyone put linoleum on the lower walls of a kitchen before? Yep, daddy did it, and let me just say, it is not the easiest to remove. 

Although the presentation went very well, I had to put the purchase on hold, because a more challenging issue presented itself later in the day - the roof of the house had been damaged by the excessive rains and wind, possibly hail, so there are possible leaks that I must check out. A roof takes priority over windows. All of this makes me rethink getting a job. But, rather than that I made some calls, and the next step will be to check out the roof damage. In the meantime, I have regained my composure and refocused on what I am supposed to be doing - writing and praying. It's easy to lose focus on what's important when things happen, but I am learning how much fun it is to own a home. I never really lived in one place long enough to know about repairs, as I only had two real homes, one was new, and the other, though older, was in good shape. Plus, at that time I had a husband who handled those things. I painted and cleaned, and cared for the yard, but mostly I took care of the children, and I worked or volunteered. Living alone for so many years, I moved around twenty-one times in my life or maybe more. Two of the moves were my childhood homes, but otherwise I was a regular vagabond. Life was interesting, and it remains a bit flexible for changes. Although I have my dreams, I only do what God says now. I make certain of that! It works out much better.

One of the scripture verses that I read today speaks to my situation as a have to deal with real life situations. Psalms 138:7-8:

"Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me; You will stretch out Your hand against the wrath of my enemies, and Your right hand will save me. The LORD will perfect that which concerns me; Your mercy, O LORD, endures forever; do not forsake the works of Your hands."

Whatever challenges we face in life whether it be health, family concerns, prodigal children, finances, or other day-to-day decisions and occurrences, God is always near, and He hears our cries. In thinking about my situation that concerns my finances, and while that is important, especially when on a very limited budget in this day and age when everything is overpriced, when we look at things in perspective, it's not that important. I began to think about the hurricanes in Jamaica recently, and the devastation, plus all the storms that have created havoc over the year. There are people living in Asheville who still do not have homes. Back in the summer of 2022 in Northern New Mexico there was the worst fire in the history of the nation, and to date people are still without homes, as FEMA did not handle the job efficiently. Sadly, this happened in North Carolina in areas where FEMA was directed to ignore those homes with Republican voter stakes. While that is unfortunate on many levels, it makes my difficulties less important. We do not have to look far to realize how blessed we are when we consider all the people who live in poverty and squalor in the countries of Africa and in India, as an example. America is a blessed and often ungrateful nation.

As I prayed about my concerns I felt the Lord say to me, "wait, I'll take care of the windows." As I shook my head in agreement and whispered the words, "I know, Lord, forgive me," I could almost see His smile. God has always watched over me, when I was down to the change in my hand, and He always will. My job is to rest in Him, trust Him, and focus on the important things. Today Jack Hibbs closed out our time together with these words:  

"Live full throttle for Jesus!"

 Now they're good words to live by!

Day 322 People Need the Lord!

 

11/18/2025

 "One who forgets the language of gratitude

can never be on speaking terms

with happiness."

Daily Walk

 

As I began my day this morning the first words that I heard were "Your mercies are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness, O Lord!" This is a well-known verse taken from Lamentations 3:22-23 about the steadfast love God shows us even when things are not going the way we would prefer. The closer I walk with Jesus the more I see that the mysteries of God go so far past any inkling of understanding in my finite mind, and yet all He desires is to have a close relationship, a friendship with me. That in itself is enough to blow my mind! I feel as if I have so little to offer an all powerful God who created this entire world, the universe to boot, just by speaking the words "Let there be...!" and it happened just as He spoke it, and then He said it was good. I love it that after all the creative work was completed, including the master design of man and woman, that He sat down and rested, "and was refreshed." Like I said, it's incomprehensible!

