Day 60 Look Up

 

 3/1/2026

 "Now when these things begin to happen, 

look up and lift up your heads, because

your redemption draws near."

Luke 21:28  

 

This has been another long day with many events happening simultaneously and rather quickly. There have been brief periods of calm in Israel, and although much continues to happen in Iran, the people continue to be hopeful and are dancing in the streets. In Washington, DC I understand dancing in the streets has also been observed. Interesting things are happening in various places, and a lot of fire power and military action continues in the air space over the Middle East. Here in the United States another mass shooting occurred in Austin, Texas leaving to people dead and fourteen injured. The gunman was shot and killed, and he was reported to have been wearing a t-shirt with the words "Property of Allah" written on it. Another senseless terror cell of activity at the hands of a deceived and demonic individual on the streets of America. When will these senseless murders and staged riots that prey on the uneducated, drawing them into heinous crimes end. When will the nation wake up to reality and see who is truly behind the mob violence and senseless killings of innocent lives. When will the citizens in America elect men and women of integrity and good moral judgment into positions of authority. God, forgive us.

Things have been unfolding so quickly that it is easy to become distracted by an equally imposing threat from another direction. As intercessors, positioned on the wall of Jerusalem, our focus includes many fronts. As Israel and the United States continue to destroy strategic sites in Iran, the Iranian Revolutionary Guard Corp (IRGC) continues to shoot rockets, ballistic missiles and send in drones into Israel and other areas in retaliation of the death of the Supreme Leader of Iran, Ayatollah Khomeini. Hezbollah claimed responsibility for the missile attack in Beit Shemesh killing nine Israeli citizens. It is interesting to note that while the Israeli forces and United States fighters make every attempt to avoid the killing of citizens, this has always been a pattern for Iran and its proxies. It is also ironic that while factions in the United States and elsewhere condemn this important mission, Iran continues to behave irresponsibly and with hatred exacting punishment on middle eastern countries. Although their fire power has been considerably lessened, they continue to indiscriminately attack others, often targeting innocent civilians. A hotel in Dubai was destroyed, Qatar was attacked, and they have housed many of the high-ranking regime members from Iran, Hamas, and Hezbollah. Sean Feucht of Let Us Worship has an office for his ministry Light a Candle, a global missions movement for sharing the Great Commission, is located near the American military base that was hit by Iran today. Fortunately, no one was injured.

The Jewish Feast of Purim begins tomorrow commemorating the liberation of the Jewish nation from annihilation back in the days of King Ahasuerus of  Persia and Queen Esther, who was a Jewess. I have written about this feast day previously, and I have posted a wonderful article written by David Parsons from the International Christian Embassy in Jerusalem on my Facebook page. This was a time during the chosen people's exile in Persia when a wicked leader tricked the King into signing an edict against the Jews because of his hatred and jealousy of Esther's cousin, Mordecai. During Purim the story of Esther is read in homes and enacted. 

Besides Purim, Ramadan, Islam's high holy day, is being observed. It is a time of fasting, repentance, and crying out to Allah all while spouting death to the Jews and to the United States. Many Muslims have come to believe in Jesus during this time, as they are cry out to their fictitious god, Jesus Christ manifests His presence and many have been saved testifying of the appearance of the Man in White. God moves in mysterious ways His wonders to perform, and many Muslims have been transformed by a visitation of the Lord Jesus. Many are praying and fasting for Holy Spirit to draw all men to Christ Jesus.

Between March 2-3 there will be another phenomenon in the skies as the blood moon will grace the heavens. This is a total lunar eclipse where the blood moon darkens the sky, and in ancient history is an omen of war. An article notes the following:  "According to NASA, a rare planetary alignment is visible this week, with Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune appearing together across the night sky. Astronomers sometimes call this a "planetary parade," a phenomenon that occurs only occasionally when multiple planets line up from Earth's vantage point."  It is significant that it is happening at Purim and during this time of War with Iran, as Bible history continues to unfold. There are two scriptures in the book of Joel describing such an event in Biblical history:

"And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth; blood and fire and pillars of smoke. The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. And it shall come to pass that whoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, as the LORD has said, among the remnant whom the LORD calls." Joel 2:30-32

"Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the LORD is near in the valley of decision. The sun and moon will grow dark, and the stars will diminish their brightness. The LORD also will roar from Zion, and utter His voice from Jerusalem; the heavens and earth will shake; but the LORD will be a shelter for His people, and the strength of the children of Israel." Joel 3:14-16

Only Father God knows the times and seasons, but it is significant that all of these events are happening at the same time, as evil continues to work its way into the hearts of people throughout this world. Although wars and rumors of wars can be terrifying, witnessing these happenings is also exciting knowing that the return of Jesus Christ is near. Will He find us ready?

Day 59 What Shall We Do

 

2/28/2026

"The lion has roared, who will not fear?

The Lord God has spoken, who can but prophesy?"

Amos 3:8

 

As usual I'm running late on getting my blogs finished, but I felt that this one should go before completing the others, as it's been an eventful twenty-four hours. It was late...or rather, very early, this morning when I was finally getting ready for bed. I noticed that my computer was still on, so I  decided that I should check my emails, something I never do that late. An email from Jerusalem Post caught my eye, as it was  announcing a strike made by Israel and the United States against Iran, Israel's Roaring Lions leading the initial strike on the headquarters in Iran. This attack was not surprising, in fact, it was imminent as Iran continued to shout death to Israel and to the United States. Immediately, I began receiving a series of red alerts from Israel on my phone announcing an early warning to get into the safe rooms and shelters, followed by rocket fire alerts. As I'm writing this blog right now, three warnings have been given for three areas of Israel...and they're continuing rapidly in succession. This is what happened early this morning and non-stop the entire day as a continuous barrage of missiles and drones continued throughout the day and night. 

After the initial strike on Iran, Iran, shocked by the early morning warfare, responded by firing on United States military bases in Saudi Arabia, Qatar, United Arab Emirates, Kuwait, and Jordan. They also fired on Israel, but God protected her with the Iron Beam and other military power. The regime was caught off guard when Israel's strike hit this morning, as they did not have time to prime up their launchers to shoot the deadly missiles that cause great destruction. The hits made by the United States air corp and Israel's Air Force (IAF) were strategic and carried out with precision accuracy. There have been reports tonight that the Supreme Leader of Iran, Ayatollah Ali Khomeini was killed in the initial strikes, along with several leaders of his jihad. The destruction of this regime, who has been massacring so many of their own people, hiring murders from Afghanistan and other countries to savagely murder, without conscience, the Iranian people who were protesting the violent regime, was necessary for the freedom of the people who have been enslaved since 1979. 

When President Trump announced Operation Epic Fury he called it "a major combat operation" against the Islamic regime. He also explained: "Our objective is to defend the American people by eliminating imminent threats from the Iranian regime, a vicious group of very hard, terrible people. Its menacing activities directly endanger the United States, our troops, our bases overseas, and our allies throughout the world." As we continue to pray for this ongoing battle, remember that we need to pray against outside and inside threats to the peace and safety of our American people here in the United States. Right now, in our states and on the streets, the opposition has been strategically placed, and our homes, our schools, our businesses, our places of worship, and our streets are not safe. Our President and his administration have relentlessly been attempting to change this situation, but he meets criticism and political sabotage from every direction. I don't understand this, as America is our home, and we should have peace within our borders especially when it comes to citizens behaving morally and ethically. History always seems to repeat itself. We need to change, and put our eyes on the Author and Finisher of our faith. Jesus is the answer whether anyone, even the church, does not believe or accept that. Fortunately, we have strong believers in our leadership who still believe the nation's motto In God We Trust. Let us as citizens and believers in Christ go and do likewise.

Day 56 Whatever it Takes

 

2/25/2026

 

My days have become very busy, and try as I may, I am unable to stay caught up. Next week I have an appointment scheduled to complete my taxes, and although I don't really need to put myself through so much grief each year, as I have nothing to report, I still manage to stress myself out. It's not really that so much as all the things I am involved in as part of the prayer ministries, and added to that family responsibilities, and then questions I am asked that go against the grain. Honestly, I've been a bit grouchy at times, and my responses have been straight forward and blunt. Of course it's not my nature to be cruel or short with anyone who is honestly needing an answer, but with all that is going on in the world, and especially in my immediate sphere of influence, it is rather disconcerting to be asked questions that seem to have obvious answers, especially for a believer in Christ.

