10/13/2026
"Lord, forgive me when I think I know better!"
Me
It took me awhile to figure out if I had the correct date on this post, as I am putting my thoughts for the day a little later than I should. I've been a wee bit tired for several days, and my appetite has been voracious, but I can't see to fill up. Since I'm not a big eater that makes it harder. I've been attempting to get all my ducks in a row, so to speak, plans made, appointments scheduled for me and my son, as I still plan to take a trip to New Mexico as soon as possible. I haven't been back since I moved here almost five years, so I am a little homesick for family, friends, and the mountains. I miss autumn in the Southwest, the aspen leaves turning amber gold framing canopies over earthen roads, and when the trees shed the leaves they fall like golden carpets over the roadways. O how I love autumn, especially in the Sangre de Cristo Mountains - the crisp morning air and dancing with Kenya. And no mosquitoes!
This morning in the Kehilat Worship Watch at HaCarmel we welcomed autumn and the promised rainfall. We prayed for the many needs of Israel especially for restoration of the people and for the strength and endurance of the IDF soldiers who have been standing their posts for over three years now. As the war continues, Israel is also in the midst of preparing for their elections and the reforming of the government. Tension runs high and feelings are antagonistic and enthusiastic yet cautious.
Here in America we are in the midst of our mid-term elections, and there is much at stake here in our country as well. The adversary has been busy doing what he does best, but our focus must remain firmly on the Author and Finisher of our faith. When we contend for the faith there will always be attempts to discourage us or force us to give up and quit, but we must stand firm until the end. I refuse to be negative about what anyone thinks or says or the foolish actions people take. I am steadfast in my stand for truth, freedom, a moral government, leaders who walk with integrity. Each day when I turn on my computer, although my news sources are Christian based, I get weary reading about the negativity and the antagonism, vacillating between faith and unbelief. Pettiness and disrespect should be far from leadership, but we cannot have a government that speaks of socialism and communism and forcing demonic oppression upon our nation. This morning in the Worship Watch we sang, prayed, and claimed Scripture over all situations. We chose to look past the evil and focus on what God has to say about it all. It was a pleasant morning, as each Tuesday has become for me. I don't know what will happen next with regard to the war, the elections - here or in the United States, but I do know that God controls all things, and I will place my trust in Him. He is my Peace, my Shalom.
At the beginning I wrote "Lord, forgive me when I think I know better!" Sometimes seasoned intercessors think they know the right prayer to pray, the unique promises to claim, for a given situation or prayer need. Considering the history of the kings of Judah we learn that trust and reliance on God's strength rather than what little we think we have is the only way to go. When we cry out to God, He hears us, and He answers, but His ways are unique, never the same. During these tumultuous days when hatred and contention exists between those who were once friends working together towards a common good has caused uncertainty to rise and trust to fail, we must rely on God's Word to guide our steps. Psalm 119:105 says: His Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path." Resting on God's past actions, how He has delivered us from trouble over the years reminds us to rest in His timing.
Listening to Marty Goetz sing the song he and his daughter Misha wrote, The Plans I Have for You, based n Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope," I can relax a bit, breathe, and remember:
"Here I am, waiting once again; on my knees, listening and then, in a moment, a voice so clear speaks in a whisper, the words I need to hear. I know the plans I have for you, you're always on my mind, and all the thoughts I think toward you are lovingly designed, to bring you through, and to give to you, a future and a hope. They're for your peace, they're for your good, the plans I have for you."
The song continues to offer peace and rest, the kind God expects His children to have. Marty and Misha are Messianic Jewish believers and have a blessed musical ministry. If music stills your soul please check out the songs. You will be blessed beyond measure.
Remember, God holds us in the palms of His hands, and He has HUGE hands! He is after all the God who created the Universe. He is righteous in all His ways.