My scripture readings for today in Luke 14 were more austere, as Jesus is once more attempting to explain the coming of His kingdom on earth. He wanted those who asked to follow Him to understood the high cost of discipleship, as there was still much confusion. The Pharisees were always out to trap Jesus in His words, because they were jealous of his vast knowledge of the scriptures, in spite of his lack of proper education and the fact that He was from Nazareth. Most of all they were enraged at the way the people followed after Him. calling Him "Teacher." Jesus did have a powerful way of teaching and holding their attention, much more than the teachers of the law who imposed extra rules on the people and were tedious in their methods. Jesus was trying to teach those who followed Him about the Kingdom of God which was quite different than they thought. He used parables as examples they could understand or relate to in order to get his message across, but still many did not understand. The Pharisees were more concerned with the lifestyles of the people Jesus hung around with or those who gravitated towards Him, than the condition of their souls. Jesus often healed on the Sabbath after synagogue or even during, but the miraculous did not phase the religious leaders as much as the obvious violation of working on the Sabbath. I would think that healing a man's crippled hand was less work for Jesus than the pious sermons they were preaching, much rehearsed and with laborious elocution, no doubt.

It seemed that Jesus couldn't do anything to appease the religious leaders who were famous for persecuting the prophets and enslaving the people, and they were not His concern. As I look around today and consider all I am seeing, I wonder how much has really changed. Very few cared to see past their own religious leanings to even notice the arrival of Messiah. I wonder if the teachers of the law were really looking for His appearing, or if they felt that the time was not until later. Who knows. I wonder why more people don't see the prophetic timeline advancing quickly and recognize the warnings that Jesus said would come. There's so much I just don't understand, but I can read, and I know what the Word of God says. I don't need to rush to someone calling themselves a prophet to get a word for today or ask what God is saying about me. I can read my Bible, sit alone with Jesus in the quiet of my room, and listen. I imagine if a Pharisee from back in the day heard me talk like that I'd be booted out of the church. 

Jesus taught that if we want to be great in God's kingdom that we need to be a servant, and He modeled that for His disciples. He said that anyone who wanted to be His follower had to love Him more than they loved their father or mother, wife or children, brothers or sisters. More than their own lives. And if someone wanted to follow Him they would need to pick up their cross daily and follow Him. He explained that no one could become His disciple without first counting the cost. I imagine that was hard to hear and commit to as a lifestyle, yet it is true for any who follow Him today. He the example of the Great Shepherd who laid down His life for His sheep. He gave His all by taking our place on the cross where He suffered and died. But He rose again giving newness of life for all who receive Him, all who would call Him Lord. And He is coming again to establish His kingdom on earth. 

So our response should one of extreme gratitude, rejoicing in praise and thanksgiving with shouts of joy! How can we not praise Him?! As Thanksgiving approaches think about the many blessings you enjoy daily, and remember to thank Him, give honor and glory to His Name. Reach out to someone who's hurting or lonely or who doesn't know the Lord. Our world is full of lonely people. On Sunday as the deacons picked up the tithes and offerings, the pianist played a familiar song, one that I used to sing in church, when I was younger, called "People Need the Lord" by Steve Green. As I close this out, listen to the words of the song and consider the opportunities to share the love of Christ this Thanksgiving season: 

"Everyday they pass me by
I can see it in their eyes
Empty people filled with care
Headed who knows where

 

On they go through private pain
Living fear to fear
Laughter hides their silent cries
Only Jesus hears

 

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
When will we realize people need the Lord?

 

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right
What could be too great a cost
For sharing life with one who's lost?

 

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear
They must hear the words of life
Only we can share

 

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
When will we realize that we must give our lives?
For people need the Lord, people need the Lord"

Day 321 A Thought

 

11/17/2025 

"It is necessary for the Spirit of God to burn

into our hearts this mystery, that the most important work

we have to do is that which must be done on our knees,

alone with God, away from the bustle of the

world and the plaudits of men."

