Day 339 Snow Shine

 

12/5/2025

 

Schools were closed last night for today in anticipation of snow fall. Around 3:30 am this morning when I got up, sure enough it was snowing! Oh happy day! I turned up the heat and crawled back under the warmth of my covers. The temperature was low, and it was still snowing slightly once I got back up around 6:30 am, a more reasonable start of day. Alex was no where to be found, as usual, but I put out a hefty bowl of food for him and the big white cat who has been visiting lately. I think our home must have a neon sign beaming the message "All stray cats welcome! Free food and lots of it!" Always happy to help a feline in need.

My son was enthusiastic about the snow, as was I, so he stuck his little Grinch and my little snow ball out on the rail for fun. 

 

Oh, the games we play - anything to amuse ourselves! Well, not really, just a little silliness. Good for the soul! We settled down, and I grabbed my coffee and headed back to my room for quiet time. I must say that it took a while for me to settle down to serious business. My prayers were those of gratitude for answered prayer for the snow. The only things missing were the mountains and the neighbor's dogs from next door in New Mexico. How I miss those rascals! Cats don't appreciate wet paws and rolling in the snow like dogs. They don't run and jump and play. Well, Alex is an anomaly when it comes to normal behavior for a cat. He actually chases me and nips my foot if I run away from him while he wants to play, and he enjoys rolling in dirt, even mud, so snow might be enjoyable for him also. I guess I'll find out if he pays a visit during the light of day. I can't blame him for not venturing out today though, as it was extremely cold! The sunlight was so intense that it reflected off of the snow and distorted my vision. When it snows, the light is so brilliant.

What a fitting start as the Festival of Lights on the Jewish calendar, better known as Hanukkah, begins the evening of December 14th, and I am told that more snow is in the forecast. The celebration lasts eight days, and it is a festive time and a time of deep gratitude remembering the restoration and re-dedication of the temple in Jerusalem. In the second century Israel was ruled by the Seleucids (Syrian-Greeks), who tried to force the people of Israel into accepting Greek culture and beliefs. A small band of Jews led by Judah of the Maccabees, defeated a mighty army and drove the Greeks away, reclaiming their Holy Temple in Jerusalem. The temple's altar had been desecrated, so it had to be cleaned, restored, and re-dedicated. When they went to light the Temple's Menorah, they only had enough oil for one day. Miraculously, the oil lasted for all eight days, so this is why it is celebrated each year and called The Festival of Lights. The people celebrate by eating oily foods, like donuts and latkes (potato fritter), sing, retell the story of the miracle of the oil, play the dreidel, and exchange gifts each day. It's a happy time, and I think Jerusalem is due a bit of fun this year, particularly. Light in the darkness of all the wars. Hopefully, Ran Gvili, the last hostage (deceased from the 10/7/2023 massacre) will be returned from Gaza. That alone will be a celebration by all of Israel as that door of darkness is closed and families received some closure. 

Before the death of Jesus, he was in Jerusalem for Passover, He had ridden through the sheep gate with crowds shouting, "Hosanna, hosanna, blessed is He who comes in the name of the LORD." Someone wanted to see Jesus, so Philip went to tell Andrew, who in turn told Jesus. Jesus becomed troubled, and He predicted his death to His followers. 

"Now my soul is troubled, and what shall I say? 'Father, save Me from this hour?' No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify Your name!" (John 12:27-28)

In response to Jesus' cries, God responded, and the people heard His voice acknowledging His Son. Seeing their confusion, Jesus told them that the voice came from heaven for their benefit, so they would believe. And by His response they would know by what death He would die. The crowd did not believe, because they were expecting a King who would conquer their enemy and reign forever, so they asked Jesus, repeating His words, "'The Son of Man must be lifted up?' Who is this 'Son of Man?'" (John 12:34)

"You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. Whoever walks in the dark does not know where they are going. Believe in the light while you have the light, so that you may become children of light." (John 12:35-36)

Later, when Jesus was at the Temple, the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. I'm sure it was a set up, as the religious leaders wanted to trick Jesus into signing His own death warrant. As the story goes Jesus told them for the one who had no sin to cast the first stone. He had been writing in the sand, and I can almost see each one inching up close to see what He had written. Of course no one knows, but let's just say, perhaps Jesus was making a list. But, whatever happened, one by one, each accuser dropped their stone and walked away, and the woman was left there alone with Jesus. So Jesus told her to go and sin no more. Then He turned to the others who were there, and He said: 

"I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life." (John 8:12)

In the first chapter of John's gospel he identified Jesus as "the Light" when he was speaking of John the Baptist as the forerunner of "the Light." 

"There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. This man came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all through him might believe. He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. That was the true Light which gives light to every man coming into the world." (John 1:6-9)

As followers of Jesus we are told to walk in the light as He is in the light. Our lives are to be testimonies of His life in and through us, so He entrusted the apostles with that message, the truth that changed the world and continues to do so. Darkness is trying to creep into our nation, our cities, and our homes. The warning signs are like neon lights flickering in the darkness. We all see it, and we all know the source. We also know that the answer is the only one who can dispel the darkness, Jesus Christ the Messiah. Our job is just beginning, but the battle has been raging for quite some times. We can no longer look the other way and hope it doesn't touch down in our homes. It already has! 

Christmas is the time we celebrate the Light of the World's birth, and it is my prayer that as we prepare for that festive occasion or as we ready ourselves for Hanukkah, that we remember we are to shine the light of Christ and light up the world with the brightness of the Son of God who gave it all so that we might have it all! 

Day 338 Where to Begin

 

12/4/2025

"...for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was  thirsty and 

you gave Me Drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in;

I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you 

visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me."

Matthew 25:35-36

 

Winter is here, and in many places the snow is already on the ground. Temperatures have already been below zero degrees in northern areas of our nation. Sadly, there are many homeless on our streets, especially in more prominent areas of large cities, and the shelters do not have adequate room for everyone on the coldest of nights. Back in the day when my parents were growing up churches were more active in taking in people needing shelter, but today it doesn't seem to be the same. We have our programs and giving trees, adopt a family in need events, and give out food, perhaps on a weekly basis, but so much more is needed. Reaching out at Thanksgiving or Christmas with food and gifts, visiting prisons, nursing homes are all events done during holidays. People seem to be more concerned that pets are safely sheltered during the colder weather than human beings. This may sound harsh, nevertheless, it is true.

Tonight in my online study group we discussed the importance of having a grateful attitude, being aware of our blessings each day. One member who is a teacher shared that it was a scientific fact that anxiety can be turned around if we focused on things we are thankful for rather than focus on what is bothering us. So she suggests to her little students when one is a little anxious to make a list of things that they are thankful for which does the trick! It also makes one happy, and it sometimes brings laughter, but always, it changes our perspective on things. Proverbs 17:22 does say: "A merry heart does good like a medicine; but a broken spirit dries the bones." Making lists is always a good way to work out so many problems. I make it a daily habit to write down something good that happens each day. Then when I go back and look at it, it makes me remember pleasant times, and once again, I count my blessings.

