Day 186 Awake, O Sleeper!

 

7/5/2026

 “Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.” 

Ephesians 5:13-14

As part of my celebration for our country's 250th America Celebration I decided that since I hadn't had a chance to see the movie A Great Awakening about the life of George Whitefield, that I would pamper myself. I even pulled out my air popper and binged on popcorn, Junior Mints, and Mexican Coke. Generally my soda of choice is Dr. Pepper, but as far as I know, the real sugar brand is not offered here. If I am going to indulge myself in sweets, then I must avoid the high fructose corn sugar. And if there is any in the Junior Mints, I doubt three mints will cause much harm, as I can only stomach three at a sitting.

I gathered a few of my friends, who shall remain nameless, and we enjoyed the movie not just once, but we watched it again today after church. It is that powerful! Every pastor should watch it, so our nation can be truly revived, and America can be saved! 

Watching the interaction between George Whitefield and the people in prison, the people in the coal camp, and how people dropped everything and went the distance to hear him preach made me undone. I cried just thinking of the impact he had on the lives of the desperate, the hurting, the lost and needy, and I wondered where are the George Whitefield's of today. Passionate men of God, hungry to evangelize the lost, no matter the cost. As the friendship developed between Whitefield and Benjamin Franklin, I do believe that in spite of what any media says that Ben Franklin had to have given his heart to Christ at some point. His son asked him once if Whitefield was in the revolution, and Franklin responded "He was the revolution!" Once Whitefield surrendered to Christ he was determined to preach hard truth and straight Bible. And although Whitefield had a voice that could be heard for a great, great distance - Franklin guessed over 30,000 could hear him - when he spoke of the love of Christ it was with gentleness and authority. He wanted others to know that love and acceptance a life with Jesus gives, and when he experienced his own personal revelation while ministering to those in prison, he remained strong even when attacked with coal while ministering to others. It was an amazing story of a man filled with passion for soul-winning. We should all have his zeal. 

The story began with Benjamin Franklin as a young boy, about ten years of age, and his insatiable curiosity of science and technology, although the latter term was not known in his day. His father was a candle maker and a pastor, and although his father wanted him to be a pastor, Franklin ran from it, calling them boring and dull. I imagine he'd have a lot to say about some of the churches here today. Ben Franklin was offered an opportunity to work in his brother's print shop, and that's how he got his start. When he met Whitefield he already knew of his popularity, and they teamed up with Franklin providing the flyers of upcoming meetings in cities far and wide. This is how their friendship began and developed. Whitefield lamented the fact that he could lead so many to accept Christ, yet he could not change the heart of his friend.

Today in our Harvest service Pastor Jonathan shared Benjamin Franklin's words to George Washington:

"I have lived, Sir, a long time, and the longer I live, the more convincing proofs I see of this truth - that God governs in the affairs of men. And if a sparrow cannot fall to the ground without His notice, is it probable that an empire can rise without His aid? We have been assured, Sir, in the sacred writings that except the Lord build, they labor in vain that build it. I firmly believe this, and I also believe that without His concurring aid, we shall succeed in this political building no better than the builders of Babel." 

A man who can understand the clarity of those statement had to be affected by the preaching of his friend. The movie ended with this final quote:

"I have often in the course of session, looked at that sun behind the President without being able to tell whether it is rising or setting. But not at length I have the happiness to know that it is a rising and not a setting sun."

Benjamin Franklin - September 17, 1787, Constitution Day

When the men were gathered in the Constitutional Convention arguing incessantly and unable to come to a consensus concerning any point if law, Franklin's silence was questioned by a very garrulous younger spokesman. Franklin's response could well be used in today's Congressional setting. He said: "He that speaks much, is much mistaken."  He also said: "One judges a tree by its fruit; this convention is a thorn bush!"  

To which we hear the wise voice of one George Whitefield speaking over a crowd of people needing to decide how to direct their lives - "Awake, O Sleeper! Come forth!" 

Day 185 Let Freedom Ring!

   

7/4/2026

  ^"If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

 John 8:36 

 

My heart swells with joy as I look upon the lush, fresh clean beauty of the land where I live. Home of my parents, purchased through hard work and determination and maintained by the sweat of my daddy's brow. Now it falls as my task to rebuild what time has decayed, and for me, it is a blessing, a gift God has given me to pay homage to the memory of my parents who loved their family, their home, and their country. But I believe it is for a much higher purpose that I am here to fix up this place, and it is not just so it can pass to my son once I have finished my earthly journey. No, I feel that it is part of what God has for me to do while I am here. What that is will remain to be seen.

My mama worked beside my dad in many of the updates to the home over the years. Mama was a seamstress, and she upholstered chairs to include car seats, and she made most of my clothing. If she didn't have a pattern for something, she'd make her own or figure out how to "fix" or completely redesign a project from looking at it and determining what she needed to do. It was nothing short of miraculous, and I know God gifted her with many talents she never shared or used. Whenever we purchased any item she would thrill when the label or tag boldly announced "Made in America." Surely my mama, although unknown to this nation, was one of the greatest artisans God created and placed on this earth. She could do just about anything, as my daddy would proudly attest.

My daddy would have loved today's festivities for the Freedom 250 Salute, although he would have enjoyed them from home most likely. He did have adventures after he retired, and my parents did a fair bit of traveling within the United States, but they never ventured past the  borders of America. My daddy purchased some land in Florida during his truck driving days, but he eventually sold it, and he remained in Virginia, satisfied with the life that he lived. He was extremely generous with what little he had, and he taught the lesson of generosity to me and my siblings. It's a lesson I cherish.

Today's festivities have been either postponed or canceled due to the extreme heat in the DC area, so it's been difficult trying to follow the programs as initially scheduled. Last night I was privileged to hear the President's speech from the Mount Rushmore America 250 Fireworks Celebration, and I was able to listen to a great country artist, Chancey Williams, prior to the keynote speech by the President. My daddy certainly would have enjoyed the entertainment, as this young man had a tremendous voice. My daddy liked country music, but he loved bluegrass. In his speech President Trump shared that "Liberty has prevailed here because of the culture and the character of the people who declared it, defended it, and preserved it." My folks never got to know President Trump, but somehow I think my daddy may have approved. I know he would especially like the fact that he gives glory to God, and his speeches have increasingly done so. As it should be.

At the Freedom 250 Salute to America our President honored several veterans who had served in major wars during the years:

"Trump honored the nation’s warriors on stage. He was joined on stage by Medal of Honor recipient Colonel Paris Davis, 87, who was recognized for his extraordinary heroism during a battle in the Vietnam War in 1965; Captain Ken Schubring, 104, who fought for Japan’s unconditional surrender after surviving the December 7, 1941, Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor; Navy Lieutenant Arthur Rose, 107, who led landings on D-Day in 1944; Marine Cpl. Don Graves, 101, who was one of only 18 to survive the brutal Battle of Iwo Jima; Marine Corporal Pat Finn, 94, and Marine Corps Private First Class Rudy Meekins, 95, who fought against communism in the Korean War; and Captain Lloyd “Sonny” Ray, recipient of the Silver Star Medal of valor in combat for leading his unit in the Vietnam War against an enemy many times their size." 

"The president thanked them for vanquishing fascism and standing 'against the evil of communism in the Cold War.'”

In his keynote speech President Trump said America would never be a Communist country. True patriots appreciate his fervor and determination, especially in view of events happening within our government at this time. When I was growing up my parents, like most Virginians appreciated the Democratic party, but today it has become twisted and far removed from the values it once held, even resorting to extreme bents to socialism and communism. It is inconceivable to me that our nation has succumbed to such extremism, much less allow anyone in office who did not show allegiance to their own country. How could this be possible in a just and fair system of law?! But in a society where abortion and euthanasia are widely accepted, along with other irreverent practices, it is not surprising. I am glad that my gentle, God-fearing parents and grandparents are not here to witness these shameful acts. The only hope for our nation is to turn back to God.

One aspect of the Salute to America that I particularly enjoyed was that our military were involved in the entertainment, especially in the closing musical performance. Popular songs from my generation were performed by vocalists from different branches of the military. What a wonderful way to end the festivities with a beautiful display of fireworks continuing all during the performances. I must say that each branch of our military has great bands, but they are also blessed with magnificent soloists. Thank you President Trump and all involved in giving us a 250th Celebration of America to long be remembered!  

