Day 292 Testify! Testify!

 

10/19/2026

 "If we are faithless, He remains faithful; 

He cannot deny Himself."

2 Timothy 2:13

 

In preparation for my group Bible study this Wednesday night I provided my ladies with a copy of a Spiritual Gifts test so that they could determine their gifting from the Lord according to the responses they give to the questions. Each time I take the test I seem to always score the same or similarly, but the first gift is always the same - Evangelism, followed by the gifts of Faith, Intercession, and Mercy. In taking the test I can say one thing about my answers, I am passionate about a great many things, with the one exception of leadership. I've no desire to lead anyone, as I prefer to be unseen. I can hardly lead myself much less others. I'm also great at advising people about ways to accomplish goals, setting plans, and such, but can I follow my own counsel? Not so much, it seems. My children have always been in the forefront instead of me when it came to ministry. I loved hiding behind a puppet stage where I could become a character in the stories I'd write to illustrate a Bible story or truth. Perhaps I should have been an actor. In truth, I did consider that vocation, but God's call to missions was much louder. But, choices I made did not allow me to take the road to the missionary field, except for one brief summer encounter in the jungles of Belize. That trip made me all the hungrier for missionary life. Not even the jungle with all its inconveniences could deter my focus. I still have the passion and the ache, but for now God says America is my mission field.

In reading through the Gospel of Luke he records the life of Christ and his healing of those who flocked around Him. He was always surrounded by crowds who followed Him everywhere He went, even waited for Him to return from across the sea. When He withdrew to pray in the mountains alone, the crowds would be waiting. Jesus had compassion on the people as He said they were like "sheep without a shepherd." But He could also be very abrupt with the Pharisees and other Jewish leaders who always wanted Jesus to show them a sign to prove His authenticity as a prophet or a Rabbi. They questioned Him on His upbringing in Nazareth, and totally missed all the words in the Bible announcing His arrival, His position, and His mission. In reading through the Bible it still is a wonder to me how these religious leaders could miss the obvious. In Israel today the Jews who faithfully obey the words of Scripture are anxiously awaiting for Messiah to come, and regardless of the influence of the Messianic Jewish community, which is small in comparison, some adamantly refuse to accept that Jesus was the Son of God. They misinterpret the words of the prophets or totally ignore them. But we don't seem to do much differently today, so it appears, or else we would be wiser to the signs of the times.

Jesus was criticized, because He sought out those who wanted to be saved, healed, and delivered from their bondage. He came to set the captives free, but not in the sense that they wanted Him to. Still His coming and the tangible work that He did testified of Who He is and that He was in fact the Son of the Living God. In following His example and that of those whom He healed we can testify to a hurting, hungry, drying world of the Good News by sharing our testimonies. Nothing speaks more loudly than actual experience, and that is one thing that I do have under my belt is experience. Experiencing the mercy of a loving Father who picked me up, dusted me off, and set me back on the path He had planned for me before the beginning of creation. That just amazes me. And the same can be said of all who will simply accept Him at His word.

The Bible speaks of the woman at the well near Samaria whom Jesus encountered one day as she was getting water in the middle of the day, all alone, because she was not allowed to draw water when others were present. She was not living a righteous lifestyle, had been married seven times, and was living with a man who was not her husband. In John 4 Jesus encounters her and invites her to drink of the living water only He can provide. Her response was to go into the village testifying of the man who told her everything she had ever done. The people came out to see for themselves, and they experienced the mercy of God's love as did she.

Throughout Scripture Jesus healed, cast out demons, and raised some from the dead. A review of the Gospels will remind us of all the miracles He performed. Many times he asked that they remain quiet, but the people were so excited, so full of awe, wonder, gratitude that they told everyone. They testified of His greatness. This increased the crowds, increased the miracles, but it also drew the attention of those who were jealous of Him, the Pharisees and religious leaders, and others whose lust of power blinded them to the truth of the Word, the Living Word, Jesus the Bread of Life.

In Luke 8:26-39 we read the story of the demonic man of the Gadarene whom Jesus delivered of a legion of demons and sent them into over the cliff into the sea. The people of the village were so afraid and fearful that they begged Jesus to leave. The man who had lived such a horrible life, naked, feared, tormented, abusing himself for so long fell on his face thanking Jesus for what He had done for Him. He begged Jesus to allow him to go with Him, but Jesus told him to go and testify. So he went gratefully into the ten cities known as Decapolis testifying of the mercy and grace of a loving Father and God, and the Son of God, Jesus the Messiah!

We are told in Revelation 12:11 that we will overcome by the blood of the Lamb, the word of our testimony, and we love not our lives to the death. Jesus told us in Luke 9:24 that if we wanted to save our life, we will lose it; but if we give up our life for His safe, we will save it."

So, whether I'm truly an Evangelist or not, I do know that I am here to proclaim the Gospel of Jesus Christ, the Good News. So I will testify of His saving grace each opportunity I get. It's my decision and my mandate! Blessed be the Name of the Lord!

Day 291 Fitting In

 

10/18/2026

"The righteous thrive like a palm tree and grow like a cedar

tree in Lebanon. Planted in the house of the Lord, they thrive in 

the courts of our God. They will still bear fruit in old age,

healthy and green, to declare, 'The Lord is just; he is my rock,

and there is no unrighteousness in him.'"

Psalm 92:12-15  

 

I've been extremely tired lately, and I don't seem to have very much energy. I'm very enthusiastic about desiring to do things, but my body doesn't want to cooperate. I've always been someone who loved to hike and bike and camp, and just enjoy being outdoors, especially this time of year. But lately I have become discouraged and at times discombobulated, because I fall asleep at the drop of a hat. A cup of coffee used to make me perk up, but now if I sit down in the rocker I'm dozing off mid-cup! Could I be getting old faster? Or is there a reason behind this change in my rhythm?!

A couple of weeks ago I was at an event with friends enjoying music from our high school years, laughing about school days, music, events. Back then we didn't have the rebellion prevalent in these modern times. We weren't the horse and buggy generation, but living in rural America, going to church regularly, and hanging out with family members each week and on holidays and special occasions was definitely a grounding experience, and we enjoyed being around each other. Now it's so hard locating my cousins, and if so, getting together is harder. I imagine there were times when I was growing up when I thought my parents were overly strict, but in the end I think it spared me from many hardships. I am grateful for my family, and I wish they were here. Not a day passes by that I don't wish I could talk to my daddy or my papa. At the same time, I don't think they'd be too happy about this world we now live in. So much has changed, and America, even rural areas is just not the same. I often wonder if I fit in this crazy mess of a world. Do I make a difference for the Kingdom of God?!

At Harvest Ministries Pastor Greg has been teaching about the gifts of the Spirit and where we "fit" as members of the Body of Christ. Over the many years of my life I've worn a great many shoes only because no one else wanted to do it. Pastor Greg shared that serving in different areas of the church community narrows down and eliminates things we are not exactly suited to do. When I think of service now I figure I can still clean the church, even if one look at my house may not prove that I do it well. I used to be a fanatic about cleaning and vacuuming weekly, but now my priorities have changed. Plus I have an excuse because my home is in the process of being renovated. This is the home I grew up in, belonging to my parents before me who kept it so beautifully, with my help as their chief domestic engineer specializing in dusting and dish washing. Of course over time I graduated to the higher skills of laundry and cooking. I excelled at cleaning up after the dog who tended to be quite naughty at times. Still I made it work.  