O. Hallesby

 

Interesting it is the way the Lord changes my direction when I finally sit down to finish the posts for the day. I am running behind again as I write, but the notes are fresh on the page of my heart. Before I saw the quotation by Ole Hallesby written above, I had been deep in prayer about the things we do to pacify man, not necessarily for myself to receive the "plaudit" or approval of man, but more to follow through on what I said I would do. I like to finish what I start, and that's a good trait regarding perseverance and commitment, but it also taxes me when other matters arise that seem more critical, but I have promised to be elsewhere. This morning as I began my day, as I normally do, I sat in my rocking chair with pen and journal as I began to talk to Abba about the day, or in this case, still remembering all that happened over the weekend. The hours of prayer that were poured out for the crusade in Utah hosted by Pastor Greg Laurie at Harvest Ministries proved to cover and protect. I have not seen or heard of any disturbances from outside protestors. Many came forward at the invitation to accept Christ as Savior and Lord. The report said thousands came forward, but I know Pastor Greg will have the exact information this weekend. The area in front of the stage all around was packed, and my heart always goes out to the follow up volunteers who bear the responsibility of welcoming and following up with those who made a profession of faith. The work has only begun, but I pray that many will truly grow deeply in their faith and personal relationship with Jesus, then go out and share with others. The times are so critical, the message of Christ crucified for our sins is all important.

I am still remembering the time spent in worship yesterday. What stirred up in my heart as I listened to the special song by the choir at church continues to well up inside of me. As I drove to my Dolls on Mission group meeting this afternoon, all I could do was pray in deep urgency for all the names who crossed my mind, those I passed on the streets, the universities that seem so complacent, people going about their day-to-day routines. My heart is broken over the church's lack of passion for the Kingdom - indecision, complacency, apathy, indifference, and so many thoughts. I imagine those in the cars who pass by me wonder who I am addressing or why my hands are lifted as I entreat the Lord for His mercy in situations. But that is really of little importance, unless they too are praying. What began at home in my time of quiet prayer and meditation, perhaps mediation, continued until I arrived at my destination. I can't explain the urgency I have been feeling, especially since yesterday in the church service. But then that is the life. It is the hour.

I barely stayed an hour at the church working on the dolls, as a restlessness had settled over me leaving me too preoccupied, plus I was sensing a spinal headache threatening, and there was this ache I get in my chest when I feel conflicted. I have it now as I sit and attempt to prioritize my thoughts, but once more the hour is late, and I have appointments tomorrow. In the morning, we will sit awhile again.  

 

Day 320 Bow the Knee

 

11/16/2025 

 "It is necessary for us to withdraw at regular

intervals and enable our souls to attain

that quietude and inward composure which are

essential if we would hear the voice of God."

O. Hallesby

 

Much of my time growing up was spent with my grandparents who believed strongly in the power of prayer, yet I do not recall one moment, except at mealtime, when we prayed together as a daily practice, nor do I recall the reading of the scriptures unless it was preparing for the Sunday School or Vacation Bible School lessons. I do know that they knew their Bibles well, so they were obviously students of the Word. My mother always read her Bible in the evenings, but I know she prayed often. I don't remember praying with my mama, but I do recall when two close friends died in an automobile accident that mama told me to pray, as I was deeply effected by this news, because I had declined the offer to go with their family to visit their grandparents that day. The reality of eternity coupled with the grief of losing two dear friends, changed me. I may never have sat in their presence or had my family pray with me, but I learned to pray watching, listening, and communing with the Lord in early childhood. Later in life, before my daddy died, I had the privilege of witnessing him kneel by his bed in prayer, even though he was crippled with arthritic knees and joints and must have experienced great pain and difficulty doing so.The point is this - I knew my parents and grandparents loved Jesus and that their lives had spoken loudly of their commitment to prayer. The same is true of my teachers in grade school and many, many saints in church  who guided me along the way. Perhaps this is what prepared me for the life of intercession. God always has His plans and His way of doing things, which are usually contrary to mine.

