Day 138 Wilderness Witness

 

5/19/2026

 "Have you not known? Have you not heard?

The everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends

of the earth, neither faints nor is weary."

Isaiah 40:28

 

Waiting for something to happen, whether for good or for bad, is not a pleasant place to dwell. In all of life, at various times in our journey, we will experience waiting. In Genesis when Joseph's brothers sold him into slavery, because they were jealous of him, although he was taken to Egypt and became the slave of government leaders, he found favor. Even when he was imprisoned under false charges, he found favor with the guard. When he was eventually set free he gained favor from the Pharaoh and became the second highest ranking official in Egypt. He never wavered from his faith, and he saved his family and the nation from starving during the famine. Even though what happened to him was unjust and undeserved, the Lord already had it planned out for His glory.

In Psalm 25:4-5 David is crying out to the Lord for deliverance and forgiveness, and he said: "Show me Your ways, O LORD; teach me Your paths. Lead me in Your truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation; on You I wait all the day." In many of David's psalms he cries out to the Lord for help and encouragement, even though as a shepherd he walked with God daily. In the quiet places in the field and in the wilderness, He knew his God.

This past week's Torah portion was called "Bamidbar" which in Hebrew means "in the wilderness." The reading began in Numbers 1:1 where the Lord spoke to Moses in the wilderness of Sinai when He gave Moses the commandments and laws. Moses went up on the mountain to receive the Torah. The word "midbar' taken from "bamidbar" means "to speak." When Elijah was running from Jezebel, he went through the wilderness to Mount Sinai to find God. Just as with Moses, God spoke to Elijah, just as He spoke to Moses on the mountain. Prior to meeting with God, they had to go through testing. Moses had been wandering in the desert with a lot of grumbling and complaining going on. Elijah spent a 40 day journey through the wilderness to talk to God, and the angels ministered to him, so that he would have the strength to endure. Spending time in the wilderness is necessary for preparation and testing. And with preparation and testing comes long periods of waiting. But in these times, our hearing becomes more sensitive to the voice of God. In order to grow spiritually and mature in our faith we must endure the heat of the wilderness, the dry places in the desert, and the depth of the valleys. These are places of great victory.

Day 137 True Revival

5/18/2026

"Our understanding of God is the answer to prayer; getting 

things from God is God's indulgence of us. When God

stops giving us things, He brings us into the place where we

can begin to understand Him."  

O. Chambers

 

Sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ is my passion, and in some small way I hope that I am living faithfully for Jesus in the little things I do. I was sharing this morning with someone that I often become frustrated, because I'm not sure that what I am doing is the way God intended that I do it. But I am trying to be faithful to write, as I was instructed to do, even though even that seems to be of little consequence. So I become "stuck!" Yet again! But, I must remind myself that obedience is the key.

In a discussion regarding revival I was reminded about the longest revival in the history of revivals, because it lasted 100 years. I am referring to the Moravian prayer meeting started by Count Ludwig von Zinzendorf, a wealthy nobleman, in the 1700's. As I understand it he grew up in a religious family, and he was very sensitive to the Lord even as a young child. At some point in his life God showed him Jesus' death on the cross, and God said to him: "I did this for you. What are you willing to do for Me?" That experience fueled his passion for reaching the lost even more. I read that he had taken into his home hundreds of persecuted Christians from Moravia and other nations who became part of this massive 24/7 prayer meeting movement. They were later sent out to minister to the world, some even to the extent of selling themselves into slavery, so they could minister to the others who were slaves. They felt it may be their only introduction to the gospel message. Many encountered death. Their story greatly influenced well-known evangelist John Wesley who attended their prayer meetings in the 1730's and 1740's both in Savannah, Georgia and Hernhut, Germany, which is the location of Zinzendorf's home. I can imagine that countless people have been encouraged by the testimony of this movement and their persistence in prayer. Although I only started reading the account of this movement in a book called The Moravian Miracle the introduction lists many ministries who have been affected in our modern day.

Recently I mentioned the college and high school chapel meetings that are beginning to break out into revivals, transforming lives, and students are eager and hungry for a relationship with Jesus. Many desire to go into missionary work as the momentum gains ground and spreads. In studying revival history when  such outbreaks happened, they lasted a few months and slowed down. I remember that the Asbury revival of February 2023 was forced to close down or rather become less public, because no one was attending classes, and people were coming from all over the country, even internationally to see what was happening causing the small town of Asbury to have difficulty feeding and lodging people. The Jesus Revolution movie came out in 2018 recounting the Jesus Revolution movement of the 60's and 70's. Since that time many have been baptized at Pirate's Cove at Newport Beach in California, the location of the baptisms in the movie. This has long been used for Calvary Chapel baptisms which was the church where the Jesus Revolution broke out. But this is only one instance of west coast revivals, as many have occurred in California, and they are still going on in the State of California. Mario Murillo just held his tent revival for three days in Stockton, California, and then he was asked to return again for three more days. I think he will also be returning in June, so something great is happening in this city.

Today I was listening to a pastor speaking about those who are being saved or coming back to life in Christ, and he said that so much emphasis is being placed on evangelism that discipleship is being ignored. I know that follow up has always been very important with ministries I connect with, and even online connection with Bible studies and home groups are encouraged, especially with the emphasis on local connection. I have been hosting a weekly online group study for ladies for Harvest Ministries, and I have women from across the United States joining. I always encourage finding a local church, and I educate them about what is available through the ministry at Harvest online. There are new Christian studies that I help monitor as well as Bible studies for self-study and with live group interaction. It is becoming difficult to keep up with those who are anxious to learn and interact more. And this is only one example of follow up and discipleship through one church. But I do agree that more emphasis needs to be placed on walking with a new Christian or a struggling one to encourage growth and participation. The fields are truly ripe with Harvest, and Jesus did not just give the mandate to "go" to intercessors, missionaries or evangelists. He told each of us we are to tell everyone about the love of Christ. The best way to do that is by sharing our testimonies with people who are hurting and obviously seeking answers. All answers are found in a relationship with Jesus Christ.

"How beautiful on the mountains are the feet of those who bring good news, who proclaim peace, who bring good tidings, who proclaim salvation, who say to Zion, 'Your God reigns!'" (Isaiah 52:7)

Day 136 Rededicate 250 - A National Jubilee

 

5/17/2026

"Oh that men would praise the LORD for His goodness

and for His wonderful works to the children of men!"

Psalm 107:8

 

May has presented many public opportunities for Americans to express their thanksgiving and praise to a Holy God who has not just showered us with blessings, but He has poured great strength and incredible wealth and ingenuity and an enormous capacity to shine the light of His glory on not only our nation but the world at large. The celebration of prayer, praise, and worship of our Almighty Father held this weekend began weeks and months before with humbling ourselves, seeking His face, repenting of our sins, and embracing His Presence, and He heard our cries to Heaven, and He is healing our land, one heart at a time! I believe this, because I have seen young people responding to His call at an old-fashioned tent meeting in Stockton, California led by Mario Murillo Ministries where many young people are running to God, surrendering their hearts and lives, being delivered of addictions, and hungering for more and more of Jesus, the only truth there is in this world. People of all ages are being saved, healed, and delivered as they respond in humility, repentance and praise. I saw it as Rabbis and Pastors met in Washington DC with members of Congress for an Israel Advocacy Day bringing Jews and Gentile leaders together in solidarity and friendship to stand against the evil of antisemitism. I saw it on more than one college campus as revival continues to break out in prayer meetings, students racing to the front of the chapel in repentance, confessing their sins openly, seeking the forgiveness of our God who waits with open arms to welcome them home. The momentum has been gaining ground, so the church must arise and shine! Do not miss out! When a church continues with their own agenda when things like this are happening, it's time for revival and transformation in that church. When I see the lack of support for or response to a national call for prayer and fasting for the eternal welfare of our nation, it troubles me. And when I see a National Mall filled to capacity, folks in and out all day, Christian television streaming it live, and yet not one mention of this rededication was mentioned from the pulpit of many churches across this nation, it grieves me. 