I grow tired of the criticisms found on social media. Each day someone new has a podcast or video smearing someone's character or trying to discredit a fellow believer. Perhaps that's an example of an oxymoron, because in scripture we are warned against the sin of gossip, slander, and libel, so one couldn't be a true believer and behave so viciously. It would seem a common courtesy to avoid such things. Also wisdom, but we do need to be discerning. My advice is what I share almost on a daily basis, "Stick to the Book!" I coined that phrase from Billy Graham. I am so grateful that no one has made attempts to discredit him or his ministry, and if they have, please do not tell me, because my response would not be well-taken. I've grown very weary of watching pastors and leaders fall into ruin. I just pray that they run to our Savior, repent, and allow the Lord to clean them up. We have all fallen short of God's glory, and we can be duped by the "angel of light" sometimes. The enemy has been busy, and he is out to kill, steal, and destroy. So we walk in wisdom, discerning the truth through the Word of God. 

Wednesdays are my night when I unwind with worship leader Terry MacAlmon and listen to his Hour with Jesus aired on YouTube every Wednesday, unless he has been invited to minister at a church or an event to serve in worship. Tonight he played some of my favorite older contemporary songs and hymns. At a time when I was very ill, taking care of my daughter, who was very ill, and struggling to save my marriage, there were certain worship artists whose songs brought me comfort. Now when I listen to them, I am immediately lifted to the throne room of God, bowing before Him with the saints and angels. In the Presence of Jehovah is one of those songs:

"In and out of situations
That tug-of-war at me
All day long I struggle
For answers that I need
But then I come into His presence
And all my questions become clear
And for that sacred moment
No doubts can interfere

In the presence of Jehovah
God Almighty, Prince of Peace
Troubles vanish, hearts are mended
In the presence of the King

Through His love the Lord provided
A place for us to rest
A place to find the answers
In the hour of distress
Now there's never any reason
For you to give up in despair
Just slip away and breathe His name
He will surely meet you there

In the presence of Jehovah
God Almighty, Prince of Peace
Troubles vanish, hearts are mended
In the presence of the King"

The chorus takes me away to a place where I can release all my pent up emotions and just release them to Abba. Music can be so healing. Another artist who also has a spot on YouTube on Wednesdays in the middle of the day is Don Moen, also from Integrity Music back in the day. His songs, God Will Make a Way and He Will Come and Save You, are two songs that stir my heart. There were many nights back in those troubled days mentioned above, when I couldn't sleep because of physical pain, so I'd put on my headset and his CD, and I'd dance around the house with my stuffed cow Bubba as my dance partner. These days, whenever I hear Don's songs, I'll dance with Charles, aka Charlie Horse, my plush horse, as Bubba is still in New Mexico in service to my daughter at this time. I know it sounds a little silly for an adult to dance around the room with a toy, but I have a history of such things, and I'm too old to outgrow them, plus it works! Beatrix Potter would approve, and Jesus did say we need to be as little children, with purity of heart. 

Whatever it takes to keep my focus on things that will celebrate the glory of God is how I want to live my life. Even if I stand on my head in a corner and sing love songs to Jesus. It's an end to a wonderful day! 

Day 55 Let Us Say

 

2/24/2026

 "What then shall we say to these things? 

If God is for us, who can be against us?"

Romans 8:31

 

Just like most Americans I have been watching the State of the Union address to Congress by our President Donald J. Trump tonight. Yesterday I watched the Angel Families Remembrance Ceremony hosted by President Trump recognizing American citizens who had been murdered by violent illegal immigrants allowed in our country by open borders. Also streaming tonight are the first two episodes of the MAHA Movie Documentary - The Truth About Medicine. It's a busy night! 

The State of the Union address was lengthy, but I was pleasantly surprised by our President's recognition of those family members who had lost loved ones at the hands of criminals who were allowed to roam the city free, and others who had died in the line of duty, serving our country. The Congressional Medal of Honor was awarded to Korean War veteran Royce Williams, age 100, for his "heroic secret dogfight against Soviet MiGs in 1952." The First Lady had the honor of placing the medal around his neck. It was a treasured moment for him and for all Americans. Our veterans have selflessly served our nation well, and they deserve every accommodation. Our active military, often young men and women, deserve to be remembered and recognized for their dedication and service. And when civilians are victims of insanity, the families should be honored and comforted in their grief.

I have grown very disappointed in elected officials behaving poorly in public meetings or gatherings. Before social media became the blab all vehicle for those who disagreed with one another on subjects of vital concern to the Americans who have supported them and whose interests they are supposed to represent, men and women would meet together behind closed doors and work things out like gentlemen and ladies should do. Things have changed so drastically, and once clear-headed leaders have grown cold, vindictive, and thirsting for more and more power. It doesn't matter who is harmed. I don't understand why such people are allowed to remain in governmental positions. 

I am in my early senior years now, but I was raised in a family where regardless of how someone felt, we stood together on common ground. I was not born into wealth nor were we considered well off, but my daddy was an honest, hard-working man as was my grandfather. Life wasn't always perfect, especially when my parents were younger, but they still grew up with strong moral values in a time when a handshake meant something. We went to church on Sunday, and our Sunday School teachers were also our school teachers. They were also friends to our parents and grandparents, but none of this made us favored, just the opposite in fact. We were expected to be examples, and I pray we were. It's not that way now.

The MAHA movie documentary series on health just began airing to those who wish to see it, about the health crisis in America. So far it has been very enlightening, but as a biology major and former researcher in the field of diabetes, I was not surprised at many of the findings. I have also been employed in the health insurance industry. As a child I was very ill, and it continued until I was 57 years of age before the Lord healed my many infirmities. I had been to many doctors over that span of years, causing great financial hardship on my parents and myself. Over that time my daughter and sons, the younger son in particular, were facing many health issues, and my older son was diagnosed with thyroid cancer two years ago. My daughter has suffered with immunodeficiency disorders, and over the years we have searched for natural remedies. She had achieved a balance at one time, but recently she has been suffering other effects, and causing new health crises. In a recent study I had been doing for my own health concerns, I stumbled on to some research that got me wondering about cellular function, so I spoke to my daughter, and we're beginning a new protocol, if you call it that. I was encouraged when the first and second episodes of the MAHA movie spoke of the root cause of one disease that is said to be incurable. That word, "incurable," always catches my attention as it's been said to me a few times. I never pay attention to that word, because my God heals, and nothing is impossible with Him. It really boosted my self-esteem a bit to realize that I was "spot on" regarding my findings. For everyone who has negative things to say about Robert Kennedy, Jr. they need to see this movie. I am awaiting the next episodes with great anticipation.

I understand that each person has an opinion, but it is my heartfelt prayer that people will wake up and do the work themselves. Rather than listen to what anyone else says or how anyone else feels, check it out  for yourself and become informed. You may be surprised. Sadly, however, few will do the honorable thing, and the gossip and power plays will continue. The news is ripe with unhappy people protesting the very people they voted for in the first place. They didn't check credentials, so they got what voted for, in ignorance. Others are so disgruntled with life or so taken in by a cunning smile or grandfatherly hug that they go down the wrong path...until it is too late. Then we all suffer. This includes the church that appears to be staying home, sleeping in, waiting for Jesus to return, although with attitudes that do not align with God's laws, will they be ready when He comes as a thief in the night?! I'd be concerned. 

I'm just a simple person to whom God has given much - eternal salvation, and each day I work it out with fear and trembling. I am my own worst critic, as I want to be able to stand before a holy God and hear the words "well done." I want to finish the race that He has set before me to do. I don't aspire to be wealthy nor do I seek to be famous or admired. I am a simple servant walking out my faith, praying for the world, starting right here at home, and following to the best of my ability to go into the world and make disciples of all men, as Jesus commanded. I owe my life to Jesus Christ, and He is my everything. We are told to pray for leaders and those in authority so we may have peaceful lives. That's not such a bad command, is it? So why do we have such a difficult time walking it out?! 

"If it had not been the LORD who was on our side,"

let Israel now say - "If it had not been the LORD who was on

our side, when men rose up against us, then....!"

Psalm 124:1-2  

Day 54 Obedience

 

2/23/2026

"Obedience is not the essence of a right

relationship with God, but it is the

evidence of it."

Daily Walk

 

Sunday evening I had the privilege of hearing Sister Nechama from the Evangelical Sisterhood of Mary in Phoenix, Arizona speak at Jesus Image. When I need to be quiet and sit in the Presence of the Lord, I visit this wonderful online ministry located in Florida. I was delighted to see that Sister Nechama was sharing. She has a simple grace and shares from her heart as a bride of Christ who has dedicated her life to serving Him. She spoke of our relationship with Jesus, how He suffered for us, and how we will be tested, as He was tested. She said "We can't let Jesus distance Himself from us, or we will not be able to stand it." What she was referring to is the troubles that are now facing us and those that will be coming as the day approaches. She said for us not to fear what is coming, just to focus on Jesus. How those words burned in my heart, because these are the same words He spoke to me, "Focus on Me." It doesn't matter what anyone else is saying or doing or not doing or not saying. The only thing that matters is that I focus on Him. 