Back in the 70's during the Jesus Revolution years when hippies were giving their hearts and lives to the Lord, desiring a change, to know the truth, hearts were tender towards others like themselves who needed Jesus. Keith Green, a young musician was one whose life was transformed during that time. In his memoir, Compromise, written by his wife Melody Green, she says that Keith would bring home young people needing a place to stay, and they would be sleeping on the floors, wherever there was space. He wanted to rescue as many people as possible, and he wanted to turn them on to God. He tragically died at the age of 28 along with two of their children, Josiah, 3 and Bethany, 2, in an airplane crash not far from home. Melody was left with Rebekah, age 1, and she was pregnant with their 4th child, Rachel. Melody continued the ministry they had started, Last Days Ministries. I got involved with the ministry later, giving out tracts, getting signatures for the Pro-Life Ministry, writing letters. It seemed that even back then I was busy writing trying to persuade people to stand for life. I also learned back then that not all who profess to know Christ understand that it is wrong to take a life, and that all life begins at conception. It's amazing to me how one connection can lead to another, then another, and soon I was all over the place. I guess it's no wonder that the same desires are still very much part of my life up to this day. I guess that must mean something, right?  

The message Christ preached was one of love and compassion. He came to save the lost sheep of Israel, and later his love was extended to Gentiles as well. Today many people are actively spewing hatred for the Jewish people and for anyone who stands beside them. This brings tears to my eyes and breaks my heart, because the Bible is so clear. With Christmas approaching, and everyone who follows Christ anxiously awaiting the celebration of His birth, they fail to realize that He is indeed the King of the Jews as He said so very long ago. They also fail to understand that if it were not for the people of Israel, we would not have a Bible today. I do not understand how the church could stray so far from the truth, and even less do I understand that so many think that the church has taken the place of Israel. I've spoken on this so many times, and I hope that those who have read it will open their eyes and seek the truth, because it is the truth of God's Word.

The Bible is also clear as to what Jesus expects of all who follow Him with regard to the care and welfare of others. In Matthew 25:31-46 Jesus is very clear about what He expects from those who follow Him:

"When the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, then He will sit on the throne of His glory. All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats. And He will set the sheep on His right hand, but the goats on the left. Then the King will say to those on His right hand, 'Come, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.' Then the righteous will answer Him, saying 'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink? when did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You? Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?' And the King will answer and say to them, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.' Then He will also say to those on the left hand, 'Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels: for I was hungry and you gave Me no food; I was thirsty and you gave Me no drink; I was a stranger and you did not take Me in, naked and you did not clothe Me, sick and in prison and you did not visit Me.' Then they also will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to You?' The He will answer them, saying, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these , you did not do it to Me.' And these will go away into everlasting punishment, but the righteous into eternal life." 

These are sobering words spoken by Jesus, and we must take them to heart. Jesus said that we would be known as His disciples by our love for one another. In these troubling times, when it seems as if the world is going into hell in a hand basket, know that it is unless we as those who truly follow Christ do not step up and do as He commands. Because of God's mercy and grace given to us freely when we did not deserve it, so much more we ought to extend our hands in love and gratitude to others. Jesus also said that when it was in our ability to help another person, we should do it, without regret and expecting nothing in return. This season, the season of giving, instead of giving gifts that fade and wither away like grass, things most people really don't need, give the gift of life - your time. I'm still trying to find my way around Virginia again after so many years of being away, but perhaps there are doors that can be opened if we just look a little harder. I don't have all the answers, but I want to do something tangibly to help people who desperately need to see the love of Christ in action, not just on holidays, but each day of the year. I want to make a difference. 

Day 337 Little Blessings

 

12/3/2025 

"Think how in the inner chamber the hour of prayer may

become the happiest time in the whole day for us,

and how God may use us to take a share in the carrying out of

His plans, and make us fountains of blessing

for the world around us."

Andrew Murray  

 

All is quiet! Finally, I can relax and listen to An Hour with Jesus with Terry MacAlmon. My son has gone to bed, a little later than usual tonight. We enjoyed a great chicken with rice soup - with green chili, naturally, with gluten free white cheddar cheese biscuits. Our lives are simple. It's a little hard to think about Christmas in a few weeks. As always, I am unprepared for what the world considers Christmas with all the decorations and trees. I used to have my memory tree up all year, but I gave it away before I moved, and although it may sound a bit silly, I miss that tree. I have a friend who loves to send gifts that are Santa Fe style, so I won't forget my beloved New Mexico. How could I after living there most of my life, plus I had the best friends ever! They let me be - me! As it should be, don't you think?! I do hope I get a chance to return, especially since my daughter is still living there. 

Today for excitement my son and I braved the icy cold and replaced the tarp over the storage area. It's a temporary fix from the damage of the turbulent winds and rain we've been having. It seems as if every week we have rain, and whereas I am grateful for it, it has been creating some problems for us. But that's okay. In spite of the weather, I love being outside. I still have bushes to cut and monster shrubs to size down. I love burning the branches in an open fire, and I enjoy sitting on the step playing with Alex when he decides to come home. Sometimes I wonder if someone forcing him to go indoors, although that wouldn't be so bad. Perhaps someone needs his companionship, but the rascal always comes home, even comes into the house and stays a short time visiting. He's always dry and warm and happy to see his humans. Cats seems to have it made!

It's so wonderful sitting in my rocking chair listening to Marty sing old favorite contemporary music and traditional hymns. He just finished singing, "No one loves you like the Lord...." That's certainly a true statement. God's love is unconditional, and He loves it when we sing to Him. "He delights when we lift our voice in praise to Him alone. We were made to worship Him alone." It's wonderful to think about how much God loves us, and He longs for us to come and sit with Him. Although He is omniscient, He still wants to hear about our day. When we fall, He wants to pick us up. He is omnipresent, never leaving or forsaking us. "My God is Holy, forever Holy is our King. Worthy, forever worthy, to You our praise we bring." In case you're wondering, the words in italics are lyrics from songs Marty is singing. They seemed appropriate to interject.

Tired from all of my labors this afternoon, I decided to have a snack of popcorn later on before falling into bed. I decided to do it the easy way and microwave some prepackaged popcorn belonging to Daniel, rather than air pop. Although it was tasty, it wasn't the same as my healthy style of doing it with fresh melted butter - just at dab - and tons of salt. I didn't have any Junior Mints, however, so it lacked the movie effect, but I'll head out before long to buy some more. It's the little things that spice up life! I watched an old series about Africa for a little while, then I headed downstairs to work it off - the popcorn - on the Gazelle and my stretching exercises. 

Thinking back over the day, what can I say really spoke to my spirit? I've been reading the book of John, always a favorite, and I am about ready to begin the book of Acts, unless of course God directs me differently. I guess I'm learning that sometimes we need to deviate from what we consider our normal way of doing things. Every year I read through my Bible, and although I am learning something fresh and new each day, it seems as if I am missing something God wants me to see. I have other things I read, and Harvest Ministries keeps me on my toes with the community online studies, but there's more! A month or so ago, I felt the Lord leading me to jump forward in reading, then back, and I must say change has never been my cup of tea, and this hopping around kind of frazzled me, but I have been obedient. It's interesting, because as I did as I was asked to do, my scriptures were aligning with what was being discussed in messages I heard. It's as if God wanted me to get the point of the message, and Holy Spirit is always so gentle in instruction. I'm hoping that I can catch up, or go back so I can get everything read this year, in this one Bible, but if I don't, it's okay, because it's not what I want that's important. His way is always best. Besides which I read from more than one Bible, depending on what I am studying, so I more than read through the Bible once in a year. Perhaps I'm prideful in that way? Something to consider, but I just love reading His Word. It builds me up, puts me in my place, and teaches me what I need to know and share. I found this little quotation as I was reading today: "God's work done in God's way for God's glory will never lack God's supply." I like that!

