Day 170 In Christ We Are Free!

 

6/19/2026

"We do not bow our knees to tyrants, only to our God and Savior Lord of All" 

 

Today we observe what has come to be called Juneteenth National IndependenceDay, commemorating the freedom from slavery granted through the Emancipation Proclamation signed on January 1, 1863, by President Abraham Lincoln. According to the story Texas was the farthest of the Confederate states, and the slave owners made no attempts to free the slaves which made Lincoln's proclamation "unenforceable without military intervention, which eventually came nearly 2.5 years later," according to an article by the National Park Service. On June 19, 1865 the Emancipation Proclamation became law, and in 2021 this celebration was made a national holiday.

In an article written today it reads: 

"Over the years, the Juneteenth celebrations grew. They spread across Texas, then the South, and eventually they captured the imaginations and hearts of the entire nation." 

"As we celebrate this day, we offer gratitude to the God who inspired our founders to declare, "All men are created equal." We forgive the hard hearts of so many who limited those freedoms for so long. We honor the tenacity of those who fought for so many years on behalf of abolition and ending segregation."

 

"Most importantly, we recognize the power of Jesus Christ to not only give us earthly freedom, but to give us spiritual freedom. In His own words, He reminds us... "So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free" (John 8:36)."

 

Over the weeks and months preceding America's 250th years as a nation, many articles have been written about the birth of our nation and events that have followed it, as America was being shaped into the nation it has become today. There have been many wars fought to make our land free from tyranny and oppression and to keep it free from terrorist attacks, but sadly many things have also happened to bring shame and regret. At one time a few years ago there was a mad rush and an angry wave of mayhem as statues were being removed and buildings burned, books removed from libraries in an attempt to remove the evil from our memories and from the conscience of a nation. While much has happened to shame our nation throughout the years, we need to remember the good, the bad and the ugly, because it is part of history, and hopefully as a country we have learned to correct the mistakes and be proud of the successes. 

 I say that in optimism, because that is my hope for our nation's future. Regretfully, bad things, tragic things still happen that stains our nation's conscience. This year our President proclaimed our country as One Nation Under God once more, and it is my prayer that it will be so, but it is not happening yet. As the Church sleeps lawlessness and corruption continue, and because of divided lawmakers and extremist/hate groups, evil continues to disrupt and destroy life. Since our new President took office many improvements have been made, and many miracles have resulted, but there are still many who are opposed to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness unless it involves selfishness and power plays. The only answer can be found in true repentance and a major change in the hearts of many who are determined to destroy the American dream on which our country was founded. The answer can only be found when our nation turns back to God. Jesus Christ died to save all from sin. Through Him we can all have new life, eternal life and relationship with our Holy God who desires to share eternity with all who accept His Son as Redeemer and Lord. May today be the beginning of a true wave of freedom that brings Heaven to earth and truly is a day of celebration!   

Day 169 The Proper Response

 

6/18/2026 

"O come, let us worship and bow down; let us kneel before the Lord our Maker."

 

Psalm 95:6

 

 

I can't seem to wipe this silly smile off my face. It almost seems disrespectful, should anyone see it, but yet I saw the same knowing on the face of another intercessor this morning. But before I go further in that thought, I want to finish sharing the saga of the two sisters - Mary and Martha.

 

As it turns out later after Jesus has been in the home of Lazurus and his sisters a few short days prior, Lazurus became quite ill, and he died. Jesus had been informed by carrier that Lazurus was sick and in need of his friend, but Jesus chose to remain where He was staying, only a short distance away. Jesus did so, because He listens to what His Father instructs Him to do, knowing the better plan and the appointed times. The story is told in John 11:1-44. When Jesus receives the word that "Lord, behold, he whom You love is sick" (verse 3), His response to his disciples was "This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it" (verse 4). Jesus knew His appointed hour and that it was near, and somehow God had made Lazurus part of the plan, the end game. 

 

In two days Jesus tells the disciples "Let us go to Judea again" (verse 7), and later in verses 11 and 14-15 tells them "Our friend Lazarus sleeps, but I go that I may wake him up.... Lazarus is dead. And I am glad for your sakes that I was not there, that you may believe. Nevertheless, let us go to him." By the time Jesus arrived in Bethany Lazurus had been dead and sealed in a tomb for four days. Martha was the first to bolt out of the house when she heard Jesus had arrived at their home, while Mary remained inside. Did Mary realize that He was there? Generally when news of Jesus coming was known Mary was the first one out the house practically tackling Him she was so excited to see Him, to feed on His every word. But not this day. The first words from Martha's mouth were the same that later came from Mary's: "Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died. But even now I know that whatever You ask of God, God will give You."

 

Jesus assures Martha that her brother will rise again (verse 23), to which Martha responds that she knows that he will in the resurrection in the last days (verse 24), but Jesus quickly corrects her in verses 25-26: "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"  Mary eventually comes running out and shares the same concerns, and in the end Jesus does what He came to do, He raised Lazurus from the dead to the amazement of all present. It's a great story with deeper meaning, so I invite all to read it and meditate on what it means to you. It's a matter of perception.

 

People will always say that God has a plan, so we don't need to worry, but they see very dimly as through a dark mirror, clouded by preconceived notions or the plots of the enemy who understands that weak minds not rooted and grounded in the Word will follow anyone who seems to know exactly what is going on. The one with the loudest voice, just like satan, twists the words around to make it sound good or holy to the Christian deceived and listening. If we study Genesis and the incident between Eve and the serpent, we can see that satan is a great conniver and great at twisting words, making the unaware believe it. We need to be aware, especially the Church at large. There's a lot of misconceptions and outright lies and fabrications being pronounced from pulpits today that need to be silenced by our Authority. But, few leaders or even lay persons seem not to want to speak out against wrongs. But God certainly is reigning in deceivers and exposing many in these last days, as He said He would do. 

 

There is much hearsay and many accusations or opinions - "Here's my take on it...!" I admit, on the surface level things are looking a little bleak, and there appears to be back stabbing and betrayal blow by blow, but what do we truly know? And whose report should we care about? That doesn't mean that we sit idly by and do nothing. It certainly doesn't mean that we change our citizenship, move to another State, or climb into a hole until things are back to normal! Has anything truly been normal?! Whose to tell?! Whose report do we heed? 

 

The reason I can stay calm, although I am very close to the eye of the storm, and I can have what appears to some as a silly smile on my face is because I know in Whom I have believed (2 Timothy 1:12), and my heart can remain steadfast (Psalm 57:7-11) as I place my trust in a God who never sleeps (Psalm 121:4) and who upholds me with His righteous right hand (Isaiah 41:10). I know that around me are many angels who guard me and protect me from harm (Psalms 27, and 91). And I know that if I put my trust in Him, He will direct my path (Proverbs 3:5-6). Should I go on, or do you get the picture. Do you know that these promises are for all believers in Jesus?!

 

So our response is not to sit on the fence with our legs dangling or hide in a closet praying Jesus will hurry up and come! We should be praying His will be done on earth as it is in heaven. That covers salvation of all who do not know Him, because He doesn't want anyone to go to hell. He wants all to be saved, beginning with His Chosen People through whom salvation comes to us as Gentiles (1 Timothy 2:4-6 and Romans 1:16; John 4:22).

 

Our response is to repent, humbly bow before our gracious Lord and praise His Name, worship and adore Him. We suit up according to Ephesians 6:10-20, and then having done all we stand! Worship is a huge part of my life, as it should be with any believer. The tribe of Judah always lead the way into battle, and Judah means Praise! It's a great way to begin your day, continued through the day, and end your day! 

What's going on now is very disturbing to me, to many who understand Bible prophecy. But I also know human nature, and I know about discernment. Best of all I know and trust my God who gives me discernment. So, before you panic, or if you're on the side of rejoicing in someone's pain, take some time and sit in the secret place and consult the One who knows it all. Begin first with an attitude adjustment if you ever take joy in another's misery and claim to know Christ as Savior and Lord.

Day 168 Uniquely Me

 

6/17/2026

 "Know who you are - what God

has called you to do."

 

God has a way of getting my attention, and I have to laugh, because He's ever so subtle...well, not always! The lessons He wants to teach me are those I have already been revisiting in my mind, and then with a gentle reminder here and there, answers come. In attempting to put ideas together for my story, the one the Lord wants me to tell, I re-visit again and again certain passages. It seems as if everything I do these days is a reminder, but I imagine that's how it can be when I'm supposed to be writing the story - His story, as my life is certainly that and more.