There are so many times in scripture that David cried out to the Lord in frustration asking Him, "How long, O Lord, before You answer me." Sometimes he doubted whether God was even listening to him. But as he cried out to Him, he would also speak of His faithfulness and his trust. There were many times in the scriptures where weakness overcame the believer. Jesus Himself cried out to God in agony as He hung on that cross crying "My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?" Prior to this He faced the doubt of His disciples who did not understand His message, although He had spoken to them many times. After Judas left to betray Him, Jesus tried again to prepare them. 

As Sister Nechama looked out upon the sea of young faces in the crowd she noticed that there were older people in the audience, and she made the comment that it was good to see the older believers, as they would be needed as examples as the younger or new believers caught the fresh fire of Holy Spirit. It's interesting that she said that, as I have been feeling insignificant and no longer of use to the Lord, because I'm getting older. I'm considered a senior, and seniors, especially women, are to be watched over and tended to in the church, as if we are no longer capable of providing a service to others. Because of the rules imposed I don't really fit, because unless I'm a card carrying member, I'm just a visitor. But that's not me, and Jesus did say to occupy until He returned. I don't think He meant occupy a seat, but rather, be busy about the Father's business. I'm not sure how old Sister Nechama is, but she certainly isn't taking a seat. She's busy sharing with the younger ones. I pray that God will open up a door of opportunity for me, so I will know where I belong. I really don't want to spend any more time trekking through the wilderness. I know I have much to learn, and I am hungry for it. I ache to do His will in my life. It's what I live for, serving Him.

I was reminded once more of the verse in Zechariah 4:10 "For who has despised the day of small beginnings?" when God is reminding Zerubbabel of the importance of small steps in achieving goals, or at least that is how I interpret it. He was rebuilding the temple that had been put off for too long, so the prophet Zechariah was sent by God to encourage them to finish it. Opposition and delays always seem to come when we are attempting important tasks for the LORD, and the people had returned from seventy years of exile in Babylon. Naturally, there would be naysayers and discouragement. But obedience to the task is the important matter, and Zechariah provided the encouragement that the people needed, because he strengthened them in knowing the blessing in the future.

Perhaps I'm growing weary in the waiting. Sister Nechama reminds me that although I'm older I can still be valuable in sharing my journey with others, being a source of encouragement. Small beginnings? It just seems as if I'm Moses on the back burner of the desert waiting for a burning bush. At least he had sheep to tend. All I have is a feral cat and my son, who doesn't seem to be listening too well. So why am I here? I am writing, but am I accomplishing anything? I guess it really isn't important to know if anyone is listening or not. What is important is that I'm trying to be obedient by writing. I have to leave everything else up to God. I know He'll direct me to the next step. He always finishes what He starts, so I'll do what Jesus said to, "Keep your eyes on Me."

Day 53 The Fear of God

 

2/22/2026

"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of

wisdom, and the knowledge of the 

Holy One is understanding."

Proverbs 9:10

 

As we meet together and pray for Israel and the nations, particularly each of our nations, by those represented on the daily global call, we ask that the fear of God would fall on our nations and our leaders, as we repent for our sins, first, then corporately, so that God will hear our prayers, forgive our sins, and heal our land. In Psalm 51:17 the psalmist says: "The sacrifices of God are a contrite spirit; a contrite and a broken heart, O God, Thou will not despise." These words were spoken by King David as part of the larger prayer found in Psalm 51 after his sin with Bathsheba, as he humbled himself before God, knowing that he had sinned against a holy God. In 2 Chronicles 7:13-14, after Solomon had finished building the temple of the LORD and dedicating it, God appeared to Solomon a second time saying: "When I shut up heaven and there is no rain, or command the locusts to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people, if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land."

This is an often quoted portion of scripture whenever the nation calls for a fast of repentance in our churches and ministries today, yet I wonder how many people fully understand the power of this prayer when it comes from a heart surrendered to God, truly sorrowful for circumstances causing this great call to prayer and fasting to rid the nation from gross sin. Often scriptures of great importance and power are quoted in almost rote or routine fashion, as easy grace, not counting the cost of such agreement in prayer with our holy Father. We still have much to learn about approaching the throne of grace before a holy God. Because of the sacrifice of our dear Savior, Jesus Christ, in freely laying down His life for all men, those who have received this gift from God through belief in Jesus and are following Him through obedience to His commands, have access to the throne of grace and God Himself. In days before, only the High Priest was able to enter the Holy Place and be in the Presence of God, and only once a year to make atonement first for his sins, then for the sins of the nation. Because of Jesus, His sacrifice, we can boldly approach the throne of God without fear. But, we must come humbly, with a fear of the God of all creation, the Almighty God. This fear is reverent awe of His power and recognizing His holiness. It is only through the blood of Jesus Christ that we can have access.

There's so much going on in the world today that it is deafening, and trying to separate myself from the noise takes greater and greater focus each day now, because the enemy does not want us to focus on Israel, Iran, or America. With the advances in technology especially with regard to Artificial Intelligence, AI, and social media's addition of ChatGPT which is chatting with AI, I see greater and greater decline and greater chaos, and pastors seem to be okay with this "tool." Elon Musk who developed much of this technology, warned of the dangers of it, but no one seems to notice or care. We don't have far to look when we just consider the name, AI, as in "artificial?" Does it not spark a concern or lifted corner of the eyebrow at least? I imagine that I have become too tech savvy under the guise of ignorance, but I can see the harm the ChatGPT has already caused in convincing a young man to commit suicide. Of course it was supposed to warn and assist people who were vulnerable like that, but it basically okayed it. I know that caused his parents concern. I think there was a lawsuit, but I did not follow the case. It just proved my point about caution.

In this fast paced world that requires every thing to be done using technology there is little, if any, human interaction. I guess most interviews are accomplished via computer now as well. I understand that AI writes sermons, resumes, even theses for college doctorates. Isn't that cheating? I imagine if you can become certified to marry a couple just by filling out a few forms, that anything's possible, and your resume could be very impressive. Gone are the days when a person sits eye to eye with an applicant, so one can assess a person's attitude by asking questions and noting the response. But then, is the person truly a person? I hear that robots are in the world now. Something to think about. 

This is why I stick to The Book, God's very clear Word.

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom,
And the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding."

 Proverbs 9:10

 "But I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, 

they will give account of it in the day of judgment."

Matthew 12:36   

Day 52 Restoration

 

2/21/2026

 "Give of your best to the Master, give of the strength

of your youth; clad in salvation's full armor, 

join in the battle for truth."

 

Moses meticulously followed the design provided to him by God in building the tabernacle, given to him on Mount Sinai while the people remained at the bottom, fearing the voice of the LORD. But, when the time came to actually build the tabernacle, the people willingly brought their gifts to the LORD according to Exodus 25. Their service to the LORD serves as an example to us as believers in Christ when we work together in giving willingly of the gifts God has given to us, so we can in turn serve others. The early church was an example of how God wanted the body of Christ to work. A description of the early church is seen in Acts 4:32: Now the multitude of those who believed were of one heart and one soul; neither did anyone say that any of the things he possessed was his own, but they had all things in common." The scripture goes on to speak of the people selling their lands and houses, giving the money to the disciples, so they could in turn distribute it or use it as needed. Although this sounds like a great way to do things, and I'm all for helping people, especially women in crisis, widows who don't have any responsible family supports, the elderly who sadly don't have support, and the orphans or kids who need homes, sometimes the system fails. If we all realized that everything we have belongs to the Lord anyway, and He is the one who gives us the abilities to earn our livings, the spirit of generosity may work better. Sadly today, however, the bulk of responsibility falls into the hands of government systems that can provide great support, unless the leadership has other plans. I speak of socialism which definitely does not work, because then people become pawns, but it seems as if that is what is happening in places within America, under the guise of assistance and concern. History bears the tale.

Today our Torah portion spoke of the building of this wilderness tabernacle which was a place where all the people gathered. In our houses of gathering, our churches today, we should meet for the purpose of first and foremost being a house of prayer. Jesus boldly spoke these words as he was chasing the money changers out of the temple after His triumphal entry. The church should also be a house of worship, praise, and a place where the Word of God is studied and disciples made, following Jesus' command before He ascended to Heaven. The focus of all church services should be on Jesus, our cornerstone,  the Author and Builder of our faith. Our worship should be focused on Him, purposeful, resolute, steady, conforming to His purpose. We are to be "echad" with God or "one" with God - uniquely His. 