Happy Birthday America! Long may your freedom ring! In God we Trust!

Day 184 The View from My Window

7/3/2026

"The earth is the Lord’s, and all its fullness,
The world and those who dwell therein." 

 

The view from my window has changed, and my cup runs over! The crepe myrtles I fought so valiantly to save from a takeover by the deadly Virginia Creeper and other evil weeds content on feasting on my foliage and entangling themselves in the branches are blossoming over my sheltered hiding place among the trees. It's a beautiful image to behold after wrestling with demons! I had a near mishap with a fall...or two...or three - one from the crepe myrtle tree when I was pulling down a large vine that broke mid tug. I'm still paying for that unfortunate mistake each time I stand up, sit down, and walk. But the trees are grateful for my bravery and thoughtful intervention, bowing gently in the breeze, respectfully.

The photo above is taken from the window where I was sitting in front of an air conditioner my son had pulled into the dining room where I was sitting at the table writing. It was so hot today that the boards in the attic felt like bare feet on hot black asphalt in summer. Who'd think an attic could get so hot! I went upstairs to uncover the huge fan in the attic that sucks the heat from the house when engaged. I imagine it needed to be turned on either early in the day or later in the evening, as the heat was so compressed within this house that I almost fainted from heat exhaustion. I turned on the exhaust fan over the stove in the kitchen, and it did help make the kitchen more bearable. I think it's time to consider air conditioning for this ole house! I'll have to pull back out "the list" and see where I can place it on "the priority list of things to be done to the house." In the meantime portable air conditioners are on sale this weekend, so I may splurge and get myself a small mobile unit. I must really be getting old if I am succumbing to a few hot days!

Today is my nephew's 51st birthday! Where does the time fly? I remember when Jason was born roughly six months after my older son's birthday. The cousins spent many fun days frolicking outside, or my sister and I would take the children on picnics and to Maymont Park in Richmond, because it was free back in the day. Now it costs to get inside, and I'm not certain what else costs. So many things have changed since those days. Everything comes with a price tag! I understand that seniors are afforded some considerations if we should decide to travel to the National Parks or decide to take college classes. There are many aged ones who have finished their doctorates, but whether or not they got to use them is the question. Whereas I am not one to "show and tell," it may be nice to finish one of my bucket list items.

On the 16th my high school graduating class meeting of friends takes place. We're down for only eleven friends this time, but perhaps the smaller group will be preferable. I'm looking forward to seeing the few who have consented to come. We will be meeting at a local restaurant, Joe's Steak and Seafood just a skip and a hop from where I am living, and they make the best stuff backed potato I have ever tasted. I really look forward to catching up with old friends.

So that's about it for today. Tonight I'll be rallying with the online gang for the kick off of American's 250th celebration. President Trump will be the keynote speaker for Mount Rushmore America 250 Fireworks Celebration, so I better hurry up and get to my virtual seat! Enjoy the fireworks! 

Day 183 One Thousand Days of Prayer

 

7/2/2026

"I have set watchmen on your walls, O Jerusalem;

they shall never hold their peace day or night. You who make

mention of the LORD, do not keep silent, and give Him

no rest til He establishes and til He makes Jerusalem

a praise in the earth."

Isaiah 62:6-7

 

It seems a bit surreal in these modern days to hold a prayer meeting for so many consecutive days, but today marks the 1000th Day since 10/7/2023, and we have remained faithful to the call each day. But there is one that surpassed that, lasting 100 years - The Moravian Prayer Watch by Count Nikolaus Ludwig von Zinzendorf which began in 1727 in the small Christian community of Herrnhut, Germany. It began with a 24/7 prayer wave of continuous prayer and fellowship, and the momentum lasted for one hundred years. Miraculous indeed! We have determined that regardless of how long continuous prayer is needed, we will be here each day, as many as possible for this time of unbroken fellowship.

There were so many feelings expressed among the panelists who have actually carried the online verbal prayer and provided daily teaching. I was surprised to realize that many had not met each other until the recent Feast of Tabernacles. Prior to this special time of prayer, when friends, like myself, were asked to join, it's my understanding that a small contingent had prayer only in person until COVID shutdowns when Zoom became the popular means of meeting without breaking rules. Even then they met once a week. This daily call started the day of the attack on Israel on 10/23/2023 when Hamas viciously slaughtered men, women, and children, some literally in their beds. 

I'm not certain when I joined "the family" of ICEJ, but I do remember receiving prayer points for the Isaiah 62 prayer sessions prior to 10/7/2023. There are many things I've blocked out in the tangled years of my life, but I have been involved in missions for most of my life, so it is normal for me to be associated with several movements at one time, as Holy Spirit leads. Sometimes I think I know more of the inside scoop than the news think they know. One thing is for certain - I know the truth, and I am praying, as are my fellow intercessors for the world to catch up.

I've never been to Israel, and other than reading my Bible and missionary stories as a child or current happenings, I never knew much about the history of feasts or an in depth look into lives of people or the culture of the nation. I certainly had not delved into end time prophecy, although I feel that I had it correct all along, but I'm sad to say that many in churches do not. But then to those who may even study eschatology or consider themselves to be an expert, I am a heretic for my mention of the words "Replacement Theology," as they are offended that I even remotely suggest that perhaps they have listened to false teachers in their seminaries and in turn have taught their flock the same misconceptions. I hope that I worded that delicately enough, because I have already offended many by my explanations, but then didn't Jesus say many would be offended by those who follow Him? The word has always seemed clear to me, or perhaps I had a better Teacher, or as Joshua Aaron calls Him, the Best Rabbi! - Jesus, our Messiah and Risen King.

There is, however, one thing, we all can agree upon, and that is that antisemitism has risen exponentially in the past almost three years as a result of the war Iran began in 2023. The war with Hamas was a much smaller war than Iran had hoped to carry out, but Hamas jumped the gun so to speak; otherwise, Israel would have been invaded and more people slaughtered from all borders. And Israel, a little country, known for peace and inclusion of all people groups, is considered to be the "monster."

As always, it is my fervent and continual prayer that people will awaken from their stupor, and the Church will awaken from their slumber, get off the fence, and live as Christ called us to live. The time is short. 

Day 182 God Bless America!

 

7/1/2026

"And one cried to another and said: 

'Holy, holy, holy is the LORD of hosts; the

whole earth is full of His glory! 

Isaiah 6:3  

 

Another month begins! This weekend our nation celebrates its 250th anniversary forged in the fires of war. In preparation for this grand celebration, many historians and history buffs have vividly relived the telling of our nation's history. Greg Metaxas just published a book entitled Revolution, The Birth of the Greatest Nation in the History of the World. It's already a best seller, and I should be receiving my copy any day. 

I grew up in a time when kids still had school field trips to all the historical sites, and when my kids were growing up, I had the privilege of being a room mother and accompanying each of my children on their class field trips to Jamestown, Williamsburg, and many historical sites. I'm not sure if students experience the same fun we did back in the day. Much has changed. With all the technology that has advanced, children rarely pick up a book. That's a shame and a disaster in my opinion. As an avid reader, I love to hold a book in my hands, with a pen or marker in the other. When important matters catch my attention my marker marks the page. I do the same with my Bible, and it should always be a companion to any book, as our nation was founded on Judeo-Christians beliefs, our existence rooted in Hebraic values. I used to think it was heresy to mark a Bible, but that idea passed quickly.

I never enjoyed history or government, both required subjects in school back in the day, as it seemed so dull when I was a teenager. I've since found that the teacher or professor has much to do with the delivery and reception. I loved taking summer classes, as they were smaller, but they were accelerated courses that  covered more information in a shorter period of time, plus they usually had visiting professors rather than the normal one. This is where my love for history took bloom in my life. I attended a history class at J. Sargent Reynolds College, and the man who taught was a genius. He wove history into a tapestry of events that shaped history, culture, fashion, literature, and literally every arena of life. We were also required to write reports on different subject matter, and I went wild! I am a creative person, so his classes sparked my love for researching and writing. I like a story accurately told and inspirational. 