Today in our pre-prayer message we visited an oft repeated one in sermons found in Luke 10:38-42 about Jesus' visit to the home of Lazurus and his sisters, Mary and Martha. While Martha hurries to prepare refreshments for Jesus and His disciples Mary sat quietly listening intently to His every word. Her gaze transfixed on one thing. Martha became so flustered at one point that she mentioned to Jesus that Mary should be helping her. Jesus replied: "Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her." 

That's all that was written in the scripture portion, so the rest is left to us to ponder. I imagine Martha felt hurt and a bit betrayed by Mary and Jesus. I can imagine I'd want to hide in the kitchen and avoid the stares of the others present in the room who were obviously wondering what her problem was. About this time the devil was probably feeling her mind with all kind of thoughts. Then aren't we all a bit prone to jumping to conclusions in our minds from time to time?! But that comes from a person who is extremely self-centered and full of self-pity or from someone who has been hurt and feels left out. Two sisters, two personalities. I love the way Dallas Jenkins portrayed the scene in my beloved series, The Chosen. First of all the disciples and some other followers are present as they journey to Lazurus' home in Bethany, so this unexpected stop probably caught Martha by surprise, maybe with mixed emotions. I know if thirteen men showed up on my doorstep I'd be scrambling to throw together some goodies, because that's the way I was taught to honor guests. The Jewish culture of hospitality is so beautiful, as is the Southern culture in which I was born. But I was not taught to offer a bowl of water to wash the dust from their feet after the long walk down dusty roads wearing sandals. Imagine how refreshing clean feet feel after walking dusty roads for hours at a time. I can't even get into bed at night without clean feet on my cool sheets. That's a gift we take for granted, but that's another story.

As Martha goes into the kitchen trying to pull together a little food, she is first of all in a well-prepared kitchen with so much fruit, nuts, spices, cheese, and freshly baked breads. She must spend her life baking, cooking, preparing, and there are only three in the household. Nonetheless as we watch her throw it all together hurriedly, as she knows these men are hungry, because men are always hungry, she prepares a platter of elegantly designed snacks for these guys to enjoy. And well they did and asked for more before everyone was served. But as the wine flowed, and the meal served, Mary just sat there cow-eyed, entranced by Jesus' every word. I know that's where I'd be, as reading His words in scripture does that for me. Martha tried to get Mary's attention each time she walked past her or reached over her with the serving plate, but no, Mary was hanging onto every word from her Master's mouth. So that's when Martha spoke up. In the scene Jesus had Martha sit down beside Him, empty tray in hand, and He talked to her so gently. I can envision the scene as I write it, as I rewrite my own account of how I feel Jesus would respond. He listened to her heart cry as only the God of love would do, because He knew Martha, He saw her. He is, after all, El Roi, the God who sees. The God who understands and never condemns our pure desires. He created us to be who we are supposed to be. He let her know she was so appreciated, and He invited her into this time, this space, and let her know she was welcomed. He wasn't short and dry with her. He invited her to stop and listen, to choose the better way as Mary. Who could refuse so warm a gesture of immense love. 

Mary at this point is so overcome by Martha's feelings being hurt that she apologizes to her and responds that she should have been more considerate. I can't blame her though. I'd be right there plopped down at His feet, listening, reveling in every word. No one realized how short a time they would actually have with Him in His earthly journey. Mary and Martha, although seemingly polar opposites in personality and gifting, loved each other, and each had a servant's heart. I believe that each of us, if we're honest, would see that we have a little of both personalities in us, but there is a lean towards the one to the other, as we do each have unique callings and purposes. Discovering those qualities about ourselves often takes time and either years of failure or settling for whatever happens. We let go of our dreams for various reasons, but they never seem to leave our thoughts as possibilities.  

No one should consider themselves a failure if they have sincerely tried or made attempts to do what they felt compelled to do. A person who is a failure is one who has never tried, who is content to talk about it, but never attempts anything. Life has a way of handing us curve balls. I know a lot about that. Some days I'd love to be a Martha who stayed in the kitchen and prepared feast after feast, but that being done, I'd want to serve every homeless person or those down on their luck a feast fit for a king. I don't want to fatten up those who have the blessing of three meals a day, rather I want to feed those who do not know what it is like to sit at a table and enjoy an unhurried meal with a few friends who understand and listen. Those who do not look down and consider them less than. That's my heart. Yet on the other hand, I lean more towards the Mary personality as I want to feed on every word that comes from the mouth of Jesus. Then, I'd want to share that meal with everyone I encounter. A feast on top of a feast. That's my heart. That's my dream! 

Day 167 Disappointment

 

6/16/2026 

"Thy word is true from the beginning, and every one

of thy righteous judgments endureth for ever."

Psalm 119:160

 

This morning's Tuesday worship watch with Kehilat in Carmel was difficult for many, because there has been so much uncertainty within the past few days. There appears to be a great reversal in thoughts and actions, but then who really knows what anyone is really thinking or what is actually true or not, or what goes on behind closed doors or late at night. Each day news comes our way, and hopefully it comes from honest, verifiable sources, as opposed to most of what we hear most of the time. We also have to take into account what is true or fabricated based on fictitious reports developed by AI. There is a great deception going on with regard to AI, but it is not totally surprising as it has been foretold and forewarned. It just becomes harder when innocent people, kindhearted souls who care about their country are affected. I feel that way about a great many situations, but then that is the life of an intercessor. The assignments do not begin and end with our own personal concerns. But this morning the feelings expressed in this prayer watch were personal for me. But I am learning to quiet my soul and remain steadfast in my faith, my eyes fixed on the only One who matters. As the meeting began, the leader first said, speaking to the online audience the words: "We forgive you." As the music played, spirits were lifted, there was dancing, and much praise to the God who never fails and who hold the whole world in His hands. To the God who has saved Israel and will continue to save Israel. He is the only one who can. 

Just as I've been stuck into my personal study of Hebrews for quite some time, I've also been spending time in the Psalms. So many times the psalmist would cry out to God from the depth of his soul asking God "How long, O Lord?" I know I've asked that question myself a few times, although I never want to question God's ways. We just want to see an end to brutality. Over the past months I've had my head buried in Richard Wurmbrand's testimony of his imprisonment and torture by the Communists in Tortured for Christ. After his release from prison until the day he died he worked to spread the word about those who are being persecuted for their belief in Christ and their unwillingness to deny Him to buy their freedom. Wurmbrand came to the United States to awaken the church. That seems to be a common theme, even from his day to present. Just with standing for Israel, no one really wants to hear about the suffering of others. There are many, like myself, called to pray, stand in the gap, speak out to government officials, and to support financially when possible, and if God calls - Go! I've been waiting for my clear call to go for most of my life, beginning from childhood. I don't know if I'm just not listening or if God truly wants me topside to wake up the church.

Sadly I don't know what it will take to get anyone to listen. I sent out several invitations to pastors of churches within this local vicinity and a few a little further out, and only two pastors reached out to me in acknowledgement. The information I shared was straight from the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem, and although it is excellent, there is total clarity written in the Word of God. From Genesis to Revelation the Word speaks. Front to back, page upon page. Why do we make it so difficult, and why do we believe a lie? Why don't we check for ourselves? Why take the word of anyone other than God the Father Himself?! Consult with the Author and the Finisher of our faith?!

As I'm trying to pen these words I am fighting sleep. I have been so physically exhausted lately. Maybe it's a spiritual attack or maybe my body is worn out. Regardless, the past few days of listening to news, watching the responses of the people I love, has made me a bit battle fatigued. Add to that the rigors of trying to find someone who actually wants to work to help me fix the things that need repair at my parents' home. Life is like that. So my remedy is turn on the worship music!

I know I've shared the lyrics of a song written by Jesus Image called Give Me Oil, but I feel a need to share again. Jesus is returning for His Bride, the Church, and we must be ready. Our oil lamps must be full, and we must be found faithful, actively pursuing the Kingdom of Heaven, just as He commanded us to do before He ascended to Heaven. We must care about what concerns Him. Another song says Forget about yourself, concentrate on Him, and worship Him." That's what it's all about.

Give Me Oil

My heart is longing for a touch from Your hand  

My spirit is yearning to be revived in Your glory again

Turn my heart to You; in Your presence, Lord, I am made new

Give me oil in my lamp and light the flame again

I want to burn for You  

 O Lord I'm sorry for when I've wandered astray

You're faithful to find me

Create within me a clean heart again 

Turn my heart to You, in Your presence I am made new

Give me oil in my lamp and light the flame again

I want to burn for You 

Find me waiting, Find me ready

Find me longing, burning for You. 