Another good end of day. Until tomorrow! 

Day 336 "What's Next?"

12/2/2025

"You are my hiding place; You shall preserve me

from trouble; You surround me with songs of deliverance."

Psalm 32:7

 

This month began with a phone call that led me to another bend in the road in my journey, and I'm wondering "what's next?" I began to think about this day, wondering about the story I'm supposed to be writing. I always seem to get stuck at certain places, and I began to look at things from different perspectives. So my first thoughts, as I was sitting here mentally discussing this with Abba, writing in my journal as I sorted things out in my thinking, but I paused and went to a place, perhaps my hiding place deep within my soul where no one can touch me, and there's just me and Jesus. Peace enters - His shalom that's perfect and complete, soothing and refreshing. His presence was tangible, and I just wanted to stay here a while longer alone with Him. Dare I move, dare I make a sound, not even a sigh, afraid the slightest movement might disturb this moment. 

I took a sip of coffee, closed my eyes, and memories slowly came, and I saw the visions again, and they began to make sense. They became clearer, and I wondered if I was supposed to share the visions in the story. The truth is that whenever I attempt to share some of the experiences or roads I've walked in this crazy, surreal life I live, I am met with blank stares or a change in conversation, because not many people want to discuss spiritual journeys. Then things really become weird! But they're not, really. It's the life I live, and although I don't understand much of what I experience, I love my life. So if I'm alone, it's okay, but I'm never really alone, because I'm with Him.

As I  was sitting there, writing again in my journal, I began to see myself on a path that was quite lonely, but when my feet crossed over the boundary line, I saw Jesus standing on the path with His arms opened, as if He was welcoming me. As I drew closer, then closer to Him, it was as if He passed through me, and I was alone again, but I didn't feel alone. I was holding something in my arms - a lamb. I knew he was hurt, yet he healed. A verdant, grassy meadow graced by evergreens became its playground, while others began to frolic in the field, or so I thought, but then I saw a child holding the lamb. Then suddenly I was carried back to that day so long ago when I saw a little girl lying on the cold slab in the emergency room. She'd only turned three but a short time before. I had been visiting relatives with my little girl, and then my daddy was in the living room. He'd come to take me home. Something had happened, but he wouldn't say any more, so we rode in silence home.  

My usual meeting began, and although I took notes and heard every report, prayed every prayer, I was still preoccupied in part with what had happened only a short time before. Shortly after my call was over, and I was attempting to return to my earlier imaginings, I received a phone call associated with the one from the previous day. And then I knew that once more I would be taking another turn into another adventure, and I wondered as I had before - "what's next?"

Although the call was from a stranger, we became sisters instantly, sharing stories and laughter, because we spoke the same language. An invitation for a visit to the backwoods of North Carolina was extended, and a promise of information to follow. The telephone and internet connections are quite "iffy" in that neck of the woods, but texts seem to work, so I wait, for the next step. Strangely, I am beginning to see that perhaps in the same roundabout way things happen in my life, a new direction is about to come. At least I hope this is an answer to my puzzled mind about the story, as the person I am about to meet will intuitively relate. This reminds me of a summer I spent in Pagosa Springs, Colorado at a cabin by the lake with the man who became my spiritual mentor, who is the reason the phone call happened in the first place. I have to laugh again at the lengths God takes to get me back on the right path. I guess I'll know soon enough, and it's strange, but those words I just used "I'll know soon enough," sounds like deja vu.

It's late, and even though I am not tired, I need to rest, so this discussion will continue in another blog. Until then, spend time alone with Abba, resting in His lap, listening. He has a plan for your life. Your own adventure. Never stop dreaming. Selah. 

Day 335 Together as One

 

12/1/2025

"I do not pray for these alone, but also for those

who will believe in Me through their words;

that they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and

I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the

world may believe that You sent Me."

John 17:20-21

 

When Jesus was praying for His disciples, He spoke about the relationship that He and His Father had together, desiring that their relationship would include the disciples, and not only His disciples, but for believers in Christ who would come from the teaching the disciples would do, trickling down through the generations to all who believe. Salvation would come first to the Jews, then the Gentiles, and it would spread world wide, which it did. They set the world upside down. 

Many times I have spoken about Christ's existence since the beginning of time, and the relationship shared with Father - Son - Holy Spirit. The unity they share is what Jesus and His Father want to have with all followers. Again, I offer the example of the Russian nesting dolls where one smaller doll is place inside the next, then that one is placed inside the next until all dolls occupy one. There are two thoughts about the spiritual meaning suggested through these dolls, known in Russia as matryoshka dolls: "They are a traditional representation of the mother carrying a child within her and can be seen as a representation of a chain of mothers carrying on the family legacy through the child in their wombs." The second: "They are used to illustrate the unity of body, soul, mind, heart, and spirit." I see the dolls as a simple representation of myself as the smaller doll, fitted inside Jesus Christ, who in turn is fitted within the larger doll who is God, the Father. Jesus said "as He is in me, I in Him, and He in the Father," so this object lesson clarifies things in my thinking about the relationship that God our Father and Jesus Christ our Messiah wants to have with us. I think visual aids, especially when they are "hands on," do have a purpose. Perhaps this is the reason Jesus used parables for teaching and training His disciples by offering truths based on ordinary subjects or objects or ways of life that the people would understand. The Pharisees caught on faster, I believe, than Jesus' followers, especially when He was referring to them. As one would suspect, the religious leaders responded in anger because of their jealousy, but others listening either did not understand or accepted His message, received it into their hearts, and were transformed. I often wonder how many of those who flocked after Jesus, listening to His messages, being fed, healed, delivered, were among those in the crowds at Jesus' trial, manipulated by the Pharisees and religious leaders, shouted "Crucify Him!" The Parable of the Sower and the Seeds and the Parable of the Wheat and the Tares bring to mind those who could be manipulated, as opposed to those who eagerly received Jesus and desired the Kingdom of God. How easily people are swayed by the enemy's tares or snares today!

Many negative thoughts and conversation (gossip) come to mind when we see professing Christian leaders, worship leaders, or pastors in active ministry fall from grace. Sometimes the truth is not discovered until they die, and then, someone betrayed or dishonored will step into the light and bring the betrayal to light. The Bible states clearly that when someone is in error, we are to guide them lovingly back into the family of God. We have been given much grace by God, and Jesus died for all our sins, so He expects us to do likewise by extending grace and mercy. The Scriptures also explain that if one does not return to Christ, then they are allowed to go about their way, still loved, just allowed to pursue their sinful inclinations elsewhere. It should be a time of great grief. I do not approve of the media airing someone's problems callously, especially when the source reporting is an evangelical ministry. The Bible says to go to your brother in private, and try to lead them back. As a group leader, I have witnessed the harm it causes a young believer who has put their trust in a pastor, to find out distressing news after they die. I was asked once how I dealt with such situations, how my faith remained strong. My response is that I keep my eyes on Jesus, and although I may follow a ministry or a pastor, I have only one God, and we are all imperfect and capable of making wrong decisions. How well I understand. I have received much grace and mercy from my Father, and I intend to offer the same. The closer I walk with the Lord, the more compassion and mercy I have. The word says,  “Because judgment without mercy will be shown to anyone who has not been merciful. Mercy triumphs over judgment,” (James 2:13). 