The Rededicate 250 Jubilee was well done and well attended, and there were ministry leaders and political leaders participating who presented the Gospel of Jesus Christ in every speech and prayer. There were civilian testimonies of miracles and revivals, and the worship was God-honoring. Those leading worship were Pastor and Worship Leader Andy Frank, the Grand Canyon University Canyon Choral Society, the Liberty University Choir, Blessing Offor, Aodhan King, Military Trumpets, Bagpipes playing Amazing Grace, and the closing worship leader was Chris Tomlin, a favorite of many including myself.

Pastor Samuel Rodriguez was the opening speaker who prayed for the event and set the tone for the day with Psalm 89:14, "Righteousness and justice are the foundation of Your throne; mercy and truth go before Your face." Sadie Robertson followed with a short message from 2 Kings 22 about the young eight year old King Josiah who changed the nation with his sweeping spiritual reformation of Judah. When he took over as king, following his father's death, an evil king who did not follow the example of King David, he set to restore the temple. One day a discovery was made of the scrolls with the law, and Josiah first repented and then determined to follow the instructions of the "lost word" that had been found. As Sadie shared about the reforming deeds of Josiah, she mentioned that the word is never lost. Even Jesus said in His Olivet discourse found in Matthew 24:35 that "Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will never pass away." Sadie also shared the testimony of her father, Phil Robertson, who is now in Heaven with Jesus, about how he literally was so lost in sin, cheating that he walked out on his wife and from his family. Later, he experienced the presence of God, discovered the love of Jesus, and finally went home and asked forgiveness. We all know the amazing story of the Robertson family. Prayer works.

There were so many speakers and short messages, testimonies, history lessons taught during the day, but so much can be packed into a few words with scripture. Scripture says it all. But this is still not the end of the celebration, as it will continue throughout the entire 250th year. On July 3-4 Intercessors for America will be hosting Rededicate America featuring Dutch Sheets in Washington DC at the Museum of the Bible. Others participating in the event will be David Kubal, Jim Garlow, and Danny Gokey plus many more, offering teaching on foundational beliefs, testimonies, and worship. Information has been posted on my Facebook page.

There's so much more I could say about today, as the day continued to overflow with blessing after blessing, but for now, it's late, and I have a wall to climb. Shalom. 

  But let justice roll on like a river, righteousness like a never-failing stream! 

Amos 5:24

Day 135 Nevertheless

 

5/16/2026

 "When you have nothing left but God, 

only then can you realize that God is enough."

Daily Walk

 

"How deep is your commitment to God?" Job was a wealthy rancher living in the land of Uz; he was a man who feared God and walked uprightly shunning the very appearance of evil. He had a large family of seven sons and three daughters, who enjoyed getting together on their birthdays to celebrate. Job did not want his children to accidentally enter into sin during these celebrations, so when the parties ended he would gather his children, sanctify them and offer sacrifices for them just in case they sinned. I know how that goes, as I've prayed for my children before, during and after. In fact at this moment my younger son, who lives with me is off at an appointment, and I'm praying for his safety and well-being. Parents care about the health and welfare of their children, especially their spiritual welfare. Job walked with God, and he did not want to offend Him or others with inappropriate behavior or unintentional sin. He was a compassionate and generous man, the story goes, who helped others in need, and God had blessed him greatly. 

One day when the angels were gathering in heaven before God, Satan came along. God asked him what he'd been up to, and Satan told Him that he'd been roaming the earth watching everything that was going on, and probably causing mayhem, because he goes around like a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour as 1 Peter 5:8 later described him. Then God asked Satan if he'd considered His servant Job, because he was "the finest man in all the earth - a good man who fears God and will have nothing to do with evil." (Job 1:8) Satan took the bait, and God allowed him to cause Job to lose his wealth, but He would not allow Satan to hurt him physically. Satan was quick to devastate Job by having the Sabeans to raid and drive off the animals and kill all but one farmhand who was able to inform Job. Next, a messenger can to tell him that fire had fallen from God and consumed his sheep and herdsmen, and before the words were from that man's mouth another messenger came to say the Chaldeans had driven off his camels and killed the servants. Finally, another messenger came to say that while his sons and daughters were feasting in the older son's house, that a mighty wind had caused the roof to fall in and kill all his children. All this bad news happened in succession, probably as a horrified Job stood there breathless with each report. Imagine that much tragedy in one day, within minutes of each other. The scripture notes Job's response as: "Then Job stood up and tore his robe in grief and fell down upon the ground before God. 'I came naked from my mother's womb,' he said, 'and I shall have nothing when I die. The Lord gave me everything I had, and they were his to take away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.' In all of this Job did not sin or revile God." (Job 1:20-22). I'm sure that did not sit well with the enemy who had hoped Job would curse God, but not faithful Job.

The next time the angels came again to present themselves before God, Satan showed up again. God once more asked him what he'd been up to, and the response was the same as previously. So God asked him once more to consider His servant Job. Since Satan had lost the bet the last visit, and Job had not turned his back on God, Satan told God that if he was allowed to take his health, Job would curse Him. God once more gave Satan permission to afflict Job physically, but he was not allowed to take his life. So Satan had Job stricken with boils all over his body - painful and nasty. It was at this point that Job's wife told him to curse God and die, but Job didn't listen. He told her she was talking like a heathen. Not too long after this Job's three friends - Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar - showed up to console their friend, or so they felt that's what they were offering. They were so shocked at Job's appearance and his obvious agony when they first saw him that they sat in silence for seven days, not speaking a word, until at last Job in his agony and suffering blurted out the words "Let the day of my birth be cursed," and he proceeded to lament his existence further, wondering why this had happened to him. It seems like a normal reaction to me. But no, after that poor Job's real suffering began as he experienced not only the pain of his physical maladies and the emotional terror of losing his family and wealth, but he felt the betrayal of fair weather or 'would be' friends. One little slip of the tongue, and a barrage of verbal bullets began to be loosed against Job. I'm not so sure I could just sit there and take all of the well meaning concern and advice myself. The commentary says, "after exhausting the conventional wisdom of his counselors, Job is confronted by God Himself, and his demanding "why" melts into humble worship."

In the end, after each of his friends took their turns buffeting Job with godly counsel, God spoke directly to Job and set things straight regarding Job's questions, and He vindicated Job before his friends and told  Job to pray for them. Then, God restored all Job previously owned doubling the number of animals and increasing his wealth. God even gave him seven sons and three beautiful daughters. He lived 140 more years and had grandchildren and great-grandchildren. Nothing else is mentioned about the wife, but I'm sure she was humbled as well and perhaps gained a little more gratitude and fear of the Lord as well as respect for her husband.

People always talk about the patience of Job, but actually he was getting a bit unsteady at one point. After he cursed the day he was born and spoke of his misery and longing for death, the scripture says in Job 1:25-26: "What I always feared has happened to me. I was not fat and lazy, yet trouble struck me down." I have always wondered what Job meant by saying what he feared would happen. I guess that's one of the many mysteries we will discover once we are either raised from death to life again or get carried away to His Presence where we will have eternity to discover the answers. We all experience or will experience suffering, mishaps, turmoil, loss, and so many things in this life and in this evil age. But the one thing we can say is that when we serve our Risen Savior who saved our souls from sin and eternal damnation, He said in John 16:33: "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." Satan is out of business spiritually speaking, so we have no need of his roars if we trust in the Lord and lean not to our own understanding. We must have faith to believe and accept His great gift of salvation, and we must trust in His Word. Although things come along, and Satan will certainly try to get the best of us, nevertheless, "Our God reigns forevermore!" (Psalm 97:1)

Day 134 The Way Home

 

5/15/2026

"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less

traveled by, and that has made all the difference."

"The Road Not Taken"

Robert Frost  

I have always enjoyed traveling back roads and avoiding interstate and highway traffic. Besides which the scenery is much more beautiful as we twist and turn through densely forested areas with old farms and pastures of animals lazing and grazing, seemingly enjoying life on the range. It may take longer to get to where ya going, but it makes for a peaceful, less anxious way to travel - at least in my thinkin!