Give me oil in my lamp and light the flame again

I want to burn for you  

The song is absolutely what I needed tonight to help me accomplish what needs to be done, and it is a wonderful reminder of where my heart should find peace and rest from the news and from the evil things of this world. I'll leave it at that!

Day 166 Holding Fast

 

6/15/2026

"Let us hold fast the confession of our hope that it waver not;

for He is faithful that promised."

Hebrews 10:23

 

I must say that news has a way of toppling men's faith, especially for those who really have not learned what true faith is. Hebrews 11:1-3 says "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. For by it the elders obtained a good testimony. By faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that the things which are seen were not made of things which are visible." Hebrews 11 is the "faith chapter" that speaks of the saints who have already gone to their heavenly reward, who showed the type of faith God admired and recognized, beginning with Abel at the beginning of time.

I am still slowly crawling my way through Andrew Murray's expository book on Hebrews. I picked it up in October 2024, at Abba's insistence. Actually, I was disobedient for quite some time, as it is quite an undertaking and a lot of meat to chew. I read, re-read, and sometimes go back again. Murray goes verse by verse, so even though there are only 13 chapters in Hebrews, it takes time to study to keep it in context and understand related scriptures. When I finish it, I may begin again, but this time I'll try to read it faster. 

The author notes that "more than ever we shall need to hold fast our hope." Later he adds, "Life in the Holiest, in the nearness of God, must be characterized by an infinite hopefulness." Many times I've spoken of the secret place and abiding in Christ. When I see the response of some when I speak this way there's  silence, or some will say they have no idea what I'm talking about. I was speaking with my younger son today, and I was trying to explain to him that I realize that I've always been misunderstood about what I seek in my life. When I was in high school everyone thought I wanted a boyfriend, and perhaps I did just want to be normal and liked, but I wanted to be liked for the right reasons. In reading through my journals of long, long ago, I can see obvious patterns. I mention very little of anything I'm feeling, just things said to me, and my heart is an open book. Another thing I noticed was that I was always asking Abba to forgive me if I did or said anything wrong in asking my questions. I have since then attributed my education of the Bible and history to God's tutorage. If I had a questions I'd look in the Bible, and I'd ask God questions, because adults - when I was young - and adults when I was an adult either didn't have the answer or knew they didn't know the answer but didn't want to say so. It would have been so great had there been transparency back then and even now, because the discussion would be so rich and rewarding, as we searched the scriptures together. No one knows the answers, and we never will until we see Him face to face. I still have so many questions, but I have eternity to talk to God about everything. 

Murray continues his explanation of Entering the Holiest with these thoughts: "As we tarry there God can begin to do His work of grace in power. There the holiness of God can overshadow us, and can be assimilated into our life and character. There we can learn to worship in that true humility and meekness and resignation to God's will, which does not come at once, but in which we may grow up even as Jesus did. There we have to learn the holy art of intercession, so as to pray the prayer that prevails." I want to draw near to God, and I want to be able to listen, because honestly sometimes I don't know how to pray. As I was coming up the basement steps tonight I had to stop and just say aloud to God that very thing. I don't know how to pray right now. I know what the Word says, and I do pray, but I words just fail right now. I am so relieved that Holy Spirit makes intercession. He knows exactly what I am thinking, because He is the one who reminds me of the Words of Jesus. 

And this is the perfect time to draw near to the cross of Christ.  

Day 165 How long, O Lord?

 

6/14/2026

"Lord, You have been my dwelling place

in all generations."

Psalm 90:1

 

Everyone holds their breath as again we wait! Only one thing is certain, no two things are certain - No human knows what will happen moment by moment, shallow breath by breath; and second - God does! He knows everything about everything, because He is God Almighty the Creator of Heaven and Earth. He never sleeps according to Psalm 121. Our lives are in His most capable hands. He loves us, cares about and for us. Many people doubt that, and they doubt that His ways are much higher than our finite minds can begin to grasp. Personally I find peace in that knowledge and bedrock trust. He does know better, and He knows the plans He has for each of us. And so life goes on from one moment until the next, yet my life remains at peace, not always "calm," but I do have His peace that transcends all understanding. It has to be that way so that I can continue to keep my focus and my eyes on the Commander of the Armies of heaven. Simplistic, no, not really. It's called faith!

So why do I use teddy bears and children as illustrations for much that I write?! Jesus said that the Kingdom of God is made of little children, and we are to come as little children. I'll let you chew on that for a while. He doesn't want us to remain in a childish state, sucking our thumbs and hanging onto our mommy's skirt tails. He expects us to grow up as healthy Spirit filled children of God. Teddy bears - because I like them, and they bring me comfort and laughter. They remain quiet and allow me to say whatever I want to say, and they give me a hug afterwards. They agree with everything I say or think! And they let me know by their gentle, reassuring all-too-telling glance when I need to think about what to say and how to phrase it. They know, because they are all that is gentle and soft, unless of course I give them personalities that reflect my "other" side. Still, this was birthed in childhood, and perhaps it is "childish," to some, but it has saved my life in ways only trauma survivors can comprehend. 

At church this morning our passage of scripture was found in Mark 12:38-44, warning against scribes of Jesus' day, those who teach the law and the prophets, but they actually did so to their own advantage, as did the Pharisees. They looked down on many as less than themselves. The message was also a warning against the false prophets and doctrines of today, protecting ourselves by discerning the truth from what the Word of God has to say. Sound doctrine, and one I continually preach myself. The only way we can avoid that error in judgment is to abide in Christ and be a student of the Word, read the Bible Genesis to Revelation, and spend time talking to Jesus about it. I certainly don't want anyone to think that I am teaching false doctrine by my love of Israel, and my stand against false doctrine in the church - Replacement Theology and the New Pauline Perspective or whatever new comes down the pike - and my bold pronouncement against antisemitism. But I do not fear what I say is wrong, because if one wants to know the truth of God's word they have only to read it.

There are many things being taught that are against the Word of God, and it is concerning, and people need to know it, but as pastors and teachers disciple the people, teaching them the Word as this Pastor is doing, then they learn to know and love God's Word and desire to know more and more. That's me. I have an insatiable hunger and thirst for more and more of Him. That candle's never gonna be snuffed out!

Artificial Intelligence was mentioned - as to the good or bad. I believe there can be good as we progress in technology, as it helps the Underground Church, those being persecuted for their belief in Christ. It is great in reaching the younger generation for Christ, but interestingly, more Bibles are being purchased by the younger men. They want to hold it in their hands, mark it up, devour the pages! I'm so ecstatic when I hear about that. I love to hold the Bible in my hands. I have kept all my old Bibles, tattered pages and all, and I still grab them for reference and notes I've written. My entire life is written on the pages of my Bible, and my journals. Scripture cards I've made. I thank God for index cards and notebook paper! I pray that once I'm gone to see my Savior that the notes I've written, and the words I've penned will be useful to others. I know there's a lot on those pages I'd love to forget, but it's my life. I often repeat the words to my children: "Have you learned nothing from my life!" I am referring, of course, to my mistakes and mishaps.

Yesterday I watched an older movie with Johnny Depp and Morgan Freeman called Transcendence. I have always loved the versatile roles Johnny Depp has played in portraying different personalities. I pray that now he's older he will realize his need for Jesus and adjust his life. I always pray for such things, because God wants everyone saved, and so should we. This movie is about AI and the dangerous side of it, but on reflection there is a much deeper look into the love of a husband for his wife and her ambitions which transcend his own. I won't ruin the story by speaking more about it, but I do recommend it as a look see into the dangers of too much technology and the extremism and desperation of those who oppose it. What may begin as an emotional feeling of right and wrong can become ugly and cruel. Fear is a horrible monster, but then we try so hard to play God, but we don't fear and reverence Him as Holy. There is only One God, and we need to understand that!   

Day 164 Believe or Go Home!

 

6/13/2026

"No one deserves the title 'giant' when

measured against an omnipotent God."