Go and do likewise so that the light of Christ shines brightly to a hurting world. 

Day 334 Advent

 

11/30/2025

 "Earnestly contend for the faith."

Jude 1:3 

 

Words fail me. There's so much I know, that I wish I didn't know. When I finally hear someone identify a problem that I have somehow known existed for a long time, and people are just now admitting it exists, it confuses and angers me. It troubles me that no one took the time to notice the obvious, before young kids started to take their own lives. So much more is happening these days, at a much more accelerated pace, that awareness is beginning to peak. Could things have worked out differently had someone taken notice sooner? Had someone seen the writing on the wall? If parents had taken more time listening to what was being said without it being voiced? I wonder a great deal about a great many things. 

This morning I attended my local church, very happy to be able to attend after so many days when health did not allow. I always have my online communities, and while that is satisfying, it doesn't hold a candle to up close and personal. With the advent of the Christmas holidays coming, everyone is being caught up in the hustle and bustle of finding bargains and the perfect gifts for the special people in their lives. I have a hard time thinking about shopping when there are more important things I feel need to be done. I've been composing a list of names of people I've known, whom I've not seen nor visited in quite a long time. They don't live near me any longer, as I moved away, but they are forever in my heart. And for some reason they are in my thoughts more lately, so I need to call. I've missed out on speaking to some for one last time by not acting on these feelings. Then sometimes I wonder if I may be the one whose time here may be drawing close to an end. That is one certainly in life - we do not know the number of our days, only God does. But I do know that we are to make the most of each day and every opportunity to share the love of Christ.

Today Pastor Greg reminded me of an old saying I grew up hearing - "You're the only Bible some will ever read," and the rest of the saying goes - "yours the only words of life some will ever hear." As time is important, so are words. I remind myself daily of the proverb that warns us "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit" (Proverbs 18:21). The book of James talks about the destructive use of the tongue, a powerful weapon, or it can be a life bringer. I certainly try to guard my mouth and my thoughts, and I admit that sometimes it is very hard to do. People disappoint, but God never. I'm realizing many things about the people around me, involved in my life, and family members. People are very competitive or perhaps it is not so much that as defensive. I imagine that comes from being unnoticed or feelings of being "less than," which I know a bit about myself. But unless a person is secure in whose they are, it makes conversation difficult, and it makes what is perceived at times impossible to defend.

I know someone who asks me questions, but once I begin to say the right thing I am cut off - even in prayer there seems to be a competition. I don't know why that has to be. Why ask me a question if you don't want a complete answer? I prayed about it, because it makes me feel helpless to offer comfort to this hurting person who has given everyone with whom she speaks the idea that she is much younger and has been abandoned and neglected. This certainly is not true, but it continues, and not only is it harmful, it is a lie, a deception that distorts truth and wrongly accuses others. I feel so helpless in so many situations these days when the answer to many questions is simply - Jesus! But that's something people have to want to figure out. And generally it takes being mired down in the quagmires of life until our hands reach up to grab His hand. 

I received a call this afternoon requesting prayer for a friend who is walking a dangerous path. There are so many voices rising up to deceive and manipulate those who want so desperately to be used in God's service, looking for signs and wonders from anyone who professes to walk in the supernatural. This is nothing new, as false prophets have always been around, and many times they have led unsuspecting, trusting people into dangerous situations and even into death. I was sharing with a group I lead last week about being careful what they read or become interested in learning. I once warned my younger son, who was a young teenager then, that there is a difference between information and fascination when considering the supernatural. The latter can lead someone into a journey into darker places. Today, the evil is becoming more obvious to me, but then I have seen the darker side of evil, and not because I was looking. At the time some things were happening, and in my walk with Jesus, I asked Him for answers to what I was witnessing and the truth of what I was reading in God's word. Always go by what is in the Word of God, and do not become deceived by anyone who tells you a different story or that they have a new revelation. These are indeed perilous times, and the enemy is out the steal, kill, and destroy. But we walk in the light of the truth of God's word. We hear our Shepherd's voice. So listen intently and spend time with Him every day. Help those who are becoming inquisitive about advances in technology. Protect those you love, especially your young children. 

I'm sorry if I sound melancholy tonight. It's not that. I just feel protective, so I am reaching out to whomever may chance to come across my blog. It's important for us to be ready, because Jesus is coming back for His bride, the church - not "a church," rather a remnant of people who are surrendered to His will and purpose for our lives. Whatever distracts or confuses or takes time away from being in His Presence and learning of Him, growing closer to Jesus, is not important. We must have our focus on Him. He is our salvation, our cornerstone, our place of refuge in the storms that come. Pursue truth no matter the cost.

Day 333 "Sing for Me"

11/29/2025

 "He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of

praise to our God. Many will see and fear the LORD

and put their trust in Him."

Psalm 40:3 

 

For the past two days I have been drifting off to sleep, unable to read for any period of time, or write, which distresses me, as I am I love reading my Bible. Each time I read new life rises from the crinkled pages of my new Bible, already showing the wear and tear of love. I cried out to the Lord for help to wake me up, as I desperately needed time alone with Him. I opened my email and began to pray over the needs. It always brings great sadness to my heart reading the news, especially from trusted sources or directly from the ministries. The news is a great source for prayer lists, as much intercession is necessary for our nation and this world's affairs. Our world desperately needs Jesus.

TBN was announcing a special showing of the documentary The Journey with Andrea Bocelli as he makes a 200 mile pilgrimage on horseback with his wife, Veronica, and friends traveling from St Peter's Square to his home in Lajatico. Andrea said that his father had given him a horse when he was young, as he wanted him to ride before he went completely blind. He was born with congenital glaucoma, and at age 12 he sustained an injury playing football that caused a brain hemorrhage that led to total blindness. I love to hear him sing along with his very musically talented family. As he rides across Italy he is sharing with his guests about his and their musical call from God and the spiritual significance of music. He questions some of his guests about their musical journeys. Journeying with him are Tori Kelly, Michael W. Smith, Tauren Wells, Taya, Clara Barbier Serrano, Katherine Jenkins, his daughter, Virginia and son Matteo. Not all rode horses, but some he met along the way.

Andrea speaks of his earlier years when he was trying to begin his musical career at age 35. He said he was always told he had a beautiful voice, but...! I can't imagine that, as his voice is so pure and celestial, and he always lifts me to a higher place when he sings. He said he loved to sing and for him it had to be not that he tell people he wanted to sing, but rather for someone to ask him to "sing for me."

This calls to my memory how I sang early in life. My grandmother and mama were always singing hymns, and I have wonderful memories of waking up to the sound of sweet music and whistling. As a child when I was at home, I'd go to the basement and put on movie soundtracks or listened to the older sounds. I have always loved music and singing, and I'd perform to my imaginary audience in the basement. In the 60's there was a music group of young people called Sing Out South that was formed to bridge the racial divide. They came to my school, and at the end they asked for anyone who wanted to join them to come forward. Well, I hurriedly ran up on that stage. When I told my mother about it, she said I couldn't join. I don't remember why now, but I was so disappointed. When I was young I always sang in church, so for me this was another step forward. This is not the first or last time I was told "no" to my dreams. As an adult in my mid 30's my mother was visiting New Mexico, and she heard me sing a solo. As we walked home, she told me "I didn't know that you could sing like that!" As a church member I went from full choir, to a small quartet, then I began singing solos. One memory I have as a five year old is singing in a play at Walnut Hill Elementary School. That's all I remember except that it was a play, and I was in the first grade. When I attended Southside Church of the Nazarene and Colonial Heights Assembly of God I sang in the choir and solos. I loved to sing, and I hoped it was a pleasant melody unto the Lord. Otherwise it's just noise. Singing must always be for Him, a sweet-smelling aroma, pleasant to Him and for His glory. That's how Andrea Bocelli sings, because he sings as unto the Lord. I don't really know if I'll ever sing in public again, but I do so enjoy singing at home. My son doesn't seem to be bothered by it, so that's a good thing. 