We left a little late yesterday en-route to Virginia Tech for the graduation, but check in wasn't until 4 pm where we stayed in Roanoke, and the graduation didn't begin until 7:30 pm. The weather was chilly in the mountains, but thankfully, although it was cloudy, it didn't rain on our parade. Although the ceremony finished earlier than expected, the drive back to the house took longer due to traffic, so we were late settling into bed. I've become accustomed to going to bed earlier most nights, but I wasn't as tired last night as I thought I'd be. Our room had a huge television on the wall, and after playing with the remote control for some time, my sister and I were able to figure out how to find a station and a movie to watch before calling it a night. We decided on a Robert Redford movie, The Horse Whisperer, which we enjoyed, although it was sad, but it ended well. 

This morning I felt pretty rested, but it would have been nice to tuck my head back under the covers and stay awhile longer. The place we stayed in while nice enough did not have the amenities we had previously when we rented an airbnb, but we adjusted. It made me think about what I'd love to see if I had a rental of my own. I think I'd have paint brushes and cans of paint, and I'd offer to have them paint for me in exchange for a hot meal and a lot of snacks! Maybe an extra night on the house if I was pleased with the paint job. It's not a totally bad idea, but perhaps it will give me something to dream on.

We had to check out by 10 am, so we decided to take it easy, travel a different route home, through an alternative back roads route and try to find a nice ma and pa restaurant to pay our respects and grab a nice meal. I also wanted to stop at a Family Dollar or Dollar General to pick up some notebooks for myself and gummy worms for my son in appreciation for him watching my cat. I have never seen so many Dollar General stores in the backwoods before, and they were so close together. We didn't see many grocery stores, however, until we got to a larger town, and they were few and far between. Maybe most people grow their own food?! We did notice many barbecue places in one area, so I guess they raised pigs. It was an adventure going over hill and vale, but I loved the rolling hills and fresh, clean air.

We didn't stop for lunch until we got to Green Bay near Keysville which is only about an hour from my home in North Dinwiddie. We passed a busy local restaurant, called Willoughby Restaurant, so we decided to make a quick turnaround and stop there. We're so glad that we did. Once we entered the door we sensed the homey warmth, as we were greeted cordially and told to sit wherever we liked. Candi was our waitress who was very warm, personable and attentive. They offered a wide selection of breakfast combinations all day in addition to their other choices. The specials included catfish and meatloaf, and one other item, but it slipped my mind. I decided on the meatloaf that came with bread and two sides. Everything was homemade and fresh, so I decided on mashed potatoes and baked beans. I was not sorry for my decision, as the food was very delicious. My sister had the meatloaf, but rather than mashed potatoes, she chose a baked potato with butter and cheese with bacon. She savored every bite. My nephew had a double hamburger with cheese and bacon and a side of home style fries. The hamburger was definitely patted out just for him, and my sister grabbed a bite of the hamburger and the fries, reporting that the fries particularly were sensational. I guess we're potato people, as we all enjoyed our taters. Later Mr. Willoughby came out to our table and chatted with us a while, then he sat down at another table with a friend and chatted briefly. This was definitely a family restaurant, with local patrons. I think I may take a ride back up the road one afternoon and pay them a visit just for the sheer enjoyment. Anyone reading this, be sure to pay them a visit.

Arriving back at home, after visiting with my son a bit, I decided that I'd go outside and trim some of that wicked Virginia Creeper that creeped back into my bushes. After all the riding and climbing in and out of the truck, and after a short night's rest, that was not a sensible thing to do, so I didn't last too long outside squatting and bending. So, I decided I could wait another day to burn the branches and debris. Since I had eaten not that long ago, I decided I'd forego supper and rest a bit. When I sat down, I drifted off to sleep, so I really didn't get a chance to finish up my evening meeting with the Wilbur family online. So, rather than make my neck stiff from sleeping in the chair, I decided I'd head off to bed. I figured that I'd be more refreshed in the morning. It's been a good day!

Day 133 Many Blessings

 

5/14/2026

"Praise the LORD, O give thanks unto the LORD;

for He is good; for His mercy endures forever."

 

Psalm 106:1 

 

So much is happening today in our nation, in Israel, and in my family! On May 4, 2026 President Trump proclaimed May as Jewish American Heritage Month 2026, and issued a proclamation calling for May 15-16 to be a "National Shabbat" and "Shabbat 250" calling on Jewish Americans to honor the Sabbath. This has never been done by a sitting President, the news is saying; however, God called us to honor the Sabbath from the beginning of creation. When the calendar was changed during the time of the Nicene Council 1700 years ago, Sunday began to be honored as the day of rest. I for one am very happy to see someone other than me and my friends talking about honoring the Sabbath Day to keep it holy. I was raised with Blue Laws, so businesses were closed, except for ones absolutely necessary for  travelers, but I have observed both days for several years. There is much to be gained by following the commandments of the God, as our souls and bodies need rest, and we definitely need to draw closer to God by reading our Bibles and spending more quality time with our families. In Israel today marks the 78th anniversary of Israel becoming a nation on May 14, 1948, so today many are enjoying Jerusalem Day festivities. We are commanded in scripture to "Pray for the peace of Jerusalem; may they prosper who love you." (Psalm 122:6). As believers in Christ and as American citizens, we have much to be grateful to Israel.

In just about an hour I will be joining my sister and her son, and we will be traveling to Blacksburg to attend my sister's grandson Alex's graduation at Virginia Tech. In 2023 we attended Alex's older brother Jacob's graduation from Tech, and it is also my brother's alma mater, considerably more years ago. It seems to be the college of choice for the men in the family at least. As for me, I attended Virginia Commonwealth University many years ago, and since that time the college campus has spread all over Richmond. Virginia Tech is a sprawling university, and it is a very scenic area. I have always loved being at colleges, as the atmosphere can become electric. The hustle and bustle of young men and women laughing and engaging in conversations that are pleasant and non-confrontational. At least that is what I remember of college life, although I was married with three small children when I went back to college, so I didn't engage in many social activities. Still, it was  nice to see people happy and enthusiastic at Tech, as we strolled around the campus and had a nice luncheon prior to the graduation. As we were rushing to the stadium for the ceremony, we actually met a lady whose son was graduating who knew my neighbor in Dinwiddie County. It truly is a small world. I often wish that I had gone away for college after I graduated from high school, but it wasn't a possibility back then. Still, I have fond memories, and I made wonderful friends and teachers who believed in me and encouraged me in my education.

Life is full of surprises and many wonderful blessings. I can hardly wait to discover what God has in store for us today. 

 

Day 132 Eyes on Him

 

5/13/2026 

"In returning and rest you shall be saved;

in quietness and confidence shall be your strength."

Isaiah 30:15

 

The "suddenlies" of God are so prevalent in the Scriptures, and yet few realize the significance of that powerful word "suddenly," and the many times the phrase "But God...!" has been spoken. Truly He is an amazing, wonder-working God whom few really recognize as such, who really don't know Him at all. So many know "of" Him, but do not have that deep revelation of who He is! That takes time as with any friendship. What the world does know a great deal about, however, is vengeance and hatred, and that is a disturbing life to live. We serve a God who gave His life to save us from the evil unleashed on this world by sin, but it appears that the depravity only spreads, except for the truly hungry seekers.

Yesterday there was news of many high school students being saved at a weekend event in Columbus, Ohio. The CBN headline read: 

Hundreds of High Schoolers Turn to Jesus at UniteUS Event in Columbus, Freed from Suicide and Shame

"Hundreds of high school students in the city of Columbus, Ohio, recently found hope and freedom in the name of Jesus Christ as they came together to seek God in a night of worship.
 
The UniteUS campus ministry has seen a powerful move of God across college campuses over the past few years, with tens of thousands of university students giving their lives to Christ. On Friday, the ministry hosted its second high school outreach, and the Holy Spirit touched hundreds of young lives once again.

