
7/31/2026
"No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
and every tongue which rises against you
in judgment you shall condemn. This is the heritage
of the servants of the LORD, and their
righteousness is from Me," says the LORD."
Isaiah 57:14
My sleep has been very poor lately. I am used to getting up in the night trotting to the bath room after drinking too much water or even a glass of tea for supper, and I am used to be awakened during the night for something special - prayer for someone. The latter occasions I am very alert, so I don't have problems remaining awake, regardless of the hour and how late I had gone to bed in the first place. But last night I seemed to be up and down a lot, so it was easy to fall asleep again. Honestly, I really didn't want to get up, that is until I heard a voice sharply say "Linda!" and I shot up like a light! If I had heard "Linda Susan" I would have known I was in deep trouble, but this wasn't an angry voice, but a command, the best I can describe it. It was not even 5:30 am, and although I'd gone to bed too late, or early, I wasn't tired, and I knew I was meant to get up then.
I remember being quite concerned about some information I had read in one of my devotionals yesterday, recalling also the conversation with my neighbor about not trusting anyone. Some other strange events had also happened in the evening, and I began to really sense the difficulty people are having and how closely they may be coming into these same feelings of despair by allowing distractions into their lives. The enemy is very deceptive, and he's cunning and smooth as butter on hot corn on the cob. I know, because I got caught up more than once into his snares, laid every so craftily, the players in my life primed and ready to go. Gratefully, God has always been my constant, so I was freed, and finally those doors closed tightly behind me. But I am more cautious now where my feet travel and whose company I keep. But it also made me more alert to what is going on around me. One friend recently told me that I might have a spirit of Issachar. Issachar was one of the sons of Jacob who, the scriptures say in 1 Chronicles 12:32 "were men that had understanding of the times, to know what Israel ought to do;..."
What she was saying to me, I think, is that I knew things, but all I know is what God says is happening, and I am learning to discern by what I see and have learned. I don't think about having any special gifting when it comes to the prophetic. I do know that Holy Spirit tells me what to say when I am sent into a situation where I know I am about to be "set up" or falsely accused. I know what it feels like to deliver the message, almost get booted out of the house, only to be called two weeks later in a sort of apology to let me know I had spoken the truth - about something I had no clue about. This is how the Lord teaches me things I need to know sometimes. Only God knows why I must endure these weird experiences in order to deliver a word to someone who is hurting others. Someone who, interestingly enough, was a false prophet. I was still young in learning about the supernatural at that time. Little did I realize at the time how quickly my life would change as I grew in intercessory prayer.
Later yesterday afternoon I read an article by Mario Murillo calling out a person who had likened their healing ministry to that of Kathryn Kuhlman, a person who had never met Miss Kuhlman, but Mario had known her. Actually I believe Mario said the person said "they were the next Kathryn Kuhlman." Wow, that's pretty presumptuous of anyone to say, I thought. I'm glad Mario made the point that there can only be one Miss Kathryn Kuhlman, because God made her unique, and her gift of healing was not in her power, but Holy Spirit who lived inside of her. Many times I have listened to her speak and heal. All she talked about was the power of Holy Spirit in the room with her, not being able to minister without the presence of God living in her, and this is exactly what I speak about - dwelling in the secret place of the Most High. If we are serious about the call of God, about a relationship with Him, we must know and experience His presence.
With evening services and Shabbat beginning soon, I decided that I needed to hustle out and cut the grass, but before I was to pull on my hiking boots and grab my cap and gloves, the phone rang. I answered to the troubled voice of my friend in New Mexico, obviously shaken by something, so I settled back down in my chair to listen. The grass could wait! My friend is a little younger than I am, and her husband is now in his 80's and his health is up and down, so my first thoughts were of him. They've been working on the well for about a week, and that's the last thing he needs to be doing in a drought, in fire season, inhaling the smoke of nearby wildfires. Thankfully, her husband was doing okay, other than still no luck getting the problems with the well sorted out.
His sister moved over to New Mexico from California, and has been living in a nursing home in Santa Fe that costs a mint. My friend has to help take care of her, because they do not have adequate or competent staff in Memory Care to take care of the residents. The concern in my friend's voice was regarding his sister and the nursing facility. My friend had received a telephone call informing her of a meeting she had to attend regarding charges against her for smacking the resident in front of so-called witnesses. Had she not been so upset I would have laughed at this ludicrous accusation and obvious slander by some unhappy staff member who had been caught with her fingers in the pie, and called it a load of garbage, but I patiently listened to the story. Of course with cameras in the rooms, insufficient information, and on and on, it is easy to see that my first reaction was true - a load of garbage! Since I've known my friend for so many years, and I also was the case manager for her mother, I know her personality and mannerisms, as do many, many professionals in long term care, who also know her character, her patience, her kindness in responding to those who do not provide adequate care for residents. As a matter of fact, there have been many complaints voiced to her about this facility, and many have relocated their family members elsewhere. A plan of appropriate action was discussed based on my experience with such facilities, she was calmed, and I was able to pray for her. Monday she'll be able to deal with the situation peacefully, and hopefully the matter will be resolved. The devil has been busy once more, as the tell tale signs are obvious, but as with all trials, we must endure to the end. My friend is locked and loaded, spiritually speaking, for bear!
This is the first time I have prayed confidently, speaking God's words boldly with an individual since the death of a friend. I have been able to pray with groups where there's a leader, and we corporately agree with scripture, but not within a small group, other than my Thursday night online meeting. Naturally I talk to Abba about daily needs and long lists of prayer requests, including prayer points for Israel, Iran, American, and other countries and situations, but I've been dealing with some suppressed feelings that needed to be examined a bit more closely. But God knows that I've been MIA (missing in action) in some cases, and He's gotten my attention back on one to one ministry. I dropped out of another private group, because I felt that I didn't fit in, and whereas that may also be "a load of garbage" staged by the devil or my own insecurity at times, it may have been the best solution for me, although I do miss the people and appreciate the opportunity. Corporate prayer has in many ways distracted me from feeling able to pray one-on-one. I know that sounds lame, for lack of a better word, but I think you get the idea. Plus, each day the enemy unleashes more and more distractions, and I become fatigued by the condition of the sleeping church and by people who don't seem to call a spade a spade. I'm probably using old colloquialisms, but again, you get my meaning!
I finally managed to get outside and cut the grass, except for one side. I got busy moving some things out of the way, so I could cut an area I failed to clear completely before the rains came, so I had to leave it for Monday. I must say it does look nice, but my Sabbath rest started at 6 pm with Shabbat in the Home, so all work ends and rest begins. Prior to that I enjoyed a meal cooked by my son, who is a huge help to me, and later on I watched a movie. Yes to popcorn, Junior Mints, and Coke! It was a perfect way to begin another day of rest. I'm anxious to see what tomorrow brings!