When the pilgrims arrived home, Andrea Bocelli shared:

"My favorite place is not on stage, surrounded by the crowds, but, rather, at home, surrounded by the people I love. Every time I am away, I hope I return a better man, a man of compassion, faith, and devotion. That is the journey that never ends."

He also said that one "hasn't experienced great joy without experiencing great pain." His son, Matteo, wrote his father a note that spoke of the importance of faith, family, love, forgiveness, hope, prayer, and serenity. How beautiful, as these virtues are exemplified in the life of Andrea Bocelli. He moves in mercy, kindness, and grace which he says are free gifts from God and are meant to be shared. He closes the documentary by singing a song he wrote called I Believe:

"One day I'll hear
The laugh of children
In a world where war has been banned.
One day I'll see
Men of all colours
Sharing words of love and devotion. 

Stand up and feel
The Holy Spirit
Find the power of your faith.
Open your heart
To those who need you.
In the name of love and devotion." 

chorus

"I believe in the people

Of all nations

To join and to care

For love.

 

I believe in a world

Where light will guide us

And giving our love

We′ll make heaven on earth.

 

I believe in the people

Of all nations

To join and to care

For love.

 

I believe in a world

Where light will guide us

And giving our love

We'll make heaven on earth."

Beautiful song by a brilliant man given to much kindness and love which he shares with his community and his precious family. It's a wonderful thing to see and experience in a family greatly blessed by God.

  

Day 332 The Day After

 

11/28/2025

"Bless the LORD, O my soul; and all that is within me,

bless His holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul,

and forget not all His benefits; who forgives all your iniquities,

who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction,

who crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies, 

who satisfies your mouth with good things,

so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's."  

 Psalm 103:1-5

 

All has been quiet around the neighborhood today, but it has been a bit colder. My cat, Alex must be snuggling up somewhere, as I haven't seen him all day. Usually he's hanging in the screen early in the morning waiting for his breakfast, but he hasn't been home except to snatch a snack and leave again.  He's so independent, or so he wants me to believe.

My son was off visiting his friend this afternoon, so I was home alone for several hours, just like the old days when I lived in New Mexico. The phone was silent, as I imagine most folks were either taking it easy after feasting on turkey and the fixings yesterday, or they were out taking advantage of Black Friday sales. I'm not one for shopping and standing in lines or fighting over bargains, most of which are not necessities, so I prefer to miss out on bargaining for much of what I don't need. Instead I experienced a creative burst of energy and thought about possible useful handmade items for a few friends as Christmas gifts. There again it takes me awhile to get out and about, as I try to make it a habit to celebrate the spirit of Christmas and gift-giving all year around. I think it's more fun and rather enjoyable doing things that way. Ever hear the old saying to "buy me flowers while I'm living?" I'd rather spoil some people when it's not expected, or hoped for, or needed. Life seems to be getting tougher for some every day, but with the promise of better days. 

As usual, during Thanksgiving, I have been enjoying my Star Wars marathon. At this writing I am on the final episode - The Rise of Skywalker - including prequels or sequels, but I know that there are more spin-offs, but those don't interest me really. I enjoy the older and original movies. It's hard for me to believe that one of the main characters, Carrie Fisher who played Princess Leia, and possibly more have passed away, but the series dates back to when my children were young, so the actors are much older. Carrie Fisher's mother is Debbie Reynolds who died the day after Carrie passed away. Carrie died on December 27, 2016 from cardiac arrest, and Debbie died on December 28, 2016 from a stroke. I remember Debbie Reynolds from old movies, especially when she played in the musicals Singin' in the Rain and Tammy and the Bachelor. I have always preferred older movies, as they seem cleaner and contain tasteful humor, or what used to be called "good clean fun." Revisiting better days when it comes to entertainment can be a blessing. But my heartfelt prayer is that they both knew Jesus and are resting with Him today and for eternal life.

Today I've been revisiting the Psalms. Actually, I have been making it a practice to read through the Psalms and Proverbs monthly again, but I've gotten a little behind, so I'm catching up. Today I'm meditating on Psalms 27, which is one of my favorites since childhood. I often wonder how much I really understood back then, but I do know that God has had His hand on me, protecting and instructing since early childhood. Jesus often instructed the disciples about the importance of allowing little children to come to Him, and He would bless them, love them, and let them feel accepted. I'm so thankful that He calls us His own.

Psalm 27 is identified as "An Exuberant Declaration of Faith," in my Bible, and it begins:

"The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked came against me to eat up my flesh, my enemies and foes, they stumbled and fell. Though an army may encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war may rise against me, in this I will be confident" (verses 1-3).

"One thing I have desired of the LORD, that will I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in His temple. For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion; in the secret place of His tabernacle. He shall hide me; He shall set me high upon a rock" (verses 4-5).

"And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me; therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the LORD" (verse 6).

The Word of God is powerful, as Hebrews 4:12-13 says: "For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are naked and open to the eyes of Him to whom we must give account." This verse reassures us that nothing is hidden from the God - He sees and knows every thing, and as Psalm 27 says we  have no reason to be afraid. The psalm also speaks to us about being hidden in the "secret place" where we are safe from our enemies. God's words are words of life and healing, and when we learn our position in Christ as believers, we can stand firm against any attack the enemy attempts to thrown our way. Maybe that's why I love watching Star Wars, because it is the story of good versus extreme evil, and that is what we face each day. So, we must learn to stand strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. We do that by arming ourself daily with His words.

In Psalms 27:11-14 the psalmist, David says:

"Teach me Your way, O LORD, and lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies. Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and such as breathe out violence. I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; wait, I say, on the LORD!" 

Spending time with our Father in quietness, in our secret place or prayer room, each day helps us gain strength and perspective from Him before we have to go into the world in our daily work. Wherever we are and wherever we go, they can be challenges. We must be strong in His strength, and stand on the words that He teaches us. 

As I close out my day I do sing praises to the Lord, my God and my King! And I thank Him for all the blessings He brings to me. Wherever I go and whatever I do, He is always with me, leading and guiding me and protecting me from the evil in this present age. I remember all He has done for me and continues to do to make me His own. And as the opening Psalm 103 says He forgives our iniquities and he heals us and soon He will be coming back again for us where we will dwell with Him for eternity. Hallelujah! 