I went back to college when my children were small, so many times they would go to classes with me if their dad had not come home by the time I had to leave for my class. I know they loved it, and I believe they learned a few things as well. I was their teacher for the duration, and I had my ways of making it alive! Fortunately, they did not have to tag along often, but they would try to find any excuse for not going to school, so they could go with me. Generally their tricks did not work, but if they managed to convince me they learned a lot. Virginia is rich with history, and I wanted my children to grow up informed and able to ask questions and receive answers that were intelligent, informed, and inspired.

In 2 Timothy 2:15 we are charged to "Be diligent to present yourself approved to God, a worker who does not need to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." These are great words of wisdom and should be written on our hearts and practiced daily. May God continue to bless America.  

Day 181 Praise

 

6/30/2026 

 "With every breath you take, let your life be an anthem of

praise to God, for He is worthy of your public 

proclamation of His greatness."

Daily Walk 

 

Today I finished reading through the psalms in my Daily Walk, ending with Psalms 146 - 150 which exalt the name of the Lord and give God honor and praise. In defining what the word "praise" actually means, the commentator offers an acrostic to remind us that praise is all about the character of God and our response. So he offered this definition to remind of how to praise:

"Publicly Recounting the Acts of the Incomparable Sovereign of Eternity"

I love the words of Psalm 146:1-4 using the New Living Translation Bible, "Praise the Lord! Yes, really praise him! I will praise him as long as I live, yes, even with my dying breath. Don't look to men for help; their greatest leaders fail; for every man must die. His breathing stops, life ends, and in a moment all he has planned for himself is ended." 

The psalms were written by at last seven authors, including David who wrote the majority, we are told, and they span one thousand years of Israel's history. "Used as the temple hymnbook, the Psalms express the diversity of human emotion - praise to God, fear of enemies, and an overriding confidence in God's goodness, majesty, and power."

 The commentator states further that "The singing of a hymn should be a conversation between friends." Psalm 150 closes the book with a strong call to praise:

"Hallelujah! Yes, praise the Lord! Praise him in his Temple, and in the heavens, he made with mighty power. Praise him for his mighty works. Praise his unequaled greatness. Praise him with the trumpet, and with the lute and harp. Praise him with stringed instruments and horns. Praise him with the cymbals, yes, loud clanging cymbals. Let everything alive give praises to the Lord! You praise him! Hallelujah!" 

The King James Version ends with "Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!" Every emotion is expressed in the psalms, especially noticeable in King David's songs. But always the psalms open in praise or close in praise, or they both open and close in praise honoring and respecting our God as Lord and King. 

In the midst of any trouble we must always keep our eyes focused on the one true source of all pure joy - Jesus. He is the reason we live, breathe, and have our being.  

Day 180 The Bride of Christ

 

6/29/2026

"My beloved is mine, and I am his."

Song of Solomon 2:16

 

One day Christ will return for His Bride, the Church, and carry her home with Him. What a glorious day that will be! The Song of Solomon is a beautiful love song written by King Solomon of his shepherdess who becomes his wife. But it is also a metaphor for the Bride of Christ and how Jesus will one day return for His bride represented by the Church, those who have truly made Him Savior and Lord. As one collaborator shared regarding the Song of Songs: "Allegorically, it pictures Israel as God's betrothed bride (Hosea 2:19-20), and the church as the bride of Christ. As human life finds its highest fulfillment in the love of man and woman, so spiritual life finds its highest fulfillment in the love of God for His people and Christ for His church." This goes along with the Creation of the world when God created man and woman and the first covenant of marriage, and the love and devotion of a husband and wife as seen in Solomon's song.

In Solomon's song the Shulamite shepherdess shows that He is her priority in the verse quoted above in Song of Solomon 2:16, but later in 6:3 she reverses the order to say, "I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine" asserting his devotion and affections towards her. In Chapter 7, verse10 she is expressing praise for her beloved: "I am my beloved's, and his desire is toward me." I love this next portion found in Chapter 8:6-7:

"Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm; for love is as strong as death, jealousy as cruel as the grave; its flames are flames of fire, a most vehement flame. Many waters cannot quench love, nor can the floods drown it. If a man would give for love all the wealth of his house, it would be utterly despised."

The love of a man and a woman is a shadow of the great love God has for His people, and His desire is to welcome us home that we may have an everlasting relationship with Him, perfect in every way, holy as He is Holy.This is the future for those who love Him, for those who are called according to His Word. When I sit and think about how heaven must be, I realize how little I can even begin to imagine, how finite my little human mind truly is. Whatever perfection looks like, I want, so I anxiously welcome those days of new life in continual fellowship with Jesus Bridegroom.  

Day 179 The Destiny of America

 

6/28/2026

 "Who has believed our report?

And to whom has the arm of the LORD

been revealed?"

Isaiah 53:1

 

It's a beautiful thing when brethren gather together and pray for one another. I've had the privilege of joining with between several hundred to over a thousand intercessors from all over the world for almost one thousand days since the massacre of innocent Israeli citizens on October 7, 2023. This morning in honor of America's 250th anniversary coming up in a few days, our entire session was devoted to prayer for America, her leaders, the present chaos in our nation, our close ties with Israel, and the future destiny of the United States in God's ordained plan. As David Parsons of the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem shared about the history of America, as both an United States citizen and a citizen of Israel, plus a student of history, my heart swelled with gratitude for God's hand on our nation and His great plan and purpose, the destiny that God has ordained at the appointed time.

David was recently a key note speaker at the JNS International Policy Summit, by default, as the CEO Jurgen Buhler was ill, so David stepped in at the last minute to take his place. His talk was about the Prophetic Calling and Destiny of America based on the historical fact that America was founded on Judeo-Christian values which originated in Israel. Much is going on in Israel and the Middle East as well as unprecedented antisemitism in America and other countries, as American prepares to celebrate her 250th anniversary on July 4th.

We journeyed in time to the Declaration of Independence, and the words penned by Thomas Jefferson, which were required memorization in schools when I was coming along:

"When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation."

"We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness."

Jefferson's words showed that Americans believed in God, and looked to Him for ways to govern, and they attested to the fact that God created all men equal and as such free. In 1863 in the Gettysburg Address, Abraham Lincoln spoke the same truth in his opening words: "Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent a new nation, conceived in liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal." 

This speech given by Lincoln spoke of the Civil War within the United States, brothers fighting against brothers, because of the issue of slavery. The North and the South were divided, and they paid a heavy price for the sin of slavery then, just as our nation is facing a terrible cost for the sins of anti-semitism and abortion. 

As demonstrated in the framing of the Declaration of Independence and our Constitution it is quite evident that America has been considered the guardian of freedoms. The backbone of our existence has been founded on Judeo-Christian values found in the Bible which was written by the Jewish people for the Jewish people about the land of Israel given to the Jewish people by God. We were gifted this Book of books by the Jewish people and yet there are many who desire to wipe these precious people from the face of the earth. I believe much of the problem exists simply because people have not read the Book, the Bible. 

I find it interesting that on this same day, our message from Pastor Greg was entitled Hope for America, with the question Can America be Saved?

The answer to the question has been discussed in a previous blog written by me in which I urged young people particularly to read the Bible front to back. Many pastors need to do the same, because they have lost much that the Bible says concerning God's plan for Israel in the last days. And unless someone has been sleeping, we are in the last days. Sadly many have been sleeping or choosing to stand back, but that is not what God wants us to do. Jesus gave authority to the church, not to try to take Israel's place, as God says clearly that He will never turn His back on His chosen people. Our work as Gentile believers is to provoke the Jewish people to jealousy by our personal relationship with Jesus Christ. This is explained in detail in Romans, chapters nine through eleven. And Christ will return when the day of the Gentiles has been completed.

Jesus gave clear direction in the Sermon on the Mount found in Matthew 5 - 7 as to how our lives should be lived by His example. Jesus called us to be salt and light.

Matthew 5:13-16:

"You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men. You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven."   

Our founding fathers knew this and believed it, and as such our nation was built on moral statutes and godly values. Today there are many who are trying to destroy our nation, people who are being voted into office who blatantly say they base their views on thoughts and beliefs contrary to what our nation holds to believe. How can this be? God has chosen our nation for a purpose, and the bold stands taken by our present administration to be allied to Israel is one based on the Word of God. If anyone who considers himself or herself a citizen of the United States do not understand this, they have only to turn to God's Word, the Holy Bible, for clarity. America's destiny depends on standing on His Word and with Israel. 

