Tuesday, January 3, 2023

Reflections - 1/3/2023

 

My day started early, Mia anxious to be fed. Alex was also waiting at the back door ready to enjoy his first meal of the day, as he tends to chow down more than Mia. He's quickly becoming a fluffy round ball of long, gray and black streaked fuzz. I've nicknamed him Gordito, as he is becoming a little rotund for a smaller Maine coon. But he's so adorable, and as I have mentioned before, although I am really not a cat person, he's stolen my heart. Mia technically belongs to my son, Daniel, but she tends to relax in my room for extended periods of the day. She'll come in, and sit at my feet as I am reading or working on a project, enjoying the gentle motion of my rocking chair, hoping I'll give up my seat for her. When that fails, she'll take over the bed, flopping wherever she likes. But in spite of her thinking she rules the roost, I do enjoy her antics and occasional temper tantrums when she doesn't get her way. 

I enjoy the early part of the morning, before or just as the sun is coming up. I love to look out the window at the huge maple tree in the back yard and at the birds playing outside in the bushes. It's generally quiet in this old neighborhood on the edge of country living, and I can get lost in the quiet and wonder of the morning. Even if it's raining or gloomy, I can still get lost in thought, grateful for the little piece of earth God has gifted to me. 

As the day progressed I caught up on reading the daily buzz of news, and although difficult to swallow at times, it does not steal the joy I have in knowing that God is larger than anything going on in the world, and nothing catches Him by surprise. Still, He has a work for us to do as we stand in the gap, holding up concerns in prayer. 

It's now late in the evening, as I reflect on the day, preparing for bed. Once more it is extremely quiet, so I can focus on quiet time and listen while I talk to Abba. I generally post prayer needs received from Intercessors for America, if I feel led to do so. I try to avoid many of our reports, because quite honestly, I don't think people really want to know what is actually going on in the nation today or what God thinks about it all. The apathy I see from professing believers is distressing, but what is encouraging is seeing Northern Virginia parents raise up and say enough is enough when it comes to protecting their children. I applaud when I hear about one of my fellow intercessors who, like Daniel in the Bible, cared not of the edits of the king, and did not bow his knee to Baal by worshiping a mortal king who threatens death to those who disobey him. Rather he worshiped the King of Kings three times daily in plain view. Today Christians are being arrested for simply praying quietly whether it be before a ball game or for those grieving the death of a public servant at the scene of an accident. Somehow it enrages people to see us pray in public, even if prayers are silent, but it does not concern anyone when immoral acts are performed or lauded in public or satan worshipers parade defiantly openly mocking God. I understand that public prayer is now banned, but this will not keep me from bowing my head at the dinner table in public to thank God openly for the meal, blessing those who worked hard to prepare it. I won't stop testifying of the Lord I love who has done so much for me, healing my physical body and redeeming me, calling me His own when I felt so abandoned by everyone else. And it won't stop me from praying for anyone who asks me to pray whether it is on a sidewalk or the middle of a store. 

But what I really do not understand is how some pastors are more concerned with growing their church membership with programs than preaching the word of God and standing for what is right. I don't understand why so many are turning their backs not wanting to get involved, don't want to rock boats, or lose their tax standing. Sure, they admit that the Lord can return at any time, but rather than warn people and call them to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, they are content to wait for the rapture, assuming they will go when He comes. But if I am reading my Bible correctly, it doesn't say sit back and wait for Jesus to return, stay hidden in a hole and be quiet, rather He said to occupy and snatch people from hell. Revelation boldly states that we will overcome by the blood of Lamb, and the word of our testimony, and we love not our lives to the death. The way things are progressing, we could be required to deny Christ or die. It is a sobering thought, but it already happens in foreign countries and has for many, many years.

I also know quite a bit about miracles on a personal level, so it really upsets me when people assume that if they get a certain diagnosis that they are going to die. Why is our opinion of the Almighty so small? Either He is who He says He is and does what He says He does, or we are deceived. I have a testimony, and I know He does what He says and what He already has done. 

As I close my day in prayer, it is my heart's desire to see many people know Him as Savior, Lord, and Friend. May the Lord bless you as you seek His face!