Day 331 Give Thanks

 

11/27/2025

  "Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ, His Son"

 

At last Thanksgiving Day has arrived, and we give thanks for the goodness of our God! I am particularly grateful for His loving care today. I had a wonderful quiet time before having to focus on preparing our holiday meal. Holidays are very difficult for me, because I am not able to be with my family, whom I have not seen in many years, plus I have recently lost another close friend. Holidays are very difficult for many people due to loss or traumatic situations, but I enjoy the company of the Lord, and I am always content whether alone or with a friend or loved one. Of course having my younger son living here has been an adjustment, after living so many years alone, but we do laugh and enjoy our time together. I've been trying to cook nutritious meals, as he has a medical diagnosis of diabetes, but although I'm a good cook, according to my friends and family, I really don't enjoy it. Baking is another thing, though. That I enjoy. I made two pumpkin pies today, but when I went to put one into the oven, I touched the side of the oven and burned my finger, jerked and spilled the contents into the hot oven. I was so discouraged. I had to shut off the oven and clean up the mess, which was not easy since the oven was at 425 degrees. I muddled through in God's grace, but I admit that I did become upset. I hadn't eaten anything, so my hands were shaking, and I was weak from low blood sugar, so it was my clumsiness. Fortunately, I was able to bake the pies and finish the rest of the meal, and we have leftovers! So I do praise God for His much-needed assistance. He cares about everything that concerns us!

This is our final day of our study with CBN, 9 Days of Gratitude and Thanksgiving, and today we are looking at Jesus is the Ultimate Gift-Giver. A couple of days ago we discussed God's righteousness as it relates to Jesus in the following Scripture:

"For our sake He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God" (2 Corinthians 5:21).

Because of Jesus' death on the cross, substituting his life for ours, He who knew no sin, we are able to have fellowship with God. We are the righteousness of God only through Jesus Christ our Lord. When God looks at us, He sees Jesus. As we grow in the grace and knowledge of Jesus Christ, we are transformed into His likeness, adapting His character as our own. What a glorious gift. The devotional writer explains his sacrifice as follows.

"When sin entered the world in Genesis 3, the human race was eternally separated from being in community with God. Through God’s goodness, mercy, and grace, He provided the Jewish people with strict laws to help put them in the right position temporarily with Himself as they awaited the Messiah. No matter how faithfully the Jewish people followed the laws, they had to continue making different sacrifices to atone for their sins as they waited for the Messiah to come to make the ultimate sacrifice. This would be a one-time, for all-time sacrifice." 

As believers in Christ we have passed from death to life through the death, burial, and his resurrection from the dead. The Scriptures tell us that if we believe in our hearts and confess with our mouths that Jesus Christ is Lord, we are saved and will inherit eternal life (Romans 10:9). This is indeed the best news one can have - to inherit eternal life. Not only that, but according to John 15 and Romans 11 we are grafted into the vine and share in the inheritance of God's chosen people. We have a responsibility to walk in this newness of life, living our lives to bring Him glory. 

As we continue to live our lives in gratitude and with thanksgiving in our hearts, we are careful to obey the commands that Jesus instructed His disciples to do before He ascended into heaven. Jesus told His disciples that they would be known as His followers by their love for one another (John 13:35). Jesus also said that they would be known by the fruit they bore (Matthew 7:16-20). His followers were upset about His words when He spoke of leaving them, but He reassured them they would not be abandoned, as He was sending the Comforter, Holy Spirit. 

Acts 1:8 says, “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere—in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” 

As Jesus was preparing to ascend into heaven, He instructed His disciples in Mark 16:15-18:

"And He said to the, 'Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. He who believes and is baptized will be saved, but he who does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will follow those who believe: in My name they will cast out demons, they will speak with new tongues; they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.'"  

And in Matthew 28:19-20 Jesus instructed them: "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." 

These commands apply also to all who have received Jesus as Savior and Lord. We have been given the gift of salvation, and we are told to go into the world, beginning with our own families, extending into our neighborhoods or spheres of influence - work, school, community - and then into the world, teaching them the good news of Jesus Christ. The wonderful gift of eternal life through salvation!

This Thanksgiving think about what you are most thankful for and think about Jesus as the ultimate gift-giver. How will you use the gifts He has given you? To whom will you share the good news? 

Day 330 Only True God

 

11/26/2025

"Jesus answered him, 'The first of all the commandments is: Hear, O Israel, the

LORD our God, the LORD is one. And you shall love the LORD your God 

with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all 

your strength. This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this:

you shall love your neighbor as yourself. There is not other

commandment greater than these.'"

Mark 11:29-31 

 

One more day before Thanksgiving, and I think I've received so many emails and text messages relating the story of our first Thanksgiving celebrated by the Pilgrims at Plymouth Rock this year than in several years running. Also, I noticed that the story of Squanto is now being shared, and I don't think I have heard a story mentioning Squanto since I studied American history in my elementary school days. That was a long time ago, but I am glad that people are becoming more interested in our nation's history. Perhaps it's because this year will mark our 250th anniversary of our independence. I was thinking back about my school days when we were taught basic studies of reading, writing, and arithmetic, in addition to history - American and our individual State history - and other core subjects. We were given textbooks that we could take home, even purchase so we could underline or highlight important dates or other subject matter. So many things have changed under the guise of progress, but I question their ideas of so called advancement. Perhaps things may change, and our children will learn the truth about our country's history  and how government actually works. I admit I could use a refresher course on certain facts, and there are so many resources available if you know where to look and which sources are factual.

Today is Day 8 of the devotional, and the characteristic of God is The Lord is the Only True God.  The verses noted above from Mark 11:29-31 are taken from the Shema which is a prayer spoken twice daily by the Jewish people beginning with the words, "Shema Yisrael, Adonai Eloheinu, Adonai Echad," meaning "Hear, O Israel: the Lord our God, the Lord is One," from Deuteronomy 6:4. It speaks of the singularity of God as the One True God. The first commandment given by God to Moses was "You shall have no other gods before you," and the second "You shall make no graven images" (Numbers 20:3-4), so God's oneness was established from the beginning. When Jesus was speaking with the disciples and crowd on the Sermon on the Mount, found in the Gospel of Matthew, He instructed them not to worry about what to eat or drink or wear, as most people put their focus on earthly matters and the superficial things of this earth. Jesus told them rather than concern themselves with temporal matters or things there was a better way: "But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added unto you" (Matthew 6:33). Jesus always taught others to put God first. He shared with disciples that His purpose for being with them was to fulfill the will of His Father, and He told them that He didn't do anything except what the Father said do. God's will should always have preeminence in our lives.

As we anticipate Thanksgiving may we be mindful of all the blessings God has given us and focus on sharing this great gift with others. Let us remove any idols in our lives that distract or draw us away from putting Him first - like children, relationships, careers, education, money, hobbies - anything that takes us away from putting God first each day. May each day begin with laughter and a smile, entering into our hiding place, alone with Him, drawing close to the throne room of God.

Day 329 Righeous God

 

11/25/2025 

"Fear not, for I am with you; be not

dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen

you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with 

My righteous right hand."

Isaiah 41:10

 

Today was the beginning of the wild dash to the grocery store for last week's sales before the real rush with this week's Thanksgiving Day sales bargains and bogos. I've never been a last minute shopper, and I am definitely not a Black Friday or Cyber Monday shopper. I'm not even sure what that means, but everyone gets into it, even ministries. They seem to be the worse. My emails were explosive today with all these reminders of Giving Tuesday. When did that begin? I guess I'm outdated, and I prefer snail mail, and it seems to find its way to my mail box without delay. When I moved from New Mexico here to Virginia I neglected to update my address with most of the places, because I wanted to limit my mail. I stay in touch with many ministries online, and it is much easier, but regardless of my efforts, everyone found me here in Virginia. Over the years it has gotten out of control. If these non-profits stopped sending me unsolicited mail, they would save on postage. They would also save on cards, address labels, note pads and tote bags. I'm sure they have many of these items donated free of charge, but I will never be able to use up all the labels I receive. I am grateful, and I try to reciprocate, but it's too much. So forgive me. I really wish I could respond. Perhaps God is hinting that I need to go back to work! 