"Now, therefore, you are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone, in whom the whole building, being fitted together, grows into a holy temple in the Lord, in whom you also are being built together for a dwelling place of God in the Spirit." (Ephesians 2:19-22)

Pastor Bill reminded us of our need to walk humbly before God, because as He is working in us to conform us to His will, shaping our character to be like His, we are being held to a higher standard. The bar to better conform to God's standards to serve Him better in these last days is being raised as the time grows closer for His return. If we are not walking humbly before our God, not walking in His anointing, we will fail. We can do nothing in our own strength, only in the strength of the Lord, and only as we have His Presence leading us, as it was in the days of Moses. He told God that he couldn't deal with the unruliness of man, and that if He wasn't going with him through this wilderness trek, that he didn't want to go. God, always faithful to His covenant, went before, behind, and beside. Even when they grumbled the loudest, God never abandoned His chosen people, and He never will. How do I know this? Because God repeated it multiple times in the scriptures, and He remains faithful to His people today. The world has yet to realize that, as does much of the body of Christ. His love for His chosen people has never changed, and Israel has the major part in the end time church. This is clearly referenced in both the Old and New Testaments, but again, even the church has gotten the message wrong. Scripture does bear the truth.

"When your days are fulfilled and you rest with your fathers, I will set up your seed after you, who will come from your body, and I will establish his kingdom. He shall build a house for My name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever. I will be his Father, and he shall be My son. If he commits iniquity, I will chasten him with the rod of men and with the blows of the sons of men. But My mercy shall not depart from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I removed from before you. And your house and your kingdom shall be established forever before you. Your throne shall be established forever."   (2 Samuel 7:12-16)

"Now the days of David drew near that he should die, and he charged Solomon his son, saying: 'I go the way of all the earth; be strong, therefore, and prove yourself a man. And keep the charge of the LORD your God: to walk in His ways, to keep His statutes, His commandments, His judgments, an His testimonies, as it is written in the Law of Moses, that you may prosper in all that you do and wherever you turn; that the LORD may fulfill His word which He spoke concerning me, saying, 'if your sons take heed to their way, to walk before Me in truth with all their heart and with all their soul," He said 'you shall not lack a man on the throne of Israel.'" (1 Kings 21-4)

"For thus says the LORD: 'David shall never lack a man to sit on the throne of the house of Israel." (Jeremiah 33:17)

"In mercy the throne will be established; and One (Jesus) will sit on it in truth, in the tabernacle of David (Mount Zion in Jerusalem), judging and seeking justice and hastening righteousness." (Isaiah 16:5) (The parentheses above are my explanations for clarity.)

"'On that day I will raise up the tabernacle of David, which has fallen down, and repair its damages; I will raise up its ruins, and rebuild it as in the days of old; that they may possess the remnant of Edom, and all the Gentiles who are called by My name,' says the LORD who does this thing.'" (Amos 9:11-12)

"It shall come to pass in that day that the Lord shall set His hand again the second time to recover the remnant of His people who are left, from Assyria and Egypt, from Pathros and Cush, from Elam and Shinar, from Hamath and the islands of the sea. He will set up a banner for the nations, and will assemble the outcasts of Israel, and gather together the dispersed of Judah from the four corners of the earth." (Isaiah 11:11-12)

Isn't it exciting that God is faithful to His promises, to His covenants, and if we as Gentiles are faithful to Him, faithful to His Son, receiving His wonderful gift of eternal life, we are grafted into the vine and have a part. Israel will be restored, and Jesus will return as described to David's tabernacle on Mount Zion in Jerusalem and establish His throne. If we read the scriptures, and if we pay careful attention to God's Living Word, we can clearly see the truth. All such good news! Yet many are missing it.

Day 51 Caught in the Middle

 

2/20/2026

 "Some trust in chariots, and some in horses; but 

we will trust in the Name of the LORD our God."

Psalm 20:7

 

For the past two days I have been running interference between two opposing forces within my home, namely two cats. One a stubborn, ruler of the household, a calico named Mia who thinks she's the princess and the other cat is the buffoon. My cat, Alex, is the miniature Maine Coon, a semi-feral rascal who has decided to have domestic tendencies when it is convenient for him, such as extremely cold, ice and snowy weather when roughing it outside is not quite as enjoyable, regardless of the fact that he has a nice cat home filled with warm straw and blankets, if he wants it. He and Mia have been starring each other down, and jealous of each other's bowls of food. Mia has a special diet for stomach issues, and the food is for older, house cats who never venture past the door to go outside. Alex, on the other hand, probably can eat just about anything and be content, but we try to provide a better quality of kibble type food, as he does not enjoy wet food or fresh. He's relatively easy to please, but he does like clean water, as does Mia. In fact Mia complains several times a day if her water is not changed. When Alex decides to sleep over or stop over for a short visit, it's hard to keep Mia from standing her ground. It can become interesting, but at least it keeps my mind off other things that are much more problematic. I guess everyone needs a temporary diversion away from the news of the world. These two misbehaving felines provide that for me.

Events are happening way too quickly, but I can't say that I am surprised. All one has to do is pick up the Bible, and things are spelled out in compelling fashion for one who wants to know what is happening and why. Honestly, I get tired of trying to help people understand it, even though it is from the only trustworthy source - the Word of God. People much more prefer the deception of social media. Why I will never know. As the Bible says, and as I have often repeated, it is "as in the days of Noah...!" Right now The Chosen Con is going on, and listening to the story or binging the series is a real reminder that many do not have a clue as to what is happening, especially the church. And that is especially disconcerting since pastors should understand the Bible, but they don't. In fact many could care less about anything written in the Old Testament, because they feel it is not relevant for today. That seems interesting to me since it is so often quoted in the New Testament. With all the different translations that try to make the Word easier to understand, much has been lost in the context. This is dangerous, as we are not to add or take away from scripture. 

Shabbat began tonight at 6 pm, so I have a time of rest, and I really need the quietness and alone time with friends and Jesus. Tomorrow in the global call, we'll share communion, so weekends are truly restful, contemplative times for me, as we worship and study together. Later I may make a big bowl of popcorn and actually watch a movie, When Calls the Heart, a series based on books by Janette Oke of the same title. I was very encouraged with her writing when I was younger, as she began writing at the age of 50 years. She is in her 90's now, and she has authored about 75 books, all Christian fiction, all wonderfully written. That truly is a relaxing way to enjoy my day of rest. The popcorn with a few Junior Mints make for good company as well. Believe me, I need to find a way to rest after some of the news we pray about when we have our calls. This is why my days begin with worship, and our calls begin and end with worship. The battle belongs to the Lord, and He goes before us and protects us. We will not fear.

It's easy to get all worked up about the injustice of things that happen, or become involved with the intrigue, although I hardly find it fascinating, just difficult to understand how our nation has fallen to such depths of depravity, but then I talk about this way too often, and tonight I only want to say that my focus will remain on the Lord, the Commander of the Armies of Heaven, and as the scripture above says, I will not trust in horses or chariots or any of the modern age methods of diplomacy. Whereas I understand, and I live in the world, I do not have to become ensnared with it, as my citizenship is in heaven, and I am only a brief sojourner in this land that will soon pass away. While here, however, I remain faithful and ever diligent to the call of intercession standing on the wall, arms linked in prayer with my prayer team, our eyes on the prize of the high calling of Jesus Christ. 

Day 50 Sacrifice and Joy

 

2/19/2026

 "Let the words of my mouth, and the

meditation of my heart, be acceptable in Thy

sight, O LORD, my strength and my redeemer."

Psalm 19:14

 

These past few days have involved much deep soul searching, not so much initiated by myself, as spurred on by events of which I am a part coupled with my desire as an intercessor to keep myself ever before the LORD, faithful to His call. One of my greater needs, I have found, has been to simplify outside distractions while balancing those things I must do routinely and as part of my daily human existence. Perhaps that's not spoken in clear terms. I have meetings I feel committed to attend, and others that I do not have to always attend. The volume of emails with invitations that I receive daily have become staggering, so I am ending up deleting most after I breeze over the introductory content. All of that has to be balanced with the ins and outs of running a home that is in great need of repair. My holidays of Christmas, New Years, Hanukkah, and others were different this season because of the loss of transportation and the events surrounding it. So, life for me has become impossibly intense. Now, as I explained yesterday, several seasons of prayer are blending into the others, as we wait to see what will happen to the people of Iran. So, still, life goes on.