With regard to spiritual gifts I've been coerced into taking the spiritual gifts tests in previous ministries, and I tend to always fit into the same categories. Things like that scare me - labels - as I just want to be all God wants me to be for the furtherance of His Kingdom, nothing for me, all for Him. Since I have to prepare for my group study this week I decided to send my little flock the spiritual gifts tests, so they could see where they fit into God's plan. I'm a dreamer, so it is always fun to see if I've had any changes, but no, same ole me, or so it seems. The positive thing in regard to my test results is that I am using the gifts God has assigned me each day, and I'm certain if any changes are forthcoming He will let me know. So for now I will muddle through and keep on doing the last thing God instructed me to do, to the best of my ability, and for His glory. I am content to remain behind the scenes. Hidden. I think it's where I do my best work! 

Day 290 As in the Days of Noah

 

10/17/2026

"But Noah found grace in the eyes of the LORD."

Genesis 6:8

 

Life had gotten pretty ugly in Noah's day, much as it has in our present age. So bad in fact that God said He was sorry that He had made man on the earth, and Scripture says that God was grieved. So, He decided that enough was enough, and He decided to destroy the every living creature including the birds of the air and all of mankind. All except for one man:

"This is the genealogy of Noah. Noah was a just man, perfect in his generations. Noah walked with God. And Noah begot three sons: Shem, Ham, and Japheth. The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence. So God looked upon the earth, and indeed it was corrupt; for all flesh had corrupted their way on the earth. And God said to Noah, 'The end of all flesh has come before Me, for the earth is filled with violence through them; and behold I will destroy them with the earth. Make yourself an ark....'" (Genesis 6:9-14).

Everyone is familiar with the story of Noah and the ark, even those who do not attend church. Yet the story holds so much symbolism when we consider how miraculous the event was and remains as an example to us today. It shouldn't be surprising, as there are so many mysteries hidden within God's Word, and we will have an eternity to understand.

Up until the floodwaters came from God there had never been rain on the earth. God had watered the land with dew and his own sprinkler system. While Noah was building this boat per God's instructions he was also busy preaching to the people around him, trying to warn them of the coming disaster, hoping they would mend their ways and change their fate; however, this didn't happen. It took Noah at least 100 days to build the ark, gather the animals, and load everything up on the ark. Finally God told him it was time, so after everyone - Noah and his wife and his three sons and their wives - and every creature was onboard, God shut the door and the floodgates opened. I imagine there were many people trying to get inside the ark, but God had made His decision. For forty days it rained until the entire earth was covered, and every living creature destroyed. Imagine what was going on in the minds of those onboard knowing they were the only people alive. It was an incredible journey they were on. 

It took considerable days for the land to dry out before God opened the doors and all departed to begin a new life on a new earth. Noah built an altar and dedicated burnt offerings to God. The LORD was pleased and He promised Noah the following:

"And the LORD smelled a soothing aroma. Than the LORD said in His heart, 'I will never again curse the ground for man's sake, although the imagination of man's heart is evil from his youth; nor will I again destroy every living thing as I have done.'" (Genesis 8:21). 

God later sealed this promise with the sign of the rainbow establishing a covenant with Noah (Genesis 9:8-17). He told Noah and his sons to be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth. The rainbow was a sign of the covenant between God and all creatures of the earth that He would never destroy the earth by flood again. 

Sadly, because of man's fallen sin nature, evil and violence exists today, and I cannot imagine at times how much more horrific things can become, yet Scripture paints a pretty graphic picture of just how bad things will turn before Jesus Christ returns. When Jesus' disciples asked Him when the end would come, He told them only His Father knew when that day would be, but He described the signs to watch out for (Matthew 24:3-8). He later adds, "But as the days of Noah were, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. For as in the days before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and did not know until the flood came and took them all away, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be." (verses 36-39)

We like Noah have been given a work to do - an ark to build - in order to prepare ourselves for the return of Christ. We have things we need to do to prepare our hearts, get our lives in order. Each day a new struggle comes with corrupt leadership threatening to destroy our nation, take away our freedoms, rewrite the Constitution and erode our justice system. It can be terrifying to consider, if anyone is even giving it a second thought. I know that God will protect His people, those who surrender their lives to His care and provision, but my heart cries for those who do not know Him, who have not found peace and salvation in Jesus Christ. Like Noah we know the storm is coming, and this time it is a trial by fire. So like Noah we must be busy trying to reach lost souls with the Good News, so they too can have eternal life in the world God intended from the beginning. I am so anxious for that day, but even so, it will be much happier the more people come with us.

Until that day may the true days of Noah be the fruitful ones. 

Day 289 Fruit Bearing

   

10/16/2026

"There's a difference between work and fruit in the Christian life: 

a machine can do work; only life can bear fruit."  

Daily Walk 

 

Just for fun I decided to google myself! It turned out to be an adventure, as I am no one and certainly not a name to be searched for, but finally the perseverance was worth the effort, as I approached the search from different angles. In reviewing some of my earlier posts about 10+ years ago, I  discovered that in the past I wrote some pretty good stuff. It made me begin to wonder what happened?! If I'm so terrible at expressing my thoughts or writing meaningful literature, why are so many people looking at my blogs? I don't have any advertisements nor do I post for pay, so how is my stuff being seen, and by whom? I see the stats, and honestly, it is baffling. So whoever you are, could you please do me a favor and let me know what you find so interesting or appealing about my posts?! And feel free to make a comment.

Perhaps I should think seriously about doing things differently, but the whole reason I began to blog was because I felt compelled to do so. Actually, I heard God's voice saying to "write the story," the story I am still trying to figure out. So, in obedience to God's word to me, I began doing something. Recently, however, I have taken strides towards finding the time to devote to writing what I know I am to share, other than the content in these blogs. And, I have prepared a spot for writing, but I have to reorganize some things in my spare bedroom first. Thanks to little Fae, the kitten, who decided she'd dig in the dirt in my flower pot holding my Christmas cactus, I have dirt to remove from my desk. Fortunately she was unable to move enough dirt to leave me any small surprises. I am  grateful. My male cat Alex, who prefers outdoors living, however, decided to leave me the remains of a bird he killed earlier in the day. He often leaves me "gifts" of his love - a half dead mouse and a snake, so I have to have another chat with him. I'm always careful not to injure his pride or hurt his feelings with ingratitude. I do honestly appreciate his love for me, but I just wish he would express it differently. I've decided that we need to spend more time together, so I plan on pitching a tent outside on the lawn where we can camp out together. I hope he'll accept my invitation and stick to my menu for meals.

The messages I am receiving from church services continue to lift my spirit and excite my soul, even though Holy Spirit continues to press me about motives. It's not because I have impure or sadistic motives, but He is pressing the need to stay on guard with regard to forgiveness of others in the days ahead. In my group study we are now examining the fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5, and how we are to walk in the Spirit as God's ambassadors to others. Sometimes I wonder if I even "fit" anywhere in service within the church, as I do not belong to a church here formally, meaning I do not hold a membership - yet. I have mentioned before that I did join a fellowship when I first arrived, but I may have done so hastily, or perhaps not. These are things I am seeking an answer. Please don't misunderstand, as nothing is wrong with the fellowship I joined. My call to Israel and the daily Zoom calls after 10/7/2023 interfered with attendance, so I began to attend local services across the highway where my parents attended. Both bodies teach the Word of God, and the churches are growing, and the fellowship with friends I grew up with at my parents' church has been very rewarding. 

I love the New Living Translation of Luke 6 where Jesus is teaching the Sermon on the Mount. Luke is paraphrasing a portion of the sermon regarding love for enemies, showing compassion to all men, and not judging others for faults when we ourselves have many more. I always laugh when I hear the jokes about people looking for a perfect church, because there is no such thing. If we feel we have found one, it will quickly change when that person joins, as we are all flawed humans working out our salvation with fear and trembling. We have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, and we will continue to remain in this human flesh with fleshy thoughts until Christ returns and takes us home as the spotless bride. So we need to lighten up and show grace to each other, just as God gave His grace to us.