Today I attended church with my sister, as it was shoe box packing day for Operation Christmas Child. We gathered after the services ended. I have helped the past three years in packing and praying over the precious ones who will receive them, wondering if any would make it into the refugee camps of those who have fled their burned out homes and villages for safety from those who have murdered their families. Many Christians in Africa are being hunted down, their homes sacked and burned, and their loved ones mercilessly and savagely slain before their eyes. Babies are thrown into the bushes to die, other young ones are murdered. Africa is not the only area of such horror, as it happens all over the world, and now in the United States as hatred and violence is increasing. I often think about how a child might feel who receives a box filled with lovely, useful gifts, but may have little food. Such luxuries, while appreciated,  would not come to the mind of one who has literally escaped with the dirty clothes on their backs, often without shoes. One thing I do know, because I have witnessed poverty and true gratitude over what we throw away considering worthless, is the gratitude and extreme happiness people who have little feel over a scrap of paper or a sliver of soap. The summer I traveled with a missionary team into the jungles of Belize to minister to the Mayan Indians, I learned what it truly means to be thankful.

During the service, as the choir sang the special song selected for the message, I was deeply moved by the words being sung by the man who was accompanying on the piano. Here are the lyrics of the song, Bow the Knee written by the Hamilton Family:

"What a privilege to come into God's presence
Just to linger with the One who set me free.
As I lift my eyes and see His awesome glory.
I remember who He is and bow the knee.

Bow the knee
Bow the knee
He is King of all the ages
Bow the knee
God alone on His throne
See Him high and lifted up
and bow the knee.
Kneel before Him
All adore Him
As you live to love Him more
Bow the knee.

In His hands He holds
the power of creation.
With His voice He spoke,
and all things came to be.
Yet He hears each simple prayer
I bring before Him
When I humbly seek His face
and bow the knee.

Bow the knee
Bow the knee
He is King of all the ages
Bow the knee
God alone on His throne
See Him high and lifted up
and bow the knee.
Kneel before Him
All adore Him
As you live to love Him more
Bow the knee.

Bow the knee
Bow the knee
He is King of all the ages
Bow the knee
God alone on His throne
See Him high and lifted up
and bow the knee.
Kneel before Him
All adore Him
As you live to love Him more
Bow the knee."

At one point as I sat there looking over the congregation and at the faces of the choir, I noticed that the only smile was on the face of the lady who was leading the choir. The gentleman who sang the stanzas as he played the piano was lost in the beauty of the moment. As I listened to the words, all of a sudden I felt myself gasp with tears welling up in my eyes. It indeed was a holy moment sensing the presence of God within my heart and in the atmosphere.This has happened to me many times in my home as I am alone with the Lord, and other times in public ministry, but this was different, as it was one of God's suddenly's. For a time I had to quiet myself, but I doubt anyone noticed. It doesn't matter, because when I worship in local services, God has instructed me to focus on Him alone. I know the feelings I have that come from Him, but I am learning to keep them to myself, and if I must share, I do so carefully. Some may not understand. 

The message was about the call to repentance taken from Luke 13:1-5 where Jesus was teaching of discerning the times and the heart preparation for those who will enter the Kingdom of Heaven. He is warning the people of the need for repentance as the only way. Tersely put - "unless you repent you will all likewise perish." 

This is the Gospel, and it is the message we must carry. As in the days that Jesus walked this earth, even until He returns to take His Bride, the church, home with Him, many will not believe, and things will be as in the days of Noah:

"And as it was in the days of Noah, so it will be also in the days of the Son of Man; They ate, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all." Luke 17:26-27

I don't understand why some hearts are so hardened or indifferent to such wonderful news and the promise of eternal life. I imagine it is like the Parable of the Sower and the Seed, or the Pearl of Great Price. Maybe because the sound of the words "surrender,"  or "deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow," don't sound as enticing as "eat, drink, and be merry." Nor do the words "you must lose your life to find it." But one day, truth is, we will all stand before the judgment seat of Christ where our case will be decided. It's our choice, our decision what future we want to have, and we must choose wisely. Until then, I bow the knee. It is my desire to see the face of my Savior. Bow the knee.