This evening I began to watch segments of The Chosen Con available to fans who could not attend the live event. Any time I watch The Chosen or listen to the actors who play the disciples and other characters in the series share their feelings in playing these parts, I choke up and weep uncontrollably for the work that has gone into this series by Dallas Jenkins and his amazing team. It opens a new world of understanding to me, and I am very much aware of the Biblical accounts of the life of Jesus, and how He gave His life for me on that cross. But, seeing it played out with such passion and hearing how it has effected the lives of everyone who has been involved with the production and everyone who sees it can become overwhelming. It is a story that must be told, and it it has been beautifully woven into a masterful rendering of the life of Christ and His disciples. It breaks me just hearing the actors speak of what they encountered on a personal level, because I can understand how I have been forever changed. We are all waiting anxiously for Season 6 the story of the crucifixion to be released, and quite honestly, I don't know how I will be able to bear it. His sacrifice for my sins, how I nailed Him to the cross for my transgressions, wipes me out, breaks my heart. Since the day I actually was given a vision of Jesus pouring out His life blood for my sins, my life has never been the same. Once seeing Him on the cross for me, I can never unsee it. He died for me.

These verses come to mind, as does the one listed above which has become my daily prayer: 

"The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul; the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple. The statutes of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes. The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring for ever; the judgments of the LORD are true and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than gold, yea, than much fine gold; sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb." Psalm 19:7-10

The message His death has given me is the command He leaves with His disciples before He ascends to His Father in Heaven. And that is to go into all the world and make disciples. Share the good news. Do not be afraid of what man can do to me, because man will certainly disagree and try to cause harm. We are seeing this in our world today. I have spoken of spiritual blindness even in the church, but Jesus warned about the coming apostasy, as did Paul in his epistles. My part is to spread the word to others, and to stand as a watchman on the wall of prayer for Israel, refuting the lies told about God's chosen people and about their part in the redemption of mankind. We each have a part in the telling of the story of Jesus Christ, the Messiah. We must be faithful to what God has revealed to us. It is not easy to deny oneself, take up the cross daily and follow Him, as He requires of those who follow Him, but it is the only life I know, and it is the only life that I want to live. Once one comes to the place of surrender, it becomes possible, but only through Him. He carries us all the way. He never leaves us alone. That is joy unspeakable and full of glory. Selah.

Day 49 As the World Turns

 

2/18/2026

 "Thy words were found, and I did eat them, 

and Thy word unto me the joy and rejoicing of mine heart,

for I am called by Thy name, O LORD God of hosts."

Jeremiah 15:16

 

Today is Ash Wednesday which marks the countdown to Easter. It is also day one of the thirty days of Ramadan for the Muslim people. This day began with a 5.5 magnitude earthquake in the ancient Persian city of Shushan in Iran. This is the city where Queen Esther lived and where the enemy of Israel, Haman, was hung on his own gallows meant for Mordecai, Esther's cousin, who raised her and was living in Persia with those exiled from Israel. Haman hated Mordecai, because he was a despised Jew who would not bow to him as he passed by. At that time Haman was the high ranking prime minister to the King of Persia King Ahasuerus, his trusted assistant. The Feast of Purim, celebrated in the month of Adar, which began yesterday, will be be observed March 2-4 with fasting and prayer. The month of Adar is a month of celebration and happiness, in spite of what is happening in Israel and in Iran today. 

This is also a time when the young people and certain groups within Israel are fasting and prayer up to Passover for revival in the land. Many are seeking the face of Messiah Christ Jesus in repentance and for salvation for the people who do not yet know Him as Savior and Lord. This is also the American season of Lent leading up to Easter, as I briefly mentioned previously. It is a time when many consecrate a fast, but many give up something, withhold a pleasure or make some offer, in respect and observance of this holy time of the year. 

Much is happening in this world that is not consecrated unto a holy God, nor is it a time of seeking peace and revival. It is a time of uproar, chaos, and much confusion. While I stand in the gap for my nation,  Israel and the Iranian/Persian people, I stand in the gap representing the persecuted nations of this world. It saddens me, as I know that it saddens God, to see all that is happening, and to receive daily news of devastating events or political decisions or mandates that are contrary to His laws. Watching our government here in the United States of America slowly fall, while our present administration is trying with all its heart to see America return to One Nation Under God, as our forefathers established in our Constitution and Declaration of Independence, I feel the urgency to provide encouragement. I must say sadly again, there are so many educated people who do not know what is written on the pages of these documents, nor do they take the time to look before they cast their votes against a good work, falling much deeper into darkness for the unwillingness to know the foundational beliefs of our country that made it a great nation and a free one. The news that is being broadcast, opening the eyes of those who desire truth, is deplorable, unconscionable, and unholy to the extreme, as are many decisions being made by our government today. Why is it that man prefers to listen to man, and he does not take the time to ask our Sovereign God, or even to take the time to read the documents for which they support. Our enemy is a deceiver, and he parades as an angel of light, deceiving many, even the church leaders who spread the deception ignorantly on to their flock. It is a sorrowful thing to see.

I want to encourage those who are standing with our God and Savior, those who truly want to walk in holiness and righteousness towards God and man, by enclosing the following words from teachers and pastors I have grown to trust and God's Holy Scriptures:

"If we wish to pray with confidence and gladness, then the words of Holy Scripture will have to be the solid basis of our prayer. For here we know that Jesus Christ, the Word of God, teaches us to pray. The words which come from God become, then, the steps on which we find our way to God." Dietrich Bonhoeffer

"Would that we might learn from our Lord Jesus how impossible it is to walk with God, to obtain God's blessing or leading, or to do His work joyously and fruitfully, apart from close unbroken fellowship with Him who is ever a living fountain of spiritual life and power!"   Andrew Murray

"In the beginning was the Word, and The Word was with God, and the Word was God." John 1:1 

"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.'" John 14:6 

"A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.'" John 13:34-35 

"He that abides in Me, and I in him, the same brings forth much fruit." John 15:9 

"All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. God therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." Matthew 28:18-20

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved." John 3:16-17

“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.”  2 Peter 3:9

"This is the message which we have heard from Him and declare to you, that God is light and in Him is no darkness at all." 1 John 1:5

 

Day 48 Character Shaping

 

2/17/2026

 "Reputation is what others think you are;

character is what God knows you are!"

Daily Walk

 

Over the past several months I feel as if the Lord has been pruning me, reminding me of things I had locked deeply away, causing me to remember painful memories, and getting me to check my motives and refocus my thoughts. This morning in my devotional reading the following questions were asked:

"What circumstances has God brought into your life to build your character: a difficult relationship? a conflict at work? a physical or financial problem?"

My thoughts went back several years ago to a couple of situations involving the job I was working, challenged by different personalities and situations. Remembering back to a time when I was accused of saying some things in my new position, supposedly exalting myself. I didn't understand where this accusation came from, as I always quiet, and I hardly spoke a word. I was insecure in my position, so I definitely had no interest whatsoever in a higher one. I was devastated as I endured three horrendous first months in that position, until finally the person who had falsely accused me left the job along with everyone else. I was the last man standing, but I persevered. I didn't run away and hide, although I cried enough tears to float a boat. I'll never understand why this happened, but I certainly was relieved when I was vindicated. After that incident, there came another time, a few years later, when a disgruntled employee tried to include me in her vendetta, but I squashed that attempt face on. I didn't go behind anyone's back, I handled it straight on and politely. When the manager called me, she told me that she never thought I'd been involved, as she knew my character. That meant the world to me, as I represent Jesus, and I am very low key, mind my own business, try to be helpful, and do the best job I can. We are to do everything as unto the Lord, and I have always tried to follow that command. I can also be my own worst enemy by over thinking every decision I made then and do now. I just want to honor God, because I've not always been the person He has made me today. 

I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination, and Holy Spirit is faithful to let me know when I am missing the mark. I've had and continue to have difficult relationships. I try to guard my heart and not react defensively, but I have failed. Right now I am waiting for someone to return my call who becomes upset with me often, but I pray that when the call does come, things can be resolved. My heart is easily broken, because I don't like wasted time.Time is precious, and we are told to number our days. 