'There was so much joy in the room, so much hunger, and such a beautiful reminder that God is moving in this generation. Different schools, different stories, different backgrounds all gathering together for one purpose,' the ministry posted."

Now that's Good News worth shouting about! The young people are getting their eyes on the worthwhile stuff, and they are getting them off of the garbage the world has thrown their way. When parents are too busy at their jobs or complaining about the government, and the churches do not stand up and speak out, confusion comes, and the kids are the victims. But praise God that there are those who are standing in the gap for our children! Praise God for those who are continuing the work of Charlie Kirk in Turning Point USA and for those of us who support this fine work. There are other ministries who have existed for a while that are now finding their courage and their voice. Thank God for those who are not afraid to stand for godliness and morality. This is what we are supposed to be exemplifying as One Nation Under God, and it is happening, but the battle is intense.

Just this morning I posted an article about Senator Josh Hawley's speech delivered at Boyce College of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, Louisville, Kentucky, on April 16, saying our country "was founded on the Gospel of Jesus Christ." He warned these seminary students that our nation is in a "spiritual crisis," and he reminded them that "our nation needs you." He also noted that it is time for the church to speak out and take a stand, especially when it comes to the sanctity of human life. Nations have been cursed for killing the innocent, a fact Bible students should know well. It is my prayer that his message was received by open hearts and readied soil eager to go out and turn our nation around for good. May they not be satisfied with simply turning it back to where it once was, but may they go forth with the anointing of Holy Spirit and fire to see our nation and our world turned upside down for Christ!

Interestingly, this is not how I intended on writing this blog. My son recently changed his internet provider to Starlink, but he's been experiencing some problems with the performance that was promised. He realizes that glitches do happen, but he was not ready for the problems he has encountered with getting a living tech support person on the phone. Because of his anxiety it is very hard for him to deal with chaos, and that is what it seemed like to him. On the flip side for me when I become anxious or upset, I turn on my music and dance and attempt to keep my focus on what I can do now. It doesn't always work, but there is where faith comes in. It seemed as if anything he did or any time he attempted to call, even at 2:30 am here to a call to Indonesia, the office was still closed. It was maddening. But with the Lord's help, I was able to call and connect, and even though I spoke with an AI assistant, I was able to get an expedited return call within half an hour. I know that was entirely God, as I was a bit frustrated trying to get an AI Assistant to listen. Sadly he is in need of a new cable or something, but hopefully that also will be expedited. At least that helped relieve his stress. 

I was listening to Sean Feucht of Let Us Worship tonight give a report about all the things the devil tries to bring our way to defeat the purpose of God. How well I know that. He's a ministry leader, and this weekend he will be participating in the 250th Rededication of our Nation at the Washington Mall along with many other ministry leaders. Much prayer has gone up for this event, and that's where my part comes in as a watchman on the wall. I am not able to attend in person, but I will be standing on my post with others as we catch the event online. While there have been many who have attempted to criticize and half preparation for the event, I was reminded this morning in my quiet time that "True power comes from God" -resting in Him and not panicking or becoming anxious. Our focus must remain on God, especially in these difficult days we find ourselves living through. Holy Spirit also reminded me that "God's purposes always have God's provision."

Day 131 I Wait for You, Lord

 

5/12/2026

"Blessed is the nation whose God is the Lord"

Psalm 33:12  

 

I've been sitting here in my room, one cat happily snoozing on my bed, and the other is probably hiding under my bed in order to avoid any unpleasantness from Alex. He loves to hiss at Mia so she knows that I'm his human, not hers. Their ensuing battle always amuses me, as it is not confrontational in the sense that they hiss and strike at each other. Generally only Alex makes noise, then runs for the door. Who can say what goes on in the minds of cats! But at least it gives me a bit of a distraction when one is needed. Prayer concerns do tend to weigh heavily on my heart. Only God knows what is actually going on, so I wait...and pray...and listen!

"Prayer is the one prime, eternal condition by which the Father is pledged to put the Son in possession of the world. Christ prays through His people. Had there been importunate, universal, and continuous prayer by God's people, long ere this earth had been possessed for Christ."  E.M. Bounds

"Be not afraid to pray; to pray is right; pray if thou canst with hope, but ever pray, though hope be weak or sick with long delay; pray in the darkness if there be no light; and if for any wish thou dare not pray, then pray to God to cast that wish away."

"In the conflict between the believer and the powers of darkness, the inner chamber is the place where the decisive victory is obtained." Andrew Murray

"This is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith." 1 John 5:4

So much is happening this week in our nation and in the world. It's a constant merry-go-round, and it seems as if the spinning increases every day, hour by hour, and even moment by moment. This weekend America will be re-dedicating our nation to God, something that has long been overdue. Several countries are praying for our nation, Australia is in the lead, but all nations are watching to see what America is going to do next. America truly does set the pace for much that happens in the world. Our most important ally is Israel, and thankfully so, as it is Biblical, and our future depends on remaining a close ally.

I learned this week that a family member for whom I've been praying for is now taking his family to church, and it's a full gospel church where the full counsel of God's word will be shared, or I sincerely hope that is the case. In these uncertain and confusing times I have been seeing much confusion in the pulpit and many falling away from sound doctrine, as the Word of God says will happen. 

This morning in our prayer call, the young ladies who were providing worship sang a song that really spoke my heart. The lyrics go like so:

"Hungry I come to You for I know You satisfy

I am empty but I know Your love does not run dry

So I wait for You. I wait for You.

I'm falling on my knees offering all of me

Jesus You're all this heart is living for.

So I wait for You. I wait for You. 

Broken I run to You for Your arms are open wide

I am weary but I know Your touch restores my life. 

 So I wait for You. I wait for You."

 

It's important that in praying for the needs of nations that we don't forget to keep a watchful eye on the neighbor whose standing on the wall beside us. Sometimes our focus is too much on the bigger picture than narrowing down our sights to see what is happening right in front of us. That's why we need to stay in the secret place, listening to what God says and how Holy Spirit directs our prayer. Sometimes we just need to be still and wait or worship. Silence is very hard sometimes, as the devil doesn't want us to focus, so he sends distractions to get our minds on something else. This is why worship is so important, singing to God, learning to be quiet. Sometimes the best thing to do is rest a little. I am learning that it's okay to take a break. Usually I have to be knocked off my feet before I get the hint that I'd be more effective if I gave it a rest. But, yes, the needs are great, and persevering prayer is essential. We know the victory has already been won by Jesus who sits in heaven, at the right hand of our Father, where we are always on His mind.        

 "For behold, the day is coming, burning like an oven, and all the proud, yes, all who do wickedly will be stubble. And the day which is coming shall burn them up," says the LORD of hosts. "That will leave them neither root nor branch." Malachi 4:1

But to you who fear My name the Sun of Righteousness shall arise with healing in His wings; and you shall go out and grow fat like stall-fed calves." Malachi 4:2

"For I am the LORD, I do not change;..." Malachi 3:6

So, I wait for You, Lord. I wait for You!

Day 130 The Way

 

5/11/2026

"You don't choose a live, you live it."

The Way  

 

The day after a special holiday hits me harder than the actual day. Memories are generally good ones, because I look for something good in everything, or at least I make every attempt to do so. My children are grown, living their own lives, in their chosen ways, and two of them live in different states. My younger son Daniel lives with me, so I'm no longer living alone, but that has required some adjustment on both our parts; however, it's been nice sharing meals together and going for groceries or on occasion out for a meal. Neither of us venture out on great adventures, as we both tend to be homebodies, but we each lead our own life. I haven't been able to make the trip back to New Mexico since I moved back to Virginia in late October 2021, so each year I attempt to make plans, hoping this time I will be able to make it. It has been difficult since I spent thirty-five years of my life living there, so I have acquired many friends and acquaintances through my former job. I can't really call people "acquaintances," because I make friends easily, especially when getting to know them for so many years. Clients become like family, and I hold on tightly to friendships. Sadly, I learned that many of my former clients died during the COVID epidemic and lock downs, probably from isolation. This is what happens to older people when they are shut off from contact with others. Thankfully I do maintain close contact with a few people, although I learned recently that a very close young friend had died. This has been very hard, because she was like a daughter, and her children like my grandchildren. Her mother passed away in December the year I moved here, and she was extremely close to me. I guess we never get used to these things although death is very much a part of our lives. The encouraging part is that I will see her again in heaven. Both of them.