 

New Year, January 2, 2023

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As we welcome in the New Year, it customarily follows that new resolutions are made, Bucket Lists are revised, and a myriad of other lists, promises and to-does are considered. Whereas I do not make resolutions, I do choose a word on which to focus that revolves around my personal relationship with Jesus Christ and personal growth in my walk. Over the past couple of years my words have been "surrender," "abide," and for this year "devotion." I must say that these are areas where I tend to keep my focus as I am walking through daily life. Trust me, there have been plenty of challenges for many in relationships with family, friends, and other loved ones, because it is part of life. Some such times of introspection and prayer are more difficult, and we can lose focus. But, for every test that comes our way, there is a way not to get lost in despair or hopelessness, and that is the message of the birth, death, and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ. We have an eternal hope that we can count on for all of eternity, if we believe, accept, and choose to follow Him. Prayer and daily Bible reading are essential if one wants to grow in relationship. Also, worship and waiting on the Lord to speak, but you have to have patience if you truly want to hear God's voice, and it happens in various ways. Just tell Him everything. Then wait and trust.

So, for anyone interested, anyone who needs to boost their faith or become more personally related to the Godhead, perhaps some suggestions would help. First of all, read your Bible every day, even if it is only one verse at a time , but it is best to read portions so the context is understood. After reading it, meditate on it making it personal, memorize it, and ask God to give you eyes to see and a heart to understand how it relates to you. Since 2015, after giving several Daily Walk Bibles (NLT - New Living Translation) to friends and family, I have been re-reading it myself for my daily quiet time. I am always highlighting, underlining, entering notes and prayers and answers to prayer in the margins. So, I don't have very much room left for comments after all these years, but I do journal as well, so no revelations are lost. I offer this translation to those new in the faith or to who are not quite ready to take on the Kings James Version. My first Bible was given to me in 1959 on Christmas Day by my daddy (KJV), and it is my most treasured possession. The pages are worn, wrinkled, torn and taped, but it holds so many notes that go back to remind myself of promises made by God to me personally when I was a child, teenager, and as a young  adult. I have memorized countless passages and entire portions, and to this day I can remember and cite those I committed to memory. Being a paper/pencil/pen gal, "old school," I love to write scriptures down on 3 x 5 index cards for reference. One year I lined my computer monitor with scripture cards, as case management can become overwhelming even on the best days, and this is a way I can get "hugs" when they are most needed.

Many of my favorite authors have passed on to glory, but I still hang onto and share these books with friends I know will appreciate wisdom from saints of old who paved the way in missions or spiritual warfare, faith, and revival, because their lives bore fruit, so they are trustworthy. "Declaring God's Word," a 365 Day Devotional, by Derek Prince, one of the founders of Intercessors for America, is a great study in learning to know Christ intimately. "Abiding in the Secret Place" by Andrew Murray is one I love also. It is written in devotional style, but it does not cover the year if you read daily, but it is one you will read over and over again. I am on my third year reading both of these devotionals, because they are just that rich, and the advice or commentary is always relevant. So if you seriously want to grow closer to the Lord, both are excellent additions to your daily Walk through the Bible.

Over this year I am attempting to blog daily. Now, I know I missed January 1, but it was Sunday, and both Shabbat, on Saturday, and church services on Sunday are days of rest and reflection, so I may cut myself a little slack on the weekends. Still, if I am to accomplish the last thing God told me to do, then I have to blog to condition myself to finishing the book I have started so many times and never completed. 

Lastly, but equally as important as prayer and Bible reading and meditation is worship. Singing hymns and songs and spiritual songs to Jesus, inviting His Presence. Gazing upon the cross as the finished work is a humbling experience. Knowing that He died for me, for you, for all, bearing our sin and shame. God become man here on earth, put to death for our sins so we could experience eternal life with no more pain and suffering. I cannot for the life of me understand how a third of the angels in heaven chose satan over Jesus. But I do know that Jesus paid for my sins in the worst death imaginable, His own Father turning His back, as a Holy God could not look on sin. As I watch the series The Chosen, I am becoming more and more amazed at this sacrifice on my behalf. Humbling beyond humbling. To gaze on His face, tear-streaked and bleeding, distorted from beatings, unrecognizable as the scripture confirms, breaks me and rips my heart in shreds. But the more I sit with Him, I feel his love and compassion for the lost sheep of this world. That lost sheep may be one of my readers, and if so, today can be the day you turn your life around by acknowledging your sins, accepting Christ as your Savior and Lord, and changing the way you think about things. He's waiting.

I hope you'll join me as we seek to know Him better by spending time in His Presence.