Daily Walk

When God told Moses to send out the twelve spies to scout out the promised land, those chosen to represent their tribes were leaders, brave men able to go in check out the lay of the land - whether the people living there were weak or strong; whether the land was good or bad; whether the cities were camps or fortified cities; whether the land was rich or poor; whether there were forests, and they were instructed to bring a sample of the fruit. The names of each of the leaders chosen to represent their tribes were listed in Numbers 13:4-15. They were instructed to "Be of good courage." So off they went for forty days spying out the land and the people. When they returned they brought back a sample of fruit which proved that the land was rich, a land of milk and honey! They cut down a branch with one cluster of grapes that had to be carried on a pole by two men it was so huge. They also brought back figs and pomegranates.

After this initial fanfare upon their return, a less positive report was given by ten of the spies:

"Then they told him, and said: 'We went to the land where you sent us. It truly flows with milk and honey, and this is its fruit. Nevertheless the people who dwell in the land are strong; the cities are fortified and very large; moreover we saw the descendants of Anak there.'" (Numbers 13:27-28)

Caleb from the tribe of Judah spoke right up anxious to go in and conquer the land. The land God had already given them. But sadly, the people decided to listen to the bad report by ten of the spies, rather than the reports by Caleb and Joshua. The ten naysayers stirred up the crowd so badly that the people began to moan and cry, then began to blame Moses and Aaron, and they wanted to elect a new leader and return to Egypt. When poor Caleb tried to reason with the masses, they threatened to stone him. As most Bible scholars know the ten rebellious spies who made the people think God hated them were punished immediately by death, and the rest of the people were sentenced to wander in the desert for forty years until they died in the desert for their rebellion. When the sentence was given, the people tried to take their words and actions back, but it was too late, and God was not with them. Consequences always follow rebellion.

Today in our global prayer call in praying for Israel against antisemitism, praying for the church to arise and speak out against the lies being taught and speaking out against the hatred and persecution of the Jewish people, someone prayed that we needed a generation of Calebs who would be ready to stand up and fight for our nations. There are so many reports in regard to the war in Iran - will they sign a peace treaty, will they give up their uranium and promise not to build nuclear weapons or ballistic missiles, and a list of other "musts," and will talks continue to be on and off again for more months. It tends to wear people down, not knowing what will come next, although Israel has lived with this type of thing all their existence. In our own nation we are faced with several crises, and the enemy is very cunning in his strategy. The question is where will we as believers stand and on whose authority.

The media continues to sow discord and confusion, and it is done purposely. Social media is being manipulated, and AI creates false news reports, complete with AI generated photos. No one knows what is true or not. People jump to conclusions and believe the bad news without taking the time to check to see if it is valid information. This is becoming an epidemic in our nation, and in our world. As an American, and as a believer and follower of Christ, I am concerned with how all this affects our children. If they see parents and leaders vacillating from one wind of doctrine to another, what will they think? I know what I think, and it is not good. This is why our focus must remain clear. 

Why is it when God answers our prayers, we allow naysayers to come in and stir things up? Have you ever had that happen to you? Well, I have. I prayed and asked God to supply my needs, and He did. Prior to the arrival, however, I had someone call me up, because she was concerned that the person may not be on the up and up. Then another call and another call from other naysayers, because they could not trust that someone was telling the truth. Finally I had to put an end to the calls. Whereas I appreciated someone trying to look out for my welfare, all of this negativity was only making me sick, and I had to decide whose report to believe. Man or God's. I fully believed that God had divinely intervened in my life, so I said no more, and I left it there. As it turned out, all went well, and I received a wonderful blessing. Unlike the ten spies, I chose to rise against my giant and trust God, just like the little shepherd boy David did when he went against Goliath. The enemy wants to create confusion and doubt that left unchecked will lead to unbelief. I don't relish the idea of wandering for forty years in a desert simply because I chose to not listen to God whom I say I trust. Either I trust Him, or I do not.

As part of an intercessory prayer group, we hear many mixed reports and contradictory information. We have been standing with Israel since 10/7/2023, and the spiritual warfare is intense, as is the war against America, our families, our health, our finances, and every area of our lives. We must make a decision to believe God or go home and live in fear. Jesus already won the victory for our souls, but God does not expect us to sit it out. We are told to occupy until He returns. Let's not allow the oil to run dry in our lanterns. May our lights shine brightly for Christ. 

Day 163 Words of Life!

 

6/12/2026

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God,

and the Word was God."

John 1:1

 

I woke up to The Chosen quietly playing in the background. It was one of my favorite scenes with Matthew and Gaius, the Roman Centurion who had been given the task to keep Matthew safe at the tax booth from angry people. Gaius has been watching Jesus heal and listening to him teach, so he is slowly being transformed, unable to unsee what he had witnessed with his own eyes and reconcile it with the life he had lived. One of the greatest transformations he had witnessed was that of Matthew. He was rich, employed and protected by Rome, but when Jesus passed by Matthew's tax booth and asked him to "Follow Me," without a second thought Matthew practically ran from the booth to become His disciple, leaving everything behind, including excuses as to his choices in life that separated him from his family and fellow Jews. Gaius was astonished, to say the least. He knew that Matthew had been feeling isolation from his family and probably sensed regrets, but Gaius had grown fond of him, and he realized how special and innocent Matthew truly was, but he had never seen this impulsive behavior.

In the scene Matthew encounters Gaius walking down the street, obviously troubled, but when Matthew asks how he is, he responds that he is fine. Matthew tells him he has many talents, but he is not an effective liar. Gaius seems a little surprised. Matthew asks about Gaius' family, and he snaps back at him, but then states that he's glad that Matthew has mended ways with his family. Then Gaius confesses that "home is complicated. I'm helpless." Matthew's responses really makes one think:

"You're right, Gaius. I don't know families well, and I complicate everything. But my Teacher, He makes everything very simple. Every day I wake up my ideas and fears are jumbled. I feel overwhelmed with doubts and regrets. So I just pause for a moment and remember. I have only one thing to do today, follow Him. The rest takes care of itself." 

I am always quoting scenes from this series, and often I think people get tired of hearing me, but although it may not be scriptural in total, and much has been added to the content that may or may not be so, it does me so much good to see what it may have been like when Jesus was on the earth ministering to others. I cannot help but speak of this work, of the love Dallas and Amanda Jenkins have poured into revisiting the stories, that are changing people's lives all over the world. 

The first song that came to mind when I started my day this morning was the old hymn, Wonderful Words of Life. The song begins with these words: "Sing them over again to me, wonderful words of life; let me more of their beauty see, wonderful words of life; words of life and beauty, teach me faith and duty. Beautiful words, wonderful words, wonderful words of life." I remember my mama and gram singing this beautiful hymn, and like all the hymns I learned to sing as a child, I continue to sing to this day! Sometimes I forget a verse or two, but the memory returns when I begin to sing. The other two verses are as follows: 

"Christ, the blessed one, gives to all wonderful words of life; sinner, list to the loving call, wonderful words of life; all so freely given, wooing us to heaven. Beautiful words, wonderful words, wonderful words of life."

"Sweetly echo the gospel call, wonderful words of life; offer pardon and peace to all, wonderful words of life; Jesus only Savior, sweetly echo the gospel call, Jesus, only Savior, sanctify forever. Beautiful words, wonderful words of life."

In a world where there's much chaos and confusion, ridiculous accusations flowing from every portal, every persuasion, it is so easy to become overwhelmed. But when our focus is on serving our Master and Lord, the most important thing is to follow Him. Proverbs 3:5-6 puts it this way: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths.   

Day 162 The Answer

 

6/11/2026

"Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light to my path."

Psalm 119:105

 

The third session of Day 3 of the Jerusalem Summit opened with the words "Welcome Home" spoken to the audience in attendance by the Ambassador to the Foreign Ministry of Israel. He said anytime anyone comes to Israel they feel at home, and they are welcomed as such. I cannot imagine a warmer welcome, and although I have never been to Israel, I already feel a great love towards the nation and the people. Standing with them these past three years during this horrendous moment in their history has been and continues to be my honor and a blessing. But for me the connection goes much deeper. We are born into families, and there are varying degrees of affection and even acceptance by blood kin. We discover that as time goes on. When we moved to Northern New Mexico, where I lived for thirty-five years, I left behind a great support system in my church. Reading through old journals I remembered my rather large church family, where we socialized outside of the church. It was remarkable. We knew our neighbors, and they were invited to be part of the fellowships and cookouts that we had in our home. We grew spiritually, and we felted loved. When we moved away at an extremely stressful period of our life when we needed the support we already had, we did not find the same degree of acceptance in the church in New Mexico, rather we were met with suspicion from some. It was an unsettling time, but we did form some friendships that were close. Over time and over increased problems, however, close ties can be lost, as that is the occupation of the enemy. Now, many years later, I have a new family, ones I've never met or spoken to, but we pray together daily in a global prayer meeting, and we all love Israel. We understand God's eternal plan of redemption. Salvation comes through the Jews.  