It's very chilly here today, and it's been raining, so I must say that this weather is not conducive to happy feelings. But just like Pollyanna, we must always look for the good in every situation. The good, the pure, the lovely things of a good report; if there be any virtue, any praise, think on these things. So, this afternoon I treated myself to a movie, an old friend pulled out of storage called The Way, starring Martin Sheen and Emilio Estevez about the Camino de Santiago pilgrimage in Spain. It was actually filmed on location with real footage as they made their way during the filming. It has been another "bucket list" dream of mine to make the pilgrimage, but so far I have found no one who is interested in hiking for whatever amount of time it takes, facing changeable weather conditions, sleeping in tents, sleeping bags or hostels along the way. The younger me would have gladly tackled this journey alone, but now I don't know if I still could muster the courage to go it alone. There are generally two seasons where the majority of people travel the roads, due in large part to the climate and weather changes. I've lived in the mountains, and it can be hot one day, and the next it can be cold and snowy. Nowadays it is the same way here in Virginia. Today it is very chilly and rainy, and yesterday it was sunny and warm. Just so we don't get another ice storm where I have to axe my way across the driveway I'll survive. I don't know if I will be able to make this dream, my pilgrimage on the Santiago, a reality or not, but this movie sure did make me think about it again, so who knows!

Yesterday, after my initial church service, I did something I hardly ever do - watch movies. Daniel gave me a movie for my collection for Mother's Day - Wonder Woman 1984, so I watched it. It was good, but I'm a Marvel fan and this was a DC movie. But even so, I don't spend much time with movies, unless they are faith based, because they don't interest me. I'd rather binge The Chosen which is playing in the living room now, just to fill the house with good things. That way when I chase down the cat, I'll glimpse a familiar scene, maybe stand there a moment or two and remember. 

Since yesterday was my day of rest, I also watched bits and pieces of Star Trek, the new movie and its sequels. They were enjoyable, predictable, and had funny parts. Sometimes I just need to laugh or just rest idly in a chair and not think. An occasional escape from reality is nice, but much reality can be seen in these movies, although they are supposed to be futuristic and positive, but sadly very little mention of God ever comes up. That's the part I can't take, as every culture, every age will always need God in control, or if not, civilization is doomed. We have so many things going on now, so many contradictions, that, honestly, when I sit here, my head swims, because it is too much to grasp.

This coming weekend in Washington DC our nation will be rededicated to the Lord, as One Nation Under God. Thousands will be gathered, and members of my prayer group, Intercessors for America, will be gathered from each State to be part of this great event. I am unable to attend in person, but I will be here, watching online and standing on the wall in prayer. Then in July there will be another event for the 250th anniversary of our nation. 

Other situations are ongoing in other parts of the nation and the world, and no one knows from minute to minute what will happen next. Sadly there are so many undercurrents in our nation alone that the ripple effect is tearing our people apart. I am very grateful for our President and those he has in his administration, as I cannot begin to imagine the huge amount of stress he has to manage on a moment by moment basis. Yet, he manages to keep things pretty well, and his staff is tremendous. God knows what He is doing, and He uses our leaders to bring order to this world. Never doubt God's hand in every circumstance, big or small. Scripture bears it out that God is in control.

So that's my day, and that's my way of living life, sharing life, and standing for life. Selah. 

Day 129 Mother's Day

 

5/10/2026

 "The most precious jewels you'll ever have

around your neck are the arms of your children."

Unknown

 

Mother's Day is a bittersweet holiday for me. My mother and grandmother meant the world to me, and they taught me many wonderful and helpful skills that helped me take care of a home, a young family, and how to earn a living from these skills. They also introduced me to Jesus and encouraged my participation in church and community, and that is the most precious memory of all, but they had a lot of help, as I was shepherded by many special people as a child who knew my parents and grandparents, so they were very pivotal in my spiritual upbringing.

I remember spending all my free time on weekends and whenever I had a day off from school at my grandparents' home. I also loved to visit another dear older lady who was bedridden who lived up the road from my grandparents. Back then it was safe to cross a country highway and run up a dirt road. Besides her daughter and son-in-law owned the little store, so I'd visit Tom and Mary for a free cookie. Many special memories there also, but that's for another day.

As a young child I wanted to change the world, and I was interested in everything,! I was a voracious reader who greedily spent my time reading and dreaming. Mama thought many of my ideas were silly, but when I was nearing graduation, I had more real ambitions, although my mother seemed to discourage me from doing what I felt I was being called to do. I think that was to protect me, because I experienced some health issues early in life, and although it never kept me from going to school when I was young or helping in the house, in the yard, or in the garden, or graduating from college as a young adult, she tried to protect me in her way. My sister is six years younger than I am, and she was allowed to get away with just about any chore, so as the older child I was required to help my mother around the house. That was a blessing really, because I learned how to work and how to take care of a home. I agreed with my daddy when he told me she could do anything, because she was very talented when it came to cooking, sewing, upholstering furniture, crafting, and gardening. She could make something from nothing, and I acquired many of those skills that have come in very handy in earning a living and caring for a home. I regret that she died before knowing the person I have become through the experiences I have had and the things I've accomplished unexpectedly because of the path God led me to take. 

When I was growing up I wanted a life of adventure and was drawn by the desire to help others. My greater dream was to study medicine and become a missionary or go into the Peace Corp. Of course mama didn't think that was a good idea, and that I'd never make it because of my frail health. Since I was obedient, I gave up on the idea, but I never lost the dream. Since I was also drawn to creative art, she did encourage me to go to art school, but that didn't work out either, because the cost was too great at the time. I compromised by going to nursing school after receiving a scholarship, but the chemicals made my migraines worse, so I had to drop out. But rather than give up my dream of medicine and going to the mission field, I took college courses, as I raised three small children, still extremely ill, yet never giving up hope. I almost accomplished that hope, but ...! Another story for a later time. 

My sister had two children then, so we got together regularly, and our children grew up knowing each other. After moving to New Mexico my life took many different turns, but I'm so grateful for the journey, but it would be great to have been able to share it with my mother. Let her know I made it alone with God's help and the gift of art and creativity of which she had much to do with helped me when i couldn't find a job. Somehow though I feel as if she never really knew who I was and the call of God I had on my life, that my dreams were not just the crazy ramblings of a child, but they were God inspired. I think that may be more common for my generation, though, because women were expected to fit within a certain predetermined mold. I think she did realize I was very different, and in her way, she allowed me that right. I'd like for her to know that I'm still living an active life, and that I'm finally back in Virginia, living in the family home along with my younger son, who needs support emotionally. There seem to have been a lot of divorces in my generation as well. I'd love to see that curse broken, especially in my family line. It seems to be a universal downfall, predominately because of selfishness and pride. Even if children are adults, it still affects them greatly.

I think the greatest inspiration I have on Mother's Day is seeing a young couple with a family, and their dad taking them to church as the spiritual head of the family. I also admire a young single mother raising her children alone with the support of her church family and her own, if that's possible. Mother's have a very difficult and fragile job balancing a home, a family, and most times a job. I agree with King Solomon's appraisal of A Virtuous Woman in Proverbs 31 that "her worth is far above rubies." Thankfully, when we fail God with divorce we can still rise above any shame or feelings of unworthiness, not being good enough, because when Jesus is our Savior and Lord, we are redeemed, and we are renewed, we are reborn, and we can live again unscathed, forgiven, and pure in His sight. And our children can grow from the experience as well, or so I pray they will. Happy Mother's Day! 