In verse 43-45 Jesus says: "A tree from good stock doesn't produce scrub fruit nor do trees from poor stock produce choice fruit. A tree is identified by the kind of fruit it produces. Figs never grow on thorns, or grapes on bramble bushes. A good man produces good deeds from a good heart. And an evil man produces evil deeds from his hidden wickedness. Whatever is in the heart overflows into speech."

This is why we are told to guard our speech and our hearts, choosing to eat of the Word of God, and satisfy ourselves in His teachings. Jesus is the Bread of Life, the Living Word, and it is through Him all men can be saved. We will all stumble and slip from time to time, but the Word brings life and God says when we are tempted He's provided a way of escape (1 Corinthians 10:13). 2 Corinthians 10:3-6 warns us that the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, not of the flesh, and they are powerful in pulling down thoughts that are not in line with God's words. Philippians 4:8 is a great verse to remind us how to protect our thought life:

"Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things."

 Seems like wise counsel to me! Shalom!

Day 288 Living Stones

 

10/15/2026

"Remember where you came from....!"

Paraphrase of Ephesians 2:11  

 

Paul, when writing the Epistle of Ephesians was addressing a group of believers who were very strong in their faith in the Lord, yet they did not understand the depth of spiritual wealth they had inherited when they accepted Christ as Messiah and Lord, surrendering their lives to new life by grace. In Chapter 1 Paul begins by reminding them that they are seated with Christ as heirs of righteousness:

"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love, having predestined us to adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will, to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved." (Ephesians 1:3-6)

He goes on to explain that in Christ they have redemption through the blood of Christ, the forgiveness of sins, through grace. I love one translation that describes that God "lavished" His love and grace on us. Paul says that God predestined us and, all was done for His good pleasure. Verse 13-14 says: "In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory." Jesus promised that He would not leave the disciples alone, that He would send His Holy Spirit to dwell in them so they would have power to do the work He had given them to do. The same applies to us when we receive Him as Savior and Lord, but there is so much more awaiting.

This message Paul is sharing with the Ephesians is for all of us - Gentiles believers - who have received the richness of God's grace. In Chapter 2 Paul reminds us that we were once dead in our sins, and we are now alive in Christ. Because we died with Him we are now raised up with Him, and spiritually seated with Him in heavenly places. Once again Paul reminds us that we did nothing to earn this great honor, that it is only by faith in belief in Jesus Christ and God's immense grace - unmerited favor - not by works, lest we should boast. It is only by the blood of Jesus, who paid an unimaginable price for our salvation. How could we ever boast?! And yet, in our pride, we do. In verse 10 Paul writes "For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." 

It boggles my finite mind when I attempt to think about the depth of those words and the richness of the inheritance we have in Christ, and all of this was part of God's plan before the foundation of the world.  Listen to Paul's words in Ephesians 1:15-23 and mediate on them:

"Therefore I also, after I heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, do not cease to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers: that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, the eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the exceeding greatness of His power toward us who believe, according to the working of His mighty power which He worked in Christ when He raised Him from the dead and seated Him at His right hand in the heavenly places, far above all principality and power and might and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in that which is to come. And He put all thing under His feet, and gave Him to be head over all things to the church, which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all." 

And as born again believers we are now part of the household of God, with Jesus as our chief cornerstones. We have been described as living stones built and fitted together on the foundation of the apostles and the prophets (Ephesians 2:19-22). 1 Peter 2:4-6 describes Jesus as a "living Stone" and believers as "living stones" being build into a spiritual house. So beyond my ability to understand. All I can say in extreme gratitude it -To God be the glory! 

Day 287 Words and Works

 

10/14/2026

"The need of the hour is not so much to discuss the

Bread of Life as to break it and pass it out

to the hungry multitude."

Daily Walk

 

The entire world is in a chaotic whirlwind of crazy! Yet God is obviously at work, as we are seeing reports daily of many young people running to the altar of prayer to receive Christ as Savior and Lord, dedicating their lives to His service, hungry for change, and we must not fail them! As believers in Christ who have become seasoned and prepared, we have been commanded to go into all the world to preach the gospel. But we are also called to disciple the the new believers, walk beside and train them, so they can in turn go forward and do the same. The mandate from Christ is the same for all. We have been entrusted with great wealth. The wealth is souls! Not just a lost generation, but generations. There are many, even those sitting in churches who think they have given their lives to Christ, but do not know Him personally. We must never assume that someone who attends church services religiously has truly surrendered to Christ. Intimacy with Christ does not just happen, it takes time and commitment, and it is learned by example.

I have become so discouraged at times, because there are pastors who don't seem to care when someone misses a church service or stops going. A person who obviously attends and tithes into the work of the church that reaches out into the community and sows into world missions. Eventually, these forgotten ones may become lost sheep. Jesus teaches about leaving the 99 to go after the 1 lost sheep, but the parable has lost its meaning in the church today. We take too much for granted, and we have missed the point of Jesus' message.

When I was still working as a care coordinator/case manager we were assigned a buddy, so we could encourage and assist each other daily. We were supposed to check in with each other which wasn't difficult with cell phones, land lines, computers, and iPADs. And yet, there was a case where one young woman, who was very active and vocal in her assigned area and actively involved with other co-workers, was found dead in her home after a couple or more days. This has always concerned me, because we had a leader and a buddy assigned to us, and we had others we spoke to daily, so how could this happen? Didn't anyone realize she had health concerns or other issues she was battled? When someone missed a Monday meeting, shouldn't that be a signal of something being askew? And yet, no one gave it a thought. To this day this still bothers me, because no one seemed to be affected by this tragedy. Life went on as usual. Sadly, I see the same lack of concern in the church, even when there are some without families to check in. We need to do better.

In my studies this week the question arose "Where are your actions drowning out your words? Your talk is only as believable as your walk." 

For me, that leaves much to be considered. 

Day 286 God's Hands

 

10/13/2026

"Lord, forgive me when I think I know better!"

Me

It took me awhile to figure out if I had the correct date on this post, as I am putting my thoughts for the day a little later than I should. I've been a wee bit tired for several days, and my appetite has been voracious, but I can't see to fill up. Since I'm not a big eater that makes it harder. I've been attempting to get all my ducks in a row, so to speak, plans made, appointments scheduled for me and my son, as I still plan to take a trip to New Mexico as soon as possible. I haven't been back since I moved here almost five years, so I am a little homesick for family, friends, and the mountains. I miss autumn in the Southwest, the aspen leaves turning amber gold framing canopies over earthen roads, and when the trees shed the leaves they fall like golden carpets over the roadways. O how I love autumn, especially in the Sangre de Cristo Mountains - the crisp morning air and dancing with Kenya. And no mosquitoes! 

This morning in the Kehilat Worship Watch at HaCarmel we welcomed autumn and the promised rainfall. We prayed for the many needs of Israel especially for restoration of the people and for the strength and endurance of the IDF soldiers who have been standing their posts for over three years now. As the war continues, Israel is also in the midst of preparing for their elections and the reforming of the government. Tension runs high and feelings are antagonistic and enthusiastic yet cautious. 