In several of the discussions during the Summit, young people, particularly Gen Z aged youth, seemed to be the focus and pivotal to getting to the eradication of antisemitism in our day, the increased hatred spurned on by social media, and to advancing truth about Israel. It was described as a battle for educational and cultural values, and a much-needed strategy to defeat the lies against the Jewish nation and against Zionism. To reach the young people who are the future leaders, it was suggested that more videos on Tik Tok might be needed, as this is the source of many of the false reports. It was reported that in this generation are more problems with mental health, depression, social anxiety, and they have an existential dread. They are confused by all the garbage that is coming out of the mouths of supposed journalists or once respected Christians who are causing this great upset, spewing lies and false testimonies. They themselves have bought into Satan's lie, as he is cunning and devious. In the past, if we consider when we were younger, when things got strange kids went "counter culture" in their approach to things. Baby boomers have much history of mixing things up in order to escape the raging war of the day. It was the youth of the day walking away from it all, finding their own way to cope, to exist in changing norms. The kids today are seeking "originality and uniqueness," and they need to see strength in the leaders of our time, especially the Church.

One speaker noted that the world has changed, and the battle cannot be won the same ole way. Everyone needs to go to Israel and get to know the land and the people. If they did they would understand that there is not another land like it. It is God's land, and the Jewish people are His chosen people. He made this decision, so why can't we honor it? Why can't the church which is called by His Name not protect God's own? The problem rests in the lack of wisdom, the lack of understanding, the lack of knowledge. The church needs to stop being naive. Jesus said to be "wise as serpents and harmless as doves." In defending Israel it was stated that one needed to know the Biblical defense, legal defense, and ethical moral defense. Another suggested that pastors have trouble knowing how to help in the face of such evil, that if they stand up, might hinder or harm their church. Congregations are divided on Israel, and already here in America there are church splits, or people are leaving if Israel is supported. The attacks on the churches has been going on for some time, but the hatred towards Evangelical Zionism puts a target on your back, or so I have heard. 

In considering all the wonderful discussions from fantastic men and women of God who know the history of Israel, I think the one answer, which I mentioned in previous posts is simple. Read the Bible! Just as you would read any other beloved book, this is the MOST beloved. It is the story of God's plan for redemption, and as Christians, followers of Jesus Christ, it is our story woven into the plan by Jesus Christ our Messiah. Study it and devour the truth. Pastors and leaders teach this book, chapter and verse. Parents sit down with your children and read and study it together. Pray with your children. Know what the Bible says. It may sound simplistic, but it has worked for me in my life. Reading the Bible is understanding the Jewishness of our Savior, Jesus Christ the Messiah. How can anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear miss that obvious truth! 

Day 161 Antisemitism

 

6/10/2026 

 "Choose this day whom you will serve... 

But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." 

Joshua 24:15

 

I love the illustration above, representing, in my mind, people of all nations with their hands on the globe, praying for the entire world, standing together, united and working for the common good. Our world is in a heap of a mess with more violence towards Christians, especially those who are identified as Evangelical Zionists, or those who stand with Israel for their right to be a nation, and for the rights of the Jewish people scattered all over the world. In many regards I am not surprised when certain people follow the misconceptions being spread, because the Bible said it would be so, especially in the last days, and this is the history of the Jewish people and anyone who is a friend. But, it is alarming to see that the actual Church, the Body of Christ, is buying into the gossip and slander on social media without caring to check the facts. Perhaps if more people stopped scrolling and consulted the infallible Word of God much of this hatred could be eradicated. More than this, however, a major problem exists, because the Bible is not being taught as one compelling story that it is. The Bible is a book with sixty-six chapters written by the Jewish people for the Jewish people. It is the story of Israel, and as such should be read and taught as any important book. It is the MOST important book every written, as it was written by God's Chosen People, the story of the land of Israel and how we as believers can become part of the story.

In my blog posted yesterday concerning the Jerusalem Summit, the speakers agreed that many pastors and leaders are too afraid to stand up to the lies of the media or the incorrect doctrine being taught in the church itself, or they just want to push it aside for someone else to deal with. After all, they are busy building their church and their agenda. God's plans just don't seem to fit their plans, but they believe they are guided by Holy Spirit. This may be an unconscious reasoning, nonetheless, we need to examine our hearts to ascertain the truth. Why does no one speak up and out about what is happening in our world today. Psalm 139:23-24 tells us to search our hearts to see if there is any wicked way in us. Second Timothy 2:15 tells us to study to show ourselves approved, workmen who rightly divide the word of truth. That means we can have discernment that comes from knowing and living God's laws. Then we won't be duped into believing what every popular journalist tells us. Whereas this is the responsibility of each believer, it should be a standard for the pastor or leader of every church so we will not be confused or made to believe what is simply not true. Much education is needed, but first, repentance - for believing negative reports without proof. Learn to know the truth. As someone once said "God said it, I believe it, and that settles it." Become that person who truly trusts in the Word of the Lord.

Day 160 Jerusalem Summit

6/9/2026 

"Those from among you shall build up the ancient ruins; 

you shall raise up the foundations of many generations;

you shall be called the repairer of the breach,

the restorer of streets to dwell in."

Isaiah 58:12

 

Today is the first day for the Emergency Jerusalem Summit hosted by the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem under the leadership of Dr. Jurgen Buhler, the CEO and other members of the ICEJ Office in Jerusalem and other nations. The purpose of the meeting is to address the rise in antisemitism since the October 7, 2023 massacre of Jewish men, women, and children living near Gaza by the Hamas jihad. It's interesting how quickly news of this horrific act on innocent civilians was soon turned from the suffering of the innocent by the news media to the people of Gaza whom they accused Israel of murdering. But the media spreading vicious lies is not new news to any of us, as it is a systemic epidemic in this world and an avenue used by satan to twist truth. The Jewish nation has been victims of hatred and the people accused of many wrongful deeds since the Lord began bringing them back home to Israel, as prophesied in the Bible. I could even say it began with Genesis, because satan's whole intention is the kill the seed of Abraham, because he knows that salvation comes through the Jews, through the birth of Jesus Christ who is a Jew.

The Summit will also include discussion regarding the false teaching called the Replacement Theology or supersessionism which is the false doctrine that the Christian Church has replaced or superseded the Jewish people as God's chosen people. It mistakenly asserts that the New Covenant through Jesus Christ has replaced the Mosaic covenant which renders Israel's covenantal status as null and void. Also, it does not teach that the birth of the Jewish nation as the Chosen People that God established through Abraham and reaffirmed with Issac and Jacob, whose name was changed to Israel. God told Abraham that through him his seed would be blessed, and his seed would bless the entire nation. This includes all born again followers of Christ Jesus who have accepted Jesus as Savior and Lord and who have been grafted in. We are the righteousness of God only through the blood of Jesus Christ. 

The lies that are so easily believed are based on false doctrine through media and certain voices who are ignorant of the Word of God, who have been led to believe a lie, and who are broadcasting these falsehoods as gospel, and this even includes the church. No one seems to take the time to seek the word to discern the validity of what they are being taught by others who dote on social media moral that the Word of God. Even pastors fail to rightly divide the word of truth, as they teach their flock to do.

One of the speakers who thanked those present, about 200, stated that while he loved seeing their support at each event and their dedication to Israel, that we needed to reach out to all the nations. He said he saw too many Caucasian faces, but several countries were represented. What he meant was that more people need to stop being afraid of what may happen if they speak up in their churches. They fear the hatred, the division, perhaps even the banishment from their own church for not buying into the gospel that is being taught. Regardless of why more people who know the truth are not speaking up is very concerning. Jesus told us to go and teach the Gospel to all nations. He did not mean sugar coated doctrine. He meant the truth of His identity as a Jewish Messiah and role of  Israel in end time prophesy. We must wake up and speak out! God said "Do not fear!" over and over in the Bible, and He said "so that they will know that HE is GOD!" Let us go forth in victory!  

Day 159 You're Gonna Be Okay

 

6/8/2026

"One night along in prayer might make us new men,

changed from poverty of soul to spiritual wealth,

from trembling to triumphing."