Day 128 No Side Trips

 

5/9/2026

"And the Lord said, 'Simon, Simon! Indeed,

Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat."

Matthew 22:31  

 

Today is my day of rest, my Sabbath rest that God commanded us to observe, and for the most part, it has been that for me. I look forward to the day when I can actually turn off my cell phone and my computer and just relax and enjoy my day with my family and friends. Although there are many miles between me and my family, with the exception of a few, but I do try to keep in touch and connect from time to time. My younger son who lives with me used to spend Saturdays with a friend running errands, so it was relatively quiet for me here. I didn't have to think about preparing supper, but all that has changed. Now Daniel is learning to observe Sabbath rest in his way, staying home rather than shopping, and although we don't spend a lot of family time together other than enjoying a meal and conversation, it's a beginning. Sundays are the same for me. I never felt that having to rush to get dressed and out the door to drive to church was much of a rest, especially when I had been working during the week. The last thing I wanted to do on weekends was drive anywhere, since my job required me to drive long distances each week. Nonetheless I loved attending church services and being around people I have known for years who feel like family. I even enjoy meeting new people, getting to know them, seeing them come back and participating in church activities. It's different now for me as I've not found the close connection I once had before we moved away. Many people that I knew before have passed away, and others live elsewhere now. Covid changed many things, as people stayed home to remain safe from contamination. Things have not improved in many areas since those days of lock downs, but I hope things will change. In person connections are important, all relationships are important, especially spiritual ones.

Our lesson for Shabbat this morning was found in the closing chapters of Leviticus 25 - 27; and it covered God's instructions to Moses on Mount Sinai concerning when they entered the land He was giving them. He taught that the land must observe a Sabbath rest to the Lord after six years of harvest. He told Moses that every seventh year the land was to rest and no crops were to be sown or reaped that year. This observance would continue every seventh year, and it is still observed today in Israel. God commanded that the seventh day of the week was to be set apart for our Sabbath, because God rested the seventh day from His work. Several times in Scripture, God repeats this command.

In this season we are counting the days to the next appointed time God has set apart. The days between Passover to Shavuot are observed by counting the Omer which is a unit of measurement using the barley sheaf and is counted daily for forty nine days following Passover up to Shavuot. Shavuot  is the appointed festival in observance of the giving of the Torah on Mount Sinai which was a time of great celebration. Christians observe Easter or Resurrection Sunday and count fifty days after up to the Day of Pentecost, the day the Holy Spirit was given to the disciples. Scripture teaches that after the resurrection of Jesus, he appeared to many for forty days before His ascension to validate that He truly had risen as He said He would, and He taught during this time. One such time was to the two disciples on the Road to Emmaus who were discussing the crucifixion and all that had happened when Jesus appeared to them (Luke 24:13-35). Scripture mentions several times He appeared to people other than the disciples. 

The counting of the Omer teaches daily lessons, a process of learning that we must go through to grow in our relationship with God, as counting the Omer as we "go to the mountain" to speak to God. Psalm 131:1 was written by David, and it speaks of the proper way to approach a Holy God. David wrote: "LORD, my heart is not haughty, nor my eyes lofty, neither do I concern myself with great matters, nor with things too profound for me." David understood what the prophet Isaiah meant when he wrote God's words: “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways,” says the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts." God's ways are different from ours, and we are told in Proverbs 3:5-6 to trust God and not give in to thinking we know better, rather allowing Him to direct our path. We need to follow the process He has ordained for us to follow step by step. Isaiah 28:9-10 explains this idea: 

"Whom will he teach knowledge? And whom will he make to understand the message? Those just weaned from milk? Those just drawn from the breasts? For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line, here a little, there a little."

God gave the Torah through Moses a man God considered as the meekest, humblest man on earth (Numbers 12:3). God used David mightily, and we see in the scripture quoted above in Psalm 131:1 that David considered himself small in God's eyes. When David sinned or erred in his walk with the Lord, he was quick to repent. David knew, as did Moses, that there are many things we do not understand about God's ways, and we would do well to learn to follow the example of these two men God admired. Jesus told the disciples that it was best for Him to go away, because He was sending them Holy Spirit who would teach them and remind them of all Jesus had taught them. 

"And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit." (Galatians 5:24-25)  

"Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God." (Romans 8:26-27)

Jesus is now seated in heavenly places, at the right hand of the Father, where He makes intercession for us, and we are spiritually seated next to Him, from this seat of victory. And Holy Spirit lives within us, always directing us, never leaving us, just as Jesus promised. So we stay the course, not deviating, focused on His ways.

Even though Moses and David walked with the Lord, they were not perfect, and they sinned. The Apostle Peter physically walked with Jesus for three years of ministry, and He denied Jesus three times. The had to work his way back from this failure to renewing himself and leading the others once he was restored. We see the transformation in Acts when Peter spoke up on the day of Pentecost teaching the people who had gathered to see what was happening. Later, when he is placed in prison for teaching about Jesus. But He had to go through the sifting, as those who are truly called, truly doing the work of the Lord must go through periods of trials and testing. Without the valleys and dry deserts we are unable to approach the mountain, and we cannot live on the mountain. We must take heart and endure. 

Day 127 Free to Be

 

5/8/2026

"Verily I say unto you, except you be converted,

and become as little children, ye shall not

enter into the kingdom of heaven."

Matthew 18:3

 

Jesus loves children, and they loved to hang around Him, listening to every word He said as if He was speaking directly to them in a language only they understood. I love the way Dallas Jenkins portrayed this image in his first season of The Chosen. Abby and her young friend Joshua were the first to discover Jesus as He camped outside the city in the woods near the lake where the children loved to play. They were so captivated by this friendly man who was fun to be around that they brought several friends with them the next morning. They spent the days with Him doing tasks, while Jesus worked with them and taught them valuable lessons and skills. I can imagine that this actually did happen, because Jesus always had time for curious children. He made time for curious adults as well! He still does.

As Mother's Day approaches, I remember my mama and my grandmother and their influence on my life. I usually find a place to hide out on Mother's Day, because I miss my mama and grandmother, and they  missed my family so much when we moved to New Mexico in 1987. The feeling was reciprocal, as I spent as much time as I could with each of them, and they were actively involved in my children's lives. It seems odd to me to be living in my parents' home now, surrounded by their things, without them being here. I dare say that they'd be a bit squeamish about our world these days, but I pray that they'd be happy about the person I have turned out to be in spite of many years of constant turmoil. Choosing to keep on and never giving up may speak to their hearts, as they faced multiple challenges each day, and they kept running the race. Every time I hear one of their favorite hymns I stop to sing along. Tomorrow we remember our mothers, and there have been many tributes to mothers, with many to follow tomorrow. We should always remember the good things in our lives, even if unexpected events happen to redirect our path. Without those how else would we grow, especially in relationship with our Father.

My day began with a phone call from my doctor's office telling me that my insurance denied payment for my last visit, because I still have an open medical claim for a permanent partial disability on a workman's comp case from 2016. Occasionally this unfortunate incident rears its ugly head, and I have to go through the hoops answering absurd questions from a case that was closed in December of 2018. So I had to make the usual calls just so my follow up visit to my PCP can be covered. It seems as if there are many such distractions that attempt to keep me from what I need to do. I always try to play by the rules, and I find it irritating when others make things complicated when they don't need to be. Thankfully, it did not ruin my day, although I admit that I did have a few uneasy moments. So now I breathe, and I wait.

Later in the evening after enjoying Shabbat services and waiting for the next, I had another twist and turn, but again, I chose to focus my eyes on resting. I was reminded of a word from the Lord I received one day while living in New Mexico during the early days of our moving there. The Lord told me that satan wanted to sift me like wheat. At the time it seemed a crazy thing, as I was nothing special, no threat to him, and yet the years have brought many insights of how God can use broken vessels to accomplish His work on this earth. I guess I've just been too broken to be able to see the fruit of my labor, but I sure hope there is some. It would be terrible to go through life without really producing fruit for God's kingdom. 