Day 178 - Dealing with Disappointment

 

6/27/2026

"Just tell me what to do and I will do it, Lord. As long as I live

I'll wholeheartedly obey. Make me walk along the right paths 

for I know how delightful they really are." 

Psalm 119:33-35

 

Before moving back home to Virginia I was reassured by friends that I would have all the help I needed, especially moral support. "I'll be there for you. Don't worry." Famous last words. Literally spoken by a friend who has since passed away. 

Moving back after 35 years was scary, and I needed to make certain that God was sending me back. I was  literally being held by God in New Mexico, and blessed by Him, all needs met, surrounded by people who loved me, many of whom I'd been able to help and support. When I surrendered my needs for anyone other than God, my life changed. Serving Him is always the best, and for me, the only way to live, but it comes at a high cost.

My parents' home was in great need of love and repair. I don't know if it happened over time, or if it was helped along the way by people used it as a place to crash, among other things. Perhaps a bit of both. The impact of the extreme need of repairing this home has been a devastating experience to me. All the years of abuse and betrayal in my life by others did not age me as quickly as this change of address has. Friends who see the work needed assure me it isn't that bad, but would they want to live this way? I have tried to soften the hurt with being grateful for owning a home and being able to have a place for my children to come if they need it or want to visit. But that's another area of concern. 

I am usually extremely positive and optimistic, but today I want to be real. People disappoint, especially family. Children can blame others and lie and manipulate so they appear to be victims. This is what the world and culture teaches people these days. The enemy works overtime to twist truth into a vicious ugly lie that others are quick to believe and accept as truth, because they choose to believe things that are not true, rather than simply ask. My absence, for instance, suddenly became abandonment when I had spent years of providing for the needs of my family without asking for anything in return, happy that I was able to help and wanting to do so much more. After my divorce in 2002 God blessed me with wonderful jobs that increasingly paid more and gave me greater and varied education. The experience I gleaned as I went from place to place, job to job, was all orchestrated by God for my good. I just had to get to the place where I saw the folly of my ways in trusting man, or "a man" instead of Him as my sole Provider. But the truth of who I am was conveniently covered up, and I have been looked down upon as the bad guy. The only explanation I have for it is that Jesus warns about a great falling away in the last days. He also speaks of children turning against parents. The enemy is very cunning, and he wants to kill, steal and destroy. Whatever the enemy attempts to do, and regardless of however he hopes to smear my name, I don't worry, because God always vindicates me. He watches over those who love Him and who are called according to His purpose.

This week I had some work done at my home, and today the work was completed according to the make shift contract that we drafted. I chose to trust someone to do some work, because he showed up when others - many others - including church members - did not. Perhaps I expect too much of people?! The work took longer than initially planned, partly because of the weather, and partly because of other factors. The area that was repaired is safe and looks somewhat better, but it came at a huge price which I feel was way too much for what I got. Still, I hope that in some small way I was able to help the workman, and I pray that his time management skills improve, and his business flourishes. The other details I can work out on my own. I still have many other tasks to complete, and this adventure gave me the courage to try to complete the tasks myself along with my son's help. I feel confident that together we can accomplish many things on our own. The gutter needs cleaning, so I'll be the one on the ladder, so I hope that works out well. 

Life can be challenging, especially for women who are living alone, and even more so for those of us who are advancing in age. It is nice when the church steps up and shows up, but I am no longer officially attached to a church any longer, because...well it just didn't work out. Sometimes I wonder if I was even meant for this world. I talk about Jesus so much, because my life is ALL about Him, and He is my everything, but it makes people uncomfortable. But when I am asked about my life, education, work, family - what I've done for all these years - Jesus has been my constant companion, even when I wasn't thinking about Him. He thought about me...since my birth! He also has a strong hold on my children's lives, so when they get over whatever "spell" they are under, then He'll be right here waiting! He told me so! 

So when things go south, especially when we're walking the path God has put us on, then we look to Him as our true North, and we trust Him to make the crooked places straight in our lives. People will disappoint us. That's a given, but dare to trust again! It's like when someone breaks your heart, we're told to dare to love again. My heart's been broken over and over, and I will always walk in love towards all people, forgiving any offenses, because HE forgave me of so much more! Freely we have been given, so freely we forgive! 

Day 177 Are You Seeing This?!

 

6/26/2026

He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High

 shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. 

 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust.”

 

Psalm 91:1-2 

 

 

Each day we are exposed to the headlines of the day in local and world digital newspapers. The news could be the same topic, but each journalist chooses to report events and happenings as they are instructed to do, generally with extreme bias and less than factual truth. Over the years our nation has been spiraling out of control, and the lawlessness and outright shameful behavior of people is becoming more shocking and sadistic than any of those sins described so flagrantly in the Bible before God destroyed the earth. I have made it a point to look at reputable reporting, and then I wait to see if it is accurate. Many times, I choose to read only the headlines, because I have already been alerted by other sources of what is happening. Personally I do not feel that I have to read every disgusting report to know how to pray. I have chosen to spend my time listening to what God has to say than what the world is saying.

 

This morning in my quiet time I heard a new song written by Abbie Gamboa and Steffany Gretzinger that described how I feel. The song is called Mountain Air:

 

"I'm up here, where it's high
Where it's high, I can see all the things in a different light
Look around and clear is all I see
Nothing clouding my head
Nothing clouding me

 

I wanna stay here
I wanna be close to where you are
I wanna be right here where your breath becomes mine

 

There are thousands of ways I could overthink
But when it's you, and it's me, things are easy
I'm undone by how simple it's become
When I let go and let you lead
You do it better than me
I let go and let you lead
You do it better than me

 

I wanna stay here
I wanna be close to where you are
I wanna be right here where your breath becomes mine

 

I think it's time that we take flight
Just you and I
Leave the world behind"

 

 

I choose to dwell in the secret place with God, in my hiding place, where, although I am aware of the spiritual battle that is playing out in the world, I can focus not on distractions, no matter how desperate they become, rather I can focus on what God's will is for me, His focus at that time. As believers in Jesus Christ we must decide who truly is our God and whose voice we are going to follow. Our battle is not with flesh and blood, but it is with principalities, powers, spiritual darkness of this age, and spiritual wickedness in high places. We cannot hide from the truth, and we must choose whom we will serve. It is not a time to be afraid, it is a time to wake up.

 

This week the announcement that 250,000 women and children in the UK have been raped, assaulted, and sexually tortured with objects appeared the news. It has not been the first report that has been posted. The crimes were committed by Islamic jihadists against white people. Daily crimes against women are being committed in Iran. Christians are being systemically hunted and savagely killed - men, women, children, just for loving and serving Jesus Christ. The people in Gaza are finally beginning to protest against brutal Hamas. The Lebanon government and people want Hezbollah out of their country. In our nation, our Christian nations, there are people running for seats in Congress who openly state they are socialists, antisemitic, and who disrespect America. Democratic Socialist Darializa Avila Chevalier who is running for office in the New York primary posted on Facebook: "I forgot to get napkins so I just wiped my hand on the American flag behind me." Many were cheering her on.

 

Is that acceptable behavior for someone running for a seat in our American Congress or any American position of leadership? And yet, many seats in government, State and Federal, have been filled with people with this mentality who hate America and who want to remove Christianity from our nation that was founded on these beliefs. Why isn't someone saying something? Why is the church largely silent? Why aren't we on our faces begging God for forgiveness and praying for the soul of America?

 

Is anyone paying attention? What will it take to move us from our comfort zones? When Jesus returns will He find faith? 

Day 176 Lessons in Parenting

 

6/25/2026

"Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 'Honor your father and mother,'

 which is the first commandment with promise: 'that it may be well with you 

and you may live long on the earth.' And you, fathers, 

do not provoke your children to wrath, but 

bring them up in the training and admonition of the Lord." 