Charles Spurgeon

"With thee all night I mean to stay,

and wrestle till the break of day."

 

Sitting here alone in my room early in the morning, listening to bird songs, catching the scent of freshly cut lawn and clean earth, I remembered the days spent with my daddy before he passed away to join my mama in heaven. I miss him. I miss them both, and I don't think the hurt, the emptiness, never leaves us, because we have pleasant memories, perhaps even mixed with other thoughts, but I thank God that good always wins in my memory.

When I finished cutting the grass yesterday, looking back over it I could see my daddy sitting in his old, battered yard chair, sitting quietly, lost in thought. In the cool of the day he'd drag out that old chair and there he'd rest, content with his day. I know he missed my mama, and I wonder how many days he spent all alone even while she was still living, but resting in her bed. My sister helped him as much as she could, and I lived 2,000 miles away, unable to come home except a couple of times a year. So many times I wish I'd come home sooner, but he made me promise something, and I did the best I could. When he told me I could come, I felt I needed a job, and I couldn't find one. It seemed as if nothing panned out for me here, but perhaps I didn't try hard enough. The promise was hard to break. Now I'm here, but he's moved on to higher ground. I can't blame him. I don't think either of them would like this present world very much. They had too much good in them to be content in an America that's forgotten God.

Everything changes when we grow up, marry and have children. Women follow their husbands wherever they want to go, and such was the case with me. It was a bittersweet move to New Mexico, but I was obedient, and here I am now, family scattered, and my husband no longer my husband. It's okay, because God has taken me places I would never been able to go before. And although I missed a lot of people, places, and opportunities, He move than gifted me with more. I have met so many fine people, and when I left to return home, I later found out that many had died. That saddens me, because I hope they were not lonely. For many my visits were welcomed, even though I was performing my job duties. Still, for me, and for them, our relationship was more, and it was never just a home visit.

As I looked over the lawn my thoughts turned to other days, so I pulled out my old red retro yard chair and sat in my favorite spot across from daddy's nestled among the crepe myrtle trees. It would have been much better with the blossoms hanging over me, but they stopped blooming from spider mite infestation. Rescuing those trees has become my mission in life. My daddy planted those trees, more memories. So, naturally I'd love to sit among them and think about days gone by. Missing my grandparents, playing catch with anyone who'd toss the ball with me. I even missed hanging clothes on the line, but for some reason daddy thought it best to take those down. I wonder if he ever thought I'd make it back home.

Later on, after supper, I sat binging the last season of The Chosen. My heart broke as Jesus stood waiting for Judas to come forward to betray him, before they took Him away. As the disciples stood behind Jesus and watched in silently, in unbelief watching a man they called brother, kiss and betray the man who called his betrayer, My Friend. The look on Jesus' face I will never forget, as I imagine it to have been like that on His face. My heart broke with His at this betrayal. I have felt the hurt of betrayal, but not to the extent that our Messiah experienced it. He knew what He was facing, and He had agonized in the Garden prior to Judas' arrival, asking His Father to take the cup away. Nevertheless, not His will, but the will of the Father be done. 

As I was listening to worship music earlier in the day, I heard one by Jenn Johnson at Bethel Music I'd not heard before called "You're Gonna Be Okay." It opens with the following lyrics: "I know it's all you've got to just be strong, and it's a fight just to keep it together, together. I know you think that you are too far gone, but hope is never lost, hope is never lost. Hold on, don't let go. Hold on, don't let go."

That's how my day actually began, then followed the memories and the rest. The song is quite compelling, and I heard it just at the right time, which is usually the way God does sit when I turn on my playlist. I guess AI does have a plus if it had anything to do with choosing this song based on my likes. Mia has been keeping me company in the mornings, so I'm not lonely, as my cat is still enjoying the fresh morning air and lounging outside. He definitely loves this time of year. How could I not allow him this freedom to just be what he is - free to be!

Many people are alone, and many don't have memories of parents or friends and family. Over the course of the journey God set me on, beginning in New Mexico, I have met and grown to love so many lonely people, some with family, others without. But even those with family can be lonely, left alone except when I visit. All for show? Perhaps, but hopefully not always. 

Now that I have a car, and my health has improved, I need to follow through on what I wanted to do at the nursing center near my home. My community work has fallen off, especially since last December, but now I have a chance to pick up where I left off, or I can begin afresh! Where can my dreams go? Where can I follow?

One thing I know...it's gonna be okay! 

Day 158 Do You Feel Less, Part 2

 

6/7/2026

"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 

'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, 

plans to give you hope and a future.'"

Jeremiah 29:11

 

Life can be very unpredictable. As young people we think we know what we want to do with our lives, but when it comes right down to it, how many people really stick to the initial plan. When I was young I had many dreams, but as I have mentioned before, I was not encouraged to pursue even the noblest of services. Even counselors at school didn't really express an interest in helping us chase a dream or direct us to a vocation. We were pretty much left on our own. Help with scholarships was offered, but only minimally, but then that's my experience, but when I asked some other friends, they had the same reaction as I did. I wish things had turned out better earlier in my life, but in His mercy God made certain that I gained the experience I would ultimately need. And He's been providing more and more education as the years progress. I have to laugh when I think about going back to college and finishing my graduate work, but then nothing is impossible, as I love to say. I happen to believe and trust in that knowledge.

Yesterday I finished my post with my own quotation: "One experience cannot compare to a lifetime of service." I was speaking of taking annual mission trips versus becoming a missionary, living in an area, daily serving others whether internationally or nationally. But those experiences are worth everything, and they can shape and prune your life forever. I had one mission trip to Belize in Central America back in the day when passports were not necessary for that part of the Americas. I was in the rain forest as part of a ministry trip to the Mayan Indians. I've written about my trip previously, as well as the ones made by my husband to another part of the world. I briefly mentioned that a friend's daughter was working with Youth With a Mission (YWAM) a ministry I connected with through weekly Bible studies for a season, but I was unable to join due to family issues. My continuous desire has been to serve on the mission field, and God did hear my heart. I was sent to Northern New Mexico to eventually work in the health care business. He took me on a circuitous journey, but everything He has taught me, regardless of hardships endured, has been worth it all. Most importantly, it was my mission field! I Many churches and ministries send missionaries to other countries, but we tend to forget all the needs that we have within our own nation.

The foster care system is so in need of help, and the children need parents who will love and support them. Our First Lady, Melania Trump is continuing her work previously started with the foster care program. Her new program, Fostering the Future, was presented at the 2026 United States Senate Spouses Luncheon in Washington, DC, she shared, "My initiative, Fostering the Future, is built on four community-centric pillars to support America’s youth." Those pillars are a strong education, love, inspiring career ambition, and resilience. She shared her heart that day, and she received 100% approval from those in attendance. She asked them one question: "If I could spare one heart from breaking, would you rise with me?" That question says it all!

While our First Lady is busy improving the lives of the foster care children, our Second Lady, Usha Vance hosted a family camp this past weekend to kick off the Summer Reading Challenge. The event was held at "Camp VPR" (Vice President's Residence), and the one day camp was held on the lawn of the Naval Observatory. 

"Children read books, colored, painted, played, and dug in a play garden as part of the launch of the second lady’s summer reading challenge. There was also a rock wall, a slip n’ slide, an inflatable obstacle course, an inflatable moon bounce, and face painting."

Vice President JD Vance and their three children participated in the event. The couple is expecting their fourth child, a son, who will be born in July. Karoline Leavitt, White House Press Secretary, who is still on maternity leave after the birth of her daughter, also attended the event with her husband and son.

"The second family also partnered with the Department of Agriculture and local 4-H students to teach the campers about the new chicken coop installed on the property."

Each day is full of possibilities, divine appointments, fresh encounters. Nothing is ever really lost. Whereas I don't really like the expression "When one door closes, God opens a window," it does share hope. In Romans 8:28 Paul states that "All things work together for good for those who love God, to the called according to His purpose." The context in which this scriptures is taken is very important to consider. Paul is speaking about the suffering we go through as followers of Jesus Christ, as we await the glory of His coming. It speaks of God's everlasting love for us, and in verses 37-39 he lists how vast that love is for us.

"Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

He who created us in His image, and who sent His Son to die for us, and who put His Holy Spirit within us loves us beyond our imaginations! Every good and perfect gift comes from Him, and He has a plan and purpose for each one of us. We need never feel "less than" but we continue to strive to do our best in this world, taking advantage of every opportunity to serve others and bring Him glory. Encouraging children as our First and Second Ladies are doing is a really good place to begin! Our mission field is wide open in America, in our back yards, and beginning with our own families. We all have something to share with others, especially our dreams. 