The greatest recent challenge I have faced happened in early December with the loss of our vehicles. My son was involved in a type of hit and run accident, where another vehicle knocked my car off the road into a ditch, thankfully not injuring my son or taking his life, but my car was totaled. Then our back up vehicle, my dad's old car, had seen its last days, so it could not be repaired. It took a couple of months to get through all of that, and we finally located a good used car that was delivered today. We are thankful for the blessing, and we hope to get on the road soon to check out our investment. There were many stressful days, involving side issues with health, but I pray that our wait is indeed over, and that we made a good decision. Time will tell. I must say that the enemy tried to cause some problems from every conceivable direction, but our faith remained strong. I'm not certain why all of this happened, but I know that it has been a special time of introspection, sitting with the Lord, listening to His counsel. Perhaps it was meant to be a time of quieting my spirit, so that I could sit with the Lord a little longer. I don't know, but what I do know is that I learned many things, and I was able to look within myself and see some things that needed to be changed.

Not too long ago the Lord gave me a vision about going further out into the deep, and I believe that this is part of that vision. There is always further to go, and while I am listening and walking in obedience and faith, I realize that the enemy is going to bring in more distractions. I can almost sit here and list the number of arrows flying past my head, attempting to throw my attention off of Jesus onto other things. But I know that my victory is in Christ, and He has already won the battle. The battle is never ours to fight. It belongs to the Lord who made heaven and earth, and He never slumbers nor sleeps. 

Day 47 Seeing is Believing!

 

 2/16/2026

"For the earth will be filled
With the knowledge of the glory of the Lord,
As the waters cover the sea."

 Habakkuk 2:14

 

When Moses sent the twelve spies into the promised land to spy it out, he asked them to make a list of what they saw. They traveled about all the country for 40 days, and when they returned they brought back one branch with one cluster of grapes that needed two men to carry it on a pole. They also brought back samples of pomegranates and figs. They reported that the land was certainly a land flowing with milk and honey, but they reported that the cities were fortified and giants roamed the land. The caused the people to fear, especially when the ten naysayers said they had seen giants in the land that made them look like grasshoppers! Fortunately, two of the spies were very positive about the land's richness, and they believed without a doubt that they could conquer the land with God's help. But, the crying and moaning led to rebellion, and even though Moses and Aaron interceded for the lot, the ten spies lost their lives, and the whole generation, except for Caleb and Joshua, lost their lives in the 40 years of wandering in the wilderness - one year for each of the 40 days - because of their unbelief. 

Sadly, things haven't changed much in modern days, as there is a LOT of moaning, complaining, and much disbelief. In fact many do not believe in the power of an Almighty God, even though He has proven Himself over and over. In Moses' day it wasn't enough to witness the defeat of Pharaoh and his armies at the Red Sea or to receive the manna and meat God provided each day, as well as the protection of His Presence in the cloud by day and the fire by night. God never left them alone; He accompanied them all the way. The wilderness years proved God's faithfulness over and over, His daily provision of food continued right up until they entered Canaan. He helped them fight the enemy more than once, and He sent angels into the Promised Land to chase out the enemies. God's covenant made with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob continued, as did the covenant made with Moses at Mount Sinai. God is faithful to His word. 

"The words of the LORD are pure words, like silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times" (Psalm 12:6).

"The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul; the testimony of the LORD is sure, make wise the simple" (Psalm 19:7).

"Forever, O LORD, Your word is settled in heaven" (Psalm 119:89).

When speaking of truth, Winston Churchill said, "Panic may resent it, ignorance may deride it, malice may distort it, but there it is."  

My devotional put it this way: "Truth is unchangeable." Why don't we believe God? Why don't we take Him at His Word? Isn't seeing believing?

Day 46 Step Out!

 

2/15/2026

"How is God stretching your faith today?" 

Daily Walk 

 

It seems as if everyone has an opinion about just about everything these days! I was just talking with my son about the possibility of a new adventure - a job opening that offers national and international travel. It's involving books, and I love to read, although I must admit that I haven't had much time to read anything other than scriptures and prayer points lately. I do have my quiet time in the morning, but in the evenings I am generally trying to finish my blog, or trying to catch up, and I have to prepare for my group meeting on Thursday or another event. Still, I do manage to squeeze in a chapter or two of a missionary story now and then. I want to do better this year, so I am stacking the books in a pile on the window seat in my bedroom. Maybe that will encourage me to read more, or at best, to dust more. Sometimes my life gets a bit intense...well, maybe it is intense, but I do watch an occasional movie to wind down and prove that I am normal - whatever normal is! But then, I had to repent recently for asking God to make me normal, and I don't think that is His plan for me. At least not in the sense that I wanted normal to be.

My son didn't think that this job would be a "fit" for me, because he said I didn't fit the mold! What does that even mean? When I asked him that question, he flat out told me that I'm too old! "People want Gen Z," he said. Imagine that? My son saying his mother is too old to get a job. It makes me want to apply just to see if he's right. I told him that I could clean up very nicely, thank you, Mister, but he only smiled. He doesn't think I understand what he is trying to convey to me, but I really do. Still, my competitive spirit wanted to show him he was the one who did not get it. I may yet have miles to go before I sleep!

This is a fine introduction to my question noted above about how God is stretching my faith. I did make a recent decision to change some things with my finances, not that I really have any true money coming in. But I'm stepping out in faith, plus I have been asked to consider another possibility as well. I'm still waiting for my car to be delivered, and that has proven to be another step for me that has been uncomfortable. I was so used to my car, because I had Nissie since his infancy, so we grew together over the years. Right now, as a retired person, not as "fluid" in cash flow as I was when I was working, I can't afford to take risks having debts and car payments. Life is full of daily surprises, and God is teaching me that He provides for my needs, which I already know, as He's been taking care of me all my life. He's the one who gives me opportunities, so perhaps He's the one I should consult about the job I mentioned above. And, everything I have, including money, is His anyway, on loan to me. But one step at a time. 

This weekend Pastor Jack was teaching from Romans 15:30-33 finishing the Apostle Paul's letter to the Romans he was writing from Corinth. In this portion of the epistle Paul is sharing his desire to meet with the Christians in Rome, asking them to come along with him through the Lord Jesus Christ through the love of the Spirit of the Lord within them, striving together with him in prayer. His one desire is to preach the gospel, the message of Jesus Christ to anyone and everyone who will listen. He wants them to share the same enthusiasm and love of Christ that he has. Of course hanging with Paul, preaching the good news, became dangerous, as not everyone received the message. Paul had no problem with angry crowds. Pastor Jack said that in studying he found out that Paul was a little man, frail, older at this point with bowed legs from walking so much, and of course he had been beaten, stoned, ship wrecked, and jailed in chains many times, but he was still a power house for God. He was beheaded in the end, but the fact is that he was so transformed from the proud, arrogant younger man, Saul of Tarsus, who persecuted, tortured, and put believers in jail, was that his obsession for the old man became a passion for the new man crucified with Christ. He wasn't afraid, and death held no sway over him. When Paul was being transferred to Rome, he had 270 armed soldiers traveling with him, and he was chained, as they feared for his life. Remember he's a frail, older man at this stage, humble, non-threatening yet with a powerful message of the cross of Christ. Although Paul was humble and surrendered to God, knowing that he did not have to rely on any man's support, because God provided all the resources he needed, still God put him to the test.

In 2 Corinthians 12 Paul describes how he was given visions and revelations of the Lord. He didn't know if he was in the body or out of the body, but he says that he was caught up into Paradise to meet the Lord and shown things about the future. He later states that just so he would not become proud or feel "exalted" that he was given a thorn in the flesh, described as a messenger of Satan to "buffet" him. There have been many speculations about his "thorn," but no one knows for certain where it was physical or otherwise. Paul was indeed a very humble man, compassionate, eager to share the gospel message, and he was grateful that he was chosen to take the message to the Gentiles. I have wondered if perhaps I have been given a thorn in the flesh with this incessant noise in my head that gets louder some days than others. I in no way can be compared to the man of God Paul was, but sometimes I wonder if God uses such things to get our attention. He chooses the foolish things of this world to confound the wise, so I don't know. 

Paul's entire journey in faith, responding to the plan of God for his life, was one of stepping out, not looking back, focused on the call of God, directed by the voice of Holy Spirit leading him and holding him back, if he wanted to go before it was time for him to go. This is the life I want, and I pray it is the life that I am living for Christ, as I yield myself to Him daily. My attempts to blog is a lesson in faith, and of often going way past my comfort zone. God has drawn me into some tight circles of friends, although I'm unknown to them, but they consider me and the others like me, to be family. I don't understand many things in my life, I just try to be obedient to His voice. Maybe that is my normal?! 

 

 

Day 45 Valentine's Day

 

2/14/2026

 "Dear friends, let us love one another,

for love comes from God. Everyone who loves

has been born of God and knows God."