Here in America we are in the midst of our mid-term elections, and there is much at stake here in our country as well. The adversary has been busy doing what he does best, but our focus must remain firmly on the Author and Finisher of our faith. When we contend for the faith there will always be attempts to discourage us or force us to give up and quit, but we must stand firm until the end. I refuse to be negative about what anyone thinks or says or the foolish actions people take. I am steadfast in my stand for truth, freedom, a moral government, leaders who walk with integrity. Each day when I turn on my computer, although my news sources are Christian based, I get weary reading about the negativity and the antagonism, vacillating between faith and unbelief. Pettiness and disrespect should be far from leadership, but we cannot have a government that speaks of socialism and communism and forcing demonic oppression upon our nation. This morning in the Worship Watch we sang, prayed, and claimed Scripture over all situations. We chose to look past the evil and focus on what God has to say about it all. It was a pleasant morning, as each Tuesday has become for me. I don't know what will happen next with regard to the war, the elections - here or in the United States, but I do know that God controls all things, and I will place my trust in Him. He is my Peace, my Shalom.

At the beginning I wrote "Lord, forgive me when I think I know better!" Sometimes seasoned intercessors think they know the right prayer to pray, the unique promises to claim, for a given situation or prayer need. Considering the history of the kings of Judah we learn that trust and reliance on God's strength rather than what little we think we have is the only way to go. When we cry out to God, He hears us, and He answers, but His ways are unique, never the same. During these tumultuous days when hatred and contention exists between those who were once friends working together towards a common good  has caused uncertainty to rise and trust to fail, we must rely on God's Word to guide our steps. Psalm 119:105 says: His Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path." Resting on God's past actions, how He has delivered us from trouble over the years reminds us to rest in His timing. 

Listening to Marty Goetz sing the song he and his daughter Misha wrote, The Plans I Have for You, based n Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope," I can relax a bit, breathe, and remember:

"Here I am, waiting once again; on my knees, listening and then, in a moment, a voice so clear speaks in a whisper, the words I need to hear. I know the plans I have for you, you're always on my mind, and all the thoughts I think toward you are lovingly designed, to bring you through, and to give to you, a future and a hope. They're for your peace, they're for your good, the plans I have for you." 

The song continues to offer peace and rest, the kind God expects His children to have. Marty and Misha are Messianic Jewish believers and have a blessed musical ministry. If music stills your soul please check out the songs. You will be blessed beyond measure. 

Remember, God holds us in the palms of His hands, and He has HUGE hands! He is after all the God who created the Universe. He is righteous in all His ways. 

Day 285 First Love

 

10/12/2026

"Nevertheless, I have this against you...."

Revelation 2:4  

Sundays have always been special days for me, as I have wonderful memories from childhood of family gatherings at my grandparent's home each week after Sunday school and church services. All the uncles and aunts would gather, regardless of where they lived. One lived in Texas, so we didn't see them except on holidays, but I grew up around a large family. I miss those days, but I remember them well. Sundays remain special for me although I seldom see my family, but I attend services locally and online, and I also attend services on Saturday. I take the command not to forsake the assembling of ourselves together seriously, plus I love hearing the Scriptures read and applied to our life today based on Biblical prophecy. I never get tired of learning, and I learn something fresh and new each day. The Word is alive and active!

According to the Barna Group, a Christian research organization, church attendance has significantly decreased in many circles, and yet there are reports of the hunger for truth in the Gen Z youth. It's exciting to hear that the youth in this chaotic world are seeking truth instead of listening to lies and becoming involved in destructive activities. In recent months there have been many professions of faith and baptisms are happening in increasing numbers in many locations. It is exciting to see older people, such as myself, excited about evangelism. This is what we are to be doing, as it is what Jesus commanded before ascending to His Father.

Since the Covid pandemic church attendance still has not improved in some denominations, as people find it easier to watch online. Since Covid modern technology with Zoom meetings and YouTube videos have become widely used, so many feel they don't need to go to in-person services. In this way technology has hindered the cause of Christ, as people are becoming lazy, and they are missing out on the fellowship so necessary for spiritual growth and maturity. This is very disconcerting.

More than once today in my Bible studies I have been reminded of Jesus' message to the 7 Churches in Revelation 2 and 3 as relating to the condition of the worldwide church in this day. John begins with the message to the church at Ephesus in Revelation 2: 1-7:

"To the angel of the church of Ephesus write, 'These things says He who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks in the midst of the seven golden lampstands: "I know your works, your labor, your patience and that you cannot bear those who are evil. And you have tested those who say they are apostles and are not, and have found them liars; and you have persevered and have patience, and have labored for My name's sake and have not become weary. Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Remember, therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place - unless you repent. But this you have, that you hate the deeds of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life, which is in the midst of the Paradise of God."'

The people in this church were actively busy in doing church, but they had forgotten to be the church, and they lost the personal relationship with the Lord so necessary in order to strengthen their own faith and discipleship of others. The modern church is often very engaged in this program and that, but as far as individual, personal time alone with the Lord, daily Bible reading and other personal devotions are put aside due to busy schedules. The prayer life becomes hurried and routine homilies. As an intercessor I am very hard on myself, and I ask Holy Spirit to search me and try me to see if there are any wrong ways in me. The prayer needs of our nation and world are so overwhelming, and we must never forget our families, friends, and others. I thank God that Holy Spirit dwells within the believer of Christ, and He is our Intercessor or Mediator with Jesus, who is interceding for us in heaven. We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength, and when we fall short we have only to cry out for help.

Because the time is getting closer for the return of Jesus we must be ready, our lamps lit, watching. In the messages to the church the Lord always encourages the churches, but repentance is needed to ensure we are on the right path. We need a fresh outpouring of God's Spirit, and we must return to our First Love. I recently heard a song First Love Fire by Leeland. In closing I share the lyrics:

First Love Fire 

"I remember when all I knew to do
Was sing Your name
And I remember when all I longed to do
Was give You praise
Jesus, light the first love fire in me, again

 

I wanna fall in, I wanna fall in
I wanna fall in love with You again
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again
Wanna fall in love

 

And I remember when
I couldn't wait to tell someone
I was lost within the joy
And gratitude for all that You've done
Oh, to be thankful again, Lord
Jesus, light the first love fire in me again

 

I wanna fall in, I wanna fall in
I wanna fall in love with You again
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again
With You again

 

Bring me back to my first love again, Jesus

 

Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire
Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire

Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire
 

Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire again

I wanna fall in, I wanna fall in
I wanna fall in love with You again
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again
With You again

 

Oh back to the start, yeah
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again
With You again

 

Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire
Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire

 

Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire (be my one desire again)
Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire

 

Oh, sing it again
Jesus, light the first love fire
Come and be my one desire again

 

I wanna fall in, I wanna fall in
I wanna fall in love with You again
Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing

I wanna fall in love with You again

 

Back to the start where it
Was all about one thing
I wanna fall in love with You again" 

Day 284 Sweet Fragrance

 

10/11/2026

"Now thanks be to God who always leads us in triumph in Christ, 

and through us diffuses the fragrance of His knowledge in every place. 

For we are to God the fragrance of Christ among those who are being saved

 and among those who are perishing." 

 2 Corinthians 2:14-15

 

Awakened in the early morning before the sun was even considering poking its head up through the trees, I got up drawn by a sweet-smelling aroma lingering in the air near my room. I thought it may be my son up for a very early breakfast snack of his cookie cereal, but as I glanced down the hall it was quiet in the house, and with each step I took away from my door, the scent could not be detected. My first response when I opened my door was "Lord, is that You?" but I really had never smelled such a sugary sweet aroma quite like this one before. Could it be?

This is not the first time I have sensed God's presence in this manner during times of worship. The lingering outside my door in the hallway did not come from the open window, and it faded the further I went from outside my doorway in the hall. Another mystery of the goodness of the Lord, I imagine. I am learning to understand that God will always let me know things, as He feels I need to know them, so I am simply trusting Him. This is the way I want to live my life - leave the guess work to those who have the inclinations. 

I've been trying to finish up the online sessions I've missed from the Feast of Tabernacles hosted by the International Christian Embassy in Israel, and each one has been uplifting in one way or another. Tonight, I listened to a concert for the Next Generation featuring Solu Israel and a group of other artists and dancers. It was a collaborative effort of sheer joy, a group of young adults with one desire - to worship the Lord! Proclamations were made over the nations who came up to the mountain of the Lord to attend this year's feast. There were many people who attended for the first time who sold cars and other property just to make it to the feast in Israel this year. In Genesis 10 Scripture lists the nations from Noah's sons - Shem, Ham, and Japheth and all the sons born to them after the flood. From their descendants came 70 nations with the genealogies leading up to Abraham. God told Abraham He would make him a great nation, and he would become the father of many nations. Prior to the Feast of Tabernacles (Sukkot), the Day of Atonement was observed, the day the High Priest went into the Holy place to offer sacrifices as an atonement for all of the nation of Israel. But the Feast of Tabernacles is an appointed time, a Feast of the Lord, where all nations are to come up to the mountain of the Lord and worship. God made a lasting appointment for all men to gather together at this time each year.

I am purposing within my heart to make the trip to Israel next year if God works everything out for me. The first thing to do, however, is to apply for my passport, so that is my next thing on my list to do. That way I will be ready to go without excuse. Isaiah 2:3 and Micah 4:2 say:

"Many peoples will come and say: 'Come, let us go up to the mountain of the LORD, to the house of the God of Jacob. He will teach us His ways so that we may walk in His paths.' For the law will go forth from Zion, and the word of the LORD from Jerusalem.'" 

May the praise on our lips arise as a sweet smelling fragrance to our God and King.

Day 283 Bereshit - In the Beginning...God!

 

 10/10/2026

"Then God said, 'Let there be light';

and there was light!"

Genesis 1:3  

 

Today is the beginning of the new Torah cycle for Israel beginning naturally with Genesis. The portion is called Bereshit meaning "In the beginning," and it begins with the history of creation. 

"In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. The God said, 'Let there be light;' and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good; and God divided the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. So the evening and the morning were the first day" (Genesis 1:5).

As we continue the reading of Genesis considering each day's creation process, we can notice God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit functioning as one unit culminating in the formation of man made in their image as noted in Genesis 1:26-27, "Then God said, 'Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.' So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them."

The deeper we delve into history we begin to understand that everything God does is intentional and has a distinct purpose. After creating man God placed him in the garden where he was to have dominion over every living thing. There were two trees in the middle of the garden, The Tree of Life and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. The question posed for consideration regarding the two trees was why did God put the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil in the garden if He knew that man would fail the test or did the adversary plant the tree as a tare, as a temptation? After man ate from the forbidden tree, he was not allowed to remain in the garden, because if he ate from the Tree of Life after his eyes were opened to sin, he would be eternally cursed. So God removed him and set two angels in the Garden to keep Adam out. But then, God already had a plan in motion to ransom man from sin. This brings up so many questions, but God has a plan, and God is good. The Bible speaks of the many mysteries of which we know nothing, and this is just one of the questions we will one day discover the answer to once we rest in our eternal home.

When God created the living things he did so that they would bear much fruit and prosper including the plants, trees, animals and man. As believers in Christ we are told in Matthew 15 that we are to abide in Christ and bear fruit:

"'I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. if anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned. If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples" (Matthew 15:1-8). 

God could not allow mixed fruit to remain in the Garden, a Garden God had created to function perfectly, without sin and chaos that evil brings. But God had a plan that He speaks about and foreshadows in every book of the Old Testament. I have often wondered how the Pharisees and teachers of the Law and the Prophets could miss the details of Jesus' birth, death, and resurrection, as they are clearly detailed in Scripture, especially by the prophets. 

One day, perhaps sooner than we think, we will be able to sit at the feet of Jesus with all the prophets and teachers of old, accompanied by the apostles and all the saints who overcame by the blood of the Lamb, the word of their testimonies, and who loved not their lives to the death, and hear the wondrous stories of life in every detail. Until then we can study and learn, and in abiding in Christ, dwelling in His presence, learn and grow in the knowledge He has for us as co-laborers in the Body of Christ. May we bring Him glory and bear much fruit until He returns! 

Day 282 Fresh Encounters

 

10/9/2026 

"To everything there is a season, a time for

every purpose under heaven."

Ecclesiastes 3:1

  

To everything there is a season...! 

Tonight I decided to move outside my comfort zone and accept a friend's invitation to attend a benefit for a ministry I strongly support. The Pregnancy Center for the Tri-Cities sponsored an event called           "Dancing Through the Decades," celebrating the past and looking to the future. A meal was provided by Outback Steakhouse, and there was DJ dancing with music from the 60's, 70's and a little beyond, plus a silent auction. It was held at Destination Church in Hopewell, and there were several in attendance from my church, Western Heights Baptist. My friends were more enthusiastic about dressing the decade than I, but it was enjoyable remembering popular fun music without the innuendos of rebellion of the age. It was a Christian event actually, but there were a lot of Baptists twisting and shouting! I laughed, but I didn't join in on the actual dance floor action until the song Dancing Queen was playing at the very end, and I just couldn't help myself. I've watched the movie Momma Mia too many times to pass up a few theatrics.

I think it did me a world of good to go out on the town, so to speak, in a limited way, and actually enjoy being with friends, if only for one night. Generally on Friday evenings I am participating in Shabbat services prior to attending Messianic Jewish services online on Saturday as Sabbath is celebrated from Friday evening until Saturday evening in Israel. But I didn't want to disappoint my friend who is always inviting me places, and I never go. My main concern was disappointing God by going, but somehow I don't think He minded a change in my routine. He knows my heart, and He cares about all things concerning my life. In fact earlier in the day we discussed many things, and I'm ready for some fresh encounters.

I really don't like change, because I've had my life upended so many times, and I've had to move more times than most military families move from base to base over the period of a lifetime, and that includes the short time my husband was in the military. I began to remember words spoken to me, wondering whether I'd actually traveled the route I was meant to go already. I've been afraid that if I changed anything in my life that I'd somehow miss what God had planned for me. I'm always advising others to step out in faith and dare to dream, but I felt as if my dreams had been detoured or lost. Then I picked up a little book I'd read before, deciding that I'd revisit a friend, as I consider certain books worthy of re-reads, and a light bulb lit up the page. Now I know that I can't dilly dally around any longer, and I need to get down to the business at hand.

Praying for others often opens my eyes to things I need to do in my own life, in a strange and roundabout way. I'd felt guilty about not praying for certain people as often as I should using the excuse that I have so many prayer requests that come daily on top of those that are ongoing. Just considering the prayers for our nation for the midterm elections and standing against the spiritual darkness that has entered our country so contrary to our national life, or so I had thought. Watching world events explode into total chaos and near disaster in some areas with increasing threats to life and liberty. Standing as a watchman on the wall for Israel and praying for the needs of the persecuted church. Praying for the needs of family and friends and families and friends of others. The condition of the church, and the need to wake up as Jesus commanded in Revelation 2 & 3 in the letters to the churches. These are indeed perilous times, and the lack of concern or action on the part of those who should be aware is daunting. As an intercessor my heart has been overcome with deep anguish and near despair at times, but because I have faith, I have hope, so I will never give into despair. There are many times that my prayer is simple - "Abba, help!" And that is sufficient, because Holy Spirit knows the needs before I ask.

I've been reading Catherine Marshall's little book, The Helper, about the gift of Holy Spirit who is the Third person of the Trinity, who is God. There's God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, the very breath of God and Jesus, sent from above to dwell inside those who are children of God through belief in Christ as Savior and Lord. This book speaks of a deeper, fresher encounter of God's Spirit, a fresh breath of His Life as on the Day of Pentecost. Reading it has reminded me of my adventures in Christ, and encounters with the Living God. Much more it has reminded me of words spoken to me, words of life and leading, words of knowledge, and visions. Reading the Bible each day regenerates my soul, and I'm able to endure the circumstances that come my way, but dwelling in the secret place, listening, speaking about things I want to know, gaining insight, living in His presence, is much more than I can adequately describe. It is the life I live, the life I love, the life I never want to change, but He promises so much more.

Although I'm not certain of what lies ahead and around the bend, I feel that I have a starting point. What that means as far as interactions with others I don't have a clue, but the good thing is that I'm open to any changes that He wants to make in my life that will draw me closer to Him and fulfilling His purpose through my life.

Day 281 Signs

 

10/8/2026

"Some Bible students drink at the fountain

of knowledge; others just gargle."

 

I don't know where I find these quotations, although they have to come from a Bible source, otherwise I wouldn't see them. I used to say that I didn't scroll, plus I vehemently opposed it, but sadly I must confess that there seems to be little I can do to avoid it. For some reason now, when I go on YouTube on my cell phone for worship music, all side hustles come up, instead of what I normally watch. "Short reels" seem to be the thing these days, and they are probably the most fictitious or AI doctored media releases that ensnare unwary scrollers the most. Nope, my quotations are legitimately from Bible referenced sources. If nothing else I say in this blog registers, please heed this warning: STOP SCROLLING!!

Yesterday was a day of remembrance, and while there are additional news releases today commemorating 10/7/2023 in Israel, the truth is I will be among those who will never forget. Today I want to consider the quotation I referenced above which I discovered came from my Your Daily Walk commentary. I am now reading the Olivet Discourse found in Matthew 24 & 25 which is a portion of scripture that some find difficult to understand according to the side notes in my New Living Translation. I don't understand that, but then I'm not one to reach for a Concordance or Bible commentary to discover what Jesus was talking about. I'd much rather sit and discuss it with Him, which is a concept that is foreign to many and even frightening. I don't understand that school of thought either, as I love to sit and listen, plus my New Kings James Version by Tyndale has the contextual scripture references for the verses noted in the center for easy comparison to ensure I'm getting the jest of what Jesus is saying. Is that too simple? Seems to save time not to mention expense, as Bible commentaries and references cost money. Sitting still and listening to Jesus is free...well, if you care to invest the time, that is. Perhaps that's what "gargle" implies in the quotation above.

In Chapter 24 of Matthew the disciples are questioning Jesus about the events that will signal His return and the end of the world as they would know it (verse 3). In verses 4-14:

"Jesus told them, 'Don't let anyone fool you. For many will come claiming to be the Messiah, and will lead many astray. When you hear of wars beginning, this does not signal My return; these must come, but the end is not yet. The nations and kingdoms of the earth will rise against each other and there will be famines and earthquakes in many places. But all this will be only the beginning of the horrors to come. Then you will be tortured and killed and hated all over the world because you are Mine, and many of you shall fall back into sin and betray and hate each other. Any many false prophets will appear and lead many astray. Sin will be rampant everywhere and will cool the love of many. But those enduring to the end shall be saved. And the Good News about the Kingdom will be preached throughout the whole world, so that all nations will hear it, and then, finally, the end will come.'"

Although Jesus spoke those words to the disciples over 2,000 years ago, they are certainly becoming more and more relevant today as we watch our nations be upended by chaos, lawlessness, and despicable evil. Jesus goes on to provide more expressive detail about those days and the trials and tribulations as outlined in the Bible in Daniel and Revelation in particular. In Chapter 25 of Matthew Jesus teaches parables concerning the Kingdom of Heaven to illustrate His point. He warns them to pay attention, to stay awake. Interesting that in the Garden of Gethsemane not too long after this discourse, His three closest disciples could not stay awake to pray with Jesus as He agonized over the betrayal, abandonment, persecution, suffering and torture He would endure for their sake and ours. How often we do the same when He is desperately trying to warn us through Holy Spirit. We either don't trust the word or heed the warning because of unbelief or apathy. But the time is upon us, knocking at the doors, so we better wake up.

Already there are three hurricanes, Rachel, Simon and Isaias in the Gulf coast areas. Rachel is heading to Mexico, Simon to California, and Isaias has already reached the Gulf region of Florida. In my post from Intercessors for America someone noted the following: 

"Rachel is Hebrew for 'ewe,' or female sheep. Simon comes from the Hebrew Shim’on, associated with hearing. Isaias is the Greek form of Isaiah, meaning 'Yahweh is salvation' or 'the Lord saves.' Together, they suggest a striking appeal: 'Sheep, listen! The Lord is your salvation!'"

When I think about the name Rachel I remember the scripture found in Jeremiah 31:15:

“Thus says the Lord: ‘A voice was heard in Ramah, lamentation and bitter weeping, Rachel weeping for her children, refusing to be comforted for her children, because they are no more.’”

I think about how many abortions have been committed in California alone, not to mention the laws they have protecting pedophiles and sexual offenders, calling their life styles and preferences normal and harmless. They do not believe in the prison systems, closed borders, and other protections we have enjoyed in our system of government. Certainly the LORD is crying out for the nations to turn from darkness into the Light. Perhaps God is sending us a message, and it doesn't involve global warming. 

Day 280 Remembering

 

10/7/2026

"From the rising of the sun to its going down

Adonai's name is to be praised."

Psalm 113:3 

 

Today has been a very difficult day for me as I listen to testimonies from survivors and family members of the victims of the 7 October 2023 massacre in Israel by Hamas. This year marks the third anniversary of that tragic day, and although the people of Israel put on a happy face and go through the motions of living each day, they continue to suffer. Ministries to include the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem one of which I connect with is providing so much physical, mental, spiritual, and tangible hands on assistance to the people. There is so much need as the people continue to pick up the pieces of their lives and carry on. One young woman whose sister was savagely murdered along with five of her friends said the realizes that they have to continue on and take care of themselves. The friend who had attended the festival with her sister that day has been dealing with the guilt of surviving, of being able to escape capture and harm. Families had released the text and audio messages received that morning as well as the 911 calls for help. Reliving it was so hard for me, and I am a stranger to them. As a nation they relive it on a daily basis.

Many former hostages are speaking up for the first time about the days of captivity sharing the abuse, torture, and humiliation they suffered at the hands of these merciless terrorists. I pray that through sharing, vocalizing their pain and suffering they will be able to heal. The children continue to have nightmares and many who witnessed unspeakable horror are finding help through therapy with animals. The ICEJ has a therapy center using horses who are trained to offer physical, mental, and emotional support and healing. Therapy animals are becoming more and more useful in the medical field in being supports for children and adults who have suffered much anguish and abuse here in America. I've seen the transformation on the faces of seniors in nursing facilities when rescue dogs come to visit. We shouldn't be surprised when God created animals to be a support and companions to Adam in the Garden of Eden. God thinks of everything.

There have been several hands on support trips organized through ICEJ as well as other ministries in Israel offering opportunities to come to the nation and provide tangible assistance while showing solidarity to the people. While the tourist trade continues in spite of the continuing threat of war, the economy continues to grow, and travel is welcomed, nothing beats the personal contact with the people sharing love and friendship. The recent Feast of Tabernacles event hosted by the ICEJ was well-received by the locals invited to participate, including two concert nights for the next generation of youth. I was only able to attend virtually, but I could sense and see the excitement on the faces of those in attendance, and I know that God is doing a work in the hearts of the young people, and He's touching all hearts with a fresh anointing and boldness to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ with God's chosen people.

We must never forget this tragedy of 7 October 2023, but we must also recognize that it is not the first time God's people have endured persecution nor the last, as it continues today all over the world as nations are withholding support from Israel. We must do our support to stand with Israel and to speak out on behalf of the nation. We must always stand with Israel. This is our duty.

Day 279 Wake Up

 

10/6/2026

"Satan's fundamental deception is that

obedience never brings happiness."

Daily Walk

 

Interesting, isn't it, how we choose to believe the worst about a situation without taking the time to check the facts or the validity of the words being spoken or written and by whom?! This has become the habit of most today. While it is evident that the news provided through these less than honest outlets are only writing controversial and inflammatory accusations in order to create more chaos, anger, and resent and to stir up more conflict inflicting the already too fragile souls who follow these sources religiously, no one bothers to check the validity of the information. And even if or when the truth is revealed, depending on who voices the truth, it is ignored, because the ones listening are already conditioned to believe lies. Wouldn't it be nice if people would sit down and discuss things rationally and respectfully. I imagine that is outdated manner of handling things according to the world's view and what is seen in governments today. Everyone quarrels and threatens. When will God say "ENOUGH!"

Tomorrow marks the third anniversary of the massacre of over 1200 innocent people in Israel by Hamas on 7 October 2023. Finally the people are beginning to speak out about what actually happened, but although governments condemn the people who committed the crimes, they still allow false accusations and persecution to infiltrate their countries, and nations are turning their backs on Israel. Even in the United States antisemitism is increasing, and horrible crimes are being committed against the Jewish people and those who support their just cause all over the world. I am very grateful to be associated with ministries and organizations that are providing support and healing to the victims who have been so traumatized by this evil. I cannot understand how people can be so cruel and heartless, nor can I understand why the church remains so silent while others suffer.

It is becoming increasingly obvious that the events so clearly revealed in scriptures are happening at a very fast pace. When Jesus' disciples asked Jesus "when will these things be? And what will be the sign of Your coming, and of the end of the age?" (Matthew 24:3), He responded:

"Take heed that no one deceives you. For many will come in My name, saying 'I am Christ,' and will deceive many. And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of sorrows." (Matthew 24:4-9) 

If what is happening in our nation is the beginning of sorrows, I don't want to be around when the full blown sorrow arrives. Right now in France the students are rising up in protest wreaking havoc throughout the streets burning, fighting, destroying property and violently protesting, and the news sources are either not reporting these things or they are calling the protests civil and peaceful when they are anything but that. Communism is eroding our governments, schools, and the young are being indoctrinated into believing that this is the way to go. Islam is taking over in America also, and it has been doing so silently, as has communism for many years now. No one wants to confront the truth. 

Young people say they want to embrace socialism and communism when they have never studied or even read what these words actually mean. It's the same for the Islamic belief where people are being supportive and accepting of this takeover, yet they are living lives that are clearly against the Koran that are punishable by death. So this is what Sharia Law will bring to society if it is left to take over our nation. People are ignorant of the truth, and no one is bothering to enlighten or educate them.

The enemy is very cunning, and he does sneak around seeking to devour the people of all nations. All while the church is sleeping. It is a very sad thing to watch, but there is always a remnant of true believers who are standing on the wall. Watchmen. The hour is late.  

 

 

What's the answer? One way is to vote and pray that God will not give this nation what we deserve for turning our backs on Him, as He did Virginia the last election. We must show up at the polls and vote for righteous and just government. We must know who we are voting for - educate yourself, and rather than vote politically, vote Biblically.

The choice is yours. I am praying for God's mercy and grace, and I am seeking His will not my own. 

Day 278 Adonai

 

10/5/2026

"Surely His salvation is near to those who fear Him,

that glory may dwell in our land."

Psalm 85:9 

 

For days and days now I go to bed and wake up listening to the same melody in my head. All throughout the day when my mind rests from a task, and I become quiet, or when I glance out my window, or check the news as I stand on the wall the lyrics remain the same - taken from scripture:

 

"From the rising of the sun to its going down

Adonai's name is to be praised."

Psalm 113:3 

 

I have been so undone by the simple melody and sound of the words that as I was praying for a friend who recently lost her husband, I dared to take a chance and call her, although it was very early in the morning where she lives. She didn't answer, as I expected, but I attempted to share with her the feeling I was experiencing as I prayed for her. I knew she felt strength in my prayers, God's prayers for her. So I went out on a limb. That was two days ago, and I have had no response. I try not to take things personally when I share from the depth of my soul, because no one seems to understand, or they want to make it sound as if I am "otherworldly," when I am only me. I have a heart on fire, deeply in love with our Savior.

When Jesus was on this earth He shared parables with the crowds, but they did not understand, the scriptures say, but somehow I pray they did. To this day the contextual meaning of Christ's words go over the heads of the most learned, most educated ones with five or six degrees and a line of achievements after their name. I am discovering that titles and degrees mean little and certainly do not reflect the person's heart. 

I have discovered over the years that I am not the dummy many have accused me of being, including teachers, one in particular, whom I pray now rests in peace. I hold no hurt or ill will for what she said to me that day so long ago. It took me many, many years to move past the emotions, the trauma, but I eventually learned that I am quite gifted academically. That's not said to brag or to say I consider myself elite by any means. I say it to encourage others who may be troubled over similar events in their lives to look past the pain and shame and live the life God created you to live. Each of us is gifted and unique, and God has a plan for our lives. We have only to ask Him, as He is waiting to hear our voices call out to Him. And never fear being yourself, saying the things you know He wants you to share from your heart of love towards others. Never be afraid to share His love with others who are hurting - His love and compassion which comes from a heart overflowing with His goodness. His Name is to be hallowed - Adonai!

Everything is about our life hidden in Christ. From the rising of the sun to the setting of the same, we hallow His name. A life hidden in Christ may seem impossible or one not understood, but we need Him. Our world needs Him. We who are called by His name must turn our hearts towards Him, and share this love, and live the life He created us to live and share with others. Then perhaps true repentance followed by revival will come. He is the only way, the only truth, the only life. Adonai!   

Day 277 Rising Sun, Setting Same

 

10/4/2026

"From the rising of the sun to its going down

Adonai's name is to be praised."

Psalm 113:3 

  

Although the Feast of Tabernacles is over in Jerusalem, and most of those in attendance have returned to their own countries and homes, I continue to bask in the anointed teaching and worship from my window seat in my prayer room. People who have visited Israel to attend God's appointed feasts or for other events hosted by the International Christian Embassy Jerusalem or other venues say that once a person goes to Israel and steps on the land and experiences the life, their lives and hearts will be forever changed. I realize that this does not apply to all who go there, especially those who want a stamp on their passports or a notch in their world traveler belt, but if one goes with their heart for Israel desiring a deeper and clear revelation of God's land and walk the steps of Jesus and experience personally God's presence in the land, they will be forever changed. Although I would have loved to attend the feast in person this year, when I asked Abba, I felt as if "not yet" was the response. Things here continue to be unsettled with regard to health concerns, but that would not be a reason for me to remain home if I was the only one affected. Besides which, I still do not have my passport, but that will be taken care of by the beginning of the New Year, as it is important for me to do so. No, I would drop everything and answer God's call wherever He wanted me to be regardless of my issues. My only concern with going to Israel is that I will not want to return. I belong there. I know this in my heart, and my love for Israel and her people grows daily. I just wonder whether an old lady like me could find a place to serve, or if I'm too old to be useful. I guess we'll see what God does with me. For now I'm here, and I am content to follow His plan.

There were two evening events this year dedicated to The Next Generation with worship and special guests. UpperRoom Worship from Dallas, Texas led by Pastor Michael Miller provided the worship and ministry on the first evening. The worship music was amazing, and Pastor Michael spoke about what it means to tabernacle with God. He asked the question: "Have I fulfilled the desires of God on the earth in my life?" Explaining the Greek and the Hebrew meanings of the word "tabernacle" he examined what God meant in Revelation 21:3: "And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, 'Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God.'" John is speaking of the time when the new Heaven and new Earth come down God dwells or makes His home with us in Jerusalem, Zion, where King David lived, called the city of God. The scriptures are so ripe with meaning, and Pastor Michael challenged the young people, and older ones as well, to dig into the Word of God and eat the word, devour it! There is life in each syllable. 

 Mike Huckabee, our Ambassador to Israel, former Governor of Arkansas, and a wonderful Christian man of God and pastor, spoke this evening, and offered a truly expiring message from the Lord. The message to the young people challenged the youth with three points: a. Be Bold, b. Be Biblical, and c. Be Balanced. He shared about not fearing what others had to say, because God gives us the strength to be bold, without fear. Life will offer many challenges, but we don't base decisions or actions on what we feel, how others perceive things, or even what we believe to be so. A Christian bases every decision on the response to the question: "What does God's Word say?" The Bible should always be our guide. And finally, living a balanced life means "Stop Scrolling" (my words), and remember that we represent God, so our lives must be based on His Word. The old question when I was a teenager was "What would Jesus Do?" 

This morning as I was listening to one of the morning sessions there was a brief pause for worship by NorthWorship, a group from Norway, whose leader is a part of ICEJ working with the Next Generation. As they began to sing a song written by Nathaniel Bassey, a worship leader from Nigeria, called Adonai, I became totally undone. I was swept into God's presence as I wept and worshiped the LORD of Lords. The words of the simple melody, repeated over and over, quietly and reverently before our LORD were:

"Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah, Ah Ah Adonai, Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah, Ah Ah Adonai, From the rising of the sun, til the setting of the same, Your Name is to be hallowed, Ah Ah Adonai."

My spirit joined with God's Spirit, Holy Spirit, and together we soared to Heaven. I have experienced the presence of God daily, but there have only been a few times since moving home that I have felt such a connection with Adonai like this one. It's not easy to explain what living in the presence of God is like, except to say it is Holy Ground. The Scriptures speak of dwelling in the secret place of the most high, or as Pastor Michael attempted to explain, with great frustration at times I might add, it means tabernacle with God. King David spoke of it in Scripture often:

"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust." (Psalm 91:1-2) 

"You are my hiding place; You shall preserve me from trouble; You shall surround me with songs of deliverance." (Psalm 32:7)

These verses speak of intimacy with God that comes through relationship, and it is what He desires to have with His people, including Gentile believers. I hope that those words do not cause a problem or do not settle well with anyone, as I realize that many who are in the church, who have grown up in the church still do not understand that we can actually have an intimate relationship with our Father as if He is some plasmic ghost set so far above us that He would never condescend to come to earth. Not so, Jesus left His throne in Heaven to come and dwell with us. He lived, died, rose again, and then He ascended back to Heaven to sit at the right hand of the Father. But He was faithful to His word, and He sent Holy Spirit, the third person of the Trinity to dwell within us. It still remains a mystery, but one day, when we are with Him in our new home in Jerusalem, we will understand. Until then I can rest on what I have learned from Scriptures and from what I have experienced. It feels like Heaven!   

Day 274 Enduring

 

10/1/2026

"People many times must eat their words, 

but God will never eat His."

Daily Walk

"For I am the Lord - I do not change!"  

Malachi 3:6

 

Today I began reading the New Testament beginning with the Gospel of Matthew, a Jewish tax collector who became a follower of Christ Jesus. As a disciple chosen by Jesus to follow Him Matthew wrote a detailed account of the life shared day by day as His follower, beginning with the account of the lineage of Christ beginning with Abraham. I have always loved discussing the descendants within Jesus' family tree, as it gives me so much hope and assurance that God can work miracles and give grace to all. He mentions the mothers in some instances which further is reason to give glory to God, as each named has special significance in the story. 

Over the months I have attempted to "write the story;" I don't know how many times I have mentioned the need to do so, as it is the last thing Abba told me to do. And it has been continuously echoed in my spirit as I seek Him daily for direction. Coming back to this Gospel only reinforces His words forever engraved upon my heart. "The Story" is truly "His Story," the one written on my heart concerning who He is and for evermore shall be.

At the writing of this account by Matthew, from the words spoken by Malachi the prophet to Israel, there have been 400 years of silence before John the Baptist, the forerunner of Christ, the Messiah, begins his ministry calling for repentance, announcing that the Kingdom of God is at hand. Many responded to the words of this wild, rough around the edges wild-man who dressed in burlap with a rope around his middle and ate locusts and wild honey as his food. John didn't care about what he looked like or about anything other than the message he was anointed to speak to the people of Israel. He did so at great peril, and his boldness led to his death at the hands of Herod, a Roman king who bowed to the whims of a woman, who had brought further shame upon his name, rather than listen to the urging within his own soul. 

After the baptism of John, Jesus is led into the wilderness by Holy Spirit where He was tempted by satan before He emerged victorious over temptation, to begin His ministry on earth proclaiming that the Kingdom of God was at hand. He called for repentance, but now He offered much more as He was and is the Promised Messiah who takes away the sins of the world. 

In Malachi 3:1-4 the prophet gives the warning to the people of the coming of a Messenger of God:

"'Listen, I will send my messenger before me to prepare the way. And then the One you are looking for will come suddenly to His Temple - the Messenger of God's promises, to bring you great joy. Yes, He is surely coming,' says the Lord Almighty. 'But who can live when He appears? Who can endure His coming? For He is like a blazing fire refining precious metal and He can bleach the dirtiest garments! Like a refiner of silver He will sit and closely watch as the dross is burned away. He will purify the Levites, the ministers of God, refining them like gold or silver, so that they will do their work for God with pure hearts. Then once more the Lord will enjoy the offerings brought to Him by the people of Judah and Jerusalem, as He did before.'"

The same message spoken then to a generation of people who had turned their backs on the living God resounds in our nations today. Jesus comes to offer salvation to those who hear His voice crying in the wilderness to prepare us for the coming Kingdom of God. Everything we do, every person we meet needs to hear the Gospel message, the only message of Truth in this dry and empty land where there is no water - no spiritual life. Even the church that has been given this Good News to spread abroad, across our nation and beyond, has grown cold or lukewarm, straddling the fence, afraid to speak out for fear of retribution, persecution, or worse. In the book of Revelation it is recorded that the saints overcame the enemy by the blood of the Lamb, the word of their testimonies, and they loved not their lives to the death (Revelation 12:11). Many fear those last words "and they loved not their lives to the death." There is coming a time, and indeed that time may be here, when we may be required to make the choice to say "Yes" to Jesus and "No" to anyone who asks us to make the other choice. I have already made that choice in my family, but I will never deny Christ. He is our only reason to live, as God alone is the Giver of Life. The message must be shared. How will you respond?