Ephesians 6:1-4

 

Growing up in the South I learned very early about the role fathers play in the household, but I also witnessed the reverse. My daddy passed away in 2012, and there's not a day I don't miss him. When we moved away in 1987 across the nation from Virginia to New Mexico, our entire family life changed. In Biblical history when God told Abraham (then Abram) to leave his family and move to an unknown destination, Sarah (then Sarai) his wife, followed him. That's the way God planned things, the wife cleaves to her husband, not her parents. Of course it helps when God directs us to follow His commands, not our own, as the consequences can be devastating, as I learned. Those years have passed, but there's not a day I don't wonder what could have been had my husband listened to God when He said, "It is not yet time...! 

Many people talk badly about their childhood and how strict their fathers were growing up, and although I had some rough times, I am so grateful that my dad taught me how to survive in those difficult times. His mother died when he was very young, so he was raised by three older sisters and his dad. I don't know anything about my daddy's dad, as he died before I was born, but my daddy was always very attentive to his three sisters. He also was very kind and compassionate to a man who lived in the woods whom everyone said was crazy and had poor hygiene. I remember daddy picking him up when he saw him walking or hitchhiking, but he warned us not to let him into the house if he wasn't home. My daddy could be hard towards us, but seeing how gentle he was to this lonely man blessed my heart, and I do believe that his desire to help others effected my life. 

My maternal grandparents loved me well, as they did all their grandchildren. My mother was the second oldest of eight children, so she had to learn to tend to younger siblings at an early age. My grandfather, Papa, was always taking us places at the drop of a hat. He loved to drive through the countryside and look at crops and animals. He loved historical places, so we took many spur of the moment trips to Jamestown or Williamsburg. He also spoiled us with ice cream from High's Ice Cream Store on Washington Street. My daddy worked evenings, so he never took my brother fishing, but Papa did. Our generation's fathers worked hard, and they taught those values and work ethics to their sons and daughters. Men learned to take care of their wives and wives to respect them, and daughters learned to take care of children and the home. On Sundays, the men and children always ate first, then women would eat last. It was the way it was back then. Sundays were spent in church, then lunch at my grandparent's home. I don't remember any harsh words, and the children played outside on sunny days and upstairs on rainy ones. I loved being outside, playing in the woods, climbing trees, pretending, riding my "stick horse." Life was simple, and we had fun.

I read an article this week about children growing up in Israel who have lost their parents in this long war. Many are too young to really know who their fathers were, because those in the military die while defending the country. Their children know that their fathers were heroes, and they know the positions they served in, but "who" were they really. Did they love sports, what kind of games did they play, or how did they spent Shabbat with the family? Imagine the trauma faced by a child who has witnessed the senseless slaughter of their fathers right before their eyes. But this is not isolated to Israel, but many places in our world by violence and lawlessness runs rampant while government seems to look the other way. Some children grow up with much pent up anger, frustration, mental anguish, and hatred. If we could just for one moment stop and consider why someone behaves as they do, then maybe we would be better able and equipped to turn hearts to Christ and find healing.  

Pastor Greg from Harvest Church shared about his life extensively, because he wanted men to know that even if they never had a father, or they had one who was cruel or absent, that it does not have to define who they become. But many are negatively affected, and many end up in jail or mixing with wrong company, or they may even commit suicide. But even if there is not a father in the home, there are other men who can step up and be a companion or guide to vulnerable children. Growing up I had many father figures, because my grandparents and parents took us to visit family and friends from church and the community, so I saw many godly examples. Life was different growing up in the 50's and 60's. Perhaps not perfect, but I choose to remember the good things. I pray that somehow I was able to instill in my children the importance of family, but some days I do not see that. The company we choose to keep plays a huge part in our lives, for good or bad. Who we choose to listen to is having a negative impact on many, but at the same time many young men from Gen Z are running to Christ, buying Bibles, desirous of knowing the truth and living a life with purpose.

Many times we hear about the negative impact of culture on the young people of today, but recently there have been many reports of the opposite. Mario Murillo just held a tent revival service in Stockton, California that lasted 52 days, and most present in that huge tent that seats 8,000 were young people who rushed forward when the altar call was given. On subsequent evenings they returned bringing others with them. Many of those attending were delivered from drugs and other addictions.  Not long ago, Mario reported that each revival he has to purchase a larger tent, usually double in size. He continues to hold revivals wherever God leads, and in each city he holds conferences for pastors and street ministry to introduce pastors and volunteers to the people in the area. God has been moving in California and across this nation.  

Since Charlie Kirk's death Turning Point USA has not stopped, and it has continued to grow with new connections at colleges and high school campuses. In spite of protests and obstacles and outright rage and hatred shown to the young people at Turning Point, they continue to press forward. What the enemy meant for evil God most assuredly has turned for good.

As believers and followers of Jesus Christ we have a mandate to go and make disciples of all men, women, and children, and in spite of what may not have been a perfect upbringing, just like Pastor Greg shared, God can do mighty things in a person's life. As the church we need to be prepared to disciple the new converts. As we celebrate our 250th anniversary of America, our greatest goal is revival and reformation. Now is the time for fathers to be leaders in their homes, churches, businesses, and in our government teaching our children to live as Jesus lived, honoring our Father who is in Heaven. We need to make this One Nation Under God as our President is trying to do.Thy will be done, Holy Father, on earth as it is in Heaven in our personal lives and in this nation and world.    

Day 175 Trampled...Polluted?

 

6/24/2026

"Like a trampled spring, and a polluted well,

is a righteous man, who gives way to the wicked."

Proverb 25:26

 

This afternoon I sat through a Zoom meeting that while informative and positive, didn't respond to the questions I have regarding some pretty disturbing situations going on at this time. Again I sit here, staring at my inbox filled with news from this source and the other, pull up ministry prayer points or switch over for the daily updates, and I want to scream - ENOUGH!! In fact, one of my sources that deals with protecting our children from cyber predators by providing education and advocacy is called Enough Is Enough. There should be more ministries dedicated to exposing the truth and ensuring that it doesn't happen again. Ministries that actually protect our children, exposing the predators, and ensuring that they are punished for what they have done. Silencing the voice of the enemy once and for all.

Each day I receive a short documentary about our founding forefathers, meant to educate those who, like me, may have forgotten the details of American history, and for others who never had the privilege of learning about the richness of the history of the land in which they live. When I was a child, our school would take regular field trips to historical sites with enactments and plays from those periods of history. I loved feeling as if I was a part of the drama. Of course the darker periods were not reenacted for the public, or perhaps I was unaware of any that may have existed, but there were museums with graphic reminders of the evils that existed during those dark days. There were many events in our history that I wish never happened, but that, sadly, exists as part of the history of any people. 

There's so much excitement about our nation's 250th anniversary, and rightly so, as it should be a special time, but it is unfortunate that many want to spoil it. There have even been plans to cause harm at some of earlier events, but thankfully the plans were thwarted. The enemy truly is roaming around seeking whom he can destroy, and he is using indoctrinated young people who have been filled with lies and hatred by many who are engaged in government and public affairs. I think about all the movies that have been made about such evil manipulation of otherwise innocent minds. It is sick and sadistic, and it should not be allowed to exist.  

On March 20, 2025 our President sent out an announcement regarding the upcoming 250th anniversary and reminders of our founding fathers participation in achieving the freedom of our nation. He spoke of Patrick Henry's famous and impassioned speech he made during the Second Virginia Convention held at St. John's Church in Richmond, Virginia where he stood at the pulpit and spoke these words:

“Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace-- but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death!”

As a child I remember memorizing speeches to include this one, our Declaration of Independence, and the Constitution. As part of our education we learned State history, United States history, and in many instances world history. In our colleges and universities, founded initially on Christian beliefs and a moral conscience, we were taught the Bible as literature, as it is the historical account of the Jewish people and the nation of Israel, of which followers of Christ have been grafted in to share in God's promises to His chosen people. Many do not realize the significance of that, as now the seminaries and colleges teach the false doctrine of Replacement Theology in which the Jewish people, God's chosen people, have been replaced by the church. A people who wrote the Bible and gifted it to us.