1 John 4:7

 

Today many are celebrating Valentine's Day with their special someone, a day widely celebrated all over the world. It is one of Hallmark's best sales days, as I warmly remember when we owned our shop in Las Vegas, New Mexico. Children still enjoy giving out valentines to others, and stores are full of the favorite cartoon characters they enjoy. I remember those days in elementary school when we swapped valentine cards. We may even have shared candy, although I can't remember if we did or not. I used to buy myself candy on these special days, so I'd be certain that I got the kind I liked. This year the day kind of slipped up on me, but I'll catch up one day once I get out and about again. 

My memories are selective, but I am always amazed at how much I do remember about school days. I can actually "see" scenes in my mind, but that is not always a good thing! I am grateful for my sharp memory, as so many people think once we reach a certain age that the mind begins to go. Thankfully, in spite of receiving several blows to my head over the years, I can still think and reason. How great is my God!!

I was so caught up in my concerns I was dealing with that I forgot to buy cards for my family. Not everyone has a cell phone, so I cannot send "gifs" in place of cards. I have one friend who faithfully sends me a card each year. I really need to do better. I always think of my daughter, but not even she got a card from me. I hope I can make up for these errors. Love covers a multitude of sins, I understand. Everyone likes to be remembered, but it doesn't require a certain holiday to send a card or do something special for someone. I remember a time when my children were young that I made a cake as a Happy Un-birthday celebration. I don't know if anyone has ever done that before me, but it sure was fun, and the kids did not expect it. Spontaneity can be a good thing. I always loved surprises, especially when I was dating. I don't believe I ever received many flowers, except for dances or special occasions, but I used to treat myself to wild flowers, particularly sunflowers, when I shopped in Santa Fe when I was working. Trader Joe's still carries lots of fresh flowers all year around, so I enjoy picking up some even now as an older person. 

There are so many people who have lost their spouses, and these days are particularly hard for them. I wasn't able to visit this year, as I still don't have a car, but I hope to be able to visit folks and bring some joy into their lives. While I've been stranded at home these two months I've thought a lot about what I'd like to do with my spare time. Not that I have a lot of it, but there are 24 hours in a day, and I need to use mine more intentionally. Perhaps that is what I am supposed to learn. Have I been selfish with my time? I sincerely hope not, as I never want to miss special opportunities, divine appointments. Maybe God was trying to show me what He wanted me to be doing. Not that what I do is not good, but perhaps it's time to step back. Time will tell.

It's now the close of the day, so I think I'll treat myself with a movie. Perhaps one of my favorite ones from the past? I wish I could share the time with my daughter. We used to watch movies together often, but since we live further away from each other, now we choose one, then watch them alone, yet together, in our special way. It's not perfect, but at least it's something. Happy Valentine's Day to all my readers! Remember to share the love! 

Day 44 Sabbath Rest

 

2/13/2026 

"The generous soul will be rich, 

and he who waters will also be watered himself."

Proverbs 11:25

 

My week has been so hectic, decisions to make, and things to do, but at 6 pm my Sabbath rest begins, and I can settle down, listen to Shabbat in Your Home with Paul Wilbur Ministries and relax. It's a nice family gathering to sing, share the Sabbath meal, and listen to a devotional that encourages and strengthens. It's a wonderful way to relax in preparation of the weekend that follows. At 8 pm it's time with Marty and Jenny Goetz for an hour of worship and sharing. Can you think of a better way to kick start Sabbath and Sunday rest?

I have really needed a little relaxation, because I have been a little upset, because I saw another stray cat, who has visited here before, but now his eyes looked infected. This broke my heart, because he was meowing, but he runs away when approached. Alex seems to be a friend to White, and it was as if Alex was asking me to help his friend. The cat eventually ran away, so I was unable to examine him more closely. I did learn later that there's a neighborhood "cat lady" who traps stray cats and takes them to be neutered or spayed, so I mentioned this problem, as word was that she was coming to try to capture the cat. I pray that she got the cat, and someone will be able to help him. At least I know he's sleeping in a garage, as it has been so cold. I care about little creatures who suffer, and apparently this big guy has not been loved.

Apparently I am not the only one who has a big heart for animals, because I was sent a text about legislation to save pets from being taken from owners or some kind of legislation in the works having to do with regulation of pets. In investigating I discovered that these requests were not quite accurate, but there are concerns. Things are changing here in Virginia so rapidly concerning all of our rights. But the most disturbing fact to me is that more people are concerned about our four-footed friends than about all the unborn babies who are slaughtered daily. I don't know what we're in store for regarding governmental changes or battles, but I do know that my trust and my faith are in Jesus. This will not change, and I pray that as I stand in the gap in prayer and repentance with many others called to do the same, that we will be forgiven, God will hear our prayers, and He will heal our land. But we need all of God's people to wake up and pay attention. More people are interested in what's in it for them than even considering how it will affect others less fortunate or who are alone. God has much to say about taking care of widows and orphans. May we wake up while there is still time.

In 1 Kings 17 God told Elijah the prophet that there would not be any rain because of the evil reign and wickedness of King Ahab and Queen Jezebel in Israel. The LORD spoke to Elijah and told him to go to the Brook Cherith which flowed into the Jordan River, and there ravens would feed him meat and bread in the morning and evening, and he could drink from the brook. Elijah obeyed God, but after awhile the brook dried up, so God told Elijah to go to Zarephath, which belonged to Sidon, where he'd find a widow who would care for him. Elijah found the widow gathering sticks, so she could prepare the last meal for her son and herself, then they would die. This was because of the famine in the land with no rain. Elijah instructed her to prepare the meal, because the LORD God had told Elijah that the bread and oil would remain until He sent rain. So the widow obeyed. Clearly this is an example of sowing seed on good soil that produces 30, 60, and 100 fold return when we are faithful to obey God. Proverbs 11:17 says that "a generous man sows to his own future." Because of the widow's obedience to the Word of the LORD through Elijah, they ate daily, and it did not run out. 

Many people are concerned about inflation and everything that has been happening in our nation, but slowly changes are being made. The problem existed before this administration, and there are many things that need to be straightened out. People listen to wrong voices and are easily swayed, which leads to worry and anxiety, but if we put our trust in God instead of man, He will sustain us. Jesus addressed this very issue in the Sermon on the Mount found in Matthew 6:25-34:

"Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not worry, saying 'What shall we eat?' or "What shall we drink?' or "What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

Believers in Jesus Christ know that God's Word is true, and He watches over it to perform it (Jeremiah 1:12), so we must choose to walk in faith and unity. When we see our neighbor in need, we need to respond in love and kindness, providing for their needs, as we are able. We must also be ready to give the reason of hope within us, and we must share the Good News of the gospel of Jesus Christ. We must be the hands and feet of Jesus. Just as the widow shared, so we are called in obedience to help, and in so doing we will reap a harvest, because we have chosen to honor God. This is the life I want to live, and the hope I want to share. "Cast your bread upon the waters, for after many days you will find it again"  (Ecclesiastes 11:1).

Day 43 Nuts & Bolts

 

2/12/2026

"Preserve me, O God, for in

You I put my trust."

 

Psalm 16:1 

 

Starting each morning with worship lifts my spirit and always encourages my day. Lately, there have been some mornings when I open my eyes, I sigh, not wanting to begin a new day. I've had so many things pressing on my mind, and I just can't think straight. It's exhausting. Immediately, I repent, thanking God for good sleep, rest, and waking up to the new day He has given me. I repeat Psalm 118:24, "This is the day the LORD has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it." Those words and the prayers that follow are enough to brighten my day, but when I put on worship music and pick up my Bible, that's when my real day begins. Although I've had a lot on my plate lately, I have not forgotten who makes all things possible, the Author and Perfecter of my faith! As I am writing these words, the song Amazing Grace is playing, and I think "How like You, Father!" His grace is amazing, that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now I'm found, and I was blind, but now, thank God, I see!

The little devotional I received from Guidepost Magazine in the mail is obviously for caregivers who are taking care of loved ones who are more senior than I am, but they do remind me of the sweet people I provided care for when I was a home health caregiver. I really enjoyed helping people, even when it could be uncomfortable at times. I've met so many wonderful family members and dedicated non-family members who selflessly give of their time and rapt attention to those they love. When we give of ourselves to others, we are the ones who receive the greater blessing, I feel. We all have gifts and callings God has given to us, and knowing where we fit in His plan for mankind is what makes things as they should be.