Day 157 Do You Feel Less?

 

6/6/2026

"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 

'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, 

plans to give you hope and a future.'"

Jeremiah 29:11

 

High school reunions tend to throw some people into tailspins. Many people become excited about seeing old friends, particularly if the class was smaller, as country schools back in the day generally were. Everyone knew everyone, because the class was so small. My graduating class in 1968 was only 130 students, as I recall, but now that I think about it, there were "clicks," and we even had competing sororities. I was in one of the two most popular sororities in school, but it was based more on popularity than intelligence and personal achievement. Such things, especially in small country schools, could make those who were not "chosen" to feel like social outcasts, not "good enough" or "less than" others. So, those who were not invited to join the "elect" groups finally started their own sororities. I always thought certain prejudices were wrong even back in the day, because as the saying goes, "What would Jesus do?" This is the question in the book In His Steps by Charles Sheldon, that affected my life as a youngster, and it has remained so my entire life.

Yesterday I connected with an old friend from years prior to moving to New Mexico in 1987. I picked up one of my old journals to help me remember those days, and I saw name after name of people I can't remember. People who were obviously close to our family, but for some reason there are people and times that my memory has blocked out. Naturally when old friends get together after a period of time they share their lives. Truthfully, I hesitate to share my life at times, because I have done so many things, but it is only because of God's hand on my life. My experiences were not easily achieved, and going back in time brings up regrets and sadness. I am beginning to realize more and more how little I am really known, as if my life was not important, but every life is important, and sharing our lives, our stories, should bring us closer. However, often this is not the case.  

In one episode of Highway to Heaven Jonathan and Mark are attending Mark's 35th high school reunion. Mark is ecstatic about seeing some of the old friends, remembering "glory days" as a football player. Athletes are always popular in schools at any level. As it turns out Jonathan's assignment from God was to attend Mark's reunion. Since there were some people who as yet had not responded to the invitation, part of the assignment was for Jonathan and Mark to seek out these people to encourage them to attend the reunion. So, the story line revolved around a few class friends who were reticent about attending for one reason or another. They were successful in getting those classmates to attend, but as people began to "mingle" and share their lives, they began to feel a sense of loss, of not measuring up to another's achievements, comparing themselves with others who seem to have achieved more success in their lives. To make matters worse there is always a class "gossip" who makes it her job to inform everyone else of the hardships or juicy news of others, without really sharing her own life story, or if so, relate the truth. It's as if jealousies that began back in teenage years are never resolved, so keeping up with the "dirt" in others' lives becomes a vocation for such individuals. And, it seems as if that was happening in Mark's high school reunion. In the end things worked themselves out, and thanks to Mark's intervention, the tempo picked up with the last dance. But this left Mark to wondering why do people go to such extremes to make things appear other than what they truly were or are? There's the former prom queen who is now aged, whose husband left her for a younger woman; the prom king who became an actor, once adored, but whose fame has faded, balding without his toupee, and mostly unknown by the younger generation; and the man who has become very successful and speaks humbly of his life, yet when asked about family becomes despondent, because his wife "left him." I'm not sure whether she died or ran away, but his response was one of extreme brokenness, which went unobserved by the couple asking the question. But, in each of these three lives, they were successful, and we all become older, and many lose their hair.

Mark shared with Jonathan that even he was making his football glory days into more than they actually were. When my friend and I were sharing about our children, I realized later that I hadn't shared some things, many things. I seemed to dwell on the spiritual, because truly that is what is more important. In listening to her speak of her children and grandchildren I became a bit sad, because I don't see my grandchildren. My younger son has been married twice to older women who already had children, and I adopt complete strangers as my children, so these kids were welcomed and loved. Not being able to know my great-grandchildren is the worst! But they are bathed in prayer daily, 

I've had to give up a great many dreams, one of them, Youth With a Mission (YWAM) about which I have written. I attended meetings way back then, but I was married, and he was not yet a Christian so there was no way he'd be a missionary. As it turned out when he did get saved he earned his own money to take two missionary trips to the Dominican Republic to build churches, and he helped his brother in Christ earn money so he could go with my husband. Those days were priceless. Now I have only shadows of memories, but God has blessed me with many more. I was thinking about most American teenagers who go on mission trips in the summer really don't feel the call as a gift. "One experience cannot compare to a lifetime of service." Those are my words, and they are true.  

To be continued...! 

Day 156 Comfort Zones

 

6/5/2026

“I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, 

he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.” 

John 15:5 

 

I read today that the fear of life or living is the favorite disease of the twentieth century, and I can believe that, because I've seen the signs even in my own family. As a case manager I was responsible for evaluating the medical and mental health needs of Medicaid patients in order to determine eligibility for home health care services and other resources. So many individuals were on multiple medications prescribed for certain conditions which alarmed me, but then I was not a medical physician, although I do have a medical background. When I developed plans of care I always considered ways to encourage patients to think of what they would love to do with their lives, future goals, hopes and dreams. Having a history of chronic pain, illnesses and immune deficiency disorders all my life, I could understand on some level the pain and discomfort many suffered, but I never considered disability assistance. I persevered and found ways to cope with my pain. But, as a case manager I recognized the fear to hope for a life in the eyes of certain patients, because there had been years of dependency on Medicaid support, and the thought of losing financial and medical support can be very frightening. To even consider working a job or feeling capable of attaining freedom in a profession seemed unattainable due to their limitations. I know this to be true, because I have family members who receive disability assistance. It often seems like an uphill battle, but I believe in what Jesus can do, because He did it for me. We serve a God who heals, and in Him, we have hope. People are afraid to move outside of their comfort zones, especially dependence on systems, but this is true of life in general, because we do not trust the Author and Finisher of our faith, and quite honestly, this hope is not offered to many who need the encouragement.

Next week the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem of which I am connected will be hosting an Emergency Jerusalem Summit to consider the alarming rise in antisemitism since the October 7, 2023 massacre in Israel. It will also confront the false teaching of Replacement Theology and the new Pauline Perspective that teaches that the church has replaced the Jews and that Israel no longer has a part in the end time plan of redemption. I've written and spoken about this error in doctrine previously, so I am very anxious this summit will be taking place in Jerusalem. I must admit that the scriptures, particularly Paul's account in his epistle of Romans clearly puts things in the proper perspective, but again misinterpretation of information previously prophesied by the prophets has not been taken into account, especially in Chapter 11 which speaks of the Gentiles being grafted into the vine as wild olive shoots. Apart from the root, which in this case is the Hebraic roots established from the covenant with Abraham, the branches do not function. Jesus said "Apart from Me you can do nothing."Again, comfort zones will be shaken up, but the truth of the Word of God begins in Genesis and ends in Revelation, and no one can change the plans of God. As Psalm 119:89 says "Forever, O Lord, Your word is settled in heaven." I pray hearts will be open, and Holy Spirit will guide all in attendance to the truth. We are living in incredible times as prophecy is being played out right before our eyes. 

Our mandate in Isaiah 62:1-7 is clear as intercessors:

"For Zion’s sake I will not hold My peace,
And for Jerusalem’s sake I will not rest,
Until her righteousness goes forth as brightness,
And her salvation as a lamp that burns.
The Gentiles shall see your righteousness,
And all kings your glory.
You shall be called by a new name,
Which the mouth of the Lord will name.
You shall also be a crown of glory
In the hand of the Lord,
And a royal diadem
In the hand of your God.
You shall no longer be termed Forsaken,
Nor shall your land any more be termed Desolate;
But you shall be called Hephzibah, and your land Beulah;
For the Lord delights in you,
And your land shall be married.
⁵ For as a young man marries a virgin,
So shall your sons marry you;
And as the bridegroom rejoices over the bride,
So shall your God rejoice over you.

⁶ I have set watchmen on your walls, O Jerusalem;
They shall never hold their peace day or night.
You who make mention of the Lord, do not keep silent,
⁷ And give Him no rest till He establishes
And till He makes Jerusalem a praise in the earth."

There are many "comfort zones" in our personal lives, in our nation, and in our world. This is the year we celebrate our 250th Day of Freedom. I pray it will be a year of realizing what freedom we as a people do have and truly embrace it. We must fight hard to keep it, and it will begin by our returning to the God of our salvation. Hearts of gratitude for what our Founding Fathers did, but understanding that their faith in God made it possible. Breaking free from what brings us comfort or control, and truly looking to God to rescue us once again from a nation that is standing on sinking sand. May we stand on the Rock of Christ our Savior. 