Right now our nation is embroiled in a battles that happen each day in the higher offices of our nation, between those we have voted into office who have pledged to uphold the great traditions and heritage of our brave forefathers. Isn't that what the commemoration of the 250th anniversary is all about? But within the halls of our Congress deadly cat and mouse games are going on every day that most Americans are not even aware of nor do they care to truly question. The one place where these matters of life and death should be discussed but are pushed aside as not relevant or not to be discussed - the church. But this is a lie, because scripture is very plain about what we are expected to do as believers in Christ who are following in His example of righteousness, truth, and justice. Isaiah said that the government is upon His shoulders, and He entrusted it to us.

Whereas I do not enjoy reading the legislative documents that are composed by our legislators, it would be well advised if we all took the time to examine exactly what is being placed into the hands of our leaders that affect our lives and the decisions being made on our behalf, especially when there is so much infighting in the halls of justice.

Everyone is made to believe that our President is the cause of wrong doing when if, rather than listening to gossip of higher ups and media, as most people are prone to do, even in the church where gossip is exchanged for legitimate prayer needs, eyes may be open to the real truth. No one is perfect, and every human being ever born makes mistakes and sins each day of their lives, especially with their tongues speaking falsely against their brothers, but the hatred spewed against our sitting commander and chief is deplorable and needs to be put to an end. It is shameful and disrespectful, and the office should be honored.

Jesus told the Pharisees in their sermons about holiness and keeping the law that they strained out a gnat and swallowed a camel. We speak of prayer for our nation, and rightly so. Our nation is in terrible need of repentance for the sins of abortion, organ harvesting, experimentation, human trafficking and drugs, pornography, antisemitism, anti-Zionism, anti-Christianity in a nation founded on Christian beliefs of morality and good common sense. While fighting ourselves over other matters we have allowed communism of China and Iran's Islamic doctrine to infiltrate our nation undermining our people and planting their own purposes, many of which are firmly taking root. All while eyes are focused on many other distractions.

We must wake up and see things for what they are. Just look at what has happened in other nations not just in America, but look at the United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, European nations, and the hideous torment of the people in Nigeria and the Congo. It is time to wake up, pay attention to what is happening and what has already taken place.

This grieves my spirit every day, and I pray that the Church will wake up, repent for only caring about their own agendas, and truly seek the face of God. I stand for Israel, and I love the people, but Israel will be saved, because God said it, so it is truth. The Bible does not say the same for our nation. Who has really taken the time to truly read the Bible cover to cover? It is well worth the time, and it should be done daily. It is time to seek God while He may be found. 

Day 174 Doing Good

 

6/23/2026

 "Who is my neighbor?"

Luke 10:25-37 

 

God has a way of testing our motives and our sincerity, especially when we are desperate for an answer to a pressing matter. Lately I've been examining every thought I have to make certain that my motives are right, because it's so easy to think we're doing the right thing, but really it's selfish. I tend to overly examine myself about everything, but I'm glad that I have a conscience, and that I am concerned with the welfare and feelings of other people. I often get upset because for all the caring I do about others, no one really seems to sense that I may have needs too. I guess that's the hazard of always being the one to sense the needs of another and reach out. I can actually see the heart, and I'm glad that God has given me this understanding. But I also know that I can get myself into hot water mighty easily if I am too eager, so I have to step back, pray, and wait. 

My son and I have experienced so many challenges, frustrations since his accident in early December 2025. The accident was difficult enough, but he was actually accused of things that were not true, and even now he has been unable to set that person straight. Perhaps this is just something he needs to release to God and prove by his silence and his actions that his conscience is clear. I understand how he feels, because I have been wrongfully accused more than once, but thankfully, God vindicated me each time, so I pray that He will do the same for my son.

When we're desperate for answers, and ache for release to begin something new, God may bring people into our lives whom we can bless more than they can meet out need. For instance. I have spoken to several people recently about helping me with some work that needs to be done on the home. I've been let down so many times with people promising and never calling back that it becomes disheartening, and frankly I wanted to cry. So I did, but I cried out to God to please show me something good. That's been my prayer in recent years when things don't work out time and time again. He realizes that I don't have a clue as to what I am doing, but I know, as He knows that I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. But I cried out, then within a short time I received a message asking if I still needed help with my project. I was skeptical at first, but I wrote back. So right now I have someone working on my home project. I took a chance in using someone qualified but not licensed, but the job did not require one.  In reaching out in response to a stranger's offer to help, I believe that I may be able to repay the kindness in another way. God never allows us to sit on our talents. It's too early to tell yet, but perhaps this person needs my help more than we need his. Either way, if it works out, it will be a win, win situation I pray and perhaps the answer to some other dreams I have.

I've been restless again about getting a job, not so much for finances to do repairs around the house, although it would certainly help out. But more, I think, because I can provide a need in the workforce and to the community. God gave me jobs that trained me the ropes of case management, and I worked with many special needs including trauma victims. Because of personal experiences I am particularly sensitive to women and children who have been abused. There are jobs available with the State and County that I could easily qualify to fill, but I am asking myself if I really want to work that hard in positions that are so painful and potentially life-threatening. And I ask God if the desire is from Him or me? I no longer doubt my ability, but I do examine my motives. I'm getting older now, and although I want to be useful, doing what God wants me to do, is this it? So I pray, as I know that intercession is a call I've had since I was a youngster. How my heart breaks for the prayers requests that cross my path, and the brokenness and tragedies that I hear about. Sometimes all I can do is weep, and I wish I could be with that person and hug them, so they would feel true love and compassion.                                                                           

So many people need friends, real ones who stick with the person, and helps them navigate life. Isn't that the life of a true believer in Christ? If Jesus was here in person, I know my son would have a true friend, one who would understand him and accept him. Listen to his hurts, his thoughts, and give answers. Who would point him back to the only true source of truth, the Word of God. Jesus is the Living Word. And I can be a friend to someone who needs one, even when it isn't convenient to help. That's what the life of Christ is all about. Many have experienced the lies of the enemy who send his minions to appear to be friends only to get something from the one in need. I've even seen intense indoctrination into false religion, leading a person from the narrow path of a Christ follower to the culture's standards. Made to believe things that simply are not true. Blaming innocent people, especially parents. It seems that mothers get a lot of the guilt heaped on them for trying to love their children, provide for them, protect them, and instruct them in righteousness. All of a sudden that's abuse and indoctrination. Teaching a young one how to clean their room, make their bed or attempt to make it, and to teach them how to make a sandwich is now considered abuse or neglect. The enemy is so busy trying to twist and turn the hearts of children of God into victims, even after they have reached adulthood. It makes me so sad, but I pray and having done all, I stand.

I no longer hear the lies play over and over in my head, and I no longer entertain the distortions, but I do see and understand very well that these problems exist, and they are destroying lives. This is why I feel that God puts us to the test. He knows our hearts, and He knows our good intentions, but do we really know what we ask for? Are we ready to say yes so eagerly? Do we count the cost? Or is our trust so strong that we say "Thy will be done, Lord, not mine? Do we surrender, come what may...what His will directs? The test will tell. I pray that I'm listening and will respond to His true call.

Day 173 Goodness of God

 

6/22/2026

"From the moment that wake til I lay my head down, 

I will sing of the goodness of God! I will sing of the goodness of God!" 

Goodness of God

by Bethel

 

So much happens in my day from the moment I open my eyes until I go to bed at night, that the notes in my journal become confusing to me. I knew exactly what I was going to write about this morning, but after a challenging day, and a rather lengthy phone call, I felt dazed and confused. Thinking back over the day, it seems as if I didn't accomplish very much in the way of housework, yard work, or any work. But then I do tend to judge myself too harshly, because as so many people tell me, I am advancing in age - noted; so my body wears out faster - noted; and I need to rest more - noted. Older folks need to be put out to pasture, I imagine many younger people think, but then fast forward the years, and they suffer the same fate. The younger generation is amazed that baby boomers still exist who love to be involved in helping others, learning new things, and taking little trips to places on their bucket lists, who do not succumb to the lure of couch potatoism. Although I do tend to stay up too late at night and rise somewhat early, my life in no way can be compared with that of the Proverbs 31 woman, whose home is immaculate, meals prepared beforehand, garden tended to perfection, and for fun she buys real estate with the egg money she's earned. I've had my days of never ending fun, but I never made money off eggs. My gram fixed them for breakfast. What a life!