I was watching one of my favorite movies, Ragamuffin, about the life of Rich Mullins, as I love to re-visit old friends to glean wisdom and fresh revelation. Each time I watch this movie, watching the intense struggle Rich had in trying to find peace and fulfillment in his life, it helps me as I try to encourage others who may be going through similar challenges or struggles. Rich was an amazing talent, and although he may have been criticized for his talking at concerts more than singing, I don't think anyone minded one bit. It's rare to receive such insight from an artist who was only interested in pleasing God rather than man. When he was asked how he came to faith in Jesus, he made the following statement:

"I'm not a Christian because of a song I heard or a book I read, much as I love to read. I came to experience the realness of Christ through going to church. I'm not a Christian because somebody explained the nuts and bolts of Christianity to me, but because people were willing to be the nuts and bolts." 

I know that in my life, it was by the actions of others in the church that I learned what true Christianity, being a true follower of Jesus Christ, was all about. I also learned that to be His disciple we are to be servants to all. The example He set was that of someone who preferred others to Himself. This is why He told His followers that they would be known by their love for one another. I wonder if the younger generation is desirous of seeing true love witnessed through our behavior to others. I know that they want to see truth, and not in our words so much as in our actions. Right now, much of the confusion has been so meticulously planned out and planted into the hearts of these impressionable young people by sinister hosts of darkness working in our world, that they don't know who to believe. The devil comes as an angel of light, weaving his deceit, and many are falling for the lie. Where are the nuts and bolts of the church today? 

I have experienced my own share of frustration with the organized church, but that's not as important to me. What is important is that we wake up and do better, as many lives are at stake. Confusion regarding Israel and her place in the end time church is not being explained, and this is the case mostly because of the ignorance in the church. Again, a sign of the times about which Jesus taught. This is an exhaustive subject, and I have already spent much time trying to clarify it, but tonight I don't want to gum up the works, so to speak. I would like to see more hunger for the things of God, just like Rich. In response to a question posed to the church by the pastor one evening where Rich was ministering, "Would Christ be pleased with your life?" Rich was silent, considering the question, then spoke saying that being a Christian wasn't about perfection. He felt that the most profound words of teaching were: "Yes, Jesus loves me; yes, Jesus loves me...." I agree, but I would also add the words "For God so loved the world that He gave...." Without the mandate from heaven, Jesus would not have responded to this sinful situation for all mankind. But, as the scripture says in Hebrews 12:1-2: "Therefore, we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."

The joy set before Him of entering His glory, giving His life for ours, reconciling us with our Father in Heaven. When we decide to follow Jesus, He tells us the requirement is to being His disciples is "let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me" (Luke 9:23). Jesus never promised easy, but He promised He'd always be with us. And He is true to His word. In Paul's letter to the church at Philippi in Philippians 3:12-14 he said:  

"Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."

He continued his thoughts in verses 20-21: 

"For our citizenship is in heaven, from which we also eagerly wait for the Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body that it may be conformed to His glorious body, according to the working by which He is able even to subdue all things to Himself."  

Let me close with the words of a faithful friend, found in an old hymn: 

"All to Jesus I surrender, all to Him I freely give; I will ever love and trust Him, In His presence daily live. I surrender all, I surrender all; all to Thee, my blessed Savior, I surrender all. 

All to Jesus I surrender, Make me, Savior, wholly Thine; let me feel the Holy Spirit. Truly know that Thou art mine. I surrender all, I surrender all; all to Thee, my blessed Savior, I surrender all. 

All to Jesus I surrender, Lord, I give myself to Thee; fill me with Thy love and power, let Thy blessing fall on me. I surrender all, I surrender all; all to Thee, my blessed Savior, I surrender all." 

Day 42 Restoration

 

2/11/2026

 "Not to us, LORD, not to us, but to Your Name give glory,

because of Your mercy, because of Your truth. Why

should the nations say, 'Where, then is their God!'

But our God is in the heavens; He does

whatever He pleases."

Psalm 115:1-3

 

The first words I heard this morning as I turned on my computer were the old hymn, I Need Thee Every Hour. Words so familiar to me, from childhood, hearing my mother singing, "I need Thee every hour, most gracious Lord; no tender voice like Thine can peace afford. I need Thee, O I need Thee; every hour I need Thee! O bless me now, my Savior, I come to Thee." Such sweetness filled the air, the scent of heaven. My immediate prayer, as I often pray, is for the Spirit of Truth to rule and reign in my life. O, how I need direction every day, just to keep myself strong in the Lord and able to withstand whatever comes my way. In Hosea 6:1-3 the prophet Hosea is calling Israel to repentance and healing: "Come, and let us return to the LORD; for He has torn, but He will heal us; He has stricken, but He will bind us up. After two days He will revive us; on the third day He will raise us up, that we may live in His sight. Let us know, let us pursue the knowledge of the LORD. His going forth is established as the morning; He will come to us like the rain, like the latter and former rain to the earth." 

At this time many are praying for true revival to hit the church, like a tsunami wave, just as in the 1970's during the Jesus Revolution. Many smaller revivals have been sparked in the earth since that time, and many are coming to know Jesus in the current generations that many say will not turn their eyes upon Jesus. Only God sees the heart of a person, and I do not claim to know who is legitimately saved or not, as it is not my position to judge. But what I do know is that many young people, particularly young men are running to the churches in search of truth, and not a few, but in droves! I mentioned this briefly in yesterday's post. Young men, future heads of their households, priests in their home, are the first to seek for truth. They're not looking for a watered down version of the Word or looking for a Sunday party to join. They want the to know Jesus Christ and Him crucified. When Hosea speaks of the former and latter rains on the earth, it is a type of rain like Holy Spirit falling on the disciples in the Upper Room on the day of Pentecost where the true church of Jesus Christ was birthed, and true revival and reformation were born. Many were added to the Lord on that day, and this was just the beginning the the movement of Jesus Christ through His disciples. From that point on the world was turned upside down by the teaching of the Word by the disciples and those who were taught by them. The harvest is ripe for harvest right now, but the church has been asleep. Now is the time to arise and shine. 

God has promised to bless Israel double for her sins according to Isaiah 40:1-5:

"'Comfort, yes, comfort My people!' says your God. 'Speak comfort to Jerusalem and cry out to her, that her warfare is ended, that her iniquity is pardoned; for she has received from the LORD's hand double for all her sins.' The voice of one crying in the wilderness: 'Prepare the way of the LORD; make straight in the desert a highway for our God. Every valley shall be exalted and every mountain and hill brought low; The crooked places shall be made straight and the rough places smooth; the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the LORD has spoken.'" 

Right now in Jerusalem young people are gathered for their annual forty days to fast and pray for revival in Israel. The prayers include the born again Christian Arabs who live in Jerusalem who are at this time experiencing persecution. It seems as if the whole of the Middle East is ripe for harvest. As the Persian people of Iran are protesting for freedom from the dark regime who has terrorized them for so many years, the underground church of Iran is exploding in growth. The fields are truly ripe for harvest. While this is an intensely evil time, as the demonic gods are roaming around seeking whom they may devour, our God is moving and has been doing so mightily. We as the church must pay heed to 2 Chronicles 7:12-14 and repent, humble ourselves corporately before the LORD, seeking Him, turning from our wicked, evil ways, so that He will hear our cries, and heal our land. As Jesus hung on the cross for the sins of the world, as the sinless Lamb of God, His last words found in Luke 23:34 were: "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." Dying, hanging on the cross, before those who betrayed Him, He cried out in mercy for all of us. We are all guilty.

In Psalm 85 the sons of Korah pray for the LORD to restore favor to the land, and these prayers, and the promise of the Father, resound in the whole of scripture. God has a plan for restoration of Israel in the end time church. We who are believers in Christ, mercifully grafted in as branches, must pray for the restoration of Israel and the salvation of her people. We stand in support, and we pray, grateful to God for extending His mercy and grace to us.

"I will hear what God the LORD will speak, for He will speak peace to His people and to His saints; but let them not turn back to folly. Surely His salvation is near to those who fear Him, that glory may dwell in our land. Mercy and truth have met together; righteousness and peace have kissed. Truth shall spring out of the earth, and righteousness shall look down from heaven. Yes, the LORD will give what is good; and our land will yield its increase. Righteousness will go before Him, and shall make His footsteps our pathway." (Psalm 85:8-13). 

Merciful Father, hear our prayers, O LORD, and heal Your land. Pour out the power of Your Holy Spirit upon us, we, Your people; hear our cries of repentance, as we turn from our sins, heal this land. Save Your Chosen People Israel, and awaken the Christian church, so she will rise and shine, giving You glory, honor and praise. May we stand united in prayer for the peace of Jerusalem that we may prosper who love her. Forgive us, O LORD, we pray, and restore us with Your mercy and righteousness, in Jesus' Name. Amen.