I've been reading the book of Nehemiah in the Bible, and the question for today was "Are you in the mood for a challenge today?' They also gave a statement to consider: "When everything is coming your way, Look out! You're probably in the wrong lane.'" Matthew 5:16 exhorts us: "Let your good deeds glow for all to see, so that they will praise your heavenly Father." Whatever we are told or taught to do in this life, we are told to do for Jesus. If we are not making positive change in the lives of others, we definitely need to check our motives to ensure that we do what God has called us to do. 

I began my thoughts today with God saying that unless we become like little children, then we cannot have a place in His kingdom. It sounds harsh and a little contradictory, especially when we are told to grow in Christ, study His word and become more like Jesus in thought and deed. But entering the kingdom as a child would be entering in simple faith and obedience.  Children view life so simply and non-judgmentally, unless people try to indoctrinate them in things their childish minds should not even consider. Children are accepting, and they love and trust easily. Doesn't sound like our world today at all. And I imagine that even in Jesus' time on earth, they had to be careful. It's hard to think about Israel as a holy nation having evil, but as long as the world has been in existence, evil has existed. One day we will have a place where evil does not exist, a place where love abides, where we are free to be who God designed us to be. It is too much for my finite mind to consider. One day! A perfect day.

Day 126 National Day of Prayer

5/7/2026

 “Declare His glory among the nations, His marvelous deeds among all peoples” 

 1 Chronicles 16:24

 

This has been an exciting day as we bring our nation before our Mighty God in prayer today for the 75th National Day of Prayer. The National Day of Prayer broadcast was hosted by Kathy Branzell, the National Day of Prayer Task Force president and Will Graham, grandson of the late Billy Graham. It was held in Statuary Hall in the United States Capitol and hosted by Speaker of the House Mike Johnson, who shared of the mighty work God has been doing and sharing his own faith and walk with the Lord. He is a great lover of God and his consistent walk with the Lord has brought a new Light into the House - the Light of Jesus Christ.  

Secretary of Housing and Urban Development Scott Turner was also in attendance, giving an encouraging testimony of the power of God in his life. He shared that when he was 10 years old that his family was split apart when his parents were divorced. He was playing football in a children's league then, and he promised his mom that one day he'd be playing for the Washington Redskins, and he'd taken care of her. He said he waited thirteen years before that dream came true. While in college he had not received an offer from a team, but he never gave up on his dream. So he continued to run up and down the stairs at the university, and he waited. He decided that he'd run the 40 yard dash, but after running it in 4.2 seconds, which is record speed, he received a letter from the Redskins and fulfilled that dream. His story was much better and more detailed in his talk today, but it inspired me, who is considerably more aged than he, to continue to hold on to my dream and never give up. Just today I was talking to God about it - again. So God sent me His answer though Scott Turner and National Day of Prayer. So I will hang on.

Chaplain Grun Kibben, of the House of Representatives, also shared a prayer. Afterwards, Kathy Branzell shared a bit about the distinguished military career of Chaplain Kibben prior to her becoming the chaplain of the House. She served in both the Navy and the Marines, holding high positions, serving as chaplains in multiple wars. She has an amazing testimony of service to God and to our nation to which we owe her a great depth of gratitude.

Many more guests shared about the history of our nation, lead in prayer, in worship, and it truly was an inspiring and wonderful time of prayer and praise to our God and King as we rededicated our nation to God, repenting of our sins and asking for His guidance and counsel as we move ahead.

Kathy Branzell authored the 2026 National Prayer for America:

"Almighty God, King of Glory, we confess our sins and repent of our pride that sought our own glory and comfort, allowing evil to take root instead of Your fruit in our hearts, homes, culture, and country.

Please forgive us.

Now, with this declaration of rededication, we humble ourselves, pray, and seek Your face, turning from our wicked ways, that You would heal our lives and our land. Please purify and renew our hearts with holy attributes, affections, attitudes, and actions - to love You with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength. We give You glory as we repent and rededicate our lives and our nation to You. For 250 years You have guarded and guided America in wisdom, grace, mercy, and love. We praise and thank You for our Founding Fathers, for all who sought You in fervent prayer throughout history and answered Your call to defend justice and freedom; to protect and serve, preach and teach, innovate, communicate, learn, work, worship, and establish our laws.

May Your Kingdom come, and Your will be done in our lives, our Families, the Church, Education, Business, Military, Government, Arts, Entertainment and Media as it is in heaven. We prayerfully commit to 'Glorify God Among the Nations, Seeking Him in All Generations.'"  

May we continue to pray for our nation as we prepare for the next event to be held on May 17, 2026 when our nation will be rededicated to being One Nation Under God. The event will be held at the National Mall in Washington DC with many in attendance, hosted by Speaker of the House Mike Johnson. May we see you on the Mall! 

About the National Day of Prayer The National Day of Prayer tradition predates the founding of the United States of America, evidenced by the Continental Congress’ proclamation in 1775 setting aside a day of prayer. In 1952, Congress established an annual day of prayer and, in 1988, that law was amended, designating the National Day of Prayer as the first Thursday in May. The next National Day of Prayer is May 6, 2027.

Day 125 A Place for Us Now

 

5/6/2026

"Godliness with contentment is great gain."

1 Timothy 6:6

 

Last night as I listened to Marty Goetz sing the theme song from the musical West Side Story written by Leonard Bernstein and Stephen Sondheim, Somewhere, I found myself back in time - remembering. The words so familiar: "There's a place for us, somewhere a place for us. Peace and quiet and open air; wait for us - somewhere." It's the love song of Tony and Maria - "a desperate yearning for a peaceful, safe haven where love can exist without violence, prejudice, or societal opposition." Sounds a lot like heaven to me! Just as this play was written in the mid-50's in Manhattan depicting the confusion and extreme period of violence with street gangs constantly at war vying for what they called their turf, so it is reminiscent of our present age, except now we hear the call to prayer five times a day, and the city is observing Muslim traditions. Those living in New York City at this time in history may well be singing these lyrics hoping once more for Somewhere, Some Day.

It seems as if whenever and wherever there are those who seek a better life, a life where goodness and justice abide, they are confronted with opposition. When Nehemiah was sent back to Jerusalem by the Persian king to rebuild the walls and gates of the city that had been torn down and burned by King Nebuchadnezzar, the Assyrian King used by God to discipline His rebellious people, the opposition was waiting. But then, so was Nehemiah, except he understood how to fight the enemy in the proper position. Each time Sanballat, Tobiah and Geshem the Arab attempted to come against the plans of God, Nehemiah would pray, and God answered! Nehemiah was given divine ingenuity as to how to defend and protect as they were rebuilding the wall in spite of the insults and mockery being hurled at them as they stood and actively worked. Finally the wall and gates were rebuilt, along with the restoration of the people's homes who labored on the wall. God gave Nehemiah a brilliant strategy. 

Many times we see that the answers take longer in God's plan to complete, and our job is to trust and do whatever He asks, even if it becomes monotonous doing the last thing He instructs us to do, over and over and over again. I know this feeling, as did the prophet Habakkuk who cried out to God saying, "O LORD, how long shall I cry, and You will not hear? Even cry out to You, 'Violence!' and You will not save. Why do You show me iniquity, and cause me to see trouble? For plundering and violence are before me; there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore the law is powerless, and justice never goes forth. For the wicked surround the righteous; therefore perverse judgment proceeds." (Habakkuk 1:2-4)

The Lord responds to him by saying "Look among the nations and watch - be utterly astounded! For I will work a work in your days which you would not believe, though it were told you." Then God goes on to tell the weary prophet just how He will raise up the evil Chaldeans to be used in His strategic plan. So Habbakkuk is quieted, knowing that He serves a God who keeps His promises. "I will stand my watch and set myself on the rampart, and watch to see what He will say to me, and what I will answer when I am corrected." (Habakkuk 2:1) 

To "stand my watch" is a cry to all intercessors who have been called to make up the hedge and stand as watchmen on the wall for Israel, or for their own countries. This is what we do as Americans fighting the many, many battles that are being waged on us from within our nation and without. Few understand the significance of what is going on today. They innocently and ignorantly, because of lack of effort on their part to find out what is true or a blatant lie, are being sucked in like a tornado pummeling the earth pulling everything without a strong defense into the funnel of destruction, being misled and deceived by heads of state and other governmental influences who control the media and subversive groups who for the price of a scam infiltrate and cause mayhem and destruction. Like flies to honey. Like sheep to the slaughter. And yet this has gone on for so long that few understand and continue to trust evil and fight good.