I used to be a more meticulous homemaker, but I've long passed that stage. In my house, dust and cat hair freely fly, and it is an all-consuming battle to keep their fur brushed, and in Alex's case knot free, as he loves rolls in the leaves and loves to sleep in the bushes with little green burrs snagging his fur. Right now my cat is outside after hissing at poor Mia, my son's indoor cat, because she looked at him while he was eating and got too close to me. Mia, being the lady she is, didn't hiss back nor did she run and hide. On the contrary, the one who ran was Alex, as if he's afraid of his own hiss. I'll never understand cats, but then, I don't want to. Their lives are way too sedentary for me.

It's raining again, and why not! After all these days of trying to hire someone to fix my back steps, the day he's coming it rains! At least it gave me a chuckle, so we postpone until tomorrow. The weather forecast is promising more rain, so we'll see how long this drags out. While sitting here tonight at my laptop trying to finish writing, a crash of thunder sounded and a bolt of lightning cracked down so loudly that it startled me. I ran to look out the window to make sure my maple was still standing and nothing was on fire. Thankfully, no fire and my electricity stayed on. Then came the rain and the gully washer continued a good while. I noticed that the basement had some water coming from outside to the drain, so that means mud is trapped over the drain at the base of the steps. Thankfully the sump pump did not engage. This is part of the fun in owning and maintaining a home. 

In spite of all the challenges of life and the silly little things that happen, I am truly grateful for this home. While it may be older than I am, and it may not have newer appliances, it functions well and serves our purposes. I would love to have the repairs completed and everything a little neater and freshly painted, it really isn't that important in the scheme of things. Many people don't have a home or regular meals. So I take it one step at a time. Waiting for the Lord's good timing, trusting Him to provide for our needs in unusual ways. I wouldn't want it any other way.   

Day 172 A Wonderful Life

 

6/21/2026

 "Knowing what to do is understanding.

Doing what you know is wisdom, (Are your wise?) 

Teaching what you do is prudence.

Daily Walk

 

Today as the nation celebrates Father's Day, I am celebrating my daughter's birthday! Although I am not able to be with her in person, we still find ways to celebrate together. She doesn't have internet or a computer or a cell phone, so we can't "face time" or Zoom or Google Chat or any of the things most people who are distances apart are able to do, so we come up with creative ways to enjoy and celebrate. She prefers a simple life, but I feel confident that if she gave it a try, she might enjoy having a computer or cell phone. Still, there's something to be said about retro televisions with the big tv screen inside of a wooden cabinet, an old radio, and a hand held telephone. For emergencies, when the phone lines are down, she has an old rotary phone I gave her that makes it possible to phone in a report and let me know her lines are down. Why it works and how it works when the power is out I don't know. Maybe it's a direct line to God. Who can say?!

Today is also Shabbat, and the message was from Numbers 16:1 - 18:32, and it covered the story of Korah's rebellion while Moses was leading the children of Israel in the desert  where they were wandering after the ten spies returned with a bad report. Korah belonged to the tribe of Levi, so he was one of the priestly tribe who had been given specific daily duties for caring for the tabernacle. In this portion Korah was attempting to lead a rebellion against Moses, God's chosen leader. Joining with Korah were Dathan and Abiram from the tribe of Reuben and 250 leaders of the congregation. They accused Moses of thinking too highly of himself and taking too much authority, the authority God had given to him and Aaron. Actually in their grumbling and complaining and hurling of insults, they were really directing accusations against God, so this rebellion did not bode well for Korah and company. In the end the naysayers were once more severely dealt with, and the rest of the company continued their trek through the desert, no doubt with renewed fear of the LORD, thankful they had been spared the fate of the others. Nonetheless, it seemed as if no one learned from their mistakes, and very shortly they were at it again - grumbling and complaining. 

This entire portion of scripture concerned the honor and reverence due a Holy God. He had delivered them from Egypt, destroyed the enemy who was fast on their heels. As Moses led them through the wilderness God appeared as a cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night, His presence always went before them, just as He promised Moses He had blessed them with manna from heaven and quail flew down into the camp for their meat. Still, it was not enough. 

When we think of the modern church today, there is a stark difference between the the way my generation  was raised up and those who make up the churches today. I have been attending the Baptist church where my parents were members, and there are visages of the days of my youth. I've spoken about the messages by Pastor Jonathan before, as he teaches in an expository style - book by book, line by line, and he explains the context in which the entire chapters are written. This is essential in teaching and training up the people to follow the whole counsel of the Word of God. The congregation dresses respectfully, and the little children are well behaved and well-mannered. It's refreshing to see how the young adults and teenagers are growing in discipleship and community interaction. It seems to be a well-rounded modern church where the church is open on more days than Sundays and offers different groups. It's not as progressive as some of the Pentecostal churches I have attended, but the worship and heart of the people is sincere. 

Still more is needed as this is not the case in all houses of worship. Jesus said "come as you are," but many take that to mean however they want to dress, and it is very disrespectful. The popular thing in churches is to have a cafe where beverages and snacks are sold, but these items should be left outside the sanctuary which should be devoted to honoring God, inviting His holy presence. The modern culture dresses in clothing that is torn or immodest, and pants that are tight as skin are worn exposing the well endowed attributes of the one wearing them. Again, not meant for the sanctuary. I know that God wants us to come as we are, but we are not meant to remain that way. Whereas it may be understandable to see a new believer improperly clad, but as this one grows and matures in Christ, that should change as the person becomes transformed by the renewing of their hearts.  

I'm sure there are grumblers and complainers in every church, because there are always unhappy folks no matter where one attends. This is rather sad, as a church should be a joyful crowd of people sharing one thing in common - the love of God and bringing glory to His name. Sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ to a lost and dying world. Christianity is not a religion, it is a relationship with the Living God, with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who wants to live with us, every day and in every way. Each joint supplied meaning each member using the gifts God has given them to serve mankind. It's a wonderful life characterized by the fruit of the Spirit of God dwelling within in each Believer - love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control (Galatians 5:22-23). 

Day 171 Let Us Kneel Down

 

6/20/2026

"Oh come, let us worship and bow down;

Let us kneel before the LORD our Maker. For He is God,

and we are the people of His pasture,

and the sheep of His hand."

Psalm 95:6-7

 

It's a beautiful day, sun is high in the sky, it's cooler than normal, and the rain clouds have dissipated. It's going to be a clear, breezy day for my friend's family cook out under the trees. She and her siblings own their grandparents' old farmhouse situated on a few acres of off the grid farm land used for raising crops, and although it doesn't have modern plumbing, she has rented facilities for the day. All is well and anticipation is high!

Meanwhile back at my house, my day of Sabbath rest begins, and after the morning call and Shabbat message, I get to spend my day lounging or doing whatever I decide to do. Right now I'm looking across the freshly mowed field adjacent to my house that separates my home from my neighbor. The original neighbors no longer own the home, but their daughter still owns the field. My daddy used to raise potatoes in a small patch of that field, so I spent much time digging potatoes when in season. It seems as if most of my parents' friends have crossed over the great divide, and sadly, so have many of my friends. Time stands still for no one, and our days are numbered. We have a high school luncheon coming up in July. There will only be a few of us, but I enjoy smaller groups - less gossip and a quality time. I'm hoping I can talk to my literary friend and get some tips on setting the pace for my book. It's something to look forward to doing, so I am waiting anxiously.

The tone for our global call at the Embassy in Jerusalem was mixed about the way negotiations are going between Iran and the United States. Israel has not been privy to certain information, or so the news media wants to spin their yarn. Truth is in short supply, and many games are being played. Only the next few hours or days will tell the real tale, but one thing's for certain - it's time for us to get our act together and live as friends. Of course that won't happen in the long run, but for now a little peace and solidarity would be nice. Each partisan camp seems to be doing their own thing, each not including the other, and this must end as nations continue to watch. Also, our young people, the future leaders are watching the way the adults behave, and it is my prayer that things will be turned around, and the country will turn their hearts and minds back to God. 

When I consider the way things are going in our nation and in our world, I think about a passage of scripture found in Habakkuuk 3:17-18:

"Though the fig tree may not blossom, nor fruit be on the vines; though the labor of the olive may fail, and the fields yield no food; though the flock may be cut of from the fold, ad there be no herd in the stalls - yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation." 