Today is Day 7 of our study, and CBN is highlighting God's righteousness. Righteousness is defined as "morally right" or "just." I love the verse found in Romans 3 in which Paul the Apostle defines God's righteousness through faith:

"But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed, being witnessed by the Law and the Prophets, even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus" (Romans 3:21-26). 

God is perfect, and in Him is no unrighteousness, because He is a Holy God. This is why He cannot dwell with sinful man. In Genesis, as we discussed previously, God created a perfect world in creation, so when Adam and Eve sinned, He could no longer allow them to dwell with Him. Jesus, being God in the flesh, took our sins on Himself in order to ransom sinful man from death. It is only through Jesus that we, as believers in Christ, have become the righteousness of God according to the Scripture in 2 Corinthians 5:21:

"For our sake He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God."

1 John 2:29 says: "If you know that He is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of Him."  

God desires that we live righteous lives, walking in integrity and honesty before all men. Many times Jesus spoke about the importance of caring for the needs of orphans, widows, and the homeless, and Jesus even used the Parable of the Good Samaritan to demonstrate the act of a righteous man. In the book of Hebrews, chapter 11, Abraham was accounted as righteous for his faith. The entire chapter is a record of the men and women of the Old Testament whose faith was accounted as righteousness by God. His desire is to live in relationship with us, and as we walk according to His ways, our lives are being transformed by the renewing of our minds, conforming to the likeness of Christ.

I have so much to be thankful for beginning with my salvation, and the life I now have in Christ Jesus. The most important thing in my life is my personal relationship with Jesus, and I get to dwell in the presence of my Abba Father each day through the power of His indwelling Holy Spirit. As we anticipate Thanksgiving this year, what are you most thankful to God for in your life? How has He set you free and made you righteous through faith in Jesus Christ?  

Day 328 Gratitude

 

11/24/2025 

 "I have learned to be content whatever

the circumstances."

Philippians 4:11 

 

The past few days have been an unending assembly of things that went wrong and needed fixing. I must say that "when it rains, it pours," about sums up the way I was feeling. Last week I was considering replacing the windows in this old, somewhat dilapidated house, until I found out how much they cost! So then I thought perhaps I'd begin with a few at a time, so I was going to opt for four. The decision of how to pay for the project was making me so ill, that I had to put it on the back burner of my mind to simmer for a while until at least I had time to pray about it. I try to be very intentional about how I spend money, because it's not mine, but God's really, and we are called to be good stewards. Before I had time to mull over the possibilities, however, I was presented with a somewhat larger project requiring attention - my roof needed repair, and there is possible water damage. I think a new roof takes precedence over a set of windows. By this time the weekend was here, so I had to wait to get in touch with a roofer, who was recommended highly by my sister. Sunday rolled around, and I wasn't feeling well again, so I was unable to attend church locally, but my son, who had gone to the gas station before church, told me that the function panel on the dash was not working. It had to be reset the day before after it had not returned to the proper setting after alerting him of low air pressure in the tires, so my son planned to visit the mechanic Monday. Monday came, and the car was functioning just fine again. I thanked God for giving me a miracle. The excitement was short-lived, nonetheless, as the toilet decided to overflow at a most inopportune moment. Fortunately, I was quick to keep the water from seeping downstairs into the basement, except for a small amount. I couldn't believe the series of events happening, so I did what I do best - I laughed. What else could I do? I told the devil that if that was the best he could do, it wouldn't work, so I laughed a bit more as I cleaned up the water and scrubbed the floor with Dr. Bronner's Peppermint Soap. Great stuff for almost everything!

So, you may be asking yourself, what does all that have to do with Gratitude and the character of God, as we are continuing on our overview of the CBN devotional "9 Days of Gratitude and Thankfulness?" 

Let's consider what Max Lucado shares from his book Six Hours One Friday:

"Gratitude. More aware of what you have than what you don't. Recognizing the treasure in the simple - a child's hug, fertile soil, a golden sunset. Relishing in the comfort of the common - a warm bed, a hot meal, a clean shirt."  

And, I might add, a toilet that flushes every time! Things that work electronically, no leaks, and no drafty windows. But in truth, I am grateful to have a roof over my head whether it leaks or not, whether the windows don't hold in the heat as well, and I have a plunger! While I am looking at things through my eyes, living in a country that is not at war with anyone, and I don't have to have a bomb shelter in my home or close by, there are many reasons to be thankful for all the blessings. Or, consider living in far away places like the remote jungle villages of Nigeria or Mozambique or the Congo where homes and churches are pillaged and burned down, villagers are murdered, raped, kidnapped or sent to refugee camps for safety. Americans and Europeans have so many blessings, and we are spoiled, and we are teaching our children the wrong lessons, but that's a discussion for another day.

For today, we are looking at another characteristic of God - God is Loving. It brings to memory Billy Graham's crusades that always began with "God loves you!" His message was always simple and straight forward, providing the most obvious characteristic of all that God is love. The most memorized Scripture verse is found in the book of John in verses 16 and 17: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved."

In John's first epistle in verses 7-11 we read:

"Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. In this the love of God was manifested toward us, that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we night live through Him. In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another."

The Apostle Paul further persuades us with his words in Romans 5:8: "But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."  All throughout the Scriptures God makes His love clear beginning with the Old Testament for His chosen people, the Jews, and continuing into the New Testament for Jews and Gentiles, all who believe on the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Salvation comes to the Jews first, and then to the Gentiles, who include everyone other than the Jewish people who have received Christ as Savior. In Romans, chapters 9 - 11 this truth is further explained that believers in Christ received a part in the inheritance as a son and daughter of Abraham. We have been grafted into the olive tree, and our role is to provoke the unbelieving Jews to jealousy so that they will accept Jesus Christ as Messiah and understand the full counsel of God's word from the beginning of time. So exciting to be part of that plan!

The devotional includes the thought that there are many who look at God as cruel and unloving, because so many bad things are happening here on earth, especially the things that happen to innocent children. They fail to realize that when we go back to Genesis when Adam and Eve sinned in the Garden of Eden by talking to the enemy pictured as a serpent, sin came into the world destroying the perfect world God had created. He gave them a choice from the beginning, and they listened to the devil rather than trusting a God of love, a God who walked with them in the evening. But God gave them another chance, and another after that, and so many times God has had mercy on His people. If you doubt His love, become a student of the Bible and read through the Old Testament. Because sin entered the world, everyone born passes on the inherent pattern. But by drawing close to Him, our lives can become transformed by the renewing of our minds (Romans 12:1-2). Proverbs 3:5-6 says:

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take."

 “We know how much God loves us, and we have put our trust in his love. God is love, and all who live in love live in God, and God lives in them” (1John 4:16).

Have there ever been a time when you doubted God's love for you? Or perhaps, you've listened to someone else who persuaded you that the Bible is just one big lie. What Scriptures do you remember that proves that God has the best plan for your life? How can you share your understanding of God's faithfulness with someone who is struggling? Do you believe that God is love? 