Norwegian theologian O. Hallesby said: "As soon as the Spirit has taught us to pray in the name of Jesus, He will teach us plainly that what we lack in fervency, solicitude, love and faith are not the things which prevent us from being heard and answered when we pray. These things merely reveal our helplessness."

I am comforted by the old hymn Because He Lives: "Because He lives I can face tomorrow; because He lives all fear is gone, because I know, I know, He holds the future. And life is worth the living just because He lives."

I hope those priceless gems and inspiring words bring comfort.   

Day 124 Same God

 

5/5/2026

"Shout joyfully to the LORD, all the earth; 

break forth in song, rejoice and sing praises."

 

Psalm 98:4

 

 

Tuesday mornings are special times for me, as I get to join my friends at Kehilat HaCarmel for their weekly Worship Watch for Israel with fellow intercessors standing on the wall. My attendance is online only as I do not live in Israel, but perhaps one day! I wish I could say that I am learning the Hebrew language, but I have not made the time to consider that adventure, although I love the language and am able to participate in some of the readings and songs by memory. When Jesus returns and sets up His kingdom on Mount Zion I would love to be ready, but then I'm sure we will know how to speak the language intuitively, as all His ways are perfect, plus He equips! 

The overall theme, or thoughts on the minds and hearts of those at the prayer watch was the fact that God is changeless. He is the same God who walked with Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden in the evening of the day; the same God who parted the Red Sea as Moses was leading the children of Israel from slavery in Egypt to freedom in the Promised Land; and He is the same, the one and only God to whom all praise is due! He is the Eternal King and Creator of all things, and if we did not praise Him, Jesus said that the rocks would cry out! I believe that. In Psalm 98 the psalmist begins with the words, "Oh, sing to the LORD a new song! For He has done marvelous things; His right hand and His holy arm have gained Him the victory." All creation praises Him, as seen in verses 7-9 that testify: "Let the sea roar, and all its fullness, the world and those who dwell in it; let the rivers clap their hands; let the hills be joyful together before the LORD, for He is coming to judge the earth. With righteousness He shall judge the world, and the peoples with equity."

Many of the Psalms of David mention nature and how the land rejoices and actually sings and praises God will a loud voice. When the wind blows here, the trees and flowers, the grass in the fields bow before Him to honor His Presence. The wind chimes play melodies to witness and give praise. Before David became King of Israel, and even after becoming King, he would steal away to the countryside where he's watch over his father's sheep, and he would play, sing, and listen for the whispers of God. He knew the importance of sitting in the secret place of the most high, surrounded by His glory, taking the time to sit at His feet. Andrew Murray shared this thought:

"The connection between the prayer life and the Spirit life is close and indissoluble. It is not merely that we can receive the Spirit through prayer, but the Spirit life requires, as an indispensable thing, a continuous prayer life. I can be lead continually by the Spirit only as I continually give myself to prayer." 

Today let us worship His majesty in song and prayer, making time to quiet ourselves in His Presence, safe in His holy place, the secret place where Christ abides with us. 

Day 123 What Fuels Your Christian Life?

 

5/4/2026 

"Mission flows from intimacy"

Fred Weymouth

 

Yesterday I decided to attend services at my sister's church, which I used to do quite often before some changes turned things around. When I walked into the back door I was greeted by friends who seem to genuinely appreciate my being there. I felt as if I was "home." When I strolled into the sanctuary, making my way to the back, greeting old friends, my sister was surprised to see me, as I had not mentioned that I was going to come. I love surprising people and hopefully making them happy. This is the first time I've ventured this far since my son's accident in early December. My Nissan Sentra didn't make it, so I acquired an older Mercury Milan, and it has taken time to adjust to an American car made from metal. The trunk is so heavy that it takes some effort to get it up and down. My dad would love this car, and I know that he is smiling from heaven! Nonetheless, and back to my story, I decided at the last minute to hop in the car and attend services. I am so glad that I did.

Pastor Ken announced that they had a guest speaker for the day, and I was pleased to hear that it was Pastor Fred Weymouth from The Fix Ministry located in Tappahannock, Virginia, an outreach for those who are struggling with drug abuse and other addictions in their lives:

"The purpose of The Fix Ministry is to save lives. We show men & women how to change their lives by furthering their relationship with Jesus Christ along with their education in the areas of social and biblical studies. This, along with our vocational and in-action discipleship training properly prepares them for a future in the job market or ministry as well as general self-sufficiency."

My sister had been telling me about Pastor Fred and this ministry for a while now, as she felt that it may be something helpful for son who suffers from guilt and shame of past drug and alcohol addiction, and the local church ministries have not been able to help him, sadly. He felt condemned and unsupported, and even when he shared his testimony with those trapped in the same sins, he was accosted by someone in the group, and the pastor and other group leader, along with my son, did not assist or provide support to my son or silence the offender, so he eventually stopped trying to offer help to others. In seeking out support groups and pastors or lay people to walk beside and help my son, I realized that the needs are not going to be addressed by those who have never walked in the same shoes. My son was once a very strong Christian, but things happened in his life, bringing discouragement, and his friends were unable to help him and could not understand, so he found new friends who taught him a way to cope with hurtful and traumatic situations. But the entire fault can not be placed on the church, as he did not receive the compassion and understanding from his dad, and although he talked to me about some feelings he had, I did not realize things he wasn't telling me, things he was told not to share with me, things he kept secret. 

Watching my family suffer and working with at risk kids and all ages with mental health conditions and abusive behaviors in my work, has opened my eyes to the great needs that exist today. And in my walk with the Lord, I see how poorly the church has been equipped to walk beside those in need. Church youth groups and field trips or camps will not reach someone who cannot relate to the others in the group who have never had these experiences. That's why I appreciate the ministry of The Fix, because Pastor Fred has walked this walk, and he has found that that Jesus is the only true "fix" for our sins.

The scripture he shared was found in Luke 4:16-19 where Jesus ministers in Nazareth:

"So He came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up, and as His custom was, He went into the synagogue on the Sabbath day, and stood up to read. And He was handed the book of the prophet Isaiah. And when He had opened the book, He found the place where it was written: 'The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, because He has anointed Me to preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed; to proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.'"

After reading this, Jesus sits down, and in response to everyone's inquiring gaze, He added: "Today this Scripture is fulfilled in your hearing." 

One of Fred's opening remarks was "Mission flows from intimacy." In order to have the compassion, the heart for missionary work, especially in the darkness found on the streets, you must have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. And you can only develop this deep love and respect for Christ if you spend time in the secret place. Our love for others is the "overflow of union with Christ." Another thing he shared, and I have come to understand this deeply is that heaven or salvation is for those who know they deserve hell. Without grace, without belief in and acceptance of Jesus and His blood shed for us, for me, we would be destined for hell. Fred knows this, I know this, and every disciple of Christ should know this reality. The proud that fill our churches have not come to that realization I am afraid. Heaven will be filled with sinners saved by grace, saved from messy lives. Because we know what Christ did for each of us, our love for the lost is fueled by that desperate need to tell others about Christ. We talk about what and who we love. Charles Spurgeon said this:

"If sinners be damned, at least let them leap to Hell over our dead bodies. And if they perish, let them perish with our arms wrapped about their knees, imploring them to stay. If Hell must be filled, let it be filled in the teeth of our exertions, and let not one go unwarned and unprayed for." 

What fuels your life?