Being content in whatever situation we find ourselves. In famine or flood, sunshine or rain, eyes on the Lord, our Savior, Redeemer, and Friend. To God be the glory. 

Day 170 In Christ We Are Free!

 

6/19/2026

"We do not bow our knees to tyrants, only to our God and Savior Lord of All" 

 

Today we observe what has come to be called Juneteenth National IndependenceDay, commemorating the freedom from slavery granted through the Emancipation Proclamation signed on January 1, 1863, by President Abraham Lincoln. According to the story Texas was the farthest of the Confederate states, and the slave owners made no attempts to free the slaves which made Lincoln's proclamation "unenforceable without military intervention, which eventually came nearly 2.5 years later," according to an article by the National Park Service. On June 19, 1865 the Emancipation Proclamation became law, and in 2021 this celebration was made a national holiday.

In an article written today it reads: 

"Over the years, the Juneteenth celebrations grew. They spread across Texas, then the South, and eventually they captured the imaginations and hearts of the entire nation." 

"As we celebrate this day, we offer gratitude to the God who inspired our founders to declare, "All men are created equal." We forgive the hard hearts of so many who limited those freedoms for so long. We honor the tenacity of those who fought for so many years on behalf of abolition and ending segregation."

 

"Most importantly, we recognize the power of Jesus Christ to not only give us earthly freedom, but to give us spiritual freedom. In His own words, He reminds us... "So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free" (John 8:36)."

 

Over the weeks and months preceding America's 250th years as a nation, many articles have been written about the birth of our nation and events that have followed it, as America was being shaped into the nation it has become today. There have been many wars fought to make our land free from tyranny and oppression and to keep it free from terrorist attacks, but sadly many things have also happened to bring shame and regret. At one time a few years ago there was a mad rush and an angry wave of mayhem as statues were being removed and buildings burned, books removed from libraries in an attempt to remove the evil from our memories and from the conscience of a nation. While much has happened to shame our nation throughout the years, we need to remember the good, the bad and the ugly, because it is part of history, and hopefully as a country we have learned to correct the mistakes and be proud of the successes. 

 I say that in optimism, because that is my hope for our nation's future. Regretfully, bad things, tragic things still happen that stains our nation's conscience. This year our President proclaimed our country as One Nation Under God once more, and it is my prayer that it will be so, but it is not happening yet. As the Church sleeps lawlessness and corruption continue, and because of divided lawmakers and extremist/hate groups, evil continues to disrupt and destroy life. Since our new President took office many improvements have been made, and many miracles have resulted, but there are still many who are opposed to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness unless it involves selfishness and power plays. The only answer can be found in true repentance and a major change in the hearts of many who are determined to destroy the American dream on which our country was founded. The answer can only be found when our nation turns back to God. Jesus Christ died to save all from sin. Through Him we can all have new life, eternal life and relationship with our Holy God who desires to share eternity with all who accept His Son as Redeemer and Lord. May today be the beginning of a true wave of freedom that brings Heaven to earth and truly is a day of celebration!   

Day 169 The Proper Response

 

6/18/2026 

"O come, let us worship and bow down; let us kneel before the Lord our Maker."

 

Psalm 95:6

 

 

I can't seem to wipe this silly smile off my face. It almost seems disrespectful, should anyone see it, but yet I saw the same knowing on the face of another intercessor this morning. But before I go further in that thought, I want to finish sharing the saga of the two sisters - Mary and Martha.

 

As it turns out later after Jesus has been in the home of Lazurus and his sisters a few short days prior, Lazurus became quite ill, and he died. Jesus had been informed by carrier that Lazurus was sick and in need of his friend, but Jesus chose to remain where He was staying, only a short distance away. Jesus did so, because He listens to what His Father instructs Him to do, knowing the better plan and the appointed times. The story is told in John 11:1-44. When Jesus receives the word that "Lord, behold, he whom You love is sick" (verse 3), His response to his disciples was "This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it" (verse 4). Jesus knew His appointed hour and that it was near, and somehow God had made Lazurus part of the plan, the end game. 

 

In two days Jesus tells the disciples "Let us go to Judea again" (verse 7), and later in verses 11 and 14-15 tells them "Our friend Lazarus sleeps, but I go that I may wake him up.... Lazarus is dead. And I am glad for your sakes that I was not there, that you may believe. Nevertheless, let us go to him." By the time Jesus arrived in Bethany Lazurus had been dead and sealed in a tomb for four days. Martha was the first to bolt out of the house when she heard Jesus had arrived at their home, while Mary remained inside. Did Mary realize that He was there? Generally when news of Jesus coming was known Mary was the first one out the house practically tackling Him she was so excited to see Him, to feed on His every word. But not this day. The first words from Martha's mouth were the same that later came from Mary's: "Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died. But even now I know that whatever You ask of God, God will give You."

 

Jesus assures Martha that her brother will rise again (verse 23), to which Martha responds that she knows that he will in the resurrection in the last days (verse 24), but Jesus quickly corrects her in verses 25-26: "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"  Mary eventually comes running out and shares the same concerns, and in the end Jesus does what He came to do, He raised Lazurus from the dead to the amazement of all present. It's a great story with deeper meaning, so I invite all to read it and meditate on what it means to you. It's a matter of perception.

 

People will always say that God has a plan, so we don't need to worry, but they see very dimly as through a dark mirror, clouded by preconceived notions or the plots of the enemy who understands that weak minds not rooted and grounded in the Word will follow anyone who seems to know exactly what is going on. The one with the loudest voice, just like satan, twists the words around to make it sound good or holy to the Christian deceived and listening. If we study Genesis and the incident between Eve and the serpent, we can see that satan is a great conniver and great at twisting words, making the unaware believe it. We need to be aware, especially the Church at large. There's a lot of misconceptions and outright lies and fabrications being pronounced from pulpits today that need to be silenced by our Authority. But, few leaders or even lay persons seem not to want to speak out against wrongs. But God certainly is reigning in deceivers and exposing many in these last days, as He said He would do. 

 

There is much hearsay and many accusations or opinions - "Here's my take on it...!" I admit, on the surface level things are looking a little bleak, and there appears to be back stabbing and betrayal blow by blow, but what do we truly know? And whose report should we care about? That doesn't mean that we sit idly by and do nothing. It certainly doesn't mean that we change our citizenship, move to another State, or climb into a hole until things are back to normal! Has anything truly been normal?! Whose to tell?! Whose report do we heed? 

 

The reason I can stay calm, although I am very close to the eye of the storm, and I can have what appears to some as a silly smile on my face is because I know in Whom I have believed (2 Timothy 1:12), and my heart can remain steadfast (Psalm 57:7-11) as I place my trust in a God who never sleeps (Psalm 121:4) and who upholds me with His righteous right hand (Isaiah 41:10). I know that around me are many angels who guard me and protect me from harm (Psalms 27, and 91). And I know that if I put my trust in Him, He will direct my path (Proverbs 3:5-6). Should I go on, or do you get the picture. Do you know that these promises are for all believers in Jesus?!

 

So our response is not to sit on the fence with our legs dangling or hide in a closet praying Jesus will hurry up and come! We should be praying His will be done on earth as it is in heaven. That covers salvation of all who do not know Him, because He doesn't want anyone to go to hell. He wants all to be saved, beginning with His Chosen People through whom salvation comes to us as Gentiles (1 Timothy 2:4-6 and Romans 1:16; John 4:22).

 

Our response is to repent, humbly bow before our gracious Lord and praise His Name, worship and adore Him. We suit up according to Ephesians 6:10-20, and then having done all we stand! Worship is a huge part of my life, as it should be with any believer. The tribe of Judah always lead the way into battle, and Judah means Praise! It's a great way to begin your day, continued through the day, and end your day! 

What's going on now is very disturbing to me, to many who understand Bible prophecy. But I also know human nature, and I know about discernment. Best of all I know and trust my God who gives me discernment. So, before you panic, or if you're on the side of rejoicing in someone's pain, take some time and sit in the secret place and consult the One who knows it all. Begin first with an attitude adjustment if you ever take joy in another's misery and claim to know Christ as Savior and Lord.