Even so, come Lord Jesus, come!

Day 155 Taste & See

 

6/4/2026

 "How sweet Your words to me; they are sweeter than honey." 

Psalm 119:103

 

Called as a child to follow Christ, following a crazy path, contrary to my desires, but deviating from the straight path, the narrow road, I often wonder if I have had any impact for the cause of Christ on another person. Sometimes when I'm sorting through files and old letters from friends, I will happen upon a note or card written to me or about me, that I may or may not remember about my job performance or something I did or said that has made a difference. I imagine I have become so accustomed to the rabbit hole of guilt and shame that I still seem to wander close to the edge when I remember. Words cut deeply, and the wounds take time to heal. I am grateful they do not fester from unforgiveness or bitterness. I imagine I have grown accustomed to unkind remarks about my decision to surrender my life to Christ. I've never been selfish, it's just who I am called to be, and the walk I have chosen to take. 

The Psalms are very soothing at these times, as I find a kindred spirit in David when he is crying out to God, alone and betrayed. But it is in these moments that the time with the Lord can be so sweet. I'm beginning to not mind so much - being misunderstood or caring too much. I'm in good company, because look at Jesus' life! He told the disciples they would be hated, and His prayer in John 17 included me. I'd rather be suffering for the cause of Christ than sitting on a fence with my legs dangling on both sides of the fence and be considered lukewarm.

The mini-dreams or visions are becoming more frequent, and today I dreamed of being in an airport. Whether alone or straggling behind I am not certain, but I was assisted by a friendly younger man who helped me along the path to make my flight connection. It seems as if he had many questions as we walked, then he'd go about his business. But as I was hurrying down another direction, all of a sudden he was back, helping me again, asking more questions about my trip. This happened off and on until my final leg of this cross-country hike to make a connection. It had to be a flight from Dallas, as I've been somewhere like it before. It seemed familiar somehow. The last time he walked with me he asked about my brother. That's when I arrived at my destination and could safely leave him. I remember wondering how he knew I had a brother. I don't understand it, and perhaps I never will, so it's written down, and I'll try to leave it for now. I'm not sure when, but I drifted asleep again, and awoke suddenly to the words, "If he does anything to harm you!" that came from the mouth of an angry woman in the crowd, although I really don't remember much about it. I guess I'll keep my eyes open and stay out of airports!

Tonight I met with my group I host for Harvest Ministries. We were talking about being prepared for heaven and what Jesus said about packing light for the trip. He warns us to stay alert, as no one knows when He may appear, only the Father. We also spoke about gratitude. Sadly, we as followers of Christ do not always have or show gratitude, and we have much to thank Jesus for. There's one young lady in the group who is learning to memorize scripture, so it is a joy for me to hear her enthusiasm. I am forever harping on the importance of memorization. It's a habit I learned as a child, and I still remember many of my favorite passages from early years, and from many years of reading and studying. I love looking at the context of scripture, so often we go over many passages. I love that the ladies are excited about the study, and it especially touches my heart when someone can quote the verses from memory. That reminds me of a scripture that I have used before in my blogs, "I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth." 3 John 4. Although the ladies are not my children, being the oldest in the group, I do tend to call him "kids." But it is a wonderful joy to see them "taste and see that the Lord is good!"

Day 154 At What Cost?!

 

6/3/2026

"No, but I will surely buy it from you for a price; 

nor will I offer burnt offerings to the LORD my God 

with that which costs me nothing."

2 Samuel 24:24  

 

An interesting thing happened to me today! Well, it seems as if interesting things are becoming more common, as my life becomes more complicated, yet much freer spiritually speaking. Each morning I turn on my music on YouTube, but this morning the normal appearance of the page on my phone consisted of "shorts" rather than videos. And the "shorts" were not ones I would even look at, because I don't have the time nor the inclination to scroll. I had to search for my music, and when it posted on the page, it still had "shorts" as part of the menu. Also, my search engine on the phone, which is Google, had erased my searches and only showed the usual daily happenings that Google reports. Even my search engine on my laptop, Firefox, was behaving unnaturally. I felt as if I was in an AI Twilight Zone, and maybe I was getting a foreshadowing of what is to come.

So, music aside, I decided to just talk to God before I began my Bible study. I talk to Him all the time, but I had much more on my mind, and I did want to ask Him why this was happening. It didn't take me long, as I am very much aware of the extreme tactics the enemy takes to distract, but he needs to consider what will catch my eye, rather than sticking just anyone on my page. As much as I love Dan Bongino, his rants were a bit much for me this morning.

Lately, with all the craziness around me I have felt a great desire to get away. Even on the global prayer call, we've been counseled to get away and rest. I guess I just don't feel that missing out on the daily content and prayers warrants a time away, and I'm only listening in as an attendee, which I love being in the background. I did begin to think a bit about time away. When I was growing up here in Virginia there were a couple of places I loved to go, but I was always with someone. In New Mexico I could get alone and hide, escape from the phone and computer, but it's not so easily done here. I began to ask Abba one more time, until the next, "Where can I go? I belong no where, Lord! Where is my somewhere?!"

I'm sure God rolls His eyes when I say those things, but God's not like that, and He really does care about everything that concerns us. Sometime we burn out and need to actually disconnect and rest! It doesn't mean I can't or won't pray, rather I'd escape the hundreds of emails that come my way. Just now as I am writing those words, I felt such joy burst forth from me, and I began to sing "Forever He will be...the Lamb upon the throne. I gladly bow my knee...and worship Him alone." These are lyrics from All Heaven Declares by Noel Richards. The song reminds me that God fills our hearts with peace, even when war is all around us. Even Jesus had to get off by Himself to pray, and I often think, that is precisely what I need in order to decompress and hear His voice.

My reading for today takes me back to Psalms 119:73-96. The Psalmist begins with: "Thy hands have made me and fashioned me; give me understanding, that I may learn thy commandments." It reminds me of Psalm 139 where David tells God that He has made us fearfully and wonderfully. So how can man question their Maker? Considering the make up of the human body is unquestionable proof that we were not a cosmic accident or mishap in space. No, we are God's creative masterpiece here to do His will. And that makes me so happy.

In planning the Emergency Jerusalem Summit that will be in Jerusalem next week, the ICEJ has been consulting with many pastors and ministries about attending the event. Today in the prayer call we were told that a Catholic priest had approached a member of the team about urging many to come together and work together, forgetting differences in theology. He said, "Whatever we call ourselves we need to work together." Of course he was talking about denominations and religious beliefs, so his point is well taken. The church does need to work together to combat the problems of our day, especially antisemitism. But the cost is dear, as aligning ourselves with the nation of Israel makes us a target. How did it get to this?! I have not been able to rally support for Israel, not even when there were still hostages involved. It saddens me how people tend to forget what is not right in front of them, and since the big news stations do not support conservative views, Israel being one, the coverage declines, and people forget. And when the fire gets too hot, they bow out. It's a good example of the Parable of the Sower and the Seeds. People tend to take the easy away around, but the Road Less Traveled is ignored. 

It made me think that we want something that costs us nothing. And we can use any excuse possible to justify ourselves. When King David took the illegal census of the nation, the people payed the price of his sin. God gave him three choices for punishment, and he chose to be under the hand of God rather than others. So the Lord sent a plague on the nation for three days:

"Then David spoke to the LORD when he saw the angel who was striking the people, and said, 'Surely I have sinned, and I have done wickedly; but these sheep, what have they done? Let Your hand I pray, be against me and against my father's house.' And Gad came that day to David and said to him, 'Go up, erect an altar to the LORD on the threshing floor of Araunah the Jebusite.' So David, according to the word of Gad, went up as the LORD commanded." (2 Samuel 24:17-19). 

When David approached Araunah who owned the threshing floor and told him that he wanted to purchase the place, Araunah offered for him to take it. "Then the king said to Araunah, 'No, but I will surely buy it from you at a price; nor will I offer burnt offerings to the LORD my God with that which costs me nothing." (2 Samuel 24:24). David knew the sin was his, and that the payment had to be paid by him. There is always a cost for disobedience, as there will always be consequences of surrendering our lives to Christ, but in the end He is victor! And the victory is ours! Hallelujah!!