Day 327 The Wonder of It All

 

11/23/2025 

"What is man, that You are mindful of him, or

the son of man, that You care for him?"

Psalm 8:4  

 

During the 9 days preceding and up to Thanksgiving, the Christian Broadcasting Network (CBN) invites participation in a short devotional study. This year the study is about the Character of God, and each day we are considering an attribute of God and exploring how we are to interact with Him. At the end of the devotional there are questions as to how we identify with the lesson and how we grow closer in our relationship with our Father. We have so many reasons to be thankful, and concentrating on God's character is a great way to show our thanks and share with others in the group what gratitude looks like. This journey began on the 19th of November, so I am late in sharing this walk with my readers, and it will not end until Thanksgiving Day. Sometimes I think it is good to look in retrospect, stop and think, putting things into perspective - God's perspective, not my own. And yet, some of my own, as there are questions with many mysteries within the Word of God.

On Day 1 we were asked what we were looking most forward to in this adventure. What are my expectations? Am I struggling in my understanding or relationship with God, the Father, or who He is? One response is that I feel challenged to look more closely at the persona of God, Yahweh or YAH. Recently I was asked to read a short book based on an experience a woman had where she visited heaven and hell. Reading about what she saw and references to the appearance of God, as He is not in a bodily form, but He is Spirit, I became more thoughtful concerning the appearance of God and the intermingling colors of light surrounding His being. It's hard to explain, except to say that in God's greatness, in His creation of the galaxy and the entire universe, of which we are only aware of a small fragment, even with our advanced space exploration and technology, I gained a greater insight into how He reflects His creations in the colors around and within His form. We are so limited in our concepts and ideas, and my imagination, although it is beyond, beyond HUGE, still what I envisioned when I read her account was mind-blowing. As for any struggle I may have with God personally or our relationship, all I can say is that I am humbled that He would even consider me. And yet, I know that this is only because of Jesus. I know He loves me, and I know I am made in His image, but I also know that the only way I became His daughter is through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, His Son, on the cross when He gave His life for mine. Because I believe, and because I accept this wonderful gift of salvation, I will spend eternity in the presence of Abba, my Father in Heaven. With this time on our hands, in place where there is only forever, I will see a great many things my finite mind never imagined or even dreamed.

On Days 2 - 4 the Omnipotent, Omnipresent, and Omniscient character of our Father was consider as we walk through the Scriptures. God Almighty is an all-powerful God, and there is nothing He cannot do. The folks at CBN quoted from A.W. Tozer's book, The Knowledge of the Holy, and being a Tozer fan, I feel that he puts things nicely into perspective regarding God's Omnipotence:

“To reign, God must have power, and to reign sovereignly, He must have all power. And that is what omnipotent means, having all power.”

and the Scriptural reference given:

“Yours, O Lord, is the greatness, the power, the glory, the victory, and the majesty. Everything in the heavens and on earth is yours, O Lord, and this is your kingdom. We adore you as the one who is over all things” (1 Chronicles 29:11).

In considering that God is all-powerful, so nothing is beyond His reach or scope, I was asked if there is any great challenge in my life right now that I need to surrender into His hands, knowing that He IS all-powerful, so I will not feel defeated. Naturally, my thoughts always run to my children who all are facing great burdens with illness, finances, and the concerns of life. They have experienced great brokenness, and they each are dealing with their feelings in their own way, often without seeking the Lord's support. Knowing that they have been taught the truth gives me confidence that God is in control. My children all belong to Him, and I know that they will be okay, because He said they would. So, I trust His way of bringing all things to pass.

God is Omnipresent meaning He walks beside us, and He never leaves us or forsakes us. Many times in Scripture the psalmist will ask God "Where are You?" although perhaps not in those exact words. We can see this characteristic so often spoken of in Scripture:

"Where can I go from Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? If I go up to the heavens, You are there; if I make my bed in the depths, You are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast." (Psalm 139:7-10)

"'Am I only a God nearby,' declares the LORD, 'and not a God far away? Who can hide in secret places so that I cannot see them?' declares the LORD. 'Do not I fill heaven and earth?' declares the LORD" (Jeremiah 23:23-24)

Borrowing from A.W. Tozer again, he says,  “The word present, of course, means here, close to, next to, and the prefix omni gives it universality. God is everywhere here, close to everything, next to everyone." And we see from Jeremiah, God makes the declaration of the same, so who can debate with the veracity of God's word! He is who He says He is, and that settles it! Psalm 119:89 states that His word is "forever settled in heaven."

Have you ever felt a time in your life when you felt God was absent from your life or not listening? or distant? Do you have memories of feeling His presence?

I've been privileged to experience His presence on so many occasions, as I was sharing with my younger son today. I reminded him of times when our life was in danger, and God divinely and miraculously intervened. There's no imaginable explanation for it. All I know is that I experienced it, and my children as well. I am always asking Abba to remind them of these times, and I ask for Him to make His presence manifest in their lives when I know the struggles are at their peak. I pray this same prayer for leaders in government, church, community and for individuals and groups. I want everyone to experience the greatness of His all-consuming, loving presence that brings one to their knees in awe and fear of the Lord. I pray it now for whomever may read this blog and need a touch from Abba, a reassurance of His mercy, grace, and unconditional, all-embracing love. He wants you to ask Him to draw near to you and you to draw near to Him.

God is Omniscient declaring that He is all-knowing! Remember I just shared the scripture from Psalm 139, which emphatically stresses the point that He knows all and sees all. He is the God of all creation, Lord of life, who breathed His Spirit into ours. Although hearing these words, or even reading them, does not always give understanding, as there are many people who think God does not see them, when we read right here that He most definitely does. That is one reason people question the need to repent if God already knows, but it has been said that "Confession is good for the soul," and I would voice a healthy "AMEN" to that truth.  

I remember when my mama told me that I was not going to be able to go to a ball game with my high school friends, because one of my friend's boyfriend was going to drive, and it was an "away" game, meaning in another area of the State. Well I was persuaded to go, with the belief that my mama would never find out. Well, things happened with the car while traveling. Nothing major, but I felt such conviction of Holy Spirit that I ran to the clothesline where she was hanging up clothes and spilled my guts. I was crying and truly sorry for deceiving her. I was so tender in those days. She didn't punish me, because I think she realized I had suffered enough. Back in the day I wasn't allowed to date until I was 15 and then only a double date. My daddy had to meet and talk to everyone I went anywhere with, and that's a good thing. I knew where my children were supposed to be and with whom they hung out with, or so I thought. I have learned since that deceptions runs in families, or perhaps, it's just part of the human fall from creation. But knowing where our children are and with whom is so important, especially in this cyber-age in which we live. 

I thank God for His wisdom in teaching us His Word and how to properly discern the truth from studying and growing in our personal relationship with Him. There are so many times in my life that I wish I had talked to Him more and listening a lot more than I did. I pray for parents and children today, and the list grows longer as the days go on. Please, Abba, open the eyes of those who think they know, but who in truth know so very little. According to Your Word we see through a glass darkly, and we need Your guidance. Praise God for Holy Spirit dwelling within us.

Until tomorrow, share this information with others who may be in need of reassurance today. I'll continue tomorrow. Until then ... Selah ... and Shalom.