Wednesday, March 19, 2025

Day 77 Little Things

This may contain: a painting of a cat laying on top of a pile of books with its eyes closed

3/18/2025

 

Lazy kitten days are here again, or so it seems with this little fella. Long nights and early mornings have become a way of life for me. No matter how hard I try I cannot seem to go to bed at a reasonable time, so I tend to fall asleep right in the middle of my morning reads. My mind has become so "cluttered" that I don't seem to get many things done it a day. Doctors want to explain it away, saying it is "old age," but I refuse to be labeled in that way. I've seen so many people buy into idea after they hit a certain chronological age. So, I am determined to remain young, even if it is only young at heart.

Today I finally motivated myself to pack up my Christmas memories and put the into the attic. It is getting hard to maneuver the small steps up to the attic while trying to tote a large plastic bin, but with the help of my son, we got it back upstairs. The attic holds many objects that take me back to younger days, some good, some bittersweet. Last night when I went to the basement to exercise, I had this overwhelming feeling of grief, missing my daddy. It didn't linger, but there are times I wish he was here just to hear his stories. I'm making every effort to writing a daily blog, but sometimes my inspiration is lost if I wait latter in the day to write. I guess that is what's called "writer's block." But, at least I am making the effort, so perhaps something good will eventually come from my obedience.

Reading has always been one of my favorite pastimes, but other than my Bible and devotional books, I seldom read a book just for fun. When I moved I gave away a ton of books that I wanted to re-read, but I had to give them away. I hope whoever found them at the Good Will, is enjoying them as much as I did. I am halfway through The Holiest of All by Andrew Murray; it is a study of the book of Hebrews, and it is  so rich and noteworthy that I highlight almost every word. I felt I needed to pull it off the shelf, and I am so grateful that I finally did. The Lord gave me lots of hints and shoves until I was obedient. Sometimes, I am slow on the uptake, but He's patient with me. Another thing to be grateful for.

My daughter recently placed a message on her telephone encouraging callers with scriptures, music, and an invitation to leave their prayer request. She made the message lighthearted, and I think it's good medicine for her as well. She gets many calls in a day from telemarketers, as do we all, so I hope one of them, or all of them, will listen to the message and receive strength for the day. It may seem like a small thing, but at least she is doing something to reach out to others and so fulfill the law of Christ. Plus, it lifts her spirit when someone leaves a message in return.

Why am I sharing these things? I dunno, perhaps it's just a way to think about my day, my life, and the little things that don't really hold water to many, but they are important to me. Small things, baby steps to some, but progress for me. Or perhaps a new beginning. I'm in a spiritual wilderness in some ways, as i am waiting for an answer. In the meantime, I being faithful in the little things, and that pleases my Father, I think. At least I'm not growing weary in well doing. So, for tomorrow, I have some more "little things" to accomplish, and before long, I'll tackle some larger ones. But now, it's time to rest up for tomorrow. Thank You, Lord, for today. May I serve You well all the days of